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hmmmmmmm... >.>
srry, im not usually like this, it's just my brain is like, stuck on that one question right now xD
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wanna know my username? xD
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ahhhhh the power of vent art.
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Thanks. :]
Yah - vent art, product of a rough night. It's all good now.
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Ohhh Joey.
I know we're not the best of friends...or that we're not really close at all...
But I watch you, and I watch you because you are amazing...because you are you!
And I [or anyone] don't want you to be anything else.
Seriously....if you were different...you wouldn't be Joey!
But just note me if you want to talk....about whatever! Hell I'll listen to anything XD
And that wolfie is so pretty!
The markings are awesome!
....but there's no rainbow...:[
<3
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When I drew this I was just having a little one-night spazz of depression over something I was trying not to think about.
But I'm okay, now, fo'sho. :] 
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Awh, that's good then. I was hoping it wasn't something too serious or anything.
No worries hun. <3
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I hate seeing you down, Joey. :c And I can't think of anything philosophical or good or inspiring to say.
I really love youuu. <3333 I gotta say, when everything's as ouroboreal as it is, I'll keep moving. I dunno if I can break the circle -- ideal-expectation-disappointment-fall-heal-ideal...
you're you, that's it. And I wonder if people are so influenced, tossed around... maybe "me" is just everybody plus a little self-injected instinct.
HEY HEY JOEY.
SOMETIME I'M GONNA PASS YOU ON THE STREET, 'KAY?
I'LL BE THE ONE LAUGHING AND SINGING -- oh wait that's everybody. :c
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It's okay. I get tired of the metaphors, anyway...
<33333333 I love you, too. :> Thanks for that.
'KAY
S'ALRIGHT.
They can sing. We can listen. :]
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<333
Oor we could join in. I MEAN EVERYODY KNOWS THE WORDS.
ringringringringringringringringringBANANAPHOOOOOOOOONE.
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8D
Cool with me.
lol I think I may have cracked a rib today
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D:
Did it make noise?
'cause y'know it can't be cracked unless it went CRACK. -shot-
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nope
aside from this wierd crunching noise, but I think that was the bark of the tree I was trying not to fall off of....lol
It's just a little sore now.
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First off- theres nothing at all I could possibley want you to be.
I only want you to be you; if you try and change, people are just going to wonder where the real Joey went.
Because thats the person people fell in love with.
Ifuckingloveyou :K
Your my Lorange-picking buddy,
The person I'll write a book with someday,
The person I'll paint grey city walls rainbow with,
The person who understands me-
That would drop everything to eat chocolate spread sandwiches with me-
and watch NCIS until our eyes either explode or eat themselves...
Hell- your my Vigilante buddy c: Your the brains behind the opporation;
i've been to the moon and back with you and I could never ask for more.
I still wonder what the hell would have happened to me; or who the hell I would be if... I'd of never met you.
Its an aweful thought D:
Theres an 80% chance I'd probebly not be here, if it wasn't for you.
Ohyes.
Its true.
And I owe that to all of my friends; expessially you and a few others <3
Is this your new fursona? c:
She's beautiful-
but, I can't help but notice; that all the rainbow on her design has faded...
to greys?
Hold on Joey- more than anything I wish I was there, so I could understand whats wrong... So I could give my words- some meaning.
I think this picture is beautiful- absolutely. As always c:
And you still wonder why I look up to you.
Seriously.
I miss talking to you-
likedamn its aweful.
I guess it was the guild that held us all closer-
now thats gone I'm loosing contact with you. ;c
And it just... it's an aweful thought
We should really make a new Genesis- I miss me, you and G- and roleplay cx
I hate being in England- because of the jacked up times and... never being able to catch you on MSN :c
But like Indy said; don't hesitate to note me. I'd love to talk alot more.
I really would c:
I value you your conversations so much; sometimes theres nothing I want more.
Your my philosopher- you help me understand.
I won't say you keep me sane- because thats not true.
You keep me the opposite;
and I bloody love you for it. c:
Don't ever change.
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I've known you for so long...more than anybody else here...and I've made more friends and built a family...but still, there's the original "you and me" and all our crazy stories...all those things we said we'd do and stuff that's still coming. Traveling. Riding that train and exchanging wings and sandwiches and NCIS marathons and eggplantzplz and...
I know that, in a way, I saved you from something terrible. But every time I go down, you save me, too. Every time.
Yeah...I think so. Even picked a name for her - Domino. It was like...some stupid metphor I came up with. 'Cause there all black and white and they keep falling down...like me...but then, you pull me up and ask me what happened to my rainbow...and I know you hate it when I'm so hard on myself...
So screw that stupid metaphor. I'm gonna fix this...put some rainbow back in the picture. Something's gotta give between me and the sadness...and it's not going to be me. :]
I was just sad thinking about my stepdad...and how, soon, I'll have to leave home for college....go far away...how much I'm going to miss my mom...
I kno, right? We need to get the guild thingy back to running again. Even if it's just me, you and G there..it'll be okay.
You're my soldier. Always have been, always will be, even when bad things happen.
8DDD hey, reminds me of that song that I used to listen to that made me think about me and you and what you mean to me...seriously - listen to this. If we ever had to have a theme song, this is IT, man. :]]]]] [link]
I won't.
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It's true c:
Exactly. We've branched off and connected, but in a way; were the roots. And I believe if either of us fall, the other has to guide them up again; otherwise this tree... this "family tree" will just become unstable, and perish.
And everything we said weβd do well- its true. One day we WILL do them :] Even if I have to drag you into it <3
I keep having this reoccurring dream; and it just comes while i'm drifting to sleep.
I'm in the city, and Iβm painting up the walls of some derelict building; I don't know why or when... or anything. I just know it's everything we love. Rainbows, Candy, Jellyfish, Stars.... etc.
I kind of zone out in the painting process, then all of a sudden its finished.
And I always wonder how, and the end, I could of possibley painted it all on my own.
I now I know why- because, you must of been there. c: And you must of helped <3
I hope, no- I promise.
Before the day I die I WILL meet you; and I'll do all the crazy little things we talked about c:
Sheβs gorgeous [; For cereal-
and that name is too.
The metaphor makes a lot of sense- c: because you know every time someone, or something knocks you down; I'll always pick you up.
Alwaysalwaysalways.
Or at least try; and never quit. Because I'm... freakishly determined like that x]
Leaving home is awful ): I get stressed and stress makes me paranoid and sick; I cant cope x}
I just- miss home. Metaphorically. Not the house- but my family, and the atmosphere, and my room...
And I'm sorry you have to leave ;c You'll be able to stay connected to her through dA/msn/phone right?
If not.... AHH :c
If everything gets to much- please, just feel free to vent or just talk to me c: I'll try and cheer you up <3
YES ! We should give it a whole new idea, and plot. And shabam. c;
It will be totally awesome.
Maybe if we base it in a world we create.
Like with a mushroom forest; where everything is supahh massive.
Like bugs and whatnot.
And a city that always seems so far away; and when you get there, its covered in graffiti (artistically speaking) and pulsating with music.
And it could be empty... Of people or just in general. Where you just party in the streets, and draw and sing andβ¦. Do whatever.
Like a playground- if you will c:
And there could be blank spaces in the world, like pockets, where you go and you let your imagination create your own... area or whatever you will.
You just think hard and it spills out of your head.
Like Candy's could be something not unlike the room in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory xD
And there could be woods like fairytales! With a witchβs cottage in the centre, from Hansel and Grettle; and Wolfe who guards the woods (like from Red Riding Hoodβ¦Damn I still need to make RedRidingHood and whatnot c: It should be Oni, and she should be a cat! o: ).
I think the witchβs cottage would be DAMN sweet.
And there could beβ¦. A lake where if you fall in the world becomes reversed.
Or an ancient tree⦠like all twisted- and the hollow in its trunk is the gateway gkfdjglkdfjh.
An anti-universe of ghosts and demons. But we wouldnβt role-play that much; for you have to be dead to enter, and it would be used as aβ¦ threat for children.
That sometimes demons escape and wander the living as ghosts o: !
And in the sky you could run along the clouds- and creatures live up there.
And they farm the skies, cutting down old stars that hang from space on little threads. Bringing night, and day, clouds and storms.
And it is these that guide the beings into heaven⦠or whatever they have xD
Up there it would be beautiful. But only the pure can visit there; the impure would simply fall through the clouds. So it is refuge.
A massive, infinite space above everything- where the air is clear and all is wonder, and magic.
THESE CREATURES WOULD BE AMAZING TO MAKE X)
And some people could live there, in castles and houses of cloud.
AHH Iβm getting out of control x]
I am so excited though⦠o:
IMAGINE the adventures in that universe.
Can you not? The role-play would be amazingβ¦
But maybe we should consider a role-play board. Although they are SO annoying, and people loose touch with others.
But- if on a regular board, weβd have limits on posts and such c: idk
I listened to the song-
WOW. I almost cried x} for cereal.
It really is our theme tune- itreallyis.
-Listens again-
βWe donβt need wings to be angels.β
βWe donβt need sleep to be dreamers.β - I loved those lines. <3
I love you too much as well.
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Yeah c: <3333
I was there, Candyman. I was there.
I haaaaaate homesickness...but I'm just leaving home. I'll still be on dA and Neo and MSN and stuff. Everything I'm doing right here, right now, I'll still be doing in Manhattan. Promise.
DUDE yes - let's make up a world. Hey, we should do some concept art beforehand, that way when we pitch the idea to the guild or whoever it'll be freakin' awesome. :]
8DDDD Loving this whole idea.
It's true, though - it's totally about us.
ilu
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oh noes...
there must be a sad/pissed virus going around.
Lotsa the people I watch are in ... 'slumps'
including myself ;.;
we can be sad together *cling*
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Joey no one's perfect, no one will ever be perfect, ever. People can only do so much, and trust me you are one of those people that just do as much as they can, we appreciate you, we love you and it will always be that way.
You are a talented, caring, kind person...I just don't know what else to say becuase you are so awesome that I can't put it into words. xD You are so willing to help others and your art is amazing that I'm so jealous. xD
I just want to wish you the best, and I really hope you feel better if you are feeling down. And just to let you know i will always be there for you, even though I have been gone for the past several weeks. But if you need anything give me a ring, if you want to talk, just start talking. x3 But please understand that there are people who care for you, and will be wiling to help you out any day.
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Thanks, Screet.
Nawwww...yur art pwns, too.
ilu 2. <333333333
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Whatever.
Joey, you are everything I could ever ask for. A friend, someone I can talk to when all I need is for someone to listen. You are amazing, and you don't give yourself credit for that.
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*nods* You're right, Tori...I need to. I'm glad I have you to help me see that. <33333 Thanks, man. ilu
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Hey, no problem
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Awwwh but Joey your amazing O:
Your everything anybody could ask for
And we're lucky we have you C:
And this picture is awesomeness O:
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thankyuuuuuu G <333333
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Joey,
I agree with your mom. You are everything, your so amazing and kind-hearted, and just there for your friends <3 Your everything I want to see in a friend, I do love this picture you always had such an amazing Talent with your art-work and expressing yourself, whenever you feel like you've lost hope you will always have me, your family and your other friends to catch you when you need to be caught and catch each tear that runs down your face.
I care about you so much and I really hope I can talk to you more again, I miss it so much
I hope you feel better, if you do however need to talk just note me. Or find anyway to contact me and I will drop what I'm doing and spend some time with you and listen to you <3
Luv yeah girl!.
Hope the sun shines brighter for you <3
Never lose hope in yourself, because
I'll never lose hope in you. <3
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Thanks, Indy. 8] <3333333332098
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Thanks, Tun. <3333333333 That means so much coming from you...
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Baby, you are everything I always wanted you to be. Don't be sad. Beautiful, funny, talented, passionate, compassionate, loving girl. I am proud of you.
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I know, Mom. If I had the words, I'd tell you how I feel. But I don't, and it hurts...watching you go along without me.
I don't know how to say what I need to say.
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Baby, going off to college doesn't mean goodbye, it just means a new path. Remember when you started HS and you thought you'd never see the triplets again? And I told you that as long as you kept communicating with them, and wanted to stay friends, that you could make it happen? Well, the same is true of going to college. It will be different, not being at home, but it will be okay. Sad in a way, to say goodbye to the little girl. But, happy and good, to say hello to a woman starting out on her own. And I'll always be here for you. No matter where you are, where you go, where you live, what you do ... I'll never go along without you. You're my baby girl.
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Well, then, baby, you're going to have to tell me what it is. Just say it.
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It's not a word or a sentence, Mom. It'd be like...an essay compiled from all this life stuff and...I don't have the energy right now.
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Okay, baby. Whenever you're ready. I'll wait.
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*sighs* This may take a while.
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