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Description Out of the blue my muse rushed back to me while I listened to Hurricane by 30 Seconds to Mars. For some reason that song brought me back to Horizon, even after months of not touching Mass Effect in any shape or form. The song suited both my mood as the image slowly appearing on my screen.
As always I kept playing it over and over again until the image was finished, just because it gave the right 'mood'. I would suggest following the link to Youtube and listening to it while viewing the image

I really had no intention of revisiting Horizon at all. After getting a few upgrades for my pc, including a big, new, shiny HD and transferring all my images from my backup, I just kept browsing through all finished stuff and materials waiting to be worked with.
The original pic I wanted to do had nothing to do with Horizon but again, I blame the music for messing up my muse

For me this picture just sums up Horizon. I wanted a reflection of the emotion I feel when thinking back to that place. I will ignore the robotic Shepard given ingame and see what I want to see. She is my Shepard after all and she IS hurt, almost defeated by the blow.
Please...see me.
Please...hold me.
Please...don't leave.
Please...come back to me.
Please...I need you.

Please......I love you.

Gosh I hate Horizon and yet part of me is touched by it as well. For what it does to me as a player. Despite the anger at the generalized scene we're given, despite the crap dialogue options. Despite all that, it still pushes some buttons.

Now give me ME3 so I can get some closure!

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Comments: 106

Corashepard In reply to ??? [2016-12-19 23:17:18 +0000 UTC]

do you have a link.

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birsen96 In reply to Corashepard [2016-12-20 00:53:57 +0000 UTC]

m.youtube.com/watch?v=f2miNVxq…

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Corashepard In reply to birsen96 [2016-12-20 00:56:55 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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birsen96 In reply to Corashepard [2016-12-20 01:41:58 +0000 UTC]

You are welcome!

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Jhourney In reply to ??? [2014-06-13 13:25:51 +0000 UTC]

Agreed, will do..thanks for the tip

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birsen96 In reply to Jhourney [2014-06-13 14:43:15 +0000 UTC]

No problem.

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BlueKitten22 [2012-05-08 16:15:12 +0000 UTC]

absolutely beautiful. dare i ask what you thought of ME3?

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Jhourney In reply to BlueKitten22 [2012-05-10 06:02:17 +0000 UTC]

I played through it once...that prolly says enough. The game was good, up until the ending...which ruined everything for me.

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BlueKitten22 In reply to Jhourney [2012-05-10 06:09:49 +0000 UTC]

i know exactly what you mean

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TreeWyrm [2012-01-05 12:30:19 +0000 UTC]

One of the most horrible, frustrating parts of the game... well defined in your picture.

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Jhourney In reply to TreeWyrm [2012-01-05 14:18:56 +0000 UTC]

Agreed and thanks

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Dankia [2011-11-06 23:12:57 +0000 UTC]

Great Picture. I thought the same thing when I played Horizon.

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Jhourney In reply to Dankia [2011-11-07 07:01:00 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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xCavazza [2011-10-22 12:07:31 +0000 UTC]

I got to Horizon, killed the whole lot of enemies, got grumpy.. Then i saw Kaidan, squeeked and was happy, and then the bastard just left me there..

I basically threw a tangerine at my TV screen..

(Shame that you need to finish Horizon before you can recruit Thane... )

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Aijza [2011-07-16 12:11:25 +0000 UTC]

I did what you said (listen to the Hurricane while vieving this pic), and my heart is aching right now. This picture is sad and beautiful. Thanks!

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Jhourney In reply to Aijza [2011-07-16 12:20:53 +0000 UTC]

Music can add so much, glad you listened to it

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Keira32 [2011-07-14 17:29:18 +0000 UTC]

I love it, Shepard looks sad. I hate Horizon for stupid this dialogue, Shepard is a human she should cry or something, tell Kaidan about her feelings but naah BioWare love Shepard as a robot D:.

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rosedistilled [2011-05-06 21:04:39 +0000 UTC]

I love this! Also I think bioware listen's to that to whenever they make a romance it reminds me of Anders and Hawke

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DOWModder [2011-05-04 13:19:13 +0000 UTC]

Ahhhh, what a touching scene! Damn kaidan, if you don`t want me to kill you again yo better take your sorry ass on the ship and hel her! YOU HEAR ME, ASSHOLE?!

As usual, nice work!

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AmethystStar94 [2011-04-16 23:04:47 +0000 UTC]

I love that song! And yeah, reminded me of those two aswell.
Aww, Kaidan ='C

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squ33ky-ness [2011-03-31 20:36:05 +0000 UTC]

OMG I had the same thought when I heard that song. Mostly because I got the CD right after I'd played that particular mission.

My Shepard was 2 seconds from just bopping him on the head and taking him with her...kidnapping an Alliance officer and the resulting shitstorm be damned. And I love the look on her face. This picture, like the mission is heartbreaking.

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Jhourney In reply to squ33ky-ness [2011-04-01 06:08:22 +0000 UTC]

Gotta love the power of music

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Vulbreeon [2011-02-25 02:41:27 +0000 UTC]

The song actually has a somewhat Mass Effect-feeling to it, in my opinion, so I'm not too surprised that it'll make you think of the game honestly. x)

However, this is a very sweet picture, and one that makes me somewhat sad because I agree Horizon was pretty depressing. Especially considering how Shepard reacted, but in some ways I'd like to think that my own Shepard was doing her best to mask those hurt feelings because she understood how difficult it probably was for Kaiden to accept that she had returned from the dead. >: Not that she probably didn't get upset and angry and most likely chucked his picture across the room in frustration the moment she got back to the Normandy, but still.

Ah, that aside, I really love the emotion that you tend to capture in a lot of your pictures. It is quite a talent you have. <3

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Jhourney In reply to Vulbreeon [2011-02-25 10:43:56 +0000 UTC]

A lot of people try to work with the Horizon scene best they can, after all it's all we have in ME2 really and I'm glad most make an attempt to work it into their Shepard's story. Others seemed to have moved on to the new LI's after Horizon, blaming Kaidan for pretty much betraying their Shepard. So does this mean Bioware actually did a great job with Horizon? Seeing as how there are so many different views and opinions on what happened there? A LOT of people feel very strongly about Horizon and Kaidan/Ash, strongly negative that is so Bioware did manage to trigger emotion with a scene that should have gotten a bit more work

And thank you, I do try to create emotion in a pic, basically reflecting how I view something to get it out of my system. It's great to see it's coming across

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Vulbreeon In reply to Jhourney [2011-02-25 11:59:26 +0000 UTC]

Oooh, that is an interesting thought. o o I suppose they did, when placed in that kind of perspective.

I only hope that they expand on the relationship between Shepard and Ash/Kaidan at some point, but the fact that Bioware has a way with games that make you want to submerge yourself into the story as well as learn more about the characters makes me think that they'll meet up to our expectations. In one way or another.

And you're welcome. ^^ It takes a lot of things to convey emotion, like posture and expression and even lightning, but you seem to have all that covered very well, as said. <3 So I don't think you have to worry too much about it if you keep doing what you're doing. x)

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TalesofTears [2011-01-28 04:58:51 +0000 UTC]

I thought I was the only one that associated that song to Mass Effect. Glad I'm not alone.

looks great

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Jhourney In reply to TalesofTears [2011-01-28 07:15:32 +0000 UTC]

Ah the power of music

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TalesofTears In reply to Jhourney [2011-01-28 07:20:20 +0000 UTC]

indeed. Gimme my Kai back BioWare!

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letzhitthegas [2011-01-18 08:21:10 +0000 UTC]

I share the same feelings, Horizon made me terribly sad. Kaidan was so horribly mean... but circumstance was really cruel to the both of them. Even though I played Renegade Shep, Kaidan was always her soft spot. You make me want to draw more Shenko doodles <3

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Ladyoftheknightt [2010-12-23 16:52:47 +0000 UTC]

I love how you related that song to Mass Effect, I did the exact same thing because I love them so much since I found out that they did the Credit song in Dragon age :')

This is a really good piece of work, it pretty much shows how devastating Kaidan's reaction was

I love your work

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Miiikan [2010-11-18 09:05:54 +0000 UTC]

I hate Horizon, it was difficult for me too but I DO believe i will have my prize in ME3. I do hope...

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iheartthrice [2010-11-08 04:49:12 +0000 UTC]

Hurricane is one of the best 30 Seconds to Mars songs!
And this is an awesome picture....it really makes us see the tension between the two of them.
Ahh I hope they give us some nice closure when it comes to this relationship.

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Jhourney In reply to iheartthrice [2010-11-08 06:41:31 +0000 UTC]

I hope so too, or I'll go crazy...for sure

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Maddragon [2010-11-07 19:29:40 +0000 UTC]

you summed it up.
i always feel so silly getting so emotionally envolved with a game but horizon did hurt i suppose that means the characters are so well crafted that you cant help yourself.
in my mind, shep has Been hit, Shot, Killed even but nothing Hurt her like Horizon.
Great work, Beautiful emotion and so simply done.
Love it

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Jhourney In reply to Maddragon [2010-11-07 20:31:26 +0000 UTC]

Indeed, the emotion about both Shepard and Kaidan put me on this Photoshop road. Just to counter the huge amount of stuff out there that's bashing Kaidan as a character, in forums, art and fics etc. I wanted to show him off, as it were, the way he's in my head and that is a compliment to the writers for putting him there in the first place.
Thanks for the lovely words, on the Savior piece as well

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Maddragon In reply to Jhourney [2010-11-07 21:03:18 +0000 UTC]

I find it funny.
One of my Ex boyfriends has been playing Mass effect, (by the way he dumped Ashly for Miranda first chance he got) let Kaidan die and Then proceed To go about saying what a crap character he is.
I felt like telling him that Kaidan Has been a better boyfriend as a game Character than he ever was.
(new boyfriend is very much Nicer and Cosplays a good Kaidan )

what i love is that even though he has kind of a really sad history he still turned out to be a well balanced human being (ignoring the horizon incident).

well i cant wait to see what other cool things you cook up

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Jhourney In reply to Maddragon [2010-11-07 21:39:34 +0000 UTC]

I think being human is working against Kaidan in a way. I don't get it either

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Maddragon In reply to Jhourney [2010-11-07 22:29:37 +0000 UTC]

you think people dont want to go for a good old fashioned man?
they want a little bit of Man-alian these days.

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Talviarianna [2010-10-31 21:59:48 +0000 UTC]

This had me tearing up. As a player I was moved by Shepard and Kaidan's story and seeing this choked me up. I was devastated after Horizon. I can't wait for ME3 so Shepard (mine is named Eve and looks just like the one here) can run back into his arms.

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Jhourney In reply to Talviarianna [2010-11-01 06:54:55 +0000 UTC]

I'm right there waiting with you And thanks for the faves!

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holodeck-shepard [2010-10-20 07:14:54 +0000 UTC]

how do you get this pics so awesome????

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Paulasaf [2010-10-03 17:50:52 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful pictures - as always When next ?

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Paulasaf [2010-10-03 17:48:14 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful pictures - as always When next ?

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Paulasaf [2010-10-03 17:46:57 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful pictures - as always When next ?

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Paulasaf [2010-10-03 17:43:18 +0000 UTC]

Awesome photo , nice work etc. ^^ When next ?

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Paulasaf [2010-10-03 17:41:52 +0000 UTC]

Awesome photo,nice work etc. ! When next ?

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ShyShi [2010-09-30 20:33:55 +0000 UTC]

Wow the music does go with this picture
anyways its came out really good

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Rana-E [2010-09-29 10:01:40 +0000 UTC]

*cries bitterly*

THEY NEED TO MAKE US A DLC FOR THAT ROMANCE
and LOTS of lovey dovey-ness in ME3

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HelenaHelenova [2010-09-28 19:17:42 +0000 UTC]

It is the perfect song for Horizon, if you really analyze it. The lyrics are absolutely spot on. And the overall mood of the song couldn't be more perfect.

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Jhourney In reply to HelenaHelenova [2010-09-28 19:40:22 +0000 UTC]

Indeed

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