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Published: 2011-04-18 23:44:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 144; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 4
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me and my friend cody as well as a poem i wrote thought it went well with the pic but idk.....Related content
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So me and my fiancΓ©e ended about 2 months ago today, and I met a gal about a week ago that makes me happy again.
Which is why I faved this.
B/c I was borderline suicide until I thought about the results of such actions, and I wanted to love again, but maybe this time it will feel like it is more than just a dream...
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Well I'm glad you have found your happiness once again and that your life didn't end in a result of such I alway's want to keep the people on a positive note about them selfs so they can have there hopes flaunted thank you for the fave ^.^ and I wish you eternal bliss!
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Well i guess happy is not quite the word, but yeah it helps lol
So how is life with you?
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well I'm just happy that you found something that keeps you
and my life is pretty ok for now
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well yeah I mean I can't really complain but it isn't going as good as I would like it lol
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Yeah I suppose that is better than bad?
And mine is going similar 
Not sure if that is good or bad, but I know that I am not a fan.
She will not go out with me b/c we both just recently got out of bad long term relationships.
She told me we will though. Just not right now. She wants to be single for a little while.
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I understand that but at least u will get to be together even tho it's no at this moment
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Yeah... I hope so. Her mother is pushing her towards another guy, and she makes me wonder some of the time...
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ah thats not good at all I hope that doesn't happen
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Well I was told that I was nothing more than a friend despite the fact that I have been much more than that to her from the beginning... so I told her off... and now we are not even friends anymore.
The day after I saved her bros life
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wtf thats fucked up! and after u saved her brother's life to the nerve
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Yeah... and now I think I am giving up my vows of celibacy and going man whore b/c I am tired of trying to keep clean and good when it gets me nowhere.
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Ah well I do understand that one all I can say is have some fun you don't have to be good all tHe time
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Well maybe not, but I have been straight edge my entire life.
Meaning no drinking anything, smoking anything, or anything sexual really at all.
Someone has finally broken me...
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wow thats bewildering being straight edge for that long I say its time for you to have some fun!
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Yeah I suppose, but I was thinking I have made it this long so why not until marriage?
I mean that is what I want in the end anyway. It is why I have stayed like this. To find the perfect girl for me.
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Ah I do understand that one to but which ever you decide I just hope u end up in a bliss of happiness
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Hmm so I have a date with me a gal, and a fifth of Vodka.
So I have this funny feeling as if I have chosen drinking >.<
And I have come to the conclusion that Christian gals are fake bitches so I am going for ones that are not despite the fact that I am Christian. I am tired of being played out, and if a gal is a good Christian gal then she wants nothing to do with me so it would be pointless to try anyway. If she is any other religion though she loves me... this world is stupid.
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indeed most of the Christian girls are worse or mostly whores then the others believe it or not or well here it is stopped me from going to church b/c of there ridicule to but people can choose to be how ever they want and the world can suffer for there ways
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Yeah... well I am not a fan of whores, and by good Christian gals I meant the ones that are not whores.
Those are the ones that will not give me the time of day...
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aw i'm sorry love theres not many that notice the good in most or they listen to there family way to much
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Well that is just the thing.
I get along fine with their families.
It is just that there is always something that happens where they don't want to lose me so they make me a friend so they always have me around...
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ah i see that is a dilemma hmhm I wonder why this happens to you
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I wish that I knew myself...
Oh well another day another gal, and I have opportunities that life is throwing at me left and right.
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Yeah, and today a friend died so... back to square one.
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Omg I'm so sorry! I hope so good starts fluttering your way soon i can't believe after a lll of that and now this that's just absolutely no good
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Well I know where he is since he was one of the best Christian guys that I knew, but it still just sucks so much...
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aw they always take the good ones but maybe God called upon him for something bigger
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Eh if so then whatever. I am not sad seeing as how he was good, and he had faith. So I know where he is.
I now must decide where to go from here?
Military or continue college o.o
Thoughts?
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hmhm well I dont support war but Ido support the military but if it was me I would continue college unless you want to be apart of something beyond yourself then choose military but your making a difference either way I suppose
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Well personally I have wanted to go USMC since as long as I have been alive, but I am thinking Nukes is a better way to make $$ later in life
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Hmhm well that is a conundrum
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Nah plus I believe that God is pushing me into nukes since every time I have reaffirmed my faith it has been there saying go into nukes lol
So I think that is what I am going to do.
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Ah well go with path that has bin chosen I'm sure u shall have something great in the end
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If I can even go donw it that is >.>
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HA! yeah i got the call today saying that in the military system I am marked as color blind and that can not be removes so I can not go Nukes u.u
It is weird b/c I can see colors lol
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omg thats not cool but maybe its for the best
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Yeah idk anymore... i am done trying.
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ah well I dont think u should stop trying but by the looks of everything I would considerate myself
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Yeah... idk lol
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