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Published: 2017-10-14 03:46:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 544; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 1
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Description "D...do you r..r.. really t..think... I..I.. I'll EVER f.. forgive myself f..f..for w..what I did...?, Your w..w..wrong.... I..I just want to.. R..R.. RESET it all"

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I can't forgive myself...
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Comments: 49

skylandsonic [2017-11-02 03:00:57 +0000 UTC]

Aw, sad

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to skylandsonic [2017-11-02 03:01:18 +0000 UTC]

...

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skylandsonic In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-11-02 03:11:50 +0000 UTC]

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KittyMery [2017-10-14 07:09:18 +0000 UTC]

What happened.?

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to KittyMery [2017-10-14 10:48:45 +0000 UTC]

I...I bitch slapped my own f..f.. friend and... I..I don't feel so.... Happy about it.. *cries*

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KittyMery In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:01:05 +0000 UTC]

Oh..
Why did you do it though.?

I'm sure it was an accident and she'll forgive you-

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to KittyMery [2017-10-14 11:07:19 +0000 UTC]

....she was trying to kill herself.. I got ahead of my self and.. slapped her in the face..

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KittyMery In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:09:24 +0000 UTC]

Wait, she wanted to kill herself??

What happened after you slapped her though.? ;;

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to KittyMery [2017-10-14 11:11:14 +0000 UTC]

*nods slowly* tigerwolf54.deviantart.com/art… I..I don't really want to... T..talk about that..

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KittyMery In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:27:09 +0000 UTC]

It's alright, you don't have to tell me about it-

Well, whatever happened, I'm very sure she forgives you..

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to KittyMery [2017-10-14 11:28:10 +0000 UTC]

*crying*

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KittyMery In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:29:40 +0000 UTC]

*pats your back* There, there.
It will be alright..

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to KittyMery [2017-10-14 11:30:34 +0000 UTC]

*crying*

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KittyMery In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:31:22 +0000 UTC]

Do you need a hug.?

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to KittyMery [2017-10-14 11:31:47 +0000 UTC]

*nods*

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KittyMery In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:34:47 +0000 UTC]

*holds out my arms*

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to KittyMery [2017-10-14 11:35:33 +0000 UTC]

*hugs*

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KittyMery In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:38:45 +0000 UTC]

*hugs back* Everything will be okay..

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to KittyMery [2017-10-14 11:39:09 +0000 UTC]

*crying*

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KittyMery In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:40:11 +0000 UTC]

Life is hard, but it will always get better.. think about the things that make you happy.!

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to KittyMery [2017-10-14 11:45:05 +0000 UTC]

:c

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KittyMery In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 12:19:40 +0000 UTC]

Be positive! ^v^

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to KittyMery [2017-10-14 12:52:12 +0000 UTC]

I.. I'll try to..

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KittyMery In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 13:04:54 +0000 UTC]

I'm here if you want to talk to someone,!

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Savanna-T [2017-10-14 04:57:37 +0000 UTC]

child are you okkkkkaaaayyy?

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to Savanna-T [2017-10-14 10:48:11 +0000 UTC]

...

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Savanna-T In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:19:02 +0000 UTC]

I'll take that as a no.... I hope you feel better soon, you have to forgive yourself, everyone makes mistakes, some big some small...

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to Savanna-T [2017-10-14 11:19:40 +0000 UTC]

I can't... It's too painful

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Savanna-T In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:29:37 +0000 UTC]

you're only human, it's okay, did the friend accept you're apology? If so, you have to accept your own apology, it's okay to mess up, that's how us, as humans, learn you're a cool person don't let these things keep you down

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to Savanna-T [2017-10-14 11:31:38 +0000 UTC]

...I..I told myself I..I..I w.. wouldn't slap anyone... But... I. just. did

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Savanna-T In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:34:51 +0000 UTC]

It's okay, it must of been a fight or flight response, don't worryΒ Β 

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to Savanna-T [2017-10-14 11:35:45 +0000 UTC]

*crying*

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Savanna-T In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:40:47 +0000 UTC]

it's okay, have you talked to anyone close about this? If not, it's a good thing to do, find support.
I believe in you, I bet everyone who knows about this believes in you to forgive yourself Β 

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to Savanna-T [2017-10-14 11:41:29 +0000 UTC]

N..no I haven't... And... I don't want to... I'm just.. scared

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Savanna-T In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:42:41 +0000 UTC]

what are you scared of? do you think they'll be mad?

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to Savanna-T [2017-10-14 11:43:33 +0000 UTC]

*nods*

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Savanna-T In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 11:45:34 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I understand... Do you have a councilor? At school maybe? It's their job to help you, they wont get angry and they don't tell anyone if you don't want them to.

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to Savanna-T [2017-10-14 12:52:20 +0000 UTC]

:c

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Savanna-T In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 12:54:58 +0000 UTC]

They will help, I promise Also sorry for the late reply...

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to Savanna-T [2017-10-14 12:57:36 +0000 UTC]

I.. it's fine

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Savanna-T In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 13:04:01 +0000 UTC]

still, I really hope you feel better.
I have to go to bed soon so yeah... maybe you can get a good nights rest too (if it's night for you, time zones why you gotta be so confusing!?)

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tigerwolf54 [2017-10-14 03:48:33 +0000 UTC]

d..dude..

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to tigerwolf54 [2017-10-14 03:48:53 +0000 UTC]

. . .

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tigerwolf54 In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 03:50:42 +0000 UTC]

don't feel like that..please...I didn't mean to pass my pain onto you.

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to tigerwolf54 [2017-10-14 03:51:19 +0000 UTC]

I can't... I feel so guilty... I just want to reset it all

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tigerwolf54 In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 03:55:04 +0000 UTC]

...

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to tigerwolf54 [2017-10-14 03:56:04 +0000 UTC]

*crying*

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tigerwolf54 In reply to Bluedashfoxy [2017-10-14 04:06:37 +0000 UTC]

*hugs*

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Bluedashfoxy In reply to tigerwolf54 [2017-10-14 04:06:59 +0000 UTC]

*hugs back*

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