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Published: 2006-08-18 11:57:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 84; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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Description I’m sitting here so phased
Really quite amazed
Am I not the one?
Deservedly disdained?
I should be so angry
For I am justified
Tell me all your reasons
Of how you can decide
For I will not give up
No I will not concede
I know that I want this
Still want you in my life
Please do not hide away
Do not push me aside
Because to overcome this
You must not be afraid
Do not leave me idle
For I cannot sit still
I know how you feel guilty
And I do know that you should
But you can rely on me
And I will not turn away
Don’t blame me for my outbursts
Don’t blame me for mistakes
I will sit behind you
I will keep you standing tall
Please don’t keep me waiting
Please not for too long
I have so many ideas
Of how hard I can try
Just listen to them
Please listen to me
And most importantly
Please just talk to me
You took me for granted
Yes, you hurt my heart
But we can move on
Move on with me now
You have to try right now
Try with me now
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Comments: 10

OursIsDead [2006-08-19 11:07:45 +0000 UTC]

because you're suddenly a depressed as you used to be?

yeah i know thats my fault also..

im just ashamed of myself.

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adamh23 In reply to OursIsDead [2006-08-19 11:19:05 +0000 UTC]

Not exactly, but for a long time I've had an outlet for all my emotions. I've had you. I've been happy, believe it or not. Now I find myself having to hold so much back. I have to deal with all my alone time somehow, which is by trying to let out all my feelings of isolation and alienation.

It's not what's happened that's getting me down now, it's what's happening.

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OursIsDead [2006-08-19 10:45:59 +0000 UTC]

it wasnt bad. Its just about us.

and that makes me cry.

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adamh23 In reply to OursIsDead [2006-08-19 10:59:44 +0000 UTC]

Well, it doesn't exactly make me happy either... that's why I write about it... in fact, I think I just figued out the real reason why I started writing again after so long.

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OursIsDead [2006-08-19 10:45:18 +0000 UTC]

it wasnt bad. Its just about us.

and that makes me cry.

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OursIsDead [2006-08-19 06:47:21 +0000 UTC]

*cries*

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adamh23 In reply to OursIsDead [2006-08-19 08:19:51 +0000 UTC]

Hey, it wasn't supposed to be that bad.

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AdoraBell [2006-08-18 12:04:54 +0000 UTC]

I actually quite like it, it's very raw, very emotional. I like it.

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adamh23 In reply to AdoraBell [2006-08-19 08:20:53 +0000 UTC]

Actually I've been thinking about adding to it... it seems like it doesn't say quite as much as I wanted it to, so I might do a 'part 2'. We'll see, as always.

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AdoraBell In reply to adamh23 [2006-08-19 08:30:27 +0000 UTC]

I'll be waiting patiently..

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