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i can clearly remember that night
i was drowning myself with alcohol
i was sad that you're out of sight
because i lost you, i lost my all
i am not used to drinking
but it keeps my heart from bleeding
so i drank even more
i drank by the door
then someone offered me a cigarette
or was it i who offered myself?
i can't remember, i did forget
but i accepted it like a greedy elf
i lit it like i'm an expert
the beer's the main course and it's the dessert
i sipped the smoke through the filter
and that made me a smoker
then everything around me was spinning like i'm in a carousel
i tried to stand but from my chair i fell
my body turned as hot as hell
for i am drunk, oh yes i can tell
i acted so silly
for i got so dizzy
i vomited on the loo
for there's nothing i can do
again, i stood by the door
but this time, i drank no more
i just stood there and reminisced the past
and wonder why we didn't last
a tear fell from my eye
because to myself i just can't lie
that even if i am feeling high
the fact i just can't deny
that i lost you, i lost my all
and it can't be drowned by alcohol