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Published: 2014-02-23 03:35:29 +0000 UTC; Views: 660; Favourites: 25; Downloads: 7
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Description ~ Ohana means family. Family means no one gets left behind ~

She always approaches carefully, head tipped to the side and hindquarters poised to run. He hates that she does that even now, even when they’ve known each other for years, hates that she’s still afraid of rejection. She carries the noble blood of warriors under her skin and the spirit of a fighter and yet she’s still afraid of the common kind.
He’s lost his faith in others more than once in his life. When offered the choice he’s found most choose not to be noble, choose instead to embrace their baser instincts and succumb to petty jealousy and greed. It saddens him that hate and scorn run so close to the surface that a child has to fear the world when she’s still too young to stand on her own.  His heart hurts for those he cannot save and so he focuses on the life in front of him.
He greets her with gently enforced kindness, pretending there is nothing wrong because in his eyes the number of legs she carries makes no difference; she still stands under the same sky and breathes the same air as the rest of them. He is calm and patient and teaches her the kindness and beauty in things.
He tries to teach her the beauty in herself but she is still too young to listen, and so he shows her how to flatter others, how to worm her way into anyone’s heart until they too see the softness she carries within herself.  Softling, he calls her, teasingly offering to break the hooves of any who make her cry until she giggles at his silliness.
Later, when the threat is real and she’s turned to him with tears down her cheeks and a painful shyness he shields her from the world and lets her have a good cry, whispering in her ears to remind her how beautiful and strong she is. Even later, out of her sight, he confronts the foals and scolds them on their thoughtless words until they repent. If she notices the difference she doesn't mention it to him but her laughter and smiles are all the sweeter for it.
He teaches her that she can stand stronger for her six legs, be moved less easily than the others. He shows her how to be firm and noble and not to flinch from others. Friend, she calls him, a slip of the tongue, and he smiles fondly at her first steps with another where she forgets that she’s different.
She calls him Father later, when she’s at last found her beauty and leans comfortably against his broad side, forgetting like he has that she walks on six legs. His heart warms at her words, carelessly slipped into conversation.
He’s proud of her.
When, even later, she finds someone else who looks at her the way he has all these years he gives his blessing easily, a gentle smile in his eyes. She deserves to grow up, to grow old, with someone who sees the beauty she’s fought so hard for.



/wipes eyes
/blows nose
No, no, I'm fine. I just have something in my eye....

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Comments: 34

Ein85 [2014-03-26 18:24:36 +0000 UTC]

... 'Scuse me I seem to have a tree branch stuck in my eye, that was beautiful!

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alexpeanut In reply to Ein85 [2014-03-26 23:32:40 +0000 UTC]

Thanks <3

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ShadowRaven1 [2014-02-23 19:13:33 +0000 UTC]

Totally just watched this movie >.>

*joins everyone in crying*
I was waiting for you to post this little blurb and am so happy you did, especially with such a sweet image and title.
All the feels.

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alexpeanut In reply to ShadowRaven1 [2014-02-23 19:19:16 +0000 UTC]

<3333

All of them.

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ShadowRaven1 In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-23 19:36:24 +0000 UTC]

Every single one of them.

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potatowithane [2014-02-23 03:44:49 +0000 UTC]

*lays down*

*tries not to cry*

*cries alot*

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alexpeanut In reply to potatowithane [2014-02-23 03:47:51 +0000 UTC]

Accurate.

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Zandromina [2014-02-23 03:39:55 +0000 UTC]

WHYYYYYYYYYY

OH YOU LITTLE SHIT WHY DO YOU GIVE ME THE FEELSSSSSS

I'm already in a shitty mood and this made me cry and I didn't need to cry and I hate you <3

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-23 03:42:30 +0000 UTC]

Ahahahaha /cries with you


I was like genuinely choking up a little drawing this

it's kinda sad |D


What's wrong? D:

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-23 03:44:18 +0000 UTC]

It's so sweet and sad at the same time, I swear

Just.. When left with my own thoughts for a while, stuff starts coming back that should have been buried a long, long time ago. Is why I cling to my friends so hard

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-23 03:48:03 +0000 UTC]

Mission accomplished lol

Sadly.


D: <333

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-23 03:48:41 +0000 UTC]

<3 I'll be alright soon

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-23 03:50:09 +0000 UTC]

Go watch something happy lol

Kittens on youtube.

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-23 03:51:28 +0000 UTC]

I'll be alright lol

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-23 03:52:44 +0000 UTC]

You better be

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-23 03:58:50 +0000 UTC]

I willlll. I'll cry it out and be over it for a few weeks lol

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-23 23:27:49 +0000 UTC]

D:

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-23 23:31:54 +0000 UTC]

I'm finneeeee. Mostly. Mostly fine. But finneeee. It happens a lot

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-23 23:41:41 +0000 UTC]


I would tell you to get on ts but I am swamped with the homework I didn't do + a massive minecraft problem D:

And looming dinner.

Daaamn yooou tiiiimeee

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-23 23:43:11 +0000 UTC]

I can get on TS if you really want, or it can wait until after dinner, whatever works.

I saw that the server's down, is it a memory overload or something?

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-23 23:45:37 +0000 UTC]

Just don't die on me in the interm


Combination memory overload and what looks like a corrupted chunk. I think adding all the plugins ruined some chunk someone's been in at some time. I've checked all over the internet and the only solution that makes sense to me is to regenerate the map. If I'm right, and I figure out how to do it, I can probably use an external program to move our buildings over...assuming they aren't the corrupted chunks. 

We may have to just start from scratch :/

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-23 23:50:48 +0000 UTC]

I'm not gonna die lol. Explode once or twice, but not die.

Oh fuck me, really? Can you tell what chunk, and if so, can you just regenerate that part? Redoing that part might not be so difficult, if it wasn't all of spawn or something

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-24 00:21:37 +0000 UTC]

Pft. I can TS if you want to talk, up to you. 


I can't tell, no. Apparently you're just supposed to "know" cause it's laggy and such, but all I have to go on are the console error logs. :/


There's a tiny chance it's conveniently one of the chunks near me and I spend two hours and go around and reload every fucking one of them, but that loses whatever building was on top of that chunk :/

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-24 00:23:42 +0000 UTC]

When is dinner for you?

... That's lame, it's all kinda laggy cause max CPU and memory usage. I am trying to help raise funds for that, btw.

We can rebuild yours easily, shit, you have the house by memory. The animal barn might take a little while longer, but your river is very easy for me to redo and fix

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-24 00:31:47 +0000 UTC]

Just had it c:


Pft. You don't have to <3


Yeah, it'd work if I could fucking be in there long enough to reload everything. Also interesting fact, when I "crash" "I'm" still in the game, according to the console. Keeps me from getting back in till I restart the server.  Also since when did you know I had a barn lol

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-24 00:35:13 +0000 UTC]

Ahh, gotcha. Well if you want to, I have two more horses to register around, so I can talk.

<3 But I want to

Sinnceee it worked like 4 hours ago lol. Is there something I can do to help?

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-24 00:40:58 +0000 UTC]

Do you want to lol 

I'm here to listen if you want to rant x3


aksfakjsf


I'm trying something radical. We just have to hope it works lol

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-24 00:46:12 +0000 UTC]

Fffffff, maybe. Try your thing first

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-24 00:51:07 +0000 UTC]

HAHA


I AM THE GOD OF ALL THINGS


Memory is down to a terrible-but-still-not-bad 82%, cpu at 42%, and console isn't kicking up massive errors on load

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-24 00:51:40 +0000 UTC]

WHOOOO, lemme see if I can get in. What did you do, btw?

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-24 00:52:28 +0000 UTC]

I copied my entire fucking house into the middle of the sky (it was like 78k lol)

I reloaded by hand every chunk in and around my house (about 30)

and then I pasted the house back into the chunks. 

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-24 00:53:42 +0000 UTC]

Niiiceeeee

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alexpeanut In reply to Zandromina [2014-02-24 02:03:57 +0000 UTC]

Gettin on ts

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Zandromina In reply to alexpeanut [2014-02-24 02:08:20 +0000 UTC]

Sounds good :3

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