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Published: 2015-05-06 16:43:53 +0000 UTC; Views: 200; Favourites: 29; Downloads: 0
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Description I drew this in the beginning my upset feelings and loss of self esteem
i was starting to question why I existed and my thoughts of "the blood makes me feel alive"

but I'm better now and I know you guys don't want to be watching an artist who talks about depression all the time
so I will pick myself up for all of you and work to be stronger ^^
i love you guys<3
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Comments: 3

AttackOfTheFlash [2015-05-06 18:31:49 +0000 UTC]

So pretty! OwO

I probably say this too much on the Internet but I shall say it again: cutting is *never* an answer to any problem. I've almost lost somebody I loved like a sister to it, and it tore us apart. It tears many friends and families apart, too. Some say that cutting doesn't hurt anything, but it seriously can. There are tons of very important veins within your hands, wrists, and even legs. Hit the wrong one and it's lights out from internal bleeding. 

I don't know your case. I don't know if you have cut or not, but what you put above made me believe so.

Everyone questions their existence. It is, I believe, a part of humanity's natural curiosity. And  I also believe that those whom are alone in their minds question it most of all. But at the end of the day it really doesn't matter. For me, it's something I think about sometimes and quickly shake off. 

The only thing you can do is be strong. Cutting and suicide is a coward' sway out. A coward. Someone who thinks they are unable to carry on. 

Feel better my friend.

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cyndragons In reply to AttackOfTheFlash [2015-05-07 19:01:53 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much ;w; you're really an amazing friend and one of the reasons I want to be stronger
I've thought of cutting but I'm snapping rubber bands and punching walls as an alternative. Partially because I'm too scared to cut. I don't want to be this weak but sometimes I just give in to it. I know it makes me lose friends and I'm pushing everyone away but I don't even know who I am anymore. Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing this for attention. 

Im sorry for making you worry! I'm working hard to love myself and I'm really thankful for your support and care<3

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AttackOfTheFlash In reply to cyndragons [2015-05-07 19:53:49 +0000 UTC]

Those are good alternatives. As long as you're not harming yourself.
You're welcome friend! 

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