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ChuuStar โ€” Loves me Loves me not

Published: 2011-06-24 00:31:37 +0000 UTC; Views: 2908; Favourites: 99; Downloads: 32
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Description I finally decided to finish this drawing which has been laying around for a while.
The meaning of the colors and the choice of flower is actually very specific in this piece. (Meanings may be different in different countries)

Color -Pink Flowers - I am in love with you, and I'll be faithful to you.
Number of flowers - 1 - You are everything to me
Choice of flower - Calendula (Ring Flower in Swedish) - Lasting Love
And then we have the "Loves me, Loves me not" by pulling petals.

Side note: This is my dream hair-cut! 8D

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So what made me finish this is because I've been dreaming about me ex lately... Again. OTL
It has been more than 5 months since he walked out of my life I still miss him and think about him almost everyday..
Sure we talk sometimes on skype but everytime we do my body gets all hot and my heart starts to race. I also get really nervous so I have a hard time concentrating on my drawings. >;
I would love it if we could hang out like usual but as long as I still I have feelings for him it'll be quite hard..
But I always think that if I don't meet him how am I then going to make him fall for me again? DERP I hate dilemmas. D;
Well all I can do at the moment is just draw my feelings instead of clinging all over him on skype.. If I do he'll only get angry.

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Well back to the picture..

Tools:
Paintool Sai
Photoshop (Thank you Morgan for fixing it! ; u ; )
Wacom Bamboo tablet
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Comments: 9

Helidou [2011-11-12 13:42:20 +0000 UTC]

*is listening to 'everybody loves me'*

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AnimeBreather [2011-09-14 06:51:19 +0000 UTC]

I`ve too wanted a haircut such as this~ To be honest I dont think it would match me though(Even if people say I look good in every hairstyle I do...Am NOT gonna push my luck on this one!!!) At the mall that I go to, there was a girl with this hairstyle, I was like"OMG, sis look at that!"...I was whispering though(So the person didnt hear me,thank goodness...) I hope you tell him how you feel so you can have the good ol` days back again.

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Ponsii [2011-06-27 00:22:23 +0000 UTC]

This is really sweet and beautiful. I love the hair and expression especially QwQ
As for your ex, I'm sorry to hear this... It's hard getting over great loves :[

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gurrupurru [2011-06-24 21:47:03 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful work!

I hope you two suffer as little as possible Best wishes!

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ChuuStar In reply to gurrupurru [2011-06-24 21:54:32 +0000 UTC]

Aaw thank you~ รณ u รฒ <3

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Belue-night [2011-06-24 07:46:50 +0000 UTC]

Wish you strenght.
The drawing looks very peaceful and soft. Good job!

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ChuuStar In reply to Belue-night [2011-06-24 21:54:11 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. n O n

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CrystalAngelous [2011-06-24 00:49:39 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry for the break up. I hope things will get better for you darling, I know how it feels to lose someone I love tremendously but I don't know your situation so I can only sympathize so much. I hope you will eventually get used to the feelings you have for him as I have with mines. But other than that you are a WONDERFUL artist, I dare say I'm quite jealous and I hope I can draw like this some day. :3 Have a wonderful day doll.

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ChuuStar In reply to CrystalAngelous [2011-06-24 00:53:51 +0000 UTC]

Aaaw thank you! ; u ;

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