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Published: 2011-06-14 11:49:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 322; Favourites: 7; Downloads: 4
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I don't have many words to describe why I made this, if the title wasn't clear enough. It was meant to be a quick sketch, which I still find true, but there's seems to be something more to it (for me at least).

I've been trying lately to draw pictures that are "straight from the heart" as I call it, and though it may not be extremely grand or full of happy images, it feels true to me, which is something I have lacked in my art for a long time
It feels good to do what I want rather than making pictures to satisfy others (and I'm not talking about commissions ha ha~).

So in light of that, this is what comes out of my head in the middle of the night, being flipped between tabs of manga on the web and music on youtube.

I've been thinking about my character B.U.D. a lot lately. How would an androgynous (and quite complicated) AI react to life in our reality? It seems as though the more I think about B.U.D. and its situation, I'm working through the confusion in my life, and the fact that I've always been a sort of outsider in any group.
B.U.D. is a character I created as a reflection of my childhood memories (and maybe others). It has a very child-like curiosity from the moment of his creation, but faces verbally vicious people out in the world that make him doubt himself and his purpose. B.U.D.'s journey is all about acknowledging the pure truth that he held strong at the beginning of its existence and believing in himself again. B.U.D. is actually the character I can relate to the most and has a very special place in my heart.

I hope you all enjoy this small but meaningful piece.

Should I put a mature lock on this? they're not even real boobs...think of them as 'enlarged pectorals'. XD I dunno. Seriously, how weary should I be of that? I don't want to get banned or anything...

Sorry for the long description, I've been working on another bigger picture lately that's been eating up time along with the upcoming AX.

B.U.D. (c)
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Comments: 11

super-d-duper [2011-06-15 19:33:58 +0000 UTC]

the maturity level's fine, it's not like you're trying to pass off porn like a lot of other pics on dA haha. PECTORAL GIRTH IS NOHTING TO BE ASHAMED OF <3
haha u know i support you no matter wat goes down hun, i gotcho back i'm liking this 'straight from the heart' spree, by the way. enjoy it!

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Bluefox13 In reply to super-d-duper [2011-06-15 19:56:45 +0000 UTC]

Aw, thanks darling! The same goes for you too! ;D (whatever you might be doing in the 'heart' category, ha ha)~

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kabuto322 [2011-06-14 21:47:02 +0000 UTC]

Its so good owo

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Bluefox13 In reply to kabuto322 [2011-06-15 02:03:30 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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Kichi-Art [2011-06-14 20:46:16 +0000 UTC]

QaQ I never knew you felt like an outsider in our group!

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Bluefox13 In reply to Kichi-Art [2011-06-15 02:03:22 +0000 UTC]

Well, a bit, ha ha. I've always felt that way I think mostly because I'm so freaking different, and I'm quiet (sorta). It was nothing you guys did to make me feel outside. XD

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Kichi-Art In reply to Bluefox13 [2011-06-15 02:22:46 +0000 UTC]

Well..okay...

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Bluefox13 In reply to Kichi-Art [2011-06-15 19:51:58 +0000 UTC]

Ha ha, don't be so down about it or anything. XD I felt it more-so with other groups. I'm so glad that you took the time to read the description; just that alone shows me how much you care!

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Kichi-Art In reply to Bluefox13 [2011-06-16 00:57:35 +0000 UTC]

<3

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SuperPankakes [2011-06-14 15:45:45 +0000 UTC]

Always the best from you. You never stop amazing me.

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Bluefox13 In reply to SuperPankakes [2011-06-14 17:38:07 +0000 UTC]

Aww, thanks Darling~

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