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Published: 2009-01-21 16:03:56 +0000 UTC; Views: 2177; Favourites: 175; Downloads: 0
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Description The Only One - Abney Park

I wake each night into this nightmare
Only to find that the worst is clear
I have to spend each day without you
And spend each night dreamin' that it's not true
Dreamin' that it's not true....

My life is one constant catastrophe
everything works but means nothin to me
All of my life I gave you my soul
I lived for you, but you had another goal
You had another goal...

There's only one thing you can't ask of me
It's not in my power to stop loving you can't you see?
I would give you the moon or the stars or the sun
But you hold my heart and ou are the only one

You are the only one,
You are the only one...


Heavily inspired by this. I took this today but used the same make-up theme from an earlier mini shoot I did as I felt it best fit the mood.



I feel ridiculously related to this song at the moment. Things are happening in my life that I wish weren't. They will get better but they are gonna take time, and I need someone to stop messaging me making my life all the more harder

It might not seem it but this is a very personal piece for me. So I hope you can respect that. It's not great quality but it came from my heart.

If you wanna hear the song here it is: [link] and I highly thank BjΓΆrn for introducing this band to me, they are amazing. I connected to this song straight away. *sigh*
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Comments: 34

Emeranie [2009-02-10 19:44:09 +0000 UTC]

[link] - you're featured here!

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Irineya [2009-02-06 06:13:09 +0000 UTC]

lovely eyes. the blue agaisnt the black works great!

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JArdley In reply to Irineya [2009-03-16 14:03:58 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much

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Irineya In reply to JArdley [2009-03-16 15:18:38 +0000 UTC]

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Aurum17 [2009-02-01 02:22:40 +0000 UTC]

i love your eyes.
totally gorgeous

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Spamberguesa [2009-01-26 23:49:56 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful! Also, Abney Park is love. <3

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DitaMortemi [2009-01-24 17:37:55 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful!! The look in your eyes is very intense, and I love the tulle

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Vixxenfairy [2009-01-23 06:37:09 +0000 UTC]

The words of the song are so incredibly beautiful! It really touches the heart! Gorgeous photo hun! I love it.

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bibleoftears [2009-01-22 21:38:39 +0000 UTC]

A deep piece indeed. The eye shading makes the piece more misterious or seducing, and the mixture of fabrics makes you feel like you're coming out of the "fog".

I hope all your problems solve. You don't seem to be a bad person, and I like your gallery and what it transmits, so I wish for your happiness, though I'm far away to give you a hug. x)

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XxXJaPpAnErDieXxX [2009-01-22 06:20:58 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful shot!
has anyone ever told u that you resible amy lee?

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Neitzarr [2009-01-22 06:12:03 +0000 UTC]

Lovely photo.

I hope you get through everything okay

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CaitrinXlXAnneliese [2009-01-22 05:05:57 +0000 UTC]

This photo is beautiful.
Abney Park is amazing as well. I like the song Breathe, by them.
I'm sorry to hear about your relationship going terribly wrong.. I read that in your journal a bit back, hopefully you two can work things through.. (As you've probably heard numerous times by now.)
I really hope the best for you dear. Just remember to talk to your friends about how you're feeling, usually when you bottle stuff up it makes it that much more worse in the end (speaks from experience. ).

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RyanTaylorGirl [2009-01-22 03:36:30 +0000 UTC]

very powerful. it draws you in and holds your gaze...amazingly and breathtakingly beautiful

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DM9Rei [2009-01-22 00:59:12 +0000 UTC]

OH MY GOD! I LOVE the makeup with your eyes and those leaves~
And that mesh just gives a wonderful accent <333
Use this makeup more, it makes you even more gorgeous!

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TheDarkRayne [2009-01-21 23:01:25 +0000 UTC]

Your eyes stand out so much in this, even more than your pictures. That may probably be because of the angle but it looks lovely ! Beautiful as always. I love that blue eyeshadow I hope things get better with you sweetie. You are always in my prayers

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JArdley In reply to TheDarkRayne [2009-01-23 20:15:52 +0000 UTC]

They must be working, I'm happier than ever, I just hope it lasts. Guess I will have to wait out the next few days.

Thanks for the wonderful comment

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316521 [2009-01-21 21:33:40 +0000 UTC]

very wonderful

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JoeyTheMostAwesome [2009-01-21 20:33:27 +0000 UTC]

That's such an emotional and beautiful picture. :3

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DistortedSmile [2009-01-21 19:54:31 +0000 UTC]

This is stunning sweetheart The eye colours are intoxicating

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LuanaS [2009-01-21 18:59:01 +0000 UTC]

very beautiful

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anguspie [2009-01-21 18:54:40 +0000 UTC]

Awesome work, I like the way you used fading to set the mood.

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SisstreDaethe [2009-01-21 18:01:35 +0000 UTC]

Abney Park?!
You're the only other person I've "met" who knows them? I don't have many of their songs, but I am familiar with them. My favourite was "Ophelia".

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JArdley In reply to SisstreDaethe [2009-01-21 18:07:51 +0000 UTC]

I believe Ophelia is the name of their "ship" aswell yeah I'm totally addicted to them

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SisstreDaethe In reply to JArdley [2009-01-21 18:48:19 +0000 UTC]

Their "ship". What do you mean?

I believe Lady Symphonica or some name similar to that was a good Goth band as well. I havent listened to either them or Abney in a while though. I think they went when I formatted my old laptop. And they're not on this new one.

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Hellsong14 [2009-01-21 17:48:54 +0000 UTC]

great picture

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JArdley In reply to Hellsong14 [2009-01-21 18:12:01 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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Hellsong14 In reply to JArdley [2009-01-21 18:16:42 +0000 UTC]

my pleasure

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Jack-Nobre [2009-01-21 16:54:16 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful and nicely done as always great job.

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JArdley In reply to Jack-Nobre [2009-01-21 18:12:07 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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blackorchid5583 [2009-01-21 16:49:47 +0000 UTC]

Beautifully done!!

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JArdley In reply to blackorchid5583 [2009-01-21 18:12:12 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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blackorchid5583 In reply to JArdley [2009-01-21 23:37:14 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome

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saturnaliadusk [2009-01-21 16:11:05 +0000 UTC]

I love it! amazing photo, and I like the song

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JArdley In reply to saturnaliadusk [2009-01-21 18:12:21 +0000 UTC]

I love the song, thankyou for the lovely comment.

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