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Published: 2006-08-03 11:26:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 81; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 2
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Description Fallen down so low
When once I sat up high
Crawl around the base
Then I start to climb
I sit here on my nest
Decidedly apart
I consider where I am
I still don’t know why

If I relapse now
What would you think of me?
And if I fall again
Could I possibly survive?
You shoved me from my perch
Where I was so content
If I give you trust
Would I regret amend?

More so to the point
I want to run and hide
This pain wants to follow
Cannot be left behind
This climb keeps feeling further
How high really was I?
Now my fingers slip
Ripping nail from skin

I’m trying to hold on
Hold for all I’m worth
Tried so hard to hold
Where’d the trust go?

I could use a little boost
Or a groove to place my foot
I feel so alone
Pressures trapping me
I’m struggling to breathe

If I let myself return
Once I swore I would not
Is it really good for me?
Am I lying to myself?
Am I betting all my chips?
On one final play
I’ll play to win the house
Where I placed all my dreams
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Comments: 3

AdoraBell [2006-08-03 12:24:13 +0000 UTC]

Ooh ooh...melikes this one. It's funny...i feel like that so very often.


A definite fav!

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adamh23 In reply to AdoraBell [2006-08-03 13:17:59 +0000 UTC]

Ohh, thank you again. You keep picking the ones I doubt. I wonder if that means anything.

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AdoraBell In reply to adamh23 [2006-08-03 13:24:16 +0000 UTC]

Ha ha...it might. At least i'm lucky, people mostly like the ones i like too. If i think something i write is shit then it isn't faved AT ALL.

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