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OursIsDead [2006-08-19 11:07:45 +0000 UTC]
because you're suddenly a depressed as you used to be?
yeah i know thats my fault also..
im just ashamed of myself.
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adamh23 In reply to OursIsDead [2006-08-19 11:19:05 +0000 UTC]
Not exactly, but for a long time I've had an outlet for all my emotions. I've had you. I've been happy, believe it or not. Now I find myself having to hold so much back. I have to deal with all my alone time somehow, which is by trying to let out all my feelings of isolation and alienation.
It's not what's happened that's getting me down now, it's what's happening.
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OursIsDead [2006-08-19 10:45:59 +0000 UTC]
it wasnt bad. Its just about us.
and that makes me cry.
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adamh23 In reply to OursIsDead [2006-08-19 10:59:44 +0000 UTC]
Well, it doesn't exactly make me happy either... that's why I write about it... in fact, I think I just figued out the real reason why I started writing again after so long.
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OursIsDead [2006-08-19 10:45:18 +0000 UTC]
it wasnt bad. Its just about us.
and that makes me cry.
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OursIsDead [2006-08-19 06:47:21 +0000 UTC]
*cries*
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adamh23 In reply to OursIsDead [2006-08-19 08:19:51 +0000 UTC]
Hey, it wasn't supposed to be that bad.
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AdoraBell [2006-08-18 12:04:54 +0000 UTC]
I actually quite like it, it's very raw, very emotional. I like it.
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adamh23 In reply to AdoraBell [2006-08-19 08:20:53 +0000 UTC]
Actually I've been thinking about adding to it... it seems like it doesn't say quite as much as I wanted it to, so I might do a 'part 2'. We'll see, as always.
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