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AwakeAndUnafraid — Of Courage and Adventure

Published: 2009-04-16 01:37:24 +0000 UTC; Views: 271; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 4
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Description On the dusty top of a beat-down brown bookcase, lies a clean oak box of adventures.  It lies amidst a varying collection of oddities; a modern green-glass Coke bottle, a plastic baby doll hand, a rose made of palm leaves, an oil burner, a painted ceramic cupcake, an iron bellflower, a touch lamp that doesn’t light.  The surface gleams a rich red and gold, though most might call it brown.  The box had been a Christmas present from who knows how many years back, meant for jewelry, destined for things much more precious.  For inside this smooth, nondescript box lays a trove of objects such as the world has never cherished before.

Upon opening a traveler is greeted by curious assortment.  In the four compartments of the shelf resides a collection to rival that of Alexandria in value.   First compartment, top left:  A paper chiyogami kimono pin from Japan, a five Yen coin secured on the front by a bamboo twig for prosperity and longevity.   It was a gift from a friend whose father took a trip there.  A carved elephant of red goldstone makes his home on top: a remnant of a past vacation, stolen from a cheap gem mine gift shop.   It symbolizes the influence of bad friends and worse decisions.   Second compartment, top right:  part of an animal’s jawbone, teeth and everything, found in the woods on a camping trip.  Next to it, the underside of a small skull, broken off at the base and covered in grey dirt.  Little teeth cover the bottom of the compartment; animal teeth, found next to the jawbone.  Reminders of death, a casual fascination with the Other Side.  Third compartment, bottom left: a white Girl Scout membership star, still on its piece of cardstock.  The Scouts were quit before the pin was ever freed.  Baby teeth litter the bottom, found in a small bag on a father’s dresser the year Santa Clause died, taking the Tooth Fairy down with him.  A blue robin’s egg.  After so many years, just the azure of the sky intact, flaked.  Back when a grandmother was a grandmother, not an old woman.  Last compartment, bottom right:  twenty-one Euros and fifteen Euro cents.  One English Penny.  Heaviest, they still influence life, memories, and actions today.

Dear traveler, remove the shelf, for this is where the memories live.  A soft velvet interior protects in its dark cradle a myriad of delicate bits and pieces.  Top:  photos.  Previous best friends forevers, two out of date photos of a toddler, one of a mother and a baby daughter asleep and in harmony.  The last time.  Dig deeper and brochures surface.  Some are for places nearby; Hard Rock Café, a playbill for Joseph at the Hippodrome.  But others, others are much more exotic.  Hard Rock in Paris, next to the infamous red light district.  Admission to Firenze Mvsei to see Machiavelli, to see Leonardo.  The Lord of the Rings, seen on Drury Lane, London.  A map of Hampton Court, accidentally grabbed hurriedly auf Deutsch.  Heart tugging memories of better places and better times, a reminder of things that will happen again.  The last barrier is a collection of tickets.  French subway passes, a miniature map of Paris.  Admit one:  Hampton Court, Tower of London, July 2007.  History that brought tears, history that was lived again.  Movie tickets and whale watching, baseball games and Biltmore, concerts and musicals, all there, safe, in the dark.  That is the last of the paper.  

Dig deeper, as far as the velvet reaches.  Nestled on the bottom is a glass jar of Sable d’Omaha Beach.  Saint Laurent Sur Mer.  Such a quiet, peaceful place, that where so many lives were lost.  Two more jawbones, complete this time.  Found next to a dead tree.  The canines come out.  Twisted glass tubes contort the light, speckling the brown velvet and manipulating the eye.  They are broken, made over a gas flame in eighth grade.  Broken glass.  Sharp.  

Whatever is read, wherever is tread, place everything back in the order it was found.  Life needs an order, and that is what this curious box contains.  Glass, paper, wood and velvet shelf:  this is how it goes.  Set the box carefully in the square left in the dust on the active bookcase.  Clay rose on top, enameled Chinese matchbox next to that.  There.  Everything is in its place; everything is as it should be.  Open the box again only to add to the adventures and relive them, for a collection is always growing.  There are always new memories to be made.
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Comments: 14

Ugly-Kid-Joe90 [2009-04-16 12:22:35 +0000 UTC]

Asfghh... I wish my box was this organised... This is beautiful though, truly beautiful. And here's something scary: I call it the Other Side too...

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AwakeAndUnafraid In reply to Ugly-Kid-Joe90 [2009-04-16 22:20:50 +0000 UTC]

The only reason mine is is because it's the only way everything will fit inside! And you have one too? That is so cool! I've never met someone else who keeps eveything.
Other Side. With capital letters. The perfect words to use without committing to any specific religion...lol.

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Ugly-Kid-Joe90 In reply to AwakeAndUnafraid [2009-04-17 09:05:10 +0000 UTC]

Well I guess there is *some* order to mine... my diaries are placed in order, and I have a smaller box inside it with little things like coins, badges, that sort of thing. The rest is just a pile of notes given to me by people over the years, cards, and the shirt I had signed by my friends the day I left school. That box is full now so I had my grandad make me another one last year. The top of it locks and doesn't have many things in it yet, underneath is a drawer that doesn't and I keep all of my candles, incense and 'spiritual' stuff. I don't follow a set religion but I do have something like faith in a higher power. I guess I just follow my own way... Hence, like you said, the Other Side.

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AwakeAndUnafraid In reply to Ugly-Kid-Joe90 [2009-04-19 03:01:44 +0000 UTC]

Ooh diaries! I've always tried to keep one, ever since I was little. I am such a romantic. They never lasted long. I just had too much to say.
It's so neat your grandfather made it. It's so much more special that way! Where do you keep it? I used to keep mine in my closet but, lol, I don't have one anymore!
I believe in Heaven only because I can't take knowing that there isn't anything after death. I just can't accept that, even if my faith in science is stronger than my religous faith.
I find that most peoplee nowadays feel the same way. We want to know we have a purpose, not just to live and die and have that be it.

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Ugly-Kid-Joe90 In reply to AwakeAndUnafraid [2009-04-19 15:37:49 +0000 UTC]

I can't rely on my memory which is why I keep diaries
I keep them both beside my bookcase. No one will trip over them there How big is your box? Is it full?
I agree, I can't cope with the concept of just disappearing. Just in case that is what happens I intend to leave some sort of mark on the world, even if it's only in a small way. I hate the thought that someone would destroy my diaries and remove me from history. I'm planning to start writing more political things in them just so that they have some sort of historical merit to them. At least that way they stand a better chance of being preserved.

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AwakeAndUnafraid In reply to Ugly-Kid-Joe90 [2009-04-20 02:57:55 +0000 UTC]

My box is teeny! It's a jewelry box, and about six inches deep and eight inches across. Big-ish, for a jewelry box. And yeah, I'm running out of room.
That's a great aspiration to have. It reminds me of this book I had when I was little. It was about this little girl whose grandfather told her to make a difference in the world. Well, she grew up and when she was old and grey she realized she hadn't done anything to change the world yet. So she planted flowers. Everywhere. She became famous for it. And her flowers made the world a little more beautifu.
I think that if you can manage even somehing as small as that, then you have done a great thing.
Thinking like Anne Frank, are we? I htink that's a glorious idea. I think that's why I've always wanted to keep a diary. So that if I ever get killed or disappear or get famous, then people will know what I thought.
Tell me, did you read those diaries of princesses and girls when you were a kid? I think they were called The Royal Diaries and Dear America. I own a good chunk of them.

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Ugly-Kid-Joe90 In reply to AwakeAndUnafraid [2009-04-20 10:06:11 +0000 UTC]

Lol it makes my box sound huge! But it has to be to keep all my nonsense in it. Mine is about 18 inches across and maybe 22 deep? That may not be quite accurate as I work better in cm. It's big anyway and crammed full.
That is an amazing story about the lady with the flowers! Do you know what her name was? I'd love to try to find a book about her or something. People can be so amazing. I believe there is much more good in this world than bad. We just think it's the other way around because the media only reports the bad stuff.
No I didn't actually... I had a lot of emotional baggage from an early age so that was really what started my diaries, I needed an outlet. After that it became force of habit and worry of forgetting beautiful moments in my life. For that, they have been very useful. I don't read over my old diaries much, I find a lot of them cringy and embarrassing, but sometimes I find sweet treasures.

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AwakeAndUnafraid In reply to Ugly-Kid-Joe90 [2009-04-23 21:54:48 +0000 UTC]

Wow...that is big. And I'm sorry, I forgot us Americans are all stupid with the inches and feet and such...we actually do everything in the metric system nowadays, I was just taught standard first, and it stuck.
It's not a true story, at least I don't think so, but the title is something along the lins of "The Lupine Lady" or something similiar and involving lupines.
Reading back on things you wrote when you were younger, are you ever surprised by how small your world was?

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Ugly-Kid-Joe90 In reply to AwakeAndUnafraid [2009-04-24 08:22:23 +0000 UTC]

Yeah... but I've been keeping it since I was about 11 and I keep EVERYthing.
Well when it comes to weight I have a better idea of what 4oz looks like, but a better idea of what 400g would feel like. Because I was taught to bake using imperial and I learned metric in school.
Okay, I'm going to google that and see if I can find it.
In some ways, yeah. I'm surprised by how seriously I took a lot of things. Sometimes though I'm surprised at how insightful I was. Like sometimes I will read something from a few years ago and completely forget I ever wrote it and think it's amazing. I have yet to decide whether or not that's vain of me.

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AwakeAndUnafraid In reply to Ugly-Kid-Joe90 [2009-04-30 01:09:14 +0000 UTC]

Hmm...I used to be a pack rat. But then sometime last year I discovered the wonders of the Trash Can. Mmm...Trash Cans....
Ha ha, they say time heals all wounds. Sometimes that happens to me as well. I'll write something, think its horrible, hide it, and then find it again a year later and think, gee, this is sorta swell!

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Ugly-Kid-Joe90 In reply to AwakeAndUnafraid [2009-04-30 11:02:50 +0000 UTC]

It's not so much toys and things, I put most of them to charity, it tends to be paper things that I horde... I should really clear it out one of these days.

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AwakeAndUnafraid In reply to Ugly-Kid-Joe90 [2009-05-04 23:35:52 +0000 UTC]

Nah, papers are important. i can't tell you how many folders and binders I've filled with nonsense and certificates and sketches and quotes...
There's a lot.
And it's the mark of creativity, so no worries!

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Ugly-Kid-Joe90 In reply to AwakeAndUnafraid [2009-05-08 12:51:17 +0000 UTC]

I know but I even have notes that just say "Hi, how are you?" "I'm fine, you?" "Yeah great!"
... sad, isn't it?

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AwakeAndUnafraid In reply to Ugly-Kid-Joe90 [2009-05-11 20:12:00 +0000 UTC]

But they make you feel good, right?
And that's all that's really important.

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