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Published: 2005-10-22 09:03:21 +0000 UTC; Views: 493; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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How badly do you hate yourself?I was feeling really down today and came up with this. it's 3 a.m over here...I need sleep..such depression hurts me...
Welll this is a picture of Danny hating what he is and what he's becoming...
(c)Danny - Butch Hartman
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Oh, I'm so sorry you felt so bad! Such a cool person shouldn't be so cruel to themselves! 
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woops...they think that I should do more REAL SCHOOL WORK
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I dunno what's wrong with me...I'm just so depressed and angry at all my friends...their doing better at everything than me then they rub it in my face and people won't leave me alone. My english teacher is well...it feels like shes picking on me but she let's my other friends shout as loud as they want and they get 100% on about everything while I have never EVER gotten a 100% from that teacher. Everyone in my family is beginning to tell me that I should quit drawing because it's wasting all the time I have for drawing and "it's plain that Rocky's the better drawer of you two."
Everyone I met this week just said something that involved the word "Behind" and somhow that got to me...after being raised to be the best and later on after you've worked so hard they just crush your dreams and tell you that you weren't good enough. There are people that do about 1/2 an hours work on an essay gets full marks and I only get a measly 95 it just....irritates me and I feel disappointed in myself and that even though I tried my hardest someone else that was worse is somehow better.
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Honey, that is NOT stupid. You shouldn't downplay your feelings like that. That'show you feel, and you need to work through that, not reject it.
You know, I'm not the best at what I do either. I hate not being the best too. I feel like I'm not worth anything...but I know two things: God loves, knows and helps me, and persistance and patience lead to success. You shouldn't EVER stop drawing. Seriously, it will take a while perhaps (years maybe, depending on how deticated you are), but you can so totaly slam it in their faces. Buy some books that deal with Anatomy and such, study them (even if you only look through them once in a while)...especially books by Brune Hogarth. Excellent teacher that one. (You could probably buy a bunch of his books off of Amazon).
You can do this...I know you can. I think you're awesome. Promise.
Smile, and things will not seem quite so hard too...it means swallowing your pride sometimes, but it helps.
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awwwww....
yea....thanls for the reassurance...I think I'll keep going 
yea...I don't like to smile much....
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You're more than welcome. I just hate seeing people I respect diss on themselves. *cry*
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awwww....well...I haven't had a good childhood...being the only child to have to find something to raise themselves on...seeing on how my parents loved the others more than me...hugging my blanket piece my granmother made me...
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Why did they love everyone else more?
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I dunno...they chose everyone else as their favorites so I had tried for a long time to try and get them to love me just as much but that never happened so after about 3 or 2 years of trying I just gave up and focused more on my art skills. That's how I always lived my life...trying to ignore that one part that I've never experianced so I rely alot on my friends...
yea...
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Well, just because they couldn't see how amazing youa re, doesn't mean the rest of us can't too. 
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awwwwww...
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I hope so.
People will start taking you seriously when you start acting like an adult in their eyes. So I suggest either getting used to it (my recomendation), or you can do things the hard way and try and figure out what they want. Or, you could comprimise, look at what they want, and see if it would help you in the future. *shrug* You probably already do, but no one takes me seriously either.
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yea...I'll just do what I'm doing...
I take you seriously...
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I know. A lot of people don't, and I tend to get into a habit. *sigh*
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it's alright..better than having a mother that says and I quote" Art is useless it doesn't have any real jobs like a doctor or an engineer quit while your young go into somthing else like your brotehr and sister."
I mean she can lift my spirits any day with her supportive attitude about my dreams.
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I'm so sorry hon. My dad used to be like that too...however, eventually I pounded into his thick skull that I love art, and that I'm improving, and he supports me now. Just keep at it hon.
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Honey, I totaly know. I really understand. And it's very disheartening when you agree too, which it souncs like you do.
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at least I'm able to go with an artist for Take Your Kids To Work Day...got my dad to sign it instead...at least he's somewhat supportive. Whoever said life was easy?
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Anyone who says life is easy is either really happy, or selling something.
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lol
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Nope, but that's the only way we grow.
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true...some get more attention than others and get more priveleges whilst others must find substitutes for the emptiness...
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And they become stronger for it.
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:0 I wouldn't know...being put through the same situations over and over again...
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Ah, the joys of learning patience. *Sigh*
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not a very patient person...
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Me too.
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yay!!!!
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So...do you have kids you're taking, or are you one of the kids being taken?
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lol :d I'm being one taken to an art studio!!!
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You'll do fine!
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lol 
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LOL! They take a while to get used to.
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indeed...
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Yeah, a few times. I took a watercolor class. The picture on my front page is a watercolor.
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Yeah, a few times. I took a watercolor class. The picture on my front page is a watercolor.
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is it????
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LOL! Well, you'll never get good if you don't practice, but the more you practice with other things, the easier it is to pick up on that one.
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lol
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LOL! Well, just keep the art up, no matter what, K?
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I certainly hope so.
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me neither. They just treat me differently cause' they think I should go into sciences like my other sibling's.
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So when you're a world fameous artist, and richer than your siblings can ever imagine, you can just smile and nod at their shocked faces.
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