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Those words. Those eyes. Those lips. That nose. Will be nothing less than a fading memory from now on. Or at least I want it to be. I want to forget, I want to regret, and sometimes I ask myself, what did I do to loose you. I must have done something, to not making you love me anymore. I didn’t ask for much. But I got over dwelled, I got my dreams and fantasies drive me nuts on something that wasn’t true. I got confused by all those sweet words, by those beautiful eyes of yours. Lured by all those happenings in my head that I created. I was so stupid to not realize it before. I cannot hate you even if I actually want to. I loved you to much. I hope you realized that you’ve made an mistake, I am much stronger than you, and I will live on, by the time you’ll be crawling back upon my feet it’ll be to late, because I will not live on my mistakes anymore. No… you weren’t a mistake, I loved you, it was a beautiful feeling, and I wanted to share it with you, and nobody else. But you turned my back and went in another direction, you went blind and could no longer se my beauty in your sun, or maybe you just saw it in another view than me, You and I could be something special, but you didn’t want to.
My tears are my healing from pain, my eyes are my soul that keeps me in the right direction, my friends and family are my shield, and my strength is my sword.
When all my wounds are healed, I can go further, reach for another path, and hopefully not make the same way again. But I cannot be completely healed before I get my heart back.
So I’m begging you, for the last spares, give it back to me. You shattered my heart, so I beg you pick up the thousand pieces you spilled. This is the puddle of blood that you left after you ripped out my heart. You Took it with you when you left. It's mine and i want it back. That empty space on my chest cannot be filled. Stop my bleeding. I can't live without a heart. Stop. '''

READ THE ARTIST COMMENTS FIRST!
SO! this year have tought me allot! I drew this little thing, comcider all the changes and things that have happened to me lately... Family, friends & love, With the family it's been really really complicated.... when these things happens I get lots of inspirations... I can't say that i'm the greatest writer or drawer, but it lighten upp my mood a bit, it makes the pain go away for a little while... that's why i love drawing. Because it comes with so much passion and emotions.
anyways, this is for all my adorable friends out there, that have been supporting me so much, and i've felt that i haven't given you much lately... so this is for you, I love you all, more than you ever could imagine This is really done from the heart.
I don't want to cry anymore... and I'll hope all of my friends will help me put my strenght up

And for you, I'm sorry that I could not be the person you wanted me to be, the one that could make you happy and the one you could rely on the most.

Art & poem (c) Me *evvelevve
tested doing art with coloured pencils and watercolours + computer and marker effects.

Description

Those words. Those eyes. Those lips. That nose. Will be nothing less than a fading memory from now on. Or at least I want it to be. I want to forget, I want to regret, and sometimes I ask myself, what did I do to loose you. I must have done something, to not making you love me anymore. I didn’t ask for much. But I got over dwelled, I got my dreams and fantasies drive me nuts on something that wasn’t true. I got confused by all those sweet words, by those beautiful eyes of yours. Lured by all those happenings in my head that I created. I was so stupid to not realize it before. I cannot hate you even if I actually want to. I loved you to much. I hope you realized that you’ve made an mistake, I am much stronger than you, and I will live on, by the time you’ll be crawling back upon my feet it’ll be to late, because I will not live on my mistakes anymore. No… you weren’t a mistake, I loved you, it was a beautiful feeling, and I wanted to share it with you, and nobody else. But you turned my back and went in another direction, you went blind and could no longer se my beauty in your sun, or maybe you just saw it in another view than me, You and I could be something special, but you didn’t want to.
My tears are my healing from pain, my eyes are my soul that keeps me in the right direction, my friends and family are my shield, and my strength is my sword.
When all my wounds are healed, I can go further, reach for another path, and hopefully not make the same way again. But I cannot be completely healed before I get my heart back.
So I’m begging you, for the last spares, give it back to me. You shattered my heart, so I beg you pick up the thousand pieces you spilled. This is the puddle of blood that you left after you ripped out my heart. You Took it with you when you left. It's mine and i want it back. That empty space on my chest cannot be filled. Stop my bleeding. I can't live without a heart. Stop. '''

READ THE ARTIST COMMENTS FIRST!
SO! this year have tought me allot! I drew this little thing, comcider all the changes and things that have happened to me lately... Family, friends & love, With the family it's been really really complicated.... when these things happens I get lots of inspirations... I can't say that i'm the greatest writer or drawer, but it lighten upp my mood a bit, it makes the pain go away for a little while... that's why i love drawing. Because it comes with so much passion and emotions.
anyways, this is for all my adorable friends out there, that have been supporting me so much, and i've felt that i haven't given you much lately... so this is for you, I love you all, more than you ever could imagine This is really done from the heart.
I don't want to cry anymore... and I'll hope all of my friends will help me put my strenght up

And for you, I'm sorry that I could not be the person you wanted me to be, the one that could make you happy and the one you could rely on the most.

Art & poem (c) Me *evvelevve
tested doing art with coloured pencils and watercolours + computer and marker effects.