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Published: 2019-12-29 01:55:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 882; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 0
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is when the voices of your head dont let you actall is bad to do
i have two options turn off my own soul and act like nothing happend or the suicide
i feel my body like a heavy trash bag full of dreams
now is yellsof hate against the mirror
smile you depression is an exageration
in all no one cares
you have the faul of all is better if you put all in the closet and forget it
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Blobby: *hugs tightly* everything will be alright everything is just fine just gotta stand and fight
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Yeah and? Spite them. The voices only exist to torment you. You are more than that. You know you are. You are loved. You are talented. You are strong. You can do this.
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I came here from MikoChatta and lilianacoppola . Please don't kill yourself or do anything drastic. Suicide, or self harm for that matter, is not the answer; you have a life to live for, and if you kill yourself, you WILL regret it later because you will lose the people who love and care about you. Trust me on this. I wanted to harm myself a couple of times (one time because of a moderate heartbreak), but I decide not to no matter what I got into, because I knew I would deeply regret doing it later.
Just stay strong. I don't know you much, but I, along with many others, believe in you. If you want to talk more about it or anything, I am all for helping others and giving some advice, so please don't hesitate to come to me.
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I bet things are hard for you, I can only imagine what you're gong through even tho I might have similar issues in this.
So I want to warn you.
I said it before and I say it now that the decision is yours, even if you're probably hesitating because of words of others and then because of the pain that world brings.
It would be really nice if you stayed here and lived, for your girlfriend and maybe friends if you have them. Hopefully your family if they aren't the main reason for you to feel bad.
But I tell this, if you feel like you can't hold on anymore, let it be. I tried to do that and they saved me even if I didn't want them to. And it brought relief, even for a while.
I'm not saying that you should kill yourself, no. I would never say that. I just advise for it to be the very, very last option.
About the haters and their homophobic or any stupid hateful words... Try to fight it, if you like something, if you LOVE, even if you hate something and know it's true for yourself. Fight for it, don't let their words get to you, it's a heard fight and you'll probably fail a lot of times, but it's not the end. You can learn, grow stronger and fight better. You can train yourself. I wish you could.
More about the homophobic things... I don't understand why the Nether such assholes even dare to say that things like homosexuality and a lot of other LGBTQ+ things are wrong. They think it never existed before. That it's not right. That "Bible" says it. No. Ever single person deserves to be how they are. Because mostly if they aren't, they turn into broken and sad people. Depressed souls that deserve help.
I was made fun off because of my sexual orientation, because of my transgender thoughts and just simply because I like drawing LGBTQ+ drawings.
If you got a lot of problems and issues with that, you can always message me and I can try to help you out. I'll always try for another person in need.
Just know that being a lesbian is alright. Hell, to me it seems more natural than hetero people. And only because other people are mean to you for it, it doesn't mean that it's wrong.
I wish you good luck in your life and I hope you'll make the decisions you want to make. Sometimes it's hard to make a choice. Especially when you have a caring girlfriend or boyfriend. You your gf cares. Even a single person can help a lot.
If you need anything, you can message me on private, I would be honoured to help you.
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I am tired and it is late and my words are poor but please please hang on. Please stay alive. You art is so pretty and lovely and you're such an amazing artist. and it'll only get better. but please stay
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third option; turn to other people. please, please stay alive Enya. I would be very sad to see you gone
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Please don't correct her spelling I'm sorry if I sound rude.
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Babe please don't do this to your self it hurts me seeing you like this
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Hey, your not worthless. And don't commit suicide it won't make anyone happy not even you loved ones. Your Girlfriend MikoChatta is worried about you. If you feel down talk to someone like your loved one family or the suicide hotline. There here to help you okay. Please stay strong your
-Beautiful
-Nice
-Cute
-Loveable
And your perfect just the way you are, and I support it and the LGBTQ. But still you are wonderful
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