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sadgshfsdHOW. ;_____; I don't even know what to say, except um..sorry for taking space in DDs And thank you very very much for all the faves (sadhgwhat number is that, I can't even count to that much) *dying*
And thank you so much ^Syrilla ! T-taki honor, spadlam z krzesla jak to zobaczylamajksfh jest mi kosmicznie miło i naprawde bardzo dziękuje
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swietna poza, nie moge sie napatrzec! kto to w ogole jest? :>
i gratuluje DD, super wyroznienie : )
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Dziękuje bardzo! ;-;
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My gosh, such interesting composition! I love this
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ur my inspiration!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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This concept looks so awesome! (on a kinda side note, I feel like him, trapped in a box :I ) OMG YOU GOT A DD, congrats Car! You totally deserve it! For this and many more DDs!
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Thanks! sdfg but that DD really came out of nowhere, the last thing I expected lol
Anyway, how have you been lately?
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About me, I think i'm the middle of a crisis, I'm stuck, sick, never returned to the mean lab where I do my thesis (I think I gained a phobia of returning there) and I never finish studying for my last final exam (who's deadline is approaching if I don't approve it, I'll have to re-run the subject all over again, complete with labs..) ... I know it's my last, but i'm so dispersed all the time I'm wasting time, I think I don't want this anymore and I don't know what to do... and I'm really really depressed, I told my mum I want to draw and she says she'll support me on anything I want now, but, i dunno, it was so hard to get here in the first place (and let's not forget I still have no idea how to become an artist where I live, the art university is really bad here, they don't care about comics and stuff) and there's no computer graphics university either (this is a big town in the thirld world :I) so I'm really on an anxiety crisis.
omygosh sorry if I sounded way too depressing, i don't know how to get out of this, i'm out of energies
How are you Car?
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oh geez, hang in there ;___; I won't tell you to grit your teeth and go on with the lab and exams, since I know it's only eay to say...I myself feel like dropping my stupid boring studies (big exam soon and I'm camping on tumblr lol). But parents would kill me so no chance of doing that -v- It's really good your mom understands you and is so supportive, maybe you really should consider going abroad? (again, easy to say but..not undoable!)
As for me I feel brainless, brainwashed and braindead, can't focus on anything...but at least one good thing happened, I applied for the comp graphics school ;v;
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I really don't know what to do Car, I mean, I have to approve this and end this shitty thesis somehow, I was going so so well but I overly complicated stuff by changing to a crappy lab full of competitive and cold people(my director doesn't even say hi to me unless i do), in the middle of nowhere (really far from home, I had to stay all day and eat there, while my home is close to my university) to finish my thesis (i regret this so so so so much omg) and procastrinated this final exam to the limit because I was afraid of its teachers. And yet, I'm camping on tumblr and Homestuck too!! OMG, i'm not the same persona anymore, despite my friends all the time make me remember how much I used to study and how much 10's I got. Nowadays I'm stuck studying luckily 10 pages A DAY, research became such a letdown I don't know how to continue, but all my friends are getting graduated and my dear granny died 2 years ago asking how did i do on my last exam...
Sorry if this is too much, i just wanted to let it out to someone i trust, i don't know if you believe in Heaven or not, but lately i'm also having a crisis of faith, like i'm starting to think everything's pointless and no one can live our lives for us.
It'd be pretty pretty dumb dropping out at this point affter so much sacrifice and loss, but I can't find the energy that kept me going before, (which honestly was primary being fantasizing too much with manga/anime/sci fi you name it), science is quite different from science fiction. The other problem is out of time for starting something else,(without working) I'm already 25 :I TWENTYFIVE.
Maybe I'm just scared. I'm a very scared person and fears paralyzes me. Problem is, every single choice I took since 2009 I regret so much, and I got the feeling I'm gonna do something regrettable if I don't end this once and for all.To put my soul to rest mainly, I give a crap about all the good intentions (and sci-fi madness) I had when I first started this, the scientific community is cold as a witch's tit.
I feel exactly like you Car except I have no true options where I live, and right now, my mother is gonna retire soon so I see no way out of this than somehow transform into who I used to be in the past, a studying robot (but my motivations were lost so much with my thesis omg I wake up and I don't want to leave the bed and I start crying out of nowhere).
Oh god, sorry if this sounds too depressing.
OMG i'm so happy for you!! A new stage will begin for you and I congratulate you for your courage!! I hope to have news of you soon annd I wish you the best of the best for it! So you're switching careers? or is it like a night school?
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Aaaahh I'm totally in love with it.. Congratsfor the DD, you totally deserve it......
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Goodness, this is nice. A lovely pose, I don't see it often.
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...Is that a male?
I certainly hope so.
I wish to stroke his hips.
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XD (well, I intended him to be a male, but it came out rathher ambiguous...so suit yourself
There's something just so bizarre yet so sensual about the whole thing. Mainly the pose, I think.
I love it~
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Oh! You're very welcome, but don't cry! Your gallery is so good!
-hugs- ;O;
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Oh, cool.
I'm watching your work for a while now, because I love your style. It's nice to see you getting a DD now!
Congrates!
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