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Published: 2018-10-26 16:13:19 +0000 UTC; Views: 180252; Favourites: 4504; Downloads: 532
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I just want to be lost for a while...I'm back in psychiatric hospital, but hopefully for not too long. This one is a good one at least.
Just had a rough patch. I haven't needed the ward for 2 years, and I don't think this will be a long stay.
Thanks for your support though this time.
Feel free to interpret the painting how you feel, I'd love to hear your understanding of itΒ π
Peace, Love and Alone Time,
Blue x
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Im not sure if I understand it right but it seems you want people to bug off and give you at least while of calm and quiet?Β
Im also holding my thumbs for you to feel better mentally and physically.
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I only wanna be lost for a little while...i'll be back i promise, i just...need to sort myself out a little.
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This reminds me a lot of the movie Inside Out. Good as it is, sometimes people push or rush those going through hard times to feel better. I feel there has to be a small period where you wish you be to yourself, just in a slump for awhile getting over your feels. Not too long, definitely get "found" and receive help eventually, but take some you time and be lost for awhile first you know? Joy had to realize Sadness was necessary to gain in the end, just as we all do. A good cry goes a long way.
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I absolutely love this! As I do all your other work too! ^^ <3
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You truly are my inspiration and everything! Your artworks are incredibly amazing and charming! I just can't describe how much I love you and your artworks.Β Your every artworks have deep meanings. Which is the main thing I extremely love in your works! I'm an idiot not to be good in expressing my feelings for you..Β Β
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the colour in this makes it hit harder for me. its beautiful, thank you.Β
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Beautiful. I know that feeling all too well.
wishing the best for youΒ
- Sea
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this is one we can all relate to... sometimes we don't yet want to be found and need a little time
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This is beautiful! Your work has a very soulful quality, the colours are often vibrant, belying that the stories they convey are melancholy, even painful.Β
Here is a virtual hug 
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Hello Blue!
Hope you are recovering well, we know you are strong!Β Β
This is probably one of my favourite artwork from you. It is really touching. I love the way you transmit emotion through art. I love you, you are and always will be, my idol.
Sending tons of love from Portugal!Β Β
CarolinaΒ Β
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This really speaks to me. And it's nice to know that there are people in our lives who will never stop looking for us, no matter how long it takes.
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It reminds me of the end of The Titanic, though Rose was still wanting to be found after letting Jack sink into the deep forever....I hope you find the hour where you want to be found again, and that you're found by the right people...... I keep wondering if you'd be interested in reading a novel I wrote... It's about a teenage boy with a gloriously consuming imagination. His abusive father keeps him on the edges of depression, so he's spent a lot of time inside his head creating a whole world to escape to. But after falling in love with an imaginary girl and managing to lose her, he's forced to wonder if his safe haven is all that safe after all. And that's when he notices that another imaginary friend is proving to have had an independent mind of her own all along. With his sanity at stake, he's after the truth of who and/or what is infiltrating his mind and why. It's a real adventure through fantasy, the exposed human heart, and insanity, but also reality, as I actually based it off of my personal life story. Let me know if you'd be interested, as all I'd like in return is a couple thoughts of yours should you read it to the end. I luv U Miss Destiny, wish I could be there for you as the friend you need most. You're not alone.
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I really like the shine of the light on her shoulders under the water! It looks awesome!
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When you hold your breath and close your eyes underwater, and all the sounds are muffled and if you listen you can hear your own heart beating. Β That's what this reminds me of. Of floating endlessly, bobbing peacefully in the pull of the waves and nothing can harm me: not stress, anxiety, responsibility, or obligations. For thirty seconds the rest of the world fades away and I don't have to think. That's when I find peace, just before the rest of the world comes rushing back to me when I come up again.
Thank you Destiny Blue
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Lovely painting, I hope that you feel better soon! I always look forward to seeing your new masterpieces <3
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I feel like the search in this is change. She's scared of change and doesn't want it, even if it's for the best.
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What this painting means to me:
They all say "It will get better", even I say "It will all get better". However, it does not feel like it - its like seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, that seems so so far away. There is the light, and yet I choose to stay in the dark - not wanting to come out of myΒ cocoon.
Thank you for this piece of art, its beautiful!
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Connects to me a bit deeper than I expected, 'I just want to lost for a while...'
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Maybe the girl in the ocean has depression and the search party are her friends and family. They tried to help her, but eventually just gave up, and let her sink further into her depression.
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Wow! I love this. Hope you're on the mend now.
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I followed you a couple of years ago. Your art never ceased to amaze me, or to show me that everyone goes through stuff. Your art is absoluteley divine- the coloring, the messages behind them, the layering, and how you always write in the description what you're going through at the time that helped to create that picture. I hope you continue to make art for many years to come, for I will always look forward to it.
I adore the coloring of this piece- the glow of the fisherman's light, the pink light reflecting off the person's body, the simple waves of underwater. I interpret this as optimistic (I'm an optimistic personn, so I prefer to think in that capacity). "Call off the search" because they found her. However, I hope she wants to be found.
Best wishes,
~Stella
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I do hope that it isn't/wasn't a long stay 
The sight of that Girl, in the fetal position, submerged and lost among those dark murky depths is a heartbreaking sight, even more so when I read the description and realise what've you've gone through recently.
On the one hand, I think Kallori makes a brilliant analogy regarding those searching for the lost girl pehaps being a beacon of hope. On the other, as the light is red (red often being a colour associated with agression + strain and in contrast to the heavily blue waters below) perhaps it's suggesting the girl is reluctant/doesn't want to return to the surface - emphasized further by the piece's title - as only pain is waiting for her up there. But that's just my interpretation.
There are no words (previous comments aside 
We're all rooting for you Blue. Hang in there
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I LOVE the colours - especially that sorta sparkly effect just on the surface of the water.
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beautifuly done as always
I hope you'll feel better soon wishing you all the luck
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This is really beautiful and very much hit home with me... In August I started my freshman year of college. In October I was hospitalized for the first time for self harm, what I might call a "suicide attempt-attempt"... and now I'm back home. I feel completely lost and adrift in life. Bobbing under the water, not knowing which was is up or down. People think that since they finally know I "have depression", they have found me and can call off the search. "You're medicated now, you're back to drawing and looking for a job and smiling, that means you're all better, right??"
I am not all better.
I am so, so lost.
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Simply Marvelous Artwork!!! Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β
Β P.S. Reminds me of when I just want people to leave me alone and don't hassle me about their lives and business. Β
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