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Do you ever just sit there and stare off into space? Then you're snapped out of it by someone or something grabbing your attention.
Do you ever just stare off into space, thinking? Whether it's just the pointless "if I were a unicorn" thoughts. You're still thinking.
The point is, no matter what you always just... Think. You think about that person or thing grabbing your attention, you think about yourself being a unicorn. You just think.

So why do we forget to think when talking in anger? Do we intentionally think thoughtless thoughts? Like, "I know this will hurt, they've done nothing wrong. Just say it." Then later on you think of things you could have avoided. Then, you feel the consequences of those thoughtless thoughts. You feel, saddened, regretful, even a little angry at yourself. Then... You think of how you feel and it gets worse.

With me, I don't talk... I write. Whether it's just to myself or to others. No matter what I write. I write it all down so I get it off my chest before I feel regret for writing it down... It makes it a bit easier on myself when I feel those evil things called feelings.
Why do we think, before we sleep? To bring back emotions for earlier that day, or even the past? We think just to tug at those strings attached to our hearts... Feelings.
Why do we think when we lie? Even if it's petty little lies. I don't lie, unless its "I'm fine" when I'm not. People just wouldn't understand. I'm just too different from everyone else. So I write. I don't like liars, so unless you respect me enough not to lie. I won't lie to you when I say I'm fine. Lying hurts... So I write. Though the more I write the more I have unfinished thoughts. Like between two lovers its like "I love" but forgetting the you. It drives insanity, and no one, not even my self can be sane again. A drink-less drunk. A helpless helper. A tool-less builder. A thoughtless thinker. Hell on heels perhaps. But I'd rather be hell, than a walking breathing lie. I'd rather be hell, than to forget importance of other human beings. I'd rather be hell... Than someone I'm not.
You see... Everything is based off of thinking, and feeling.
Sometimes you just need to let go... Of everything... Like the hurtful things someone said to you.
You can't can you?
It's because your feeling.
Sometimes you just need to think... Think a lot... Like why are you fighting?
You don't know do you?
So just...
Think.