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Hey China... Are you wearing a dress in that last side Pff
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(( I love making people laugh /w\ ))
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((It's a wonderful feeling XD))
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Russia: Actually... That happened to me recently... ^J^" I don't remember why he forced a burger into my mouth... I think it had something to do with it "not being the kind of burger he likes" considering we all thought he likes any kind of burger.... I didn't like it at all... Stupid Amerikan food with too much grease...(I also puked it up on his shirt uJu'l|)
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China: I really didn't pay anything to what he said, aru. *shrugs* I think he said something about wanting to show what good food was. He didn't have to force me to eat it..
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Russia: eh....it... wasnt good... even the 2nd time i tasted it... it... was... *shivers from disgusting tastes* I tried one before by myself but it was too awful to even take a second bite. He literally shoved it down my throat, da? If i didnt have a scarf covering all my scar- I mean... If i wanted to show you and I pulled down my scarf my neck is red from the irritation, inside and out... ^J^"
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China: *grimaces a bit* Does it hurt? Or anything? It didn't affect me so bad, a long time ago when Hong Kong came back from England I had to get used to his horrible cooking or anything bad tastes because I was too sick to cook for myself...
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Russia: da... it hurts a lot(considering his neck is his e-zone too)... I usually only eat natural and handmade foods... Mostly Russian obviously and greasy food that really isnt homemade makes me sick very easily... I want to see a doctor but... because of some... circumstances id rather just bear the pain... ^J^ Enduring pain shows someones strength and how much they can endure... *he mumbles the last part*Unless it hurts like it does now QJQ
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China: *frowns* But it can be dangerous if you just leave it like that. What if your throat only gets worse?..
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Russia: *he thinks for a bit before sighing* I mean... I can always just keep enduring the pain... I let very few people touch or look at my throat. My throat and back are off limits to many people including Natalia, Yekatushya and even admin.... H-Honestly... Its a deep secret Ive kept for a long time why i wear this scarf most of the time... To keep people from laughing at me and... abandoning me for my faults... All my stupid faults i can never fix.. Mental and physical... Not that anyone like you would care... Its a natural thing for people not to care for me right off the bat... If they do, its always a mistake once they get to know me better... They say im too pushy or mean and cruel or creepy... Everyone i meet... America... England.... France... Switzerland, Seychelles, Sealand, Canada, Prussia, Hungary, Austria... I could name all the countries in the world besides my sisters, Ecuador and Transistria...I'm really not all those rumors... No one ever understands... My scars... all of them... *he clears his throat before trying to lighten up* I think I have some expired medicine at my house for sore throats but i hope it can help, da? *he smiles* ^J^ Time will make it heal like it does for most things...
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China: *notices he doesn't want to talk about himself anymore and goes along* E-expired medicine won't help you at all, it might be dangerous, how about I give you some?..I know I have more than I need..
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Russia: you would really give me some medicine~? *he smiled* Even though i dont think i have a sore throat just a hurt one it might help a bit...
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China: *nods* I should have some around here... *starts digging through his sleeves throwing out a lot of stuff*
*takes out cat*
Nope
*takes out hammer*
Not this...
*takes out panda he always carries around*
I wonder where you where! *pokes it*
*takes out a box of condoms*
*blushes and puts it back in*
*takes out snacks*
hmm...I'm sure it was around here somewhere...
*takes out medicine*
Found it! *hands him the bottle* Here!
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Russia: >J> I thought your Admin didnt let you do those things. ...May i ask why you would have condoms? *snorts a bit* Even I dont have those and I have the freedom of having sex any time I want, da? *if you didnt know he is actually a person who doesnt mind talking about sex at all XD* Oh... But thank you for letting me use some medicine... Im sure i can just bear the pain if it doesn't work... No creepy doctor is touching or looking at my neck... Freaking bastards they are....
*he takes the bottle of medicine, his hand lightly brushing against China's but he only hides his blush and regret in his eyes by taking the medicine quickly*
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China: *blushes* I-I talked with her and after a lot of thinking she agreed but she said I had to be careful, she didn't want to end up babysitting any kids...Oh and you're welcome..*doesn't notice Russia blush*
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Russia: o-oh... K-Kids.... *he tried to smile* T-thats great.... W-Well i mean that she wouldn't have to babysit kids! They are obviously a pain.... A-At least you have E-Ecuador... I told her to watch over you for me.... S-So im h-happy you are happy... ^J^ Heh...
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China: *blushes a bit* I-I-'d think it would be nice to have kids, Admin just doesn't want them because she doesn't like them..
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Russia: *he sighs happily a bit drifting off into dreamworld as his softer side takes in* Children would be perfect to have...~ So cheerful all the time...~ Id like 2, 3 or maybe 4~! I can imagine their first words... their first little footsteps and their curiosity getting the better of their developing minds~ *he laughs a bit at the sight of a little children discovering many new foods and other "strange things"(at least to them)* Feeding them, changing them, waking up early in the morning... It would all be worth it all to finally have a nice big family... *he gets a few tears in his eyes as if his dream children where coming to life* I would be so proud of them... Like i am with Anifisa.... I would never forget or loose them how I was when i was small with no parents.... *he blushes madly as he snaps out of it realizing China heard the whole thing* U-Uhm... W-Well... I mean it would be... just nice... like you said... *he was embarrassed at the thought of him thinking of such stupid things ao he just looked down* that would never happen to someone like me... It will always be too good to be true
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China: *frowns* Why do you say it will never happen to you? You can't say that for sure, I'm sure one day you'll have your own kids!
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Russia: *he sighs* Not how i imagined them. Obviously I don't deserve kids because im so cruel and mean and crap like that. My mental problems actually got worst. The therapist didnt work after my mind found a way to avoid the lessons. I can never have children.... all because of my apparent stupid mental problems I could abandon the other mother/father, kill my own children.... Or even kill myself from thinking i would be a bad father... Depression... Always gets the best of me over everything... I can never have anything right in my life so there is no use trying. Im broken toy already and im something no one can fix any more...
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China: Don't say that! You keep putting yourself down! Everyone can change! I wasn't always like this you know!
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Russia: Everyone? Everyone can change? You are wrong about that. What I need is impossible for anyone to achieve. Ive had brain damage sense my first war. All that bloodshed was too much for the little 10 year old me. It just gets worst and worst. It can never heal. Medicine? Tried it. It made me see things. Therapist? I told you it didn't work either. I'm putting myself down because maybe I'm the one whose not supposed to be alive. All i do is scare and hurt people. So what is ever the point in living? What is the point of life when you have nothing to live for? I may have friends, but non are true. I don't deserve them anyways so i might as well go into isolation. It would be better for everyone. No drama like now, no killing and i can finally leave everyone to find their perfect and happy places.
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China: *jumps back a bit startled*I-I see.. *looks away for a few minutes and turns back and weakly smiles* I'm s-sorry about wasting your time.. *begins to walk away*
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Russia: ...China...You never waste my time. You have always been and still will be the one who keeps me from killing myself. My heart has always been in your hands. If you get married, it will shatter but I will still live on knowing you are happy. If you are happy, then I will be happy. ...just recently even Canada said I am just a cold country. He said next time he will see me he would take my head off. I understand how you felt I was already too creepy.... That's all ill ever be and... I can't change who I am. I just have to face the fact that you never loved me and everyone else hates me. I would do anything for you, even if it means taking a bullet strait through my brain and dying. I've loved you for 1,500 years, ever sense I was a child. I was determined to win your heart but now it is taken and all my work is useless. I've been working my whole life. All I get are battle scars. *he takes off his shirt and scarf and his neck, chest and back are covered in awful twisted and disfigured scars* This is why no one likes me. I've always gotten these from pure hatred. The Teutonic Knights did most of me. I was just so unlikable that I got these on a daily bases. All together, I have about 170 scars. *he puts on his shirt and scarf* I showed you something I have never showed someone before. Ever. Not even my sisters. Can I ask you to do a favor? I want you to say you hate me. I don't know why, but just say it to my face. Maybe ill finally feel... I don't know.... Complete...with hatred..... Know that everyone hates me. No one likes me. Who knows? It could make me go insane or turn me sane enough to get me back together. Just say you hate me one time and mean it. Think of all the awful things I've done that you know of and just get your anger out on me. Then I can leave. I'll never talk to you again unless you talk with me. No more pressure. I know I give you the pressure, da? Ill let you live your life from now on Russia-less...
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China: *looks down so no one can see his face* F-fine..if saying what you want me to say will make you feel complete...i'll do it...*starts breathing shaky*I..I-hate..hate....*drops to his knees and begins to cry* I c-can't say it because I don't hate you! When we went out I was sure I loved you b-but! *cries harder* The one who should be hated on is me! I-I played with your feelings and you knew yet you said nothing! I know you'll never forgive me for doing what I did but please know that I don't hate you! I really don't!
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Russia: //he has still been crying almost the whole time
I forgave you the second you broke up with me.... I thought you broke up with me because you hated me... You called me creepy and insane... Which...I can't deny it... I thought you could always love me again.... But then E-Ecuador came and took you away.... She's nice.... And I w-would hate for you to break up with her ever for anyone else... Even if it wasn't for me... I j-just loved you so much... It was a stupid thing for me to think you could have loved me back... You are so perfect and amazing....I-I'm just everybody's Last option.. I worked too hard for 1,500 years before I saw maybe you aren't made for me... Even your scar is perfect. It's a perfect line. I know of the scar Japan gave you. Korea and Taiwan and Hong Kong backed off...and you know w-what? The part you didn't know....is....when Japan left your house... I came to visit and I was outside the door and I heard all that happen... I grabbed Japan and I knew he was going back to kill you... I'm kind of t-the reason why you are still alive... I took his katana and slashed him across the back as well... His scar healed sense it was not historic...thats w-why he hates me and hides in my ceilings and tries to kill me...((there is actually a real Hetalia comic where Germany goes to visit Russia and Russia finds Japan in his ceiling with weapons to kill Russia....)) Please don't ever think... I hate you just because...y-you played with my... F-feelings... //he helps china stand up
What's done is done... I'm t-the one who should be moving on...this is all my fault... If I would have just moved on from loving you then we wouldn't be here now... You wouldn't be crying... I hate it when you cry... It breaks my heart when you cry over anything... If...I was still...you know... Your boyfriend... And you where here crying for any different reason... //he stops
I... I shouldn't have said any of that... I need to get over this!! It hurts so bad and it's so hard to ever take away my heart From y-you....I need to shut up... Maybe if I did die or isolate myself no one would have any more pain... You would never cry again...
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HOORAY FOR ADMINS~!!!
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((it's not the first time either =w= ))
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