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anodynejd — by air by mouth
Published: 2005-01-19 04:13:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 78; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 5
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Description I am running now
chasing this something down
feeling the change
I lost my trust in these
fumbling hands
struggling to hold on
" you must let go to hold on.....so let go"

Stuggling for a silence to speak
I want an understanding for this
ingrown armor I wear
Please take it off and make it  
     safe to share
whats behind this helmet

and I hate this struggle to speak
I have a broken mirror
Do you think that is enough
for me to tell you what I see,
enough for me to fall (or raise) to
the innocent trust of a child

There is a man within those shards
a crack across his heart, his helmet
this wall he builds to keep you out
fumble and claw at these stones
as I repaired the holes
remembering how the light burned
obsesive-compulsive, socially constituted-defense mechanisim
kill my wall, kill my reflextion, tear me down, burn me up
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Comments: 1

azura84 [2005-01-19 04:30:23 +0000 UTC]

this reminds me of Golem from Lord of the Rings. A poor soul who couldn't escape his lust of the 'Ring of Power' and entrapped himself in a mountain. But you talk as if this inner being built this armor to sheild itself from society. I really like it! i may overanalyze things but heck its fun. 2x thumbs up b(^_^)d

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