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BlumeShullman β€” You don't want to get it.

Published: 2013-06-26 18:45:22 +0000 UTC; Views: 1549; Favourites: 39; Downloads: 5
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Description I should not post all the spoilers of my fics on dA, but I know that not many of you actually go read them, so at least it gives you an idea of what I do when I don't draw^^

This is a fanfic in which Tony and Steve develop a very close relationship. While Tony considers it's obvious they're in love and asks for more, Steve keeps refusing. This detail, and the frequentation of someone as different as Steve can be will change him forever and he will do things he never tought were possible.

In this drawing, Tony's been rejected and he can't help but express his bitterness because he just knows. He knows Steve is just pushing him away because of superficial reasons when he actually feels the same and it drives Tony crazy.

'This so called frontier between love and sex you just made up by pure cowardess, you perfectly know it doesn't exist. You know that all this is way bigger than you and you keep playing, but you know what? It won't give you anything, you're just there, manipulating yourself... but hopefully it won't just hurt me, cause I'm so done with your airs... You're playing when you should be living, and you're playing by rules that don't make sense! As if it was glorious to be so cold! Do you really believe I'm gonna sit and stare at you with a blissful look and sheepishly mumble 'thank you' whenever you deign to look back at me? That's not going to happen. I'm being nice with you, very. And I love you so much you can't even imagine. But you don't want to get it. Thing is, I do. I get your feelings and desires better than you do. We have everything to do together, Steve. And no, don't touch me, it's not something you're gonna fix with a hug. Not this time.'

Gosh, this kind of speech is just SO me, I could write pages and pages of that! I so hate falling in love with prudes! And God knows it happens to me regularly...
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Fuzzelball [2013-06-27 18:51:43 +0000 UTC]

Could I get the link for that fic... please?

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BlumeShullman In reply to Fuzzelball [2013-06-27 19:34:26 +0000 UTC]

The fic is in french. Can you read french?

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Fuzzelball In reply to BlumeShullman [2013-06-27 19:37:36 +0000 UTC]

Yep

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BlumeShullman In reply to Fuzzelball [2013-06-27 19:52:27 +0000 UTC]

Toll!! le titre c'est 'good old chivalry' et la fanfiction est sur le site ffnet. mon nom d'auteur c'est le mΓͺme: BlumeShullman. TrΓ¨s contente que tu veuilles la lire! n'hΓ©site pas Γ  commenter!

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Fuzzelball In reply to BlumeShullman [2013-06-28 13:22:22 +0000 UTC]

J'ai lu les deux premiers chapitres et je l'aime bien jusqu'ici

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BlumeShullman In reply to Fuzzelball [2013-06-28 16:06:30 +0000 UTC]

super je suis contente que Γ§a te plaise!

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TotodileYan [2013-06-27 00:30:53 +0000 UTC]

Oh man I would LOVE to read this fanfiction. Where is it? /looked through your gallery couldn't find it. That or my computer sucks.

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BlumeShullman In reply to TotodileYan [2013-06-27 09:38:25 +0000 UTC]

no, you're right, I do not post my fanfictions here but on ffnet. Sadly (and trust me I really regret it) I started to write this fic in french, cause it's easier and faster, since it's my first language, and now it would take hours and hours to translate the 5 chapters I've already uploaded, cause of course using my language allows me to make complex sentences, the kind that is really hard to translate. And I'm trapped cause the french fandom for that is really little-_-'

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superfizz [2013-06-27 00:22:07 +0000 UTC]

Oh Gosh, I love it. The story, the drawing, everything. It's so beautifully feelsy :3

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BlumeShullman In reply to superfizz [2013-06-27 09:39:14 +0000 UTC]

my dear superfizz complimenting me? I think it's gonna be a great day^^

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Numanom [2013-06-26 20:08:00 +0000 UTC]

Oh my, when were they naked?? I don't remember that part, unless this is a spoiler lol?

I'm sorry, I guess I'm a little confused by your reasoning there. I'm trying to understand, but it's just like, what? I don't get it?
Perhaps, I didn't read the story right...

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Numanom In reply to Numanom [2013-06-26 20:47:54 +0000 UTC]

Ok, so I'm getting Steve obviously doesn't want to go too far, but then why does he put himself in temptation's way if he's not ready for a committed relationship with Tony?

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BlumeShullman In reply to Numanom [2013-06-27 09:43:12 +0000 UTC]

Actually, at this point, they are. Yeah, in short, Steve think it's okay to be with tony, and the only thing he hasn't the right to do is to have sex. But it's clearly a serious and exclusive romance and sometimes he even says it, so... yeah.

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Numanom In reply to BlumeShullman [2013-06-27 14:58:17 +0000 UTC]

I seeeeee, I'm assuming the title is like a warning for Tony then lol? But if they're exclusive and all that, then what's Steve's problem? Is he waiting to marry him first, or something?

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Numanom In reply to Numanom [2013-06-27 15:41:21 +0000 UTC]

...So, Steve is waiting for marriage? Aww!^^ -high fives him
Hmm, I wonder what their wedding would be like rofl, where would they go/live? Who'd be there as witnesses? WHO WOULD CARRY THE BOUQUET?? Ok, gotta stop planning for imaginary weddings...

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BlumeShullman In reply to Numanom [2013-06-27 15:11:34 +0000 UTC]

YOU SAID IT!!!! XD haha, now wait for Tony to understand that! XD

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Numanom In reply to Numanom [2013-06-27 04:12:39 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry, I'm not trying to slam, just to understand better :< I really like your story! c:

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BlumeShullman In reply to Numanom [2013-06-26 20:27:54 +0000 UTC]

no, it's not written yet, in short,Steve will accept all the romantic stuff and physical affection to a certain level, enough to sleep together in their underpants and kiss and hug... now imagine how that can be horribly frustrating...

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GoldenAltaira [2013-06-26 19:00:19 +0000 UTC]

link to fic?

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BlumeShullman In reply to GoldenAltaira [2013-06-26 19:08:55 +0000 UTC]

Oh I'm so sorry this fic is in french-_-' I didn't think when I started writing it, I couldn't wait and... but next fic I do about them will be in English, I promise.

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GoldenAltaira In reply to BlumeShullman [2013-06-26 19:11:40 +0000 UTC]



ok, I look forward to your English one then.

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BlumeShullman In reply to GoldenAltaira [2013-06-26 19:20:14 +0000 UTC]

So cool^^ and if you care for my fanfictions, I'm easy to find on ffnet, I use the same username^^ Some are in English, only a few for now but I should change that soon^^

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GoldenAltaira In reply to BlumeShullman [2013-06-26 19:34:16 +0000 UTC]

awesome

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davidmadera [2013-06-26 18:51:18 +0000 UTC]

is awesome and cute, to my favorites

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BlumeShullman In reply to davidmadera [2013-06-26 18:53:35 +0000 UTC]

wow thanks^^ glad you like it!

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Phynok [2013-06-26 18:46:57 +0000 UTC]

Oh, they are so cute ^-^

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BlumeShullman In reply to Phynok [2013-06-26 18:48:09 +0000 UTC]

thank you^^

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