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Published: 2005-03-28 03:28:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 3541; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 177
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Description My half of a trade with my buddy Kilara X3! She drew Whitefire, and I drew Drej.

I really like Drej-san, and I wanted to capture the side of him I am always most inspired by--the part that hurts; the human side of the dark soul. Drej is cold and dark because of many factors, but I know this would have to be one of the strongest and most influencial. Everyone experiences heartbreak in their life, so maybe that's why I love to portray that character aspect with my own and otgher's characters. Everyone has felt pain, loss, hurt, and sadness--some more than others. Drej's love was killed because their love for each other was forbidden; his heart probably shriveled and hardened after his love's death.

I poked at his character for some time before I could come up with this, and it took even longer to think of a background. I almost didn't do one, but I think this serves well. The background portrays a symbol of his love's death, for I am not sure of her name or true appearance. Perhaps we'll never know for certain, but I used a cross grave to portray her death and Drej's mourning over it. The reality of Drej's tears is harsh and is the cooling basin for his hot heart, turning into cold rock like lava pouring into the water. His anger explodes from him as a result, leading to deaths of many. His tears glow like the stars in the background, maybe portraying them as light or Drej himself as a source of that light. He cries in pain and emptiness over her death, and inside, he dies a little, as well. I also used black feathers as symbols of Drej sort of floating over her grave, like he's guarding it in some form of fasion; perhaps guarding her memory or saying his last goodbyes.

I based much of this emotion off my own characters, for Kilara-chan has no pictures of Drej portraying his sadness or pain in this light, so I used a character I felt was very similar to Drej in this pain and loss. I decided to use Kraken, the creature with no hope of ever finding true love, and when he does find a form of it, it slips through his fingers in the form of blood he often causes to flow. So if much or part of this characterization is innacurate, I apologize. I had to work with the little information on Drej that I had available to me.

Drej is a very hurt character I think would be an interesting once to further explore. I am sad because I do not care much for this piece considering the character involved and will probably try at another, though this is the picture for Kilara's trade with me. I can only hope that I have captured a portion of Drej's inner self, the pain he masks with blood of others. Maybe one day that pain will seep through, for blood cannot cover a wound forever. Once day, he will have to face it, and maybe that pain will be his very undoing...
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Drej is (C) Kilara
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Comments: 18

FoxLogic [2005-03-30 01:52:01 +0000 UTC]

I really like the shading in the hair, and the silouet of the background.
Great work

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Elvnprincess [2005-03-29 19:56:32 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful!!, love his hair!! i love your style!!

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ASZSephiroth [2005-03-29 16:07:32 +0000 UTC]

A truly excellent pic!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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kilara [2005-03-29 13:58:54 +0000 UTC]

I'd write a proper comment if I could... but alas I am horrid at writing XD

I totally love the thought and love that went into making this pic, it makes it extra special!
The poem and the cross are very beautiful, and I love the way that Drej's hair looks... so clean and shiney

I do know for sure that I'll be drawing this side of Drej soon, mostly because it is so beautiful.

Maybe I should make a Love interest for Kraken-kun, so that I could make him happy.

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akarui In reply to kilara [2005-03-29 22:06:49 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I am so happy you like it! I am currently designing a piccy with him and am thinking of maybe throwing in CF (or one of his other states) or maybe Kraken just to show a link between their character likenesses. I do so love Drej-san X3! He's so adorable, evil or not! I love deep characters, and he's just so pretty !

I look forward to seeing it! Yay!

OOH! I know that would make Kraken-kun SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY. He's so lonely... Laurren is in love him, but he does not love her like that, though he does care for her. Kraken is always so sad and lonely. He's his nicest when he has someone he can love and loves him, as you well now by this point, but he fears rejection... Poor guy... *pats his back compassionately as his eyes swell with tears* I love you, Kraken-kun... Daww... *hugs him* There, there... Don't cry... Anyways, that would be so sweet of you, Kilara-chan.

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kellendraysia [2005-03-29 03:36:37 +0000 UTC]

Absolutely beautiful Akarui-chan, the emotion that you portrayed is wonderfully done, you captured the essense of his pain so well that this picture makes me sad just looking at it. It really makes you feel what Drej is going through. I love your use of symbolism and the detail in his hair and the soft highlights in his wings are wonderful. Gorgous job on those falling tears. I just love the contrast of Drej's form against the background and the silhouette of the grave site really fit swell. Gorgous job!

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theinnerpenguin [2005-03-29 01:47:03 +0000 UTC]

I like it, especially the hair. I do love me a white-haired bishie (almost as much as I love me a red-haired bishie). Good job.

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Drakohn [2005-03-29 01:24:50 +0000 UTC]

Very pretty ^_^ I can really feel the emotion in this... it makes me want to cry >< The words go wonderfully with it as well :3

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Shattered-Being [2005-03-28 23:14:40 +0000 UTC]

Aw, so sweet. ^^ I love it! Nice job.

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Blytz [2005-03-28 17:17:00 +0000 UTC]

The feeling goes so deep. The words you chose are perfect. ='3

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Shadoling [2005-03-28 14:48:03 +0000 UTC]

so lovely ^___^ so sorrowful.

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yashaookami [2005-03-28 08:22:53 +0000 UTC]

Very nice,love the words that go with it.

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Elaine-sensei [2005-03-28 04:15:04 +0000 UTC]

Awesome hair, very well colored!

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kimikochan96 [2005-03-28 04:13:02 +0000 UTC]

that is just incredible artwork as always!

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prin-chan [2005-03-28 04:00:31 +0000 UTC]

He's so pretty! AWESOME job, the text really adds a lot to the piece. *Favs* ^__^

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Demon-Taijiya [2005-03-28 03:37:44 +0000 UTC]

Yay! You colored it! It looks great!

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ReiNoKage [2005-03-28 03:33:47 +0000 UTC]

Yay first comment! Well... Wow. That is all I can say, this is just so gorgeous...

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akarui In reply to ReiNoKage [2005-03-28 03:36:02 +0000 UTC]

Thanks ! You're way too sweet, though. I am doing another because I don't like how this turned out... *sniff*

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