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Description Her absence is unbearable, her presence deeply missed. While I watch one of the joys of my life slowly slip so far away from my hand, I can't help but notice how the inevitable loss of those dear to you has become more or less of a pattern that textures my life. The questions that hunt me on a daily basis become "Why am I back? Why are they gone?", leaving me inescapably with deep regretful longing and a sense of deprivation. I do not feel at home in the warmth of my house. The streets that I knew by heart, like the scaly back of my hand, are strange to me. And everywhere I look, I see the faces of those who left me, those I left in some godforsaken place where I picked happiness amongst the drying flowers, the drop of rains, the whooshing race cars, and the pushy strangers. Even the simplest idea that I may not experience those pleasures again, that I may not find these people again and worse of all that I could be stuck here, in the same place with no possibility to move, to travel, has basically sent me into a dismal place from which no escape has proven effective yet.



Cédez à mon retour, pour que je puisse retrouver les délicats passions qui m'enlaçaient auparavant.




I miss something but I don't know what it is. I miss your soury lips, I miss the sweet poison that poured out of you at the acme of your delightful stimulus.




Cocom, tanrim, tanricam, bebegim, askim, yavrum, karim, Zeynebim She who understood me, she who stood by my side, she who left me.



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Comments: 57

evil666lollypop [2011-01-23 22:29:30 +0000 UTC]

this is beautiful. Also;
the combination of the blue top, blonde hair, red lips, and antique bottle makes me think of alice in wonderland.

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bloodyamore [2010-11-26 16:54:24 +0000 UTC]

this is beautiful, and sad.

i love the colors, and hair, and everything else.

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AmbraPhotography [2010-10-10 09:40:57 +0000 UTC]

Featured here: [link]

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missPapercut [2010-01-31 18:57:03 +0000 UTC]

Aaa Zeynep!

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LILY-m [2009-12-18 09:02:43 +0000 UTC]

I really like!

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purplexrainbown [2009-04-01 14:39:03 +0000 UTC]

omg,great shot!!!!




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Diatrima [2009-02-01 20:53:23 +0000 UTC]

Quelle poésie!

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FolleH [2009-01-11 17:33:12 +0000 UTC]

luvv this shot!!

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cammeradude [2009-01-07 14:19:57 +0000 UTC]

wow. very nice photo, and description

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CandySpoons [2008-11-05 13:27:40 +0000 UTC]

It's so Beuatiful .

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OOkunststoff [2008-10-14 13:42:44 +0000 UTC]

wonderful.

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blindingeffects [2008-10-03 01:27:26 +0000 UTC]

i hope you dont mind, but i used this photo as inspiration to something i wrote for my creative writing class!! i promise i will credit you. <3 this is a fantastic photo~

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ennil In reply to blindingeffects [2008-10-03 09:58:56 +0000 UTC]

Oh can I see it?

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blindingeffects In reply to ennil [2008-10-03 10:56:18 +0000 UTC]

of course!: [link]

hope you like it ^^

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discodoener [2008-09-03 14:21:56 +0000 UTC]

[link]

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lashout [2008-05-27 15:19:23 +0000 UTC]

awesome pic and very expressive .

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andintodecember [2008-04-27 20:38:56 +0000 UTC]

There is something just so tragically beautiful about this.

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DianaNohelova [2008-04-26 21:29:28 +0000 UTC]

Hello! Your deviation has been featured here

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FunkyTyda [2008-03-06 17:44:23 +0000 UTC]

WAOW ! It's Veryyyyyy Beautiful !

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princess-of-dolls [2007-12-29 13:02:05 +0000 UTC]

The delicacy and fragility is mesmerizing... I can't help but stare while trying to find the thread of the story hidden in her fingertips...

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miasbrokenangel [2007-12-01 21:08:13 +0000 UTC]

When I first saw the picture, the thought that came to me was one word, 'Juliet' from Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet. The second thought that came to me was the feeling if desperation, of an undaunting sadness, one that is very similiar to my own.

Then I read your comment on the picture, and the feelings that have coursed through me are the very same.

In this picture, you have depiced the above said emotions very well.

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musicangel071 [2007-11-29 03:58:51 +0000 UTC]

This has been featured: [link]

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luvkarma [2007-11-14 09:52:54 +0000 UTC]

reminds me of romeo and juliet

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luv-chilli [2007-11-11 12:36:04 +0000 UTC]

perfect..

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Haycheelyly [2007-11-07 12:50:52 +0000 UTC]

Your work is beautiful. I absolutely love the way you manage to put your feelings into a photograph as well as into words, both moving the deep inside of one's heart, I believe.

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xerko [2007-10-14 16:24:06 +0000 UTC]

I love this picture! The girl is beautiful, and the topic is very good!

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ChildrensHour [2007-10-11 18:16:57 +0000 UTC]

the story is what makes the picture

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cikobella [2007-10-06 16:54:07 +0000 UTC]

ay bu cok guzel bir calisma olmus
tebrik ederimmm

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verciki [2007-10-04 19:21:54 +0000 UTC]

amazing....i love the colours...

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ch3rry-sm0king [2007-10-04 17:47:57 +0000 UTC]

Oh...Pourquoi 'heuresement' ?
Je suis Parisienne...^^
A propos,la photo est sublime !

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AsliKolcu [2007-10-04 12:01:04 +0000 UTC]

you are featured in the news article Features: Feel Free To Feel #24

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AsliKolcu [2007-10-04 11:58:22 +0000 UTC]

you are featured in the news article Features: Feel Free To Feel #24

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ch3rry-sm0king [2007-10-03 14:30:07 +0000 UTC]

Beuatiful words in french...
Are you french ?

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nitah [2007-09-14 19:56:44 +0000 UTC]

her face is touching me somehow.

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sweetpotato-ABC [2007-09-13 15:59:22 +0000 UTC]

wow, thats great.

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yaybeybi [2007-09-09 19:26:26 +0000 UTC]

benim kucuk bebeim aglattın beni cok seviyorum seni...sizsiz hicbiyerin anlamı yok ... i didn't leave you.i'm just a lil bit far away... Seni bırakabilirmiyim sence mumkunmu? Aryıcada hem yanındayım asla bırakmicam kurtulamassın benden

Son gunumuzun resimlerini koysana merak ediyorum onları eylenmistik


sebzeli turtam,cocom,sibobretad'ım ,karım ,askım,bebeim,beybitom,otcul insan Seni Cok Seviyorum

p.s: sırf bunu yazmak için uye oldum

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ennil In reply to yaybeybi [2007-09-10 20:05:31 +0000 UTC]

Sana bir tek civciv askim seni seviyorum diyorum baska bisey demiyorum

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paloma-rey [2007-09-08 22:48:01 +0000 UTC]

substance.

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szau [2007-09-08 02:02:13 +0000 UTC]

\very sick but in a good way.
very unusual mix of colours too.

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Londongirl [2007-09-05 00:21:16 +0000 UTC]

I don't want you to be so sad Rengim. I'm sure all these people (and I'm even talking about me) are still with you in your heart. Because I know you very well: you've got such a very big heart, that there's a place for everyone...

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ennil In reply to Londongirl [2007-09-06 16:47:51 +0000 UTC]

Je savais que t'allais comprendre...

T'as recu ma carte postale?

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Londongirl In reply to ennil [2007-09-09 12:08:59 +0000 UTC]

Oui je l'ai reçu et la réonse arrive bientôt. Merci beaucoup en tout cas, elle m'a tellement fait plaisir...

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zemotion [2007-09-04 12:13:29 +0000 UTC]

what you wrote moved me more than anything.

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MultiCurious [2007-09-02 23:34:37 +0000 UTC]

cok sevdim... ifade enfes..

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aslis [2007-09-02 15:38:45 +0000 UTC]

ben de cok uzgunum onun gidisine!! ama olsun onun için iyi olcana eminim. en buyuk nese kaynaklarindan biri oldu her zaman sirine
fotograf da cok cok guzel olmus; makyaj,saclari (iyi bi secim),kiyafeti yani ustundekinin rengi, her sey suPer tebrikler

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ennil In reply to aslis [2007-09-03 16:29:46 +0000 UTC]

Dunya kucuk

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xxfrozenflamesxx [2007-09-02 13:18:21 +0000 UTC]

aww im sorry hun

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LupoLupo [2007-09-02 10:57:23 +0000 UTC]

I know how you feel, been there too... Life is beautiful, but can be so very sad and cruel too. Keep up the art though, making at least something good come out of all the heartbreak.

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ScribbledNotes [2007-09-02 04:45:00 +0000 UTC]

Simply great tones.

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buddahfunk [2007-09-02 02:47:01 +0000 UTC]

amazing compositions.

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