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borderlin-e β€” Left to Die

Published: 2016-04-19 03:43:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 534; Favourites: 19; Downloads: 1
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Description i feel like i've been left to die in this cruel world
i guess i deserved it though, i kind of asked for it
these cuts are really deep and they hurt
i'm still bleeding, it's been half an hour already i think i cut too deep
i didn't mean to cut myself so deeply please don't take my hopes away from me
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Comments: 30

TheAngriestHorse [2016-04-21 23:52:25 +0000 UTC]

Sky.. please don't hurt yourself. Don't you know how many people love you?

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Liettore [2016-04-19 19:26:14 +0000 UTC]

Sky... I really wish I could give you an actual hug. I really do. And I wish I could do more to help...

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Fire-Remorros [2016-04-19 05:36:58 +0000 UTC]

please please please tell me your arm has stopped bleeding at this point rip I see Β that this was an hour ago, how has it been since then? if you have saline solution, that's a good mild solution that shouldn't hurt but should make sure it doesn't get infected. I know you don't want to go to the hospital, so just try to eat well and keep hydrated so that will make sure the healing process isn't slowed down at allΒ 
how are you, an hour later?

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borderlin-e In reply to Fire-Remorros [2016-04-19 05:38:45 +0000 UTC]

It's fine now. Β It stopped bleeding. Β Thanks.
I'm absolutely horrible, but I'm trying my best.

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Fire-Remorros In reply to borderlin-e [2016-04-19 06:10:07 +0000 UTC]

It's good that it's stopped bleeding ;v; make sure to switch out the bandage later so it's a clean one.Β 
You're trying, and that's what matters. Everything is a step forward, even a lapse back.

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FrostTheShapeshifter [2016-04-19 04:21:28 +0000 UTC]

Oh my.. Hey, I know where you're coming from here, and I know cutting to release stress is a hard habit to break, but don't overdo it. I've had a deep cut before so maybe I can help give some tips.
What I did was hold the cut in cold water and keep pressure on it, holding the edges together as best I could. Try that for a while; I find that cold water helps to slow bleeding, as does the pressure. After most of the bleeding stops, I suggest firmly wrapping it up with a bandage and gauze.

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borderlin-e In reply to FrostTheShapeshifter [2016-04-19 04:29:03 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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FrostTheShapeshifter In reply to borderlin-e [2016-04-19 04:51:41 +0000 UTC]

No problem. I cut too, and I understand how hard of a habit it is to break. Just try to keep it in cold water for a while so it slows down the bleeding sooner.

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borderlin-e In reply to FrostTheShapeshifter [2016-04-19 04:52:19 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, thanks for the advice.

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FrostTheShapeshifter In reply to borderlin-e [2016-04-19 04:54:35 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome! ^^

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kittyelfie [2016-04-19 03:56:38 +0000 UTC]

I have to agree with anauspice.

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borderlin-e In reply to kittyelfie [2016-04-19 03:58:03 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, but I really don't want to go to the hospital. Β It's gradually slowing thankfully, and I just can't afford to go into the psych ward if I were to go get stitches. Β Thanks though, it really does mean a lot to me that you care.

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kittyelfie In reply to borderlin-e [2016-04-19 04:07:27 +0000 UTC]

There may be real injury to the underlying muscles and tendons...

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borderlin-e In reply to kittyelfie [2016-04-19 04:09:57 +0000 UTC]

Aha, as deeply as I cut, I'm glad I didn't cut that deep. Β I think it will be fine...I'll just have a scar.

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anauspice [2016-04-19 03:51:26 +0000 UTC]

if its been half an hour and its still bleeding, PLEASE go to the hospital. i cant say ive been there before, but i definitely have cut before and it isnt good, because at this rate youre bound to bleed out to death.Β 

home care wont be enough, you need stitches. please, please, we care about you, okay? i know that cutting does something for you, does something for everyone who has it has a habit; but you shouldnt die. we love you. please believe us and go seek medical attention, alright?

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borderlin-e In reply to anauspice [2016-04-19 03:55:50 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, but I can't...I really don't want to go back into the psych unit. Β It's been gradually slowing thankfully. Β Thanks for the advice though, it really means a lot to me. Β I would like stitches, but I can't stand the thought of going to the hospital right now.

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anauspice In reply to borderlin-e [2016-04-19 03:58:09 +0000 UTC]

ah, i can relate; the mental hospital was not a fun place.Β 

if anything, wrap some bandages or gauze around the cuts, alright? keep pressure on them at all times, but if it doesnt stop bleeding even then, then theres no choice but to head to the hospital. you can do that, right?

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borderlin-e In reply to anauspice [2016-04-19 04:00:06 +0000 UTC]

Yes I can. Β Thank you.

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anauspice In reply to borderlin-e [2016-04-19 04:05:15 +0000 UTC]

alright. i hope youll be fine! you deserve the best <3

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Gay-galaxy [2016-04-19 03:50:02 +0000 UTC]

Sky....? Do you want to talk?

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borderlin-e In reply to Gay-galaxy [2016-04-19 03:56:15 +0000 UTC]

No, not really. Β I'm just really scared and ashamed of myself for doing this.

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Gay-galaxy In reply to borderlin-e [2016-04-19 03:57:13 +0000 UTC]

*pat pat*
Im sorry you're feeling this way..

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borderlin-e In reply to Gay-galaxy [2016-04-19 03:58:20 +0000 UTC]

It's okay

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Gay-galaxy In reply to borderlin-e [2016-04-19 03:58:53 +0000 UTC]

*hugs*

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XPrincexPeterX [2016-04-19 03:46:16 +0000 UTC]

;n;.Nu,Nu....Don't feel so down.People care. And i know you know people care but..Just.Don't hurt your self please. πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

borderlin-e In reply to XPrincexPeterX [2016-04-19 03:49:44 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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XPrincexPeterX In reply to borderlin-e [2016-04-19 03:57:33 +0000 UTC]

np.

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CadbberryKat [2016-04-19 03:46:02 +0000 UTC]

Sky, whats going on :0 Are you ok?!

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borderlin-e In reply to CadbberryKat [2016-04-19 03:49:33 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry if I'm worrying you. Β I didn't mean to cut myself so viciously (or cut at all to begin with).

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CadbberryKat In reply to borderlin-e [2016-04-19 03:50:30 +0000 UTC]

I have always wanted to cut but I know it is bad, no more knives or sharp things for you, you are to cool for knives

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