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Published: 2014-04-17 20:48:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 888; Favourites: 31; Downloads: 16
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Clearly the dream tactics aren't working correctly for Tres so he's decided to take a page out of Miss Bow's book.Poor Tres. When Sparkz gets loose... oAo
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However,I want to be your (and her) friend.I have long realized his mistake and I'm sorry that it happened.
Understand,even between best friends can occur such case and our case are not uncommon.I can not forget that we were friends and I don't want to forget (you can judge me harshly).Yes I did bad to you,but I was blind.I'm not a bad guy Riki,yes I did behave not very well,but it's been a single case.I am so with you never do that again!Believe you me both.You are in my heart forever,even if you do not want.
If you can not tell me something good is better to be silent (sorry if this sounds rude) and you not hear my answer.
Bye.
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When i see you, i'm reminded of the horrible mistake i made by not stopping you as soon as this started happening months before I said that we were a couple. I have to live with that mistake I made. No one else should have to live with it. I want to forgive you for what you've done, but it has been over 7 months and in that time all you have done is complain to others about us for not talking to you, complain to others when we do talk to you, post odd comments on your profile and disturbing drawings when you don't get your way. it would be much easier to actually take you seriously and have the ability to forgive you if you stopped making me so very angry by doing this.
i have no intentions of going through the rest of my life carrying a grudge against you. hatred is a poison and something i can't afford to have in me.
I am more angry with myself for letting this happen than angry at you for what you've done. in order to forgive myself, i would have to forgive you. but in order to forgive you, i cannot be your friend. interacting with you at this time is only making me angry. I'm sure i will have the ability to let go of that anger when it cools but talking to you doesn't help it.
this has gone on for far too long. seven months is a long time. this should be a very happy time in my life, buying a house and being on my own again. instead, because of this situation, i am very angry these days.
i'm not going to block you because the last time i did, you escalated the situation. I cannot trust you after how you've handled the situation. will i ever be able to trust you again? the chances are greater if you would stop this course of action. i do not want feelings of rage, guilt and sadness in me. I do not want to hate you. it serves no good purpose.
If the roles were reversed and I did what you did to me and insisted on us still being friends, you would be able to see what an awkward position you have put me in.
if you're really sorry for what you have done, you would do what i told you to do from the start before any of this happened. you would focus on ending your addiction to the internet, you would focus on starting a career and you wouldn't be so very attached to this situation.
things won't cool down if you don't let them. Are you a bad guy? You did bad things. She asked you to stop, you did not. She told you to stop, you continued. She told you again to stop and you ignored her. and this was before she and i were dating. and then after all of that you said we weren't considering your feelings. after what you did, completely disregarding her feelings? "i was blind" is not an excuse for months of the psychological torment you put her through. I want her to be able to smile again withoutΒ having to force it. I want her to be able to post art freely without having to worry about you or have flashbacks of your unwarranted 'what about Nick" comments. I want her to be happy again.
As long as you continue to put yourself first in this situation, i'm not sure how that will happen. I wish you had an actual understanding of what you put her through. "blind" or not, it happened.
I'm not sure if i've said anything new here that you didn't already know. I was sure that my last journal explained everything well enough so i didn't have to repeat myself.
The only way there will be any chance for peace is for you to give us some peace. no more angry drawings, no more complaining to others about us, just move on with your life, let us move on with ours and who knows what the future will bring.
it's not going to serve either of us well to continue this dialogue. You've made your position clear. I've made my position clear. I hope you will respect our wishes and allow us to go separate ways without incident. I don't want to deactivate my account.
Bye.
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Oh Riki,you could no respond to my message.But since you replied,that ...
(This is the second time I am writing this, I accidentally deleted the first)
I then wanted to protect you from yourself and I thought that if I shall express, then everything held (I think if then we talked about it,we would have quarreled more).
(about some suggested I do not know what to say)
I'm sorry that you're angry, but I could not talk to you 3 months (due to the fact that you blocked me),then I had to give you time to calm down.Why I did little? Yes because I thought a lot as do all true test and fix my error!
Trust again is very difficult,I understand that.
My career start only in the autumn.
I also suffered from my same actions.I also want her to be happy.I say again that it was necessary for the story of Nick, I do not find myself thinking that with him in the same boat.
I know my mistake.
About your magazine, I would like to tell you a couple of "gentle", but I better not say anything.
I did not draw the bad picture and did not say bad things about you and her.You are not entitled to prohibit miss you and her.
With your account,I better not say anything.
Let me tell you my plan for the future,I chose a long time before I came to Deviantart.
I'm not going to have friends and family, and especially children.I will do all that is possible to work and I think I will have a high position of chef.I find myself a nice apartment.But I will always be one and I will probably only have one computer.I will have friends only in the internet!With colleagues I will only do business.And even on holidays,I will always be one!I think the Internet is the sole purpose why I should go home.Internet only brighten my day before I ...
Oh 'll Save money on that day.
Riki you should not respond to this message, so it will be better for both of us, or just tell me bye.
Bye.
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Alright, I'm not sure why but I think this is my favorite "Sparkz Pairing"...
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these days are insane for all of us. i HAD to draw something. and I meant to draw someone else but screwed up and this ended up being my version of 'vent art' xD
i tend to agree with you, though. aside from Socks/Sparkz as the best crack pairing of all time,
i really dig Sparkz/Tres for some reason. xD
yeah i do a few things with my backgrounds. use a solid color for a background, overlay it with a gradient and then 40% overlay that with a photo of clouds and fade it a bit. i do that for many elements (and is always the reason most of my photos i take are of concrete, grass or clouds) xD
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Sunday... man. i forgot it was Easter this Sunday, but i'm too scared of the churches in my vicinity so i'll probably spend this one hiding under my bed. oAo
thanks Eggy!!!
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I almost said Sparkz/Socks is my favorite just because it actually is but obviously not in a romantic sense. XD I really admire the way you do the backgrounds, so creative!
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i'm working on an incredibly... emotional piece for Tres and Sparkz right now. should post it tomorrow. xD
you're way too nice to me in regards my backgrounds, but thanks!
i still LOVE that comic you did for Sparkz and Socks...
it's kinda like Sparkz is being Tres there.
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Looks more like he's taking a page out of Pepe's book, to me.
Glad to see that you're back to drawing (even if it is briefly), and doubly glad to see it's more Sparks and Tres shenanigans!
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hope it doesn't escalate too much xD
yeah this was kind of a one-off
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One-off or not (for the time being, anyway
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Sparkz should consider moving to Tahiti and escaping these crazy people XD
I like the sense of motion on this one. You can really tell poor Sparkz just got snatched off the street.
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ha! Tahiti!
they have red soda xD
ha! i hadn't even considered that. Bad Tres.Β thanks Houndie!
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Everywhere has a red soda :3Β
welcome.
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but they aren't called "Tahitian Treat"
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True.Β
Some of them are called big red and taste like week old wet sugar.Β
Im assuming the Tahitian treat does not.
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OMG i remember Big Red now!!!!
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It's nasty XD or I think it is.
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It's been a while! Β But they make a cute couple XD.
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! sure has been a while. I'm sure Tres would agree with you. I'm sure Sparkz would beg to differ. I wonder what he REALLY thinks, though.
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Aww, this is so cute but Poor Sparks he can't get a break. he's all like Oh no not another one. XD
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i wonder if Tres will end up confronting Miss Bow about the Sparkz situation before Miss Bow confronts Tres about it.
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Hmmmm...I dunno! XD ether way it's gonna be interesting. LOL
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Was this made with that big fancy tablet?
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i've had that tablet for about 2 years... ^^:
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Oh... Forget about it then...
I was going to say i didn't find any difference between the new tablet and the old one... Silly me!
I like the shadow that makes the background look like it's a print on cardboard! It's looks pretty funny that way.
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oh thanks! i thought about deleting the top half of the shadow but thought it would be cooler this way for a change. xD
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Nope, it was a good call!
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