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Description
introduction //
heya!! i'm patrick, or pat, an ace/panro demiboy with many, many dreams.
- i'm an aspiring artist, voice actor and musician, but will most likely end up with an office job.

- i've been super lonely lately?? i barely have any friends irl, and with my gender/sexuality, i have no idea if i will ever find an s/o. i sound desperate, and honestly, that's because i am T-T there are days where i wish i was hotter and i was living in a more lgbtq+ friendly environment so that i could have a lover/partner, let alone without getting judged.

- i refuse to tell my age online now!! unless you're a good friend of mine, or you were here before i removed my age from my profile, you probably won't ever know. just know that i'm legally allowed to be on deviantART, my friends can vouch for that. if you know my age, please don't ever tell anyone!! it'd mean a lot to me.

- i'm a huge procrastinator... it's not a personality trait or a habit for me anymore, it's more like a part of me. i procrastinated drawing commissions and owed art to do this. i really need to get on owed art holy smokes

personality //
- some would describe me as determined, stubborn, emotional, and studious. i'm also a huge secret romanticist!

-while i like to follow the rules, there is also a very rebellious/salty side of me that likes to show in my everyday attitude -- which is why i might always seem pissed off. tbh, i think i annoy people a lot because i make a lot of sarcastic comments, which some may sound like personal attacks.

- i get easily anxious and flustered, though, so i'm always something of an oxymoron.

- i'm terrible at making conversation, so if i ever go silent while talking to you, or don't respond, it's because i have absolutely no clue what to say!!

physical //
- at home, i prefer to have my hair tied up in a very tiny and unruly bun, with my hair scraped back.

- i have many skin flaws, which i've chosen not to draw because i have no idea how to.

- i have a very flat, stereotypically south-east asian nose, though i come from south korea.

- my hair is constantly messed up, which is why i like having my hood up, or wearing a weird beret-cap i bought because it looked like a hat patrick stump has.

- i am virtually blind without my glasses, but i rarely clean them, so i'm still virtually blind, anyway.

- i barely get sick!! despite being underweight, i have a strong immune system that only a large amount of stress can bring down. maybe it's due to the fact that i have surprisingly high stamina? i've got energy for days!

- honestly, in every way, i just look like a more feminine, way less hot yuuri katsuki from yuri!!! on ice.

accessories //
- i am a stick figure in real life with no weight (but surprisingly thick thighs??), so i always push my watch way up to mid-forearm. it dangles and annoys me if i don't.

- i always have a few rubber bands on my right wrist, along with a hairtie or two.

- i hate needles, so although i think tattoos and piercings are super cool and interesting, they're not really for me.

habits //
- first off, i bite my lips a lot, and they're always chapped -- which is why they're bleeding in the drawing. i don't drink enough water, but i apparently still drink enough to get by.

- i'm terrified of heights, and will get mini panic attacks just by looking at a photograph of someone on top of a staircase. so you can imagine what being on a plane, or being forced to climb a ladder is like for me.

- my ocd sucks -- there are times during the day where i will feel the urge to rip my spine out and align it before popping it back into my back just because my body is not symmetric, and i can't seem to find the center of the chair i'm sitting on, or whatever i'm doing. it just bothers me.

- i blush a lot, whether i'm crying, laughing, or just plain embarrassed. my eartips will flush a bright, almost comical pink, and people just love to point it out. not to mention, my face goes super red, and the rest of my body probably does, too.

- i sing out loud! not even humming, just singing! i try to keep it down when i notice, but it just happens anyway.

- i crack my right wrist a lot. a lot. it's like what cracking knuckles or fingers is for some people.

- i despise sleeping with all my life. it makes me feel like i'm wasting time!! i'm a night owl and an early riser.

- i have a tendency to apologize way too much! in an average PE class, i apologize at least 50 times to my partner or team. that's just another reason to hate PE.

closer //
anyway!! that was a little more in-depth info about me, idk if anyone even read that through, but hope you feel a little more closer to me as a living person!

- xox patrick

Description
introduction //
heya!! i'm patrick, or pat, an ace/panro demiboy with many, many dreams.
- i'm an aspiring artist, voice actor and musician, but will most likely end up with an office job.

- i've been super lonely lately?? i barely have any friends irl, and with my gender/sexuality, i have no idea if i will ever find an s/o. i sound desperate, and honestly, that's because i am T-T there are days where i wish i was hotter and i was living in a more lgbtq+ friendly environment so that i could have a lover/partner, let alone without getting judged.

- i refuse to tell my age online now!! unless you're a good friend of mine, or you were here before i removed my age from my profile, you probably won't ever know. just know that i'm legally allowed to be on deviantART, my friends can vouch for that. if you know my age, please don't ever tell anyone!! it'd mean a lot to me.

- i'm a huge procrastinator... it's not a personality trait or a habit for me anymore, it's more like a part of me. i procrastinated drawing commissions and owed art to do this. i really need to get on owed art holy smokes

personality //
- some would describe me as determined, stubborn, emotional, and studious. i'm also a huge secret romanticist!

-while i like to follow the rules, there is also a very rebellious/salty side of me that likes to show in my everyday attitude -- which is why i might always seem pissed off. tbh, i think i annoy people a lot because i make a lot of sarcastic comments, which some may sound like personal attacks.

- i get easily anxious and flustered, though, so i'm always something of an oxymoron.

- i'm terrible at making conversation, so if i ever go silent while talking to you, or don't respond, it's because i have absolutely no clue what to say!!

physical //
- at home, i prefer to have my hair tied up in a very tiny and unruly bun, with my hair scraped back.

- i have many skin flaws, which i've chosen not to draw because i have no idea how to.

- i have a very flat, stereotypically south-east asian nose, though i come from south korea.

- my hair is constantly messed up, which is why i like having my hood up, or wearing a weird beret-cap i bought because it looked like a hat patrick stump has.

- i am virtually blind without my glasses, but i rarely clean them, so i'm still virtually blind, anyway.

- i barely get sick!! despite being underweight, i have a strong immune system that only a large amount of stress can bring down. maybe it's due to the fact that i have surprisingly high stamina? i've got energy for days!

- honestly, in every way, i just look like a more feminine, way less hot yuuri katsuki from yuri!!! on ice.

accessories //
- i am a stick figure in real life with no weight (but surprisingly thick thighs??), so i always push my watch way up to mid-forearm. it dangles and annoys me if i don't.

- i always have a few rubber bands on my right wrist, along with a hairtie or two.

- i hate needles, so although i think tattoos and piercings are super cool and interesting, they're not really for me.

habits //
- first off, i bite my lips a lot, and they're always chapped -- which is why they're bleeding in the drawing. i don't drink enough water, but i apparently still drink enough to get by.

- i'm terrified of heights, and will get mini panic attacks just by looking at a photograph of someone on top of a staircase. so you can imagine what being on a plane, or being forced to climb a ladder is like for me.

- my ocd sucks -- there are times during the day where i will feel the urge to rip my spine out and align it before popping it back into my back just because my body is not symmetric, and i can't seem to find the center of the chair i'm sitting on, or whatever i'm doing. it just bothers me.

- i blush a lot, whether i'm crying, laughing, or just plain embarrassed. my eartips will flush a bright, almost comical pink, and people just love to point it out. not to mention, my face goes super red, and the rest of my body probably does, too.

- i sing out loud! not even humming, just singing! i try to keep it down when i notice, but it just happens anyway.

- i crack my right wrist a lot. a lot. it's like what cracking knuckles or fingers is for some people.

- i despise sleeping with all my life. it makes me feel like i'm wasting time!! i'm a night owl and an early riser.

- i have a tendency to apologize way too much! in an average PE class, i apologize at least 50 times to my partner or team. that's just another reason to hate PE.

closer //
anyway!! that was a little more in-depth info about me, idk if anyone even read that through, but hope you feel a little more closer to me as a living person!

- xox patrick