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//After a rather wild night clubbing with Vincent and Ricky, Demyx and Hamish wake up at his place the next morning. A few weeks prior, a Demon named Navok terrorised the men and killed Demyx for fun. Hamish offered the last half of his soul to Navok to bring Demyx back to life, and in doing so, give Demyx Immortality. The run in with the demon had brought the two closer and although both tried to brush the feeling away, the following morning after a heavy night on the town of drinking and romance.....It all came to a boil.///

Hamish: *he rolls over to face Demyx and drapes an arm over his chest* So how are you dealing with being immortal now?
Demyx: I don't really like it.. *screws up his face* I liked knowing I could die tomorrow XD I dunno...
Hamish: Well you would have been dead...*he frowns as he imagines what that would have been like...not having Demyx*
Demyx: I know, you saved me.. *smiles and kisses his shoulder* It's not so bad, it has benefits too xD
Hamish: Would you rather have been left dead? :C *throws his arms around Demyx and pulls him close*
Demyx: No, of course not! *Hugs him back, resting his forehead on Hamish's* I mean, I wouldn't be here with you if I'd have died. *pouts*
Hamish: You know you don't have to leave...you can stay here with me...
Demyx: What do you mean..? *Gazes at him, stunned and curious..*
Hamish: Nothing...*laughs nervously and shakes his head* I was just speaking out loud...
Demyx: Do you mean like... live here? or..? *chews his lips awkwardly* Cause I don't know if I could.. you know... well.. be loyal n stuff.. :S
Hamish: No no. Most of the relationships I've been in have been open relationships. I mean....not that I'm asking you to be my boyfriend *he splutters, suddenly wishing he had kept his mouth shut*I was just...I...*chokes up*
Demyx: I.. *sighs, looking away bashfully* I wish I could do that, but... everytime I've tried I've just ruined it. I can't do relationships. What if I god mad? I'd take it out on you... I hurt the people I love when I get too close. *squeezes Hamish's hand*
Hamish: I don't think you've ruined as many relationships as I have...*he laughed, although it sounded more sad and forced than anything* People hurt each other sometimes but...there is good times too...I don't...I mean...I'm sorry Demyx....*grabs a pillow and burries his face into it*
Demyx: Maybe we should not think on it too much..? *tugs the pillow so he can see Hamish's face* I mean I've never dated a man before... let's just have fun and see where it takes us... ok?
Hamish: *nods his head* Okay. That sounds like a good idea. I'm sorry to put you in this position. I wasn't thinking and it just slipped out *smiles sadly and wrinkles up his nose*
Demyx: It's fine. We're both kinda... *looks for the word* Damaged xD *Hugs him and pull Hamish onto off him* Don't be sorry, kay?
Hamish: I know what I'm like. I jump on every man that I get close to...*he sighs and tucks his head under Demyx's chin, nuzzling him* I'm just so lonely....
Demyx: Don't worry, please? *cups his face* You don't have to be lonely anymore. I'll try and be good for you. I just can't guaranteee anything...
Hamish: We're close right? We'll still have moments like these as friends?
Demyx: I think we're more than friends though..*smiles and kisses him slowly*
Hamish: *he slides a hand under Demyx's head as he kissed him back and whispered against his lips* I-I feel the same too. I don't care that you have nightmares...or suffer from insanity because I feel like we're the same...we suffer from our pasts...just in different ways
Demyx: Yeah.. *frowns* I don't want to put my problems on you. People tend to hate me more when they see the stuff I try to hide. The hallucinations.. the anger.. the depression. * closes his eyes to try keep back tears* I wish I could be normal. Not for me but for other people..
Hamish: You can put your problems on me. I want to support you just like you support me. I won't be scared away or leave you. No matter what you do...I promise...
Demyx: *Rubs his eyes to hide the tears and chuckles* That means alot.. thanks Hamish. *smiles and wraps his arms around Ham, burying his face in his neck* We can be eachothers rock.. I'll do my best to be good for you.
Hamish: So you better not hide anything from me *can tell that Demyx is about to cry so he rubs his back to try and comfort him* Don't be afraid to be yourself around me shorty
Demyx: I'll try. *laughs, clinging to Hamish* I never thought I'd get so close to a man.
Hamish: How close? *he smiles and nuzzles his face against Demyx's cheek*
Demyx: Close enough to cry infront of one? *laughs, shaking his head* I dunno.. close enough to say I love you. *smiles all shyly*
Hamish: *rolls so that Demyx is ontop of him and smooches him on the lips* I love you too...I didn't want to tell you because I didn't think you felt the same ..
Demyx: Don't be afraid to share stuff with me, ok? *smiles down at him* I'm never gunna judge you, or think less of you. *rests his head on Hamish's chest* emotions are exhausting... haha.
Hamish: Well then, I love you Demyx. *Smiles and kisses him on the lips*
Demyx: I love you too... *mindblown and smiling like a goofy teenager, wrapping his arms around him tightly* Pup.

Hamish (c) A friend.
Demyx (c) Dakaree

Description
//After a rather wild night clubbing with Vincent and Ricky, Demyx and Hamish wake up at his place the next morning. A few weeks prior, a Demon named Navok terrorised the men and killed Demyx for fun. Hamish offered the last half of his soul to Navok to bring Demyx back to life, and in doing so, give Demyx Immortality. The run in with the demon had brought the two closer and although both tried to brush the feeling away, the following morning after a heavy night on the town of drinking and romance.....It all came to a boil.///

Hamish: *he rolls over to face Demyx and drapes an arm over his chest* So how are you dealing with being immortal now?
Demyx: I don't really like it.. *screws up his face* I liked knowing I could die tomorrow XD I dunno...
Hamish: Well you would have been dead...*he frowns as he imagines what that would have been like...not having Demyx*
Demyx: I know, you saved me.. *smiles and kisses his shoulder* It's not so bad, it has benefits too xD
Hamish: Would you rather have been left dead? :C *throws his arms around Demyx and pulls him close*
Demyx: No, of course not! *Hugs him back, resting his forehead on Hamish's* I mean, I wouldn't be here with you if I'd have died. *pouts*
Hamish: You know you don't have to leave...you can stay here with me...
Demyx: What do you mean..? *Gazes at him, stunned and curious..*
Hamish: Nothing...*laughs nervously and shakes his head* I was just speaking out loud...
Demyx: Do you mean like... live here? or..? *chews his lips awkwardly* Cause I don't know if I could.. you know... well.. be loyal n stuff.. :S
Hamish: No no. Most of the relationships I've been in have been open relationships. I mean....not that I'm asking you to be my boyfriend *he splutters, suddenly wishing he had kept his mouth shut*I was just...I...*chokes up*
Demyx: I.. *sighs, looking away bashfully* I wish I could do that, but... everytime I've tried I've just ruined it. I can't do relationships. What if I god mad? I'd take it out on you... I hurt the people I love when I get too close. *squeezes Hamish's hand*
Hamish: I don't think you've ruined as many relationships as I have...*he laughed, although it sounded more sad and forced than anything* People hurt each other sometimes but...there is good times too...I don't...I mean...I'm sorry Demyx....*grabs a pillow and burries his face into it*
Demyx: Maybe we should not think on it too much..? *tugs the pillow so he can see Hamish's face* I mean I've never dated a man before... let's just have fun and see where it takes us... ok?
Hamish: *nods his head* Okay. That sounds like a good idea. I'm sorry to put you in this position. I wasn't thinking and it just slipped out *smiles sadly and wrinkles up his nose*
Demyx: It's fine. We're both kinda... *looks for the word* Damaged xD *Hugs him and pull Hamish onto off him* Don't be sorry, kay?
Hamish: I know what I'm like. I jump on every man that I get close to...*he sighs and tucks his head under Demyx's chin, nuzzling him* I'm just so lonely....
Demyx: Don't worry, please? *cups his face* You don't have to be lonely anymore. I'll try and be good for you. I just can't guaranteee anything...
Hamish: We're close right? We'll still have moments like these as friends?
Demyx: I think we're more than friends though..*smiles and kisses him slowly*
Hamish: *he slides a hand under Demyx's head as he kissed him back and whispered against his lips* I-I feel the same too. I don't care that you have nightmares...or suffer from insanity because I feel like we're the same...we suffer from our pasts...just in different ways
Demyx: Yeah.. *frowns* I don't want to put my problems on you. People tend to hate me more when they see the stuff I try to hide. The hallucinations.. the anger.. the depression. * closes his eyes to try keep back tears* I wish I could be normal. Not for me but for other people..
Hamish: You can put your problems on me. I want to support you just like you support me. I won't be scared away or leave you. No matter what you do...I promise...
Demyx: *Rubs his eyes to hide the tears and chuckles* That means alot.. thanks Hamish. *smiles and wraps his arms around Ham, burying his face in his neck* We can be eachothers rock.. I'll do my best to be good for you.
Hamish: So you better not hide anything from me *can tell that Demyx is about to cry so he rubs his back to try and comfort him* Don't be afraid to be yourself around me shorty
Demyx: I'll try. *laughs, clinging to Hamish* I never thought I'd get so close to a man.
Hamish: How close? *he smiles and nuzzles his face against Demyx's cheek*
Demyx: Close enough to cry infront of one? *laughs, shaking his head* I dunno.. close enough to say I love you. *smiles all shyly*
Hamish: *rolls so that Demyx is ontop of him and smooches him on the lips* I love you too...I didn't want to tell you because I didn't think you felt the same ..
Demyx: Don't be afraid to share stuff with me, ok? *smiles down at him* I'm never gunna judge you, or think less of you. *rests his head on Hamish's chest* emotions are exhausting... haha.
Hamish: Well then, I love you Demyx. *Smiles and kisses him on the lips*
Demyx: I love you too... *mindblown and smiling like a goofy teenager, wrapping his arms around him tightly* Pup.

Hamish (c) A friend.
Demyx (c) Dakaree