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Published: 2017-03-20 22:31:31 +0000 UTC; Views: 979; Favourites: 78; Downloads: 0
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Seeking for something deeper,
something ancient and powerful...
But alas nothing will ever compare to dreams.
Not love, not passion.
And this wrings my heart so.
I am filled with loss in this mundane world,
For I only live to dream, and with my heavy heart,
I feel destined for something else.
Something bigger, something more...

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It's kind of a vent, but not really?
I mean.... I feel so sad inside, when I look around and think "this is all there is?"
I feel like I'm not meant to be here, not in a social aspect or human aspect. But in a spiritual, emotional, mindful way.
I hope one day I'll get to where I belong.
I don't know how to explain. maybe I am just an alien.
I feel trapped by the physical material world, and it's suffocating  
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Ghost (c)  

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Comments: 11

Rex-Somnia [2017-08-19 03:04:52 +0000 UTC]

I know that feeling, you aren't alone.

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CynicArcane In reply to Rex-Somnia [2017-08-19 04:24:23 +0000 UTC]

thank you ;v;

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AndraFrost [2017-03-24 15:46:57 +0000 UTC]

Omg 'is really beautiful ;w;

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CynicArcane In reply to AndraFrost [2017-03-25 23:51:41 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much ^-^

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lunarsailor [2017-03-22 00:29:11 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful!! ^^

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CynicArcane In reply to lunarsailor [2017-03-22 04:14:57 +0000 UTC]

awe thank you C:

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0okamisArt [2017-03-21 07:18:49 +0000 UTC]

incredible  

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CynicArcane In reply to 0okamisArt [2017-03-21 18:35:27 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much >w<

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0okamisArt In reply to CynicArcane [2017-03-21 18:46:17 +0000 UTC]

Np :3 Welcome

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missgwennem [2017-03-21 06:18:55 +0000 UTC]

your not the only one
your not alone

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CynicArcane In reply to missgwennem [2017-03-21 18:36:27 +0000 UTC]

thank you C:

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