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No matter how much I've tried
Every attempt fell apart and died
After years of working hard, I realized I'm meant to fail
No matter the task, Life will be my darkest Tale
At every corner, there will be despair
Each day kills me to appear like I don't care
But I bare the heavy task
Push through the days with a mask
Accepting life as my personal hell
Set to fail in this life that's become stale
This is what it's like to hurt
Broken down, Entitled to be lower than dirt
I've hit the point where I've tasted the barrel of a gun
Pulled the trigger... hammer jammed, so the deed couldn't be done
Been used at everyone's convenience
Then thrown away only to wait for a repeat of the same fucking sequence
Hand at empty, I'll walk alone
I'll get use to it, preparing to be on my own
What more can one do when they're meant for failure?
I'll take Life's beatings, carry on with nothing in my favor
This acceptance is the beginning without an end
Happiness; It's all just Pretend

Description
No matter how much I've tried
Every attempt fell apart and died
After years of working hard, I realized I'm meant to fail
No matter the task, Life will be my darkest Tale
At every corner, there will be despair
Each day kills me to appear like I don't care
But I bare the heavy task
Push through the days with a mask
Accepting life as my personal hell
Set to fail in this life that's become stale
This is what it's like to hurt
Broken down, Entitled to be lower than dirt
I've hit the point where I've tasted the barrel of a gun
Pulled the trigger... hammer jammed, so the deed couldn't be done
Been used at everyone's convenience
Then thrown away only to wait for a repeat of the same fucking sequence
Hand at empty, I'll walk alone
I'll get use to it, preparing to be on my own
What more can one do when they're meant for failure?
I'll take Life's beatings, carry on with nothing in my favor
This acceptance is the beginning without an end
Happiness; It's all just Pretend