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Angelic-ins0mniac-xo — I never let you know.
Published: 2011-07-10 11:15:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 286; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 4
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I never said a single word about it. Probably because i didn't think you cared about me, maybe i was right, because you're not telling me i'm wrong.As we were growing apart like ocean tides and the shore line, i've been losing myself more than you know. Everything's been getting way too hard for me to handle, i can't get a grip on these feelings.
You know there's something going on, but you never asked. I don't think i'd tell you anyway. I left things too late, didn't stand up and proclaim that i loved you, love you. I didn't meet the standards, for you, or for myself and i don't think i ever will.
And then came along this problem, this illness nobody can see just by looking at you. Unless you've had it, been diagnosed by the doctor and taken the pills you cannot, and will never be able to say to me 'i know how you feel', because you just don't okay? You just don't.
I don't want to be made of stone. I don't want to be emotionless. I want to be me.
I haven't been in a very long time, i never let you know.
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i think i know what you're trying to say and what you feel here
... words can't even describe what the feeling is like. 👍: 0 ⏩: 1
I don't want to feel like this anymore. But everything's gonna be okay, i hope you don't know the feeling personally
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