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[the world]

you are here alone again
in your sweet insanity
all too calm, you hide yourself from reality

Do you call it solitude? Do you call it liberty?
When all the world turns away to leave you lonely

The fields are filled with desires
All voices crying from freedom,
but all in vain they will fade away
There's only you to answer you, forever

In blinded mind you are singing
a glorious hallelujah
The distant flutter of angels
they're all too far, too far to reach for you

I am here alone again
in my sweet serenity
Hoping you will ever find me in my place
I will call it solitude when all my songs fade in vain
fly my voice, far away, to eternity

I... feel attached to this drawing. I see myself in it. Most of you will not understand, because you do not share this feeling. I envy you.
You see, I have sinned. I am jealous of so many people, and for such petty things. I hate myself for it, too. I just cant see what I have in front of me. If you havent noticed already, based upon my other deviations, I have a split personality. I can be so happy, and then five minutes later I will be angry at the world or myself. I cant stick to one personality for long, unless I am with my friends-- happy. Otherwise, I am pretty hateful. I keep getting so close to wanting to erase. Just erase myself from existance. I have so many friends, but I am too blind to see them and that they are always beside me, through and through. That is why I am alone. That is why I find myself so attached to Envy-sama. *guilt trip*

Song: The World from .hack//SIGN, sung by See-Saw
Envy is (C) Hiromu Arakawa

EDIT I was so stupid, I forgot to describe the piece itself!

~45 minutes or so
~in memory pen only(HA, no lineart!)
~its supposed to look like I scribbled it.... all scratchy like
~new eye style used.... I like using it, its good for the sad/emotionless/bored chibi

Description
[the world]

you are here alone again
in your sweet insanity
all too calm, you hide yourself from reality

Do you call it solitude? Do you call it liberty?
When all the world turns away to leave you lonely

The fields are filled with desires
All voices crying from freedom,
but all in vain they will fade away
There's only you to answer you, forever

In blinded mind you are singing
a glorious hallelujah
The distant flutter of angels
they're all too far, too far to reach for you

I am here alone again
in my sweet serenity
Hoping you will ever find me in my place
I will call it solitude when all my songs fade in vain
fly my voice, far away, to eternity

I... feel attached to this drawing. I see myself in it. Most of you will not understand, because you do not share this feeling. I envy you.
You see, I have sinned. I am jealous of so many people, and for such petty things. I hate myself for it, too. I just cant see what I have in front of me. If you havent noticed already, based upon my other deviations, I have a split personality. I can be so happy, and then five minutes later I will be angry at the world or myself. I cant stick to one personality for long, unless I am with my friends-- happy. Otherwise, I am pretty hateful. I keep getting so close to wanting to erase. Just erase myself from existance. I have so many friends, but I am too blind to see them and that they are always beside me, through and through. That is why I am alone. That is why I find myself so attached to Envy-sama. *guilt trip*

Song: The World from .hack//SIGN, sung by See-Saw
Envy is (C) Hiromu Arakawa

EDIT I was so stupid, I forgot to describe the piece itself!

~45 minutes or so
~in memory pen only(HA, no lineart!)
~its supposed to look like I scribbled it.... all scratchy like
~new eye style used.... I like using it, its good for the sad/emotionless/bored chibi