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Cheetahbird — Alone In the Rain

Published: 2012-05-13 17:53:51 +0000 UTC; Views: 458; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 0
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Description Easy Paint Tool SAI, 1 hour. Rain effect done in Adobe Photoshop CS3.

"I am nothing, nothing to you. How could I be anything else to you when I am nothing to myself?"
- Lawre (a character of my book)-

"Just notice me. It's enough. Talk to me, smile to me, laugh with me, listen to me - kiss me, make me feel better. Maybe then I can feel alive once again and save myself from this..."
- Skelroth (a character of my book)

English
Personal art.
I have been feeling... down lately. My sadness has taken over me. A feel like I'm all alone.
I'm not alone. I just feel like it.
It is a horrible feeling.
It takes me over, drowns me in my own pathetic self-pity and breaks my heart into million pieces.

I hate this feeling. I hate myself when I feel this way when I have no reason, no reason at all.

Suomeksi
Henkilökohtaista taidetta.
Olen tuntenut oloni... apeaksi viime aikoina. Suruni on vallannut minut. Tuntuu, että olen aivan yksin.
En ole yksin. Minusta vain tuntuu siltä.
Se on kauhea tunne.
Se ottaa minusta otteen, hukuttaa minut pateettiseen itsesääliin ja särkee sydämeni miljoonaksi palaksi.

Inhoan tätä tunnetta. Inhoan itseäni, kun tunnen näin vaikka minulla ei ole mitään, ei mitään syytä.

This character and image (C) me, *cheetahbird
I do not allow any kind of use of my characters or pictures. Ask me before doing any fan art, if you are not my friend or watcher.
Thank you!
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Comments: 21

Narncolie [2012-05-20 20:00:31 +0000 UTC]

Todella kauniisti tehty kuva. Silmät tuovat mukavasti hahmoon lisää sitä surun tunnetta mitä se tuntee. Varjot ja valot on tehty tosi hyvin ja tuo vesisade on kauniisti tehtyä. ^^ Tuo nokka näyttää todella hyvältä!

Toivottavasti pian sinulla on taas hyvä olo

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Cheetahbird In reply to Narncolie [2012-05-21 08:26:48 +0000 UTC]

Kiitos.

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Khangriffin [2012-05-15 20:57:47 +0000 UTC]

Oh god..you're better than me

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Cheetahbird In reply to Khangriffin [2012-05-16 07:21:09 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I don't know about that, but thank you for the compliment. (:

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Khangriffin In reply to Cheetahbird [2012-05-16 22:00:25 +0000 UTC]

XDDDD
LOL just the true

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norppamus [2012-05-14 11:42:24 +0000 UTC]

Synkkä, mutta kaunis kuvanen. Hahmoa pitkin valuvat vesipisarat on toteutettu hienosti

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Cheetahbird In reply to norppamus [2012-05-14 15:33:26 +0000 UTC]

Kiitos paljon (:

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AnuOjat [2012-05-13 20:54:51 +0000 UTC]

Awww *hugs*

Tahtoo antaa halin ja samalla tuntuu siltä että et haluaisi haleja koska on masentunut olo... joka tietysti olisi itseää toteuttava ennustus

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Cheetahbird In reply to AnuOjat [2012-05-14 09:18:02 +0000 UTC]

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Icyshadowlord [2012-05-13 18:52:22 +0000 UTC]

...ei hitto, halaisin jos voisin ;A;

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Cheetahbird In reply to Icyshadowlord [2012-05-14 09:17:50 +0000 UTC]

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CALLYKITTY [2012-05-13 18:51:22 +0000 UTC]

The rain looks so good ^___^
<33 Nice job

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Cheetahbird In reply to CALLYKITTY [2012-05-14 09:17:45 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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CALLYKITTY In reply to Cheetahbird [2012-05-14 22:13:12 +0000 UTC]

No problem

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Falgor [2012-05-13 18:47:12 +0000 UTC]

awwwh, kovin on nätti kuva ja sade on tehty hienosti sekä taustalle että itse hahmoon.
Silmät ovat minusta vähän ehkä liian suuret.

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Cheetahbird In reply to Falgor [2012-05-14 09:17:39 +0000 UTC]

Kiitoksia. (:

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MancunianRain [2012-05-13 18:17:10 +0000 UTC]

Same feeling. Well, almost. It happens, sometimes.
Hope you'll be alright soon.
Greatly done, amazing work.

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Cheetahbird In reply to MancunianRain [2012-05-14 09:17:31 +0000 UTC]

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weiSSe-Ratte [2012-05-13 18:12:48 +0000 UTC]

oh yes, this feeling's so deadly f*king! I hate it too.... when it feels like you're nothing, just a lonely shit.....
never surrender!

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Cheetahbird In reply to weiSSe-Ratte [2012-05-13 18:15:01 +0000 UTC]

I won't surrender, and this will pass just like it always does.
Thank you for your support.

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weiSSe-Ratte In reply to Cheetahbird [2012-05-13 18:21:18 +0000 UTC]

always welcome, my friend!

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