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Description toxic. | yandere!sousuke yamazaki х gn!reader
a/n: if you want to listen to yandere sousuke audios, links in the desc.
please note that this is a yandere fic. there will be dark themes. contents include dark themes and possibly sensitive material. you have been warned.


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"I love you..."

The words roll off his tongue slowly in a hushed tone; this simple three-word sentence often sends shivers down your spine, haunting your thoughts. It’s a sentence that used to hold so much light and love, but now it seemed more like a mantra that he repeats in order to convince himself.

Limber arms snakes around your waist, fingertips ghosting over exposed skin, pushing you against the soft mattress. He’s careful not to lean his entire weight on you; he’s sure that you’d suffocate under him. The only source of light in this room shrouded with darkness was the lights of street lamps seeping in through the blinds, shining into his droopy teal eyes.

“I love you…”

In his eyes, everything was perfect. He was undoubtedly infatuated with you, to the point where he couldn't live without you, as if life held nothing for him if you were to suddenly disappear from his life. The thought of being apart from you sends a feeling of chill down his spine. Every waking moment without you made him yearn for you, your smile, your touch, and your very presence. In his eyes, he sees his actions as nothing more than signs of dedication and love towards you; his proof of utter loyalty and pure affection he felt for you.

And yet, in your eyes, you saw his actions as clingy and possessive. It wasn’t love he felt, it was the need of having someone who won’t leave him. There's a dark abyss, madness as it’s called, and Sousuke’s leaning dangerously close to the edge.

No — it’s more fitting to assume that he already threw himself into this bottomless chasm.

"I love you..."

Sousuke is still capable of affectionate gestures, tiny pecks and cuddles. Intertwining his fingers with yours and peppering your cheeks with butterfly kisses. Many have gushed about how cute and perfect your relationship was with him. He’s the perfect gentleman, so kind and caring, the kind who’d lay his jacket on a puddle of water for the lady to walk over. The one who would pull out the chair for his lover and walk her home at night. Sousuke is indeed a kind man.

Yet, his aquamarine orbs carry a dark and cruel disposition behind lazy grins and bored glances. Jealous possessiveness and dangerous tone underlies the nonchalance of his voice. The cold, harsh glare he sends your way every time you were in the presence of another person made every fibre of your being stiffen, and the fine hair of your neck stand up at the fear of what he would do once you were behind closed doors.

Did he trust you?

Yes, of course.

But it won’t hurt to be careful, was his reason. He already lost his dream, and his friend nearly twice. And he’s not about to lose you.

"I love you."

He repeats the same sentence over and over like a broken recorder. Hands encircling your wrists in an ironclad grip, and tongue exploring every inch of your skin, leaving his marks on the blank canvas of your skin. There’s a great yearning in his actions, he’s desperately searching every nook and cranny of your being. His mouth moves against yours, stealing your lips over and over, not giving you even a second to breathe.

"I love you so much, [Name]."

"A-ah, Sousuke, please,” you breathed, feeling faint pain on your bruising wrists. “Please be gentle.”

"Don't worry, [Name], I will."

His words are chillingly sweet, his kisses deceptively tender. But you know Sousuke can't stay gentle for long. Soon enough, his treatment will only grow rougher despite the number of times you begged him to be gentle. Sousuke is like a predator. Once he cornered and trapped his prey, he doesn't hesitate to attack; he does what he wants and he leaves no mercy.

And Sousuke doesn't want to stop tonight. Tonight, he'll carve his love into your skin; he’ll do whatever he wants to his prey, to you.

He hovers above you, staring straight into your eyes, startlingly cold aquamarine piercing through [e/c] that's brimming with fear. His lips twitch up into a smile, dark malevolence hidden behind such a beautiful face.

"I love you, [Name]."

You move your head, and brush your lips against his. His lips are cold, as chilling as the thick atmosphere hanging in the room.

"I love you too," you whispered against his parted lips.

Under Sousuke’s suffocating affection, you had finally given into the poison. His words dripped with sweet venom; he was toxic that filled your mind with sick euphoria. You pull back, and in the darkness, Sousuke smiles.

He’s crazy, delirious and insane. He is so deranged, and so in love with you.

"I love you too."

But you are crazy yourself for loving such a man.

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Comments: 51

Absolute-Emperor In reply to ??? [2016-08-09 08:25:41 +0000 UTC]

sousuke is hot
as a dork
as a yandere
very hot.....

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djh3hot In reply to Absolute-Emperor [2016-08-09 13:38:17 +0000 UTC]

sousuke is just the best
he's hot no matter what
i'm trash for sousuke
but GOD WHO ISN'T

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NellielMoon [2015-12-20 01:07:43 +0000 UTC]

Where? Can u leave me a link to the song? Can't listen to it...

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to NellielMoon [2015-12-24 02:45:58 +0000 UTC]

sorry for the late reply but here it is! www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqKZ_W…

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NellielMoon In reply to Absolute-Emperor [2016-02-28 04:09:49 +0000 UTC]

Thank

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NellielMoon In reply to NellielMoon [2016-03-13 01:42:24 +0000 UTC]

And thank for making the reader still love him. XD cause it pretty rare to see the reader not running away. And I like it when the reader nor running away.

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darkykat361 [2015-12-05 19:04:16 +0000 UTC]

*screeching intensifies*

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to darkykat361 [2015-12-07 14:54:39 +0000 UTC]

e u e

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QudirlRider [2015-09-30 02:51:16 +0000 UTC]

That song is so chilling...    But I love it.

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to QudirlRider [2015-09-30 03:09:36 +0000 UTC]

thank you! o u o

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daysflyby [2015-09-14 17:38:18 +0000 UTC]

I can't imagine Sou senpai as yandere. He's just a misunderstood giant teddy bear filled with panda fluff. 

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pokegirl09 [2015-07-22 14:29:10 +0000 UTC]

O-O

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to pokegirl09 [2015-07-23 08:19:29 +0000 UTC]

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TheOtakuPikachu [2015-07-06 01:18:53 +0000 UTC]

he has a yandere audio?
NO WAY
but bro
bro
i'm afraid of all the free characters now

i have a sneaking suspicion that one day they'll just snap and go yandere now
oh dear

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to TheOtakuPikachu [2015-07-06 04:24:28 +0000 UTC]

Oh yeah he's audio is hot i'm just saying ;^)
they're already yandere huehe
 

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TheOtakuPikachu In reply to Absolute-Emperor [2015-07-19 23:27:58 +0000 UTC]

oh gosh it is >~<
they're subtly yandere
you can see it in makoto's eyes when he gets protective of haru

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Maya-Yungsito [2015-07-01 17:11:01 +0000 UTC]

ok wait nvm I found the source in the description .//w//. I have very little knowledge of how tumblr works.

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to Maya-Yungsito [2015-07-02 08:11:31 +0000 UTC]

//pat pat
it's okay babe
i had trouble navigating tumblr when i started out too u w u

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Maya-Yungsito [2015-07-01 15:45:34 +0000 UTC]

ok um what am I missing - I can't tell properly if that was Yoshimasa Hosoya's voice - is that an actual audio file of Yan!Sousuke or the seiyuu playing a yandere role somewhere else? o.O

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kakumei2246 [2015-06-29 00:55:46 +0000 UTC]

Amazing job as usual, if you continue with yandere month I' curious to see how you would portray Seijuro, Momo, and Ai.

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to kakumei2246 [2015-06-29 01:17:49 +0000 UTC]

thank you! Q v Q
yandere month's coming to a close though ; 7 ;

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FireflysDestiny [2015-06-27 08:06:24 +0000 UTC]

Omg omg omg omg. Wolfy, seriously, stop it, everything you write is too perfect 0': //na, jk jk X'D Please keep writing yandere fanfics. Your vocab for dark stories is flawless and I love it!//
Also Yandere Sousuke is really attractive :'D //grinslikeanidiot//shot

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to FireflysDestiny [2015-06-27 11:37:48 +0000 UTC]

ahhhh, thank you so much >w<
you really think so?
i really struggled with writing dark plots so that's great to hear!
oooh nessi did you hear the yandere sou audio??
 e u e

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FireflysDestiny In reply to Absolute-Emperor [2015-06-28 10:54:23 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome, sweetie!~
Aw yep, of course I think so <3 I'm only telling you the truth here: you're really good at writing dark/angst stories! c':
Not yet! Lol, I broke my headphones and I guess it's not the best idea to listen to it, when other people are around X'DDD But I'll definitely listen to it soon! *ᴗ*

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to FireflysDestiny [2015-06-30 01:23:35 +0000 UTC]

 
ahhh that's great to hear, Nessi! >///<
listen to it when you can! sousuke's voice is so hot! ;///;

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FireflysDestiny In reply to Absolute-Emperor [2015-06-30 21:30:22 +0000 UTC]

 
Yup, I listened to it just now. My nosebleed is intense. Someone bring me to the hospital please 0':
(Imagine an audio, where we have both, Yandere!Mako and Yandere!Sousuke, omg *-*)

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to FireflysDestiny [2015-07-01 07:36:22 +0000 UTC]

Haha, my exact reaxtion XDD
bruh being with Yandere Sou and Mako would be like descending into hell; it's hot and scary ; 7 ;

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FireflysDestiny In reply to Absolute-Emperor [2015-07-03 08:10:22 +0000 UTC]

Ikr! Maybe a it's good thing we're in a mental hospital right now!!
True, true. Yandere!Sou and Yandere!Mako are 'hot as hell', ne :'D

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Alexa2509 [2015-06-27 02:57:26 +0000 UTC]

I'm loving Yandere month ewe

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to Alexa2509 [2015-06-27 06:42:09 +0000 UTC]

yes yes yandere month is fuuun e u e

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Yuekinomoto647 [2015-06-26 23:53:46 +0000 UTC]

Yes! Finally a yandere!Sousuke fanfic! And a good one too. This is perfect. <3<3<3

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to Yuekinomoto647 [2015-06-27 00:54:34 +0000 UTC]

I'm craving some Yandere Sou eue
listen to the audio hue
omg thank you <33 

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iWaffles93 [2015-06-26 18:13:25 +0000 UTC]

woah 

god, sousuke. be gentle with reader-chan, will you? i mean she's fallen in love with you despite you being yandere and ye i'm gonna stop this sentence now???

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to iWaffles93 [2015-06-27 00:53:12 +0000 UTC]

in his eyes, he's being the gentlest he's ever been u w u

reader's fallen into sanity as well yeee

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AmieClaryOwens [2015-06-26 17:24:26 +0000 UTC]

 //dies from reading perfection

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to AmieClaryOwens [2015-06-27 00:49:05 +0000 UTC]

ahhh nooo this isn't perfection

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AmieClaryOwens In reply to Absolute-Emperor [2015-06-27 14:22:24 +0000 UTC]

Aww, don't say that! This is amazing! 

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to AmieClaryOwens [2015-06-28 11:32:55 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much <33

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AmieClaryOwens In reply to Absolute-Emperor [2015-06-28 17:13:45 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome! You deserve it!

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agatstone [2015-06-26 17:04:15 +0000 UTC]

I have words to describe the amazingness of this

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to agatstone [2015-06-27 00:48:44 +0000 UTC]

you're too kind omfg

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agatstone In reply to Absolute-Emperor [2015-06-27 10:59:40 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome and I guess it's better to have me kind then not

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KHRIky [2015-06-26 16:20:35 +0000 UTC]

 Yandere sousuke is attractive and omg, this was amazing! You write Yandere fics perfectly. >////////////////<

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to KHRIky [2015-06-27 00:44:10 +0000 UTC]

thank you~!
nooo, my yandere fics are far from perfect

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andri-kki [2015-06-26 15:57:32 +0000 UTC]

I am so speechless...

I have no clue what to say, but it was a very interesting read my friend...

//stands there in shock

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to andri-kki [2015-06-27 00:39:10 +0000 UTC]

aha, thank you for reading!

oh and buddy, you gotta get outta here before sou comes to find you e u e

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andri-kki In reply to Absolute-Emperor [2015-06-27 14:24:53 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome~!

Lol, I could just imagine someone saying this, "Hide yo kids, hide yo wife... Cause Sou-chan is coming to town." 
xD

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to andri-kki [2015-06-28 01:50:45 +0000 UTC]

xDD
he will look for you, he will pursue you, and he will find you e u e

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andri-kki In reply to Absolute-Emperor [2015-06-28 02:02:48 +0000 UTC]

Omg, stop scaring me..!

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Absolute-Emperor In reply to andri-kki [2015-06-28 11:29:57 +0000 UTC]

e u e
i'm sorreh xD

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