vucam In reply to LunaFeles [2013-12-25 06:28:49 +0000 UTC]

Merry X-Mas, my friend ~

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vucam In reply to Pajunen [2013-12-04 17:40:25 +0000 UTC]

You are welcome :"D

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vucam In reply to SayuriMVRomei [2013-12-04 17:40:00 +0000 UTC]

You deserve it Dear. Your arts are amazing.

Thanks for the flowers too <3

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vucam In reply to mrs-pookie [2013-11-27 07:56:58 +0000 UTC]

I am In <3

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mrs-pookie In reply to vucam [2013-11-27 12:45:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so so much!

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vucam In reply to 15614 [2013-11-17 17:04:44 +0000 UTC]

♥ My pleasure. Stay in touch then !

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vucam In reply to MyDyingDoom [2013-11-14 15:45:22 +0000 UTC]

I am so glad to find you again on DA. Long time no see. I hope you're still doing well in past time. Are you still listening to X ?

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MyDyingDoom In reply to vucam [2013-11-15 17:20:14 +0000 UTC]

Dear, I couldn't find any photo of u in ur DA, so I couldn't figure out who are u. Forgive me! >"<

But I'm really happy because someone still remember me after a long time no contact. X Japan is always one of my biggest fav. I'm looking forwards to be able to come to their live everyday, but they somehow don't really active here in Japan.

How about u?

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vucam In reply to MyDyingDoom [2013-11-16 07:30:38 +0000 UTC]

I think we had no chance to be friends in reality, but just know about each other in ms. Gehenna's jrock site at first, then yeuamnhac, or somewhere else, so I don't know but I always remember you, as one of first X's freaks in Vietnam for long time ago. You even didn't change your avatar since then, that's amazing. I couldn't forget your name, also your avatar, haha, though we haven't talked or met in life. But I think it's okay, to remember someone who you don't you and they don't know you too.

I am not in Japan now, so I just can get there in next 2 years, but I will. How long have you been there ?

Yeah, Yoshiki may find it's more interesting performing overseas than in JP (since he had been there for so many times before), so are there so many concerts of other artist, so you might join them sometimes?

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vucam In reply to Tanya56 [2013-11-13 02:26:33 +0000 UTC]

You are so welcome. You desever those favs. . Have a nice day !

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-11-11 14:57:28 +0000 UTC]

My pleasure.

You really love photography, don't you ? What kind of camera are you using to take all of your photos? and since when you discovered your passion to photography ?

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-11-13 13:58:02 +0000 UTC]

hi there, yeah photography is my biggest  hobby( besides sleeping, I guess ), I don't remember since when, maybe 2 or 3 years ago. However I'm kinda stuck now u're new watcher so u don't know recently I haven't posted any new photo and that's really sad since I feel like nothing inspires me anymore. hmm... I must try to get back soon!!!

ah at the studio where I work, I could use a canon 7d but personally, and for most of photos I posted here, I only have a nikon d5100 ^___^

p/s: when I first saw your dA name, I thought you were Vietnamese but it seems like u're Japanese, aren't u? just curious b/c I love Japan like crazy!!!

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-11-14 14:07:25 +0000 UTC]

I am Vietnamese, but I always think I were Japanese in my veins *smile*, actually, I am definitely going to JP in next 2 years, so I am working on this, so "Ganbatte" is my incantation.

wow, just feel so much enviously after hearing about your gears, 7D is one of my favourite camera and Nikon d5100's also really another good one, I have to say. I worked with them both before when working in a Japanese studio. In the last time before I left, they already odered for Canon 1DX so I coudln't wait until being able to touch that HOT one..opp, so it's really sory that I can't follow professional photography now, so I think one day I should own one for myself, may be 40d, I always love this camera although It's stopped producing now.

what do you like from JP most ? and what do you do now ? 

What's your favourite photography style ?

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-11-15 15:47:10 +0000 UTC]

ah, so you are Vietpanese

Now? I'm finishing my last 2 fucking semesters at uni and interning for a game development company. Both are boring like hell, I just can't wait to graduate. Thanks Gosh I have a part time job in a studio so on weekend, I do photo shoot. At work, I mainly take fashion portraits but my favorite

style is everything relates to still life.

About JP, hmm... let see, of course cherry blossoms, you know I'm kinda being obsessed by Ghibli anime and Nana (my favorite manga ^^)... and fashion and sex and drug...a lot!!! I used to learn Japanese but I found it too hard! Language is to connect pp, isn't it? So Idk why a language should be that hard then I started learning Korean.

How about u? Idk but I feel that you're an interesting person! And you are a really good drawer, honestly! 

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-11-16 08:25:07 +0000 UTC]

I think I am Japanese but was born Vietnamese, haha, but yeah, my nationality's Vietnamese *smile*. 

wOW, you have  so many things to do at the same time. University, company, and studio ?<--how to have a good control on these ones at the same times, friend ? Seriously, are you super man?

Oh, we have the same favourite things - Ghibli and Nana. Which ones do you like the most in all of Ghibli anime movies?

Nana, it was the one I loved the most in past, until the day Ai Yazawa san decided to 'killed' Ren with her fuckin' pen. I felt completely depressed for my Nana, so I never touch that manga again *sign*, I watched live-action too, but there're nothing much to talk about them, haiza.

Yeah, Japanese's quite hard, I am stuck with it too. I don't mean that I am going to quit, but I've been stopped for a while now. I've found that I am old enough to study that difficult (phuz). How old are you, anw? How is your Korean study going? Is it easier ? So you like something about Korea too? Music/movie/Drama?

Many thanks for your kind words about me and my arts, I think I am neither good, nor bad :"), being talkative sometimes, and suddenly queit another time. I am happy to have someone who's willing to talk with me here, at least, I am not that alone when being online *smile*.

How is your weekend going on ?

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-11-16 17:08:35 +0000 UTC]

maybe you wanna check his page out ~jyoujo . He has a great gallery of Japan

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-11-17 09:43:00 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for sending me that gallery, I've already checked it out, it's beautiful there. Thank you so much, again and again. :")

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-11-16 17:01:12 +0000 UTC]

Hmm... doing 3 things at the same times is not easy but did I say I take a good control over them? haha just trying not to mess them up is my great effort already.Uni is clearly not my priority so I often skip classes ( to sleep ^__^), btw as a senior I don't have many subjects left to study, just 1 or 2 I think. And I do wish I could work more in studio! We have 3 full time photographers so mostly I work on weekend  when others have day-off. Company is a little bit harder to handle, I reluctantly work there since everyone else said I need some "serious" work experiences to write in my CV.Honestly, I feel better when things keep me busy, otherwise I could be buried under my bunch of thoughts in leisure time.

I remember watching The grave of fireflies when I was young, I didn't understand much at that time but I felt a lot! Then I watched  again when I was older and the feeling was still the same. The strong impression which's hard to speak out, touching and miserable. Totoro is nice too, softly and peacefully. Whisper of heart is another good one. I like all these three, can't choose which's the best among them.

It was aching when Ren died even though my love goes for little Shin and Yasu :]]  What I like about that manga is that it's just so real! Have you ever felt annoyed that we would never how it ends? For me, I thought that I could die hundred times hoping Yazawa to finish it. But then I think it's ridiculous to be obsessed that much by a manga so I forget it, however I wrote several scripts for it in my head already OMG You did watch live-action??? I couldn't stand it! I turned it off after like 5 mins.

Btw I'm 20,actually gonna be 21 in two days. Korean is fun, I've been studying for 3 years, not continuously Yeah, it's easier, now I can watch drama and understand 50% without sub. Still have a lot to learn but at least I can see my improvements clearly. Kpop is not my type. K movies and dramas are much better, I can't say I like them or not but they are meaningful and close to life so I like watching them as a way to relax.

My Saturday is so so, photo shoot in the morning, shopping in the afternoon and being home alone at night. Now I'm gonna watching movies til morning then sleep the entire Sunday!!!

You know, sometimes I come across interesting pp online and I bet you are one of them! I would love to know more about you. Nice weekend, dear!

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-11-17 09:42:13 +0000 UTC]

Your life's just great, my friend. I am just so envious. You have so many things to do and you would have no time for meanlingless stuffs. That's great. That's the life I should live, but I broke up everything. So now it's like a mess, I mean my life. Yesterday, I saw a movie, and they said that "Anything could be fixed, so everything would be okay after all", I think they're not wrong, but there's still things that couldn't be fixed, right ? *smile*

Oh, you're Scorpio? I've noticed it's your birthday on your nickname, so your birthday's Nov, 18th ? So that's great. Any plan for your birthday which's already around the corner? Will you celebrate it with someone special, or with family, close friends?

Yeah, unfortunately that I watched Nana's live-actions, how could I say is "beep". I mean it's not that bad, but I felt terrible about the way they choose the actresse for Hachi, especially in the ver.no 2. I don't know, I just have nothing to cmt after watching, haha. 

You're right about that manga, it's real and not having to try hard its self to satisfy anyone through its main characters's characteristic, Yasu and Shin're my favourite ones too, and that couple - they four have the most specially strange characteristic, so that's also the reason that made me like it, but it could also have nothing to do later about that kind of ending, I mean, they're living in tragedy enough since they were born, and that's some kind of nonsense that already happened. So, okay, that's her artworks, also her decision, so all the right we have is just to stop touching it again, never again, because there's no way to heal st what already broken, right ?

My weekend's about finishing. I am having an exam on Wednesday and on 25th, after that, I will pack my luggage and prepare to move from this city after 3 three months. I've lived in different cities in 2013, so I really think that I have nowhere I belong now. I will live in another city in next 2 months two, haha, what a life. Anw, I just need to finish my exam first, truth to be told, I am not ready for it but I still have to do. Let's see how it's going on....

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-11-20 14:47:02 +0000 UTC]

hey, I hope you did well with your exam. I hate exam, my problem is that I always wait til the last day to prepare for it

Hmm, your life seems to be a real journey, doesn't it? I wish one day you could live the life you desire. yeah I think nothing can be fixed completely, we just try to make it look less worse then as time goes by, we'll forget it used to be broken. Sometime life sucks but just believe that everything will be okay in the end. Haha, it's ridiculous that I advise others to look on the bright side but I'm always drawn in the sea of my own negative thoughts. Pls don't laugh, I'm still a kid in mind but sometimes I talk so old

I'm a typical Scorpio except that I don't take revenge like everyone talks about my zodiac Of course I hate many pp but I just simply put them away from my life. Oh my, did I read wrong? Haha, don't be evious!!! My life's not that great. If you don't know, I'm an introvert and for most of time, I like being alone. It's just so hard for me to be open to many people, you know. Sometimes, I wish I could be more like a Sagittarius, wandering, joking around, flirting everyone and living a carefree life. 

Ah are you living in Vietnam now and what do you do? Btw, good luck for your exam! \m/

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-11-21 13:19:13 +0000 UTC]

Hello dear, I finished a part of my exam, so I didn't do it well, just about 60, 70% of it. I am going to take the final one next monday but Iam not sure if it can be better then :"), I am not in the mood for doing anything now.

I understand how a scorpio is, so they're a big part of my life until now, I have over ten people who are from many kind of relationships in life and they all are scorpio, can you believe? Anytime when I looked to somebody (for example, a famous person), so If I liked that one, so that means she/he is a scorpio. My life is just stuck around with just two ones, scorpio and Virgo, haha.

why scorpio always said that they want to be a Sagittarious instead? I heard same thing before. Your zodiac sign's kind of complicated and completely sensitive, I don't know if it's good or bad thing somehow, what do you think about your sensitivity ?

Yeah, I am living in VN and after taking so many kind of jobs before, I am now being trained to work in Hospitality industry, so the position's not fixed yet until June of next year, now I am jobless and being stuck with exams which is really difficult for people at my age, haha.

thanks for your wish too...I don't know. So now I let everythign for GOD...Just do whatever he wanna do. I don't care anymore, phuz !

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-11-22 17:27:02 +0000 UTC]

OMG, how can you handle so many Scorpio like that? ) Since you are familiar with Scorpio, I guess you can see them through, huh! Can you?

Maybe people like me think that a Sagittarius could live an easy life! I mean they can manage to live to the fullest even in their darkest time. However what impresses me is that a Sagittarius can talk to anyone, I could never act like that, no matter how fucking hard I try. 

Yes, every Scorpio is sensitive and I'm not an exception. Or more precisely, vulnerable. I'm easily disturbed by emotions but the problem is that even if I'm broken and deeply sad inside, I would suffer myself rather than showing it out. Then one day, when it becomes too much to bear, I will burst out like a volcano and say things which will definitely hurt others. I guess I'm sensitive enough to know what others think, but just a little. For example, I will know if you like me indeed or you fake. Pp says Scorpio can read minds but don't believe it, everyone is complicated one way or another, we don't even understand ourselves and we'll never actually understand someone, I think. In short, Scorpio is a selfish demon that would keep their feelings for themselves and only themselves! Anyway, I like my zodiac and sometimes I feel being a Scorpio is special somehow :">

Ah, I came over your page, so you are a Virgo. I haven't had many chances to know about a Virgo, my two Virgo friends, one is a gay and he's so "đàn bà" ), the other is a film director, a true artist!!! She's fucking good and kind but she can turn into a real bitch if necessary. And you? If you don't mind, I would love to know about your personality. ^___^

Hospitality seems to be interesting. At least, it will give you chances to travel, right? What kind of job will you do in June, hotel, restaurant or tourism...? I will graduate in June, too. Seriously, I'm kinda scared to think about my future. I still have no idea what I will do with my life :-s

Weekend is near, forget your problems for awhile and take it easy a little bit, okay? I'm having photoshoot with some boring models tmr. Uhm Idk but if somehow we cross each other's life one day, I would love to take pictures for you ( if you agree :-P) *___^

P/s: God is a dumb, he knows nothing! Don't let him ruin your life!!!  

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-11-24 06:42:54 +0000 UTC]

In short, I can't handle them in any way, they're somehow kind of more complicated than me myself, so all I could do is 'blind by their light' and then totally gave up in front of them *smile*. It's hard to see through a Scorpio, I mean I can see through others because I am really good at analysing, evaluating and judging others, but it doesn't work in front of a Sco. I can go through other people about 50, 60, 70% even 80 but it's just about 20 or 30% if that was Sco. Haha, but they understood me better. That's why I think they're really special ones, and dangerous (somehow), but the ones that could understand me is just Scors. I like/love also being afraid of them, haha, I ever had lover and rivals are scors and all made me *blow up*. But I trust people in this zodiac sign, they often tell the truth and hate lies, I am so highly-appreciated this character of Scor.

Virgo's kind of complicated too, although they are always trying to show things in clear, but they themselves are often stuck in confusion. Good in details so sometimes they are misunderstood to be "đàn bà" or "hard to please". They could tell the truth about people, but when talking about themselves, they could make things up, lie or just keep silent. They know how to dig things from others but keep things about them inside (in front of strangers), but another side, they somehow dont know the way to express what they think to people they love as well, and often do opposite things that helped to make them to be misunderstood ^^". They're, in short "the taste of chaos" inside, but always being clear outside about problems which have nothign to do with "their self problems". So, that's it. haha.

I am going to work in a big coffee, under a big project which is mixed of a 4,5 star hotel, a big wedding palace, a museum and a coffee shop. So I don't know which position I will be placed, so I am going to work there no matter what.

You have experiences and knowledge, so I think it's not diffucult for your to get a job after graduating, of course, salary's a problem but every single person needs first step before going up to a higher level, right? You must have a plan or aim to somewhere to apply now, right? Where's that ?

How was your shoot? was it good? 

Trust me, dear, noone could take me a good pictures, I often looked more terrible in photos. I have a close Scor friend before (5 years older than me,  busy now with family, so we can't hang out often, but she's always my close one), so we both are a couple of friends who often ruined any photo which had us inside. And when we tried to take photo together, we both often looked each other then and said "Opp, I want to vomit when seeing we both together in a picture", haha, so you know what I mean *really sad* (sigh*)

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-11-27 16:09:14 +0000 UTC]

Hey, sorry for late reply. I'm being away from the city for some days and the internet here is not good all the time. 

It's interesting to talk about zodiac signs with you, my dear Virgo :"> I love reading about signs and body language then sometimes, I secretly observe others and guess what their personality is. I've had a big problem with my used to best friend Cancer. It was not my fault at all but I already knew Cancer is emotional and fragile. However, I was fucking childish and stubborn, I'm never the first one to apologize and I also did not give her any chance to get closer to me. One day, I guess she just gets annoy of me and we never talk again. I do regret but it's just too late, guess we'll never be again like we used to. Me myself always find it difficult to maintain relationships. Nah, sorry that you have to read my stuff, just never mind!

My shoot was better than I expected. I mean it didn't last as long as I thought. Nobody came late and the model acted in a professional way. We made it beautifully then my team went for a drink and we were all drunk. Haven't retouched photos yet but there're some good ones already. 

About job, you know, I don't even know what I wanna do. I'm a business student *sign* but I don't have any interest in figures, marketing, finance... or anything else. I think I did waste 4 years at uni to study what my mom wanted me to do! Just thinking about sitting in an office building 8 hours/day and 5 days/week makes me sick. Maybe I want to apply for a magazine or an entertainment or media company, I used be an intern in Yan TV but it does not pay for intern and I need money so I quit. Now I'm working for Gameloft, stressful like hell!  It would be great if they sign me another 1-year contract after internship but I don't think I wanna work there for long. MTV channel seems to be cool, I would love to work there if I have chance. 

I guess you don't know how it feel when you have a successful sibling but yourself are a loser! For me, I have a TWIN, they are good at everything, my mom always says that why can I be more like them a little bit. Hmm, I wonder she does have her great twin, why did she give birth to me?! *laugh* 

So you are about to leave to another place, aren't you? Tell me about that place when you get there, okay? No matter where you live, I hope you always find happiness there. Hey, and anytime you get too much in your mind and need someone to share, I'm a really good listener :">

Ah one more thing, my Korean teacher said I need to listen to more Korean music, any recommendation? I'm kinda outdated, I've ignored Kpop since Bigbang's Blue =.=

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-11-28 09:19:09 +0000 UTC]

No no, pls share anything you want, I'd like to hear from you. In fact, I also lost a friend when I was younger, just because of our age and childishness, and she's Leo. In past, I didn't know anything about zodiac signs, so If I knew it sooner, so I might not loose her. Since both Virgo and Leo have leadership skill and always wanted to be on Top, so we joined into a silent fight, and I just knew when our friendship ended. She told me that "she would never want to be my shadow, and she would go on her way. And I am kind of selfish who wanted everyone and everything to do as I want...etc", so I didn't know that part of me until the day she told me (although we broke up because of so many things, but my fault were much more). I took 3 years to think of who I was when I was with her, and one more year later to say I am sorry to her via text, and then a meeting. But nothing could be back, we are so far from each other now, and just me who always remind of past *smile*. So I realized that it's hard for people to accept my dark side after all. That's why I choose to be alone, so nobody would ever hurt anymore.

I like reading about zodiac signs, so It helped me to have a fast scanning about people in first steps, and to make decision for the next ones as well. I don't think that it's 100% right, but it seemed never wrong (in my own experience) until now, so I think it's really good tool to get to know people at the begining (besides our own feeling and judgement). Do what zodiac signs did you have good connect with in your experience, dear ?

Twin? but they are younger or older than you  ? May be I can't understand your feeling, because I hate when people keep comparing me with anyone else. When I was small, my father (a Libra) always told me "Your sister's so much better than you, since she couldn't attend uni because of we didn't have money that time, then you had chance but you dropped out and always got us troubles. Look at your sister and learn!", so yeah, I fought back by living by myself and just don't care about that, just because I know that I have my strong points and my elder sister has her own. We have nothing to do with each other.

So I know that you might stand your mom a lot (because a part of Scorpio, they're really good to bear with people, especially they let people who they love having rights to hurt them no matter what), but, I mean, just don't mind too much (but it's hard, right? Scor's also hard to forget anything that happened in their life, especially things that hurted them?), and trust me, nobody's good at everything, I dont believe that people could be that perfect. So are you close to your twin siblings ?

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-11-29 16:50:44 +0000 UTC]

Hey there, if people can't accept our dark sides then it's better let them go. I think the worst thing is not losing a friend, the worst thing's that one day we stop thinking about them, we stop feeling regretful for losing them, it's when they really get out of our life. And you are right, even if someday we get them back, the friendship will never be as it used to, there's still something awkward between and we'll let them go away, in the end. It has been two months since me and my Cancer friend last talked and it seems we've changed a lot, both of us. Maybe you'll find it funny, last time I still told you how sorry I felt since we were not friend anymore but this time I tell you that I will not fucking care about her any-even-more. I think I knew some ugly truth today and that's how a Scorpio does when being hurt.

My experiences in zodiac signs tell me to never be friend ( I mean "true" friend) with a Capricorn, haha, it works all the time, at least for me. Capricorn, to me, is the most boring type of people but also the most dangerous one when it comes to their benefits. I've had some really painful experiences with Capricorn so now I must be careful of them. You once said you have both lover and enemy who were Scor, right? Haha I bet it was a hard time for you, dear. In my first year of high school, I was in love with a Scor, he was awesome from the beginning til the end when he admitted to me he's a gay. Then I told him if you he wants to break up, just tell me or at least, think of a better reason rather than being a gay. *laugh* You know what's worst being a Scor? That's you always know the truth behind the fact, sooner or later, even though you don't wanna to or you don't even try to know.

Of course the twin's older than me, a bro and a sis. They're both Aquarius. I can't say I'm close with them but I get along better with my bro. At least we can talk in dinner ( the only time we meet each other) without a quarrel. The best thing my bro's ever told me is that he wished he had a passion to follow like me. There's nothing much to say about my sis, when she gets old, she will be exactly like my mom, for sure! Poor her kids ( if she have kids but I guess not). About my mom ( and maybe your dad, too), I think she just doesn't know how to love me in a right way. My fav teacher said loving someone means doing what the other likes, not what you like. My mom just pushes me to do what she likes, but parents are all like that, aren't they? And we still can not hate them!!! 

You did suffer a lot, didn't you? I can't understand your life, your feeling and I don't know your story but I know life sucks for everyone and there's so much sadness in growing up. Nevertheless, at least, don't kill yourself, okay? *just kidding, but serious!!!* :]]]] Tell you what, I would be sad a little bit if one day you just disappear.

Thanks for your recommendation, I'll definitely try listening to them. Btw do you know any singer/band who sing ballad mostly. Since I need to listen to music to improve listening skill, I don't think I can catch up with words in rock'n'roll songs.  

I have to  pack stuff for my class trip tmr. I hate early morning trip but I promised a friend to take pictures for her before she turns 21 so haizzzz, it will be a sleepless weekend. Hope you have full sleep <3

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-12-02 09:16:51 +0000 UTC]

Hello dear, I am back. Sorry for not being able to write you sooner. The weather in HN's pretty cold now, so I am trying to get used to it, but have to say that I like cold weather better *smile*.

You're right, the most scaring feeling is not when we felt sad of letting them go, it just happend then, when we've realized we already automatically forgot them, who we really loved or got closed before. So it's happening to me now, there's sb that I would never want to forget, but mybrain did really good job, so I stopped thinking of that person these days and living my life as it has to, without that person. I don't know but I could do nothing. Life goes on, and I don't want to die in tears, sadness or sorrow *smile*.

Haha, did he already say that "he's gay"? but that's not true, right? How did you know? Scor's kind of mysterious person and it's really hard to know what they think behind, and one more character of Scor is that they would never say something with only one meaning. I mean, they made me confused so many times, and they told me that "I don't care about them enough", but the fact is"Virgo always ask for a completely clear answer and the more you make things clear and directly, the more you could make a Virgo understand u better", but some of my ex Scor didn't understand that point and kept talking to me with Scor style with so many layers of meaning. It doesn't mean that I could I understand, I understood well but by so many different ways and didn't know what was the correct one, haha, so is this your style too, my Scor friend? Do you think that it's right ?

Capricorn, yeah, I have some friends who are Capricorn, so I don't really like them much. My best boy-friend's Capricorn and he's the only one that I can put my trust on. He's realistic and trustful, but he didn't help much to make me like Capricorn better, haha, I just like that way he is, and we've been friends for 10 years. He's going to be my boss after getting back VN next year, so I guess that our friendship will go on and on. I like working with him, and he wants to work with me too. Our relationship's been build for years and yeah, though I dont like others but this guy's a special case, so dont hate him, okay ? haha *kidding*

Oh Aquarius is your bro and sis, that's koool. I think the people in this zodiac signs's really special on their on way. They're the most creative ones, and really hard to guess about their acts and reaction too. Pretty kinda. I have a friend who's Aquarius too, she's 4 years younger than me, and also kind of 'perfect person' in front of people. First year in university, she became the youngest student council chairman in uni, and she is beautiful, always do things for others, always calm and charming, great baker...blah blah, so we were close at the first time, but then I found out something that could be called the second or third, even fourth of a Aqua, so I stopped opening my inside-things to her, but we still keep a 'so-called' friendship now :"D, BUT I don't hate them, I like things that's near to perfection, and Aquarius shows that they could do that better than anynone, haha, all we need to care is being careful in front of them, that's it.

Haha, you see, your bro's kind of perfect but he also knows what he's lack. I always think that perfect people is kind of person who can do many things but don't have one thing that they really own, so that's the dark side of a perfection, I guess :").

If you don't like Rock n Roll, so you can try with Clazziquai, they're also a good band :"D, and Lim Hyung Joo <-- a young talented Opera singer (Songs I recommend are : Haeng Bok Ha Gil Ba Rae, Salley Garden, Misty Moon), so try them on if you have time (although their music's not kind of popular like pop group nowadays).

How was your trip? Did you take some good pictures ? I'd like to see them, so pls show more of your works, Dear, I'd like to see more...

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-12-05 06:23:44 +0000 UTC]

Ah so you moved to HN? Hey, if you have your camera with you,take some pictures, is that okay? The autumn has gone by but I think it's still pretty beautiful out there, huh. I always want to capture the women who sell fresh flowers on their bikes, my dad said they only pass around by early morning but the cold weather in HN just made me stick to bed till noon. :-w

Hmm, I don't think I have that Scor talking style. Yeah, sometimes I do talk like but most of the time, I just say things as it is or don't say anything at all ( the latter is much more usual ). I'm not sure how are other Scors 'cos my ex boyfriend is the only Scor whom I got close to (except myself). Ah, my stupid "gay" ex? haha, he even pretended to date with a guy to prove he was a gay. Poor that little guy, one day he came to apologize me for having a crush on my bf even though he knew my bf was straight. I didn't see them being together after that and now my ex's gonna get marriage. My ex is not a gay but I did think they had feelings for the other,who knows. I still like the thought that he left me because of a boy rather than a girl. So that's the first high school love story, sounds silly! :">. How was yours?

Not mention I sprained my wrist, the trip was nice. We all had a good time and like it was the last time we go together before graduating, everyone was really emotional sometimes. We were on the beach all night, talked about weird things and got drunk. I managed to photograph with only one hand so I didn't take many photos. There's some acceptable sunrise ones, I'll upload it right after replying to you. ^__^

Do you have any plan for Christmas? Btw keep warn and don't catch cold <3

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-12-07 14:47:58 +0000 UTC]

Hello dear, sorry for not writing you sooner, in fact, I am not in the mood for writing so I've kept delaying, I am bad, I am sorry. In these days, I just want to keep silent and draw, Ive drawn hard, so what if one day I can draw better, who knows ?, haha

Yeah, I have a camera here but HN's in the winter now, it's always cloudy eveyday and it makes me feel not good, it's always deary winter day and gloomy sky, so if taking that kind of thing, my mood will get down really fast, you know. I had very bad experience and memory about the same days, so it all is reminding me of those days really. I am trying hard to get out of this mood and weather.

Sorry, I don't really want to write so much now Dear. So I give you my facebook, so we can keep in touch there if you want (at least we can chat or talk, or just look at another's homepage), so in case that we can be friends on FB, here is mine : facebook.com/shinji.ho.75 , or if you don't want to be friends on that public site, so pls wait for me, I will be back soon. Just need to take sometimes for breathing. Life in this city's completely terrible, hard to breathe well really.

X-Mas's a normal day in my life, you know, because it's nothing different than other days, just more crownded. So you will enjoy X-Mas with your friends, right ?

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-12-09 15:55:27 +0000 UTC]

Hey, I'm stopping using fb for a while so I can't add you But don't worry, take a break as long as you need. You'll feel better soon. <3

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-12-15 14:22:26 +0000 UTC]

Hello dear. I am back for a while, how are you doing ? Hope that you're still doing well. Actually, something just happned and it's changed my boring life. I bought a cat from an asshole this morning when he's trying to take it to sell in some restaurant, so..yeah, I paid to save it. So I took him to my room and it was really frightened. I think one of his legs's broken but when trying to touch him, he scatched me and now...don't know what to do next. I called some doctors but they didn't help much, a good one I know is busy now, so she can't be back until Wed, and other ones are far from my house. The another problem is...I can't touch him again because he sounds like wondering if he can trust me or not, so...if I tried to touch now, he may give me bad reaction and thing will get worse.

so...haha, I don't know. Little bit confused now. It's been a long time since the last time I  be friend with a cat (since my cat died years ago), so...don't know what to do next.

Have any idea, dear ?

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-12-18 15:48:20 +0000 UTC]

Hey, is everything with the cat okay? Seriously, I don't have any experience in petting a cat! But I guess it's just like having a dog, right? :-/ So you said he was almost sold to a restaurant, cats are very smart, he's just cautious of every dangerous thing. Don't touch him if that makes him panic. Just give him some food and water and something like a warm box to sleep in, then sit next to him and talk softly. He will give you some signs when he's ready to trust you (such as touch you palm with his head for example). Animals can actually feel our feeling so just care about him with deep caring, he will feel that sooner or later. haha. Today is Wed, so the doctor has already been back, right? Anyway, hope you and him are getting closer. 

How is HN, do you feel better now? Mom asked me to quit job at studio and she told me not to waste my time by wandering around taking pics anymore, so we did have a big quarrel and now I just go out all day long or lock in my room so that I don't have to see her face. I already intended to quit my job by the end of this year, but of course not because of her. 

I will go to bed early tonight. Night, dear! 

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-12-19 15:34:32 +0000 UTC]

Hello dear. Sorry for writing back late. I've just been back from my hometown, my mom was hospitalized, but she's okay now. Just back HN. My cat's still in hospital now, and he'll stay there in next 2 days. In fact, he could be back yesterday but doctor asked us if we can inject him by ourselves or not, but of course, we said that we can't (u know, it's dangerous when trying to inject a cat when he's being hurt and frightened), so we let him stay there for his sake (although it means we have to pay more for hospital feel, haha).

 But I think it will take a lot of time for him to get over this shock. I've read that cat's long memory's really good, so it's not easy to forget this kind of thing, phuz. We wonder if we can bring a better life or not. At the first time when I called the doctor (not the one who's curing my cat now), she told me that "why didn't u think of consequence before saving a cat?", so my face was like this ( :V), so said I : "But what could I do ? I didn't want to see him die", and she kept telling me that "u didn't think that u would need to pay a lot for him later, blah blah" and...haha, she was right at this point but, what could I do. I just couldn't ignore *sigh*.

Phuz, yeah, parents never could understand what their children want and always think that they are right, just based on their own experiences. When I was young, my parents also said that "Don't waste your time with ur drawing. It can't help u to earn money in the future, so save time for studying harder", so they would never understand that's st gifted, or passion and talent. So just keep silent and do ur work, girl. You don't need to listen to parents all the time, it's ur life, just go for it.

What do u plan to do next after quiting ur job, dear ?

 I got better, thanks u for asking. I've found my little happiness by listening to music lives everyday and talking to foreign friends about things, so, yeah, it helps me to get over bad things that happened last days. So better now really :"). 

Hope u're having a sweet dream now. Today, I and my friends are playing a game, which is revealed our Japanese alias, so due to ur birth date, urs is 'ten no neko' ~ heaven's cat~, haha, but don't understand what kind of heaven's cat. We have a friend and he's Sun's Guide and he naturally know all the meaning of people's alias, and another friend who always found out the relation among our nicknames to acient stories, haha, if u want, I can ask him and her about what's Heaven's cat? Do u have any idea about urs ?

Anw, I am writing some 'stupid' things, haha, sorry. It's time for bed really. See you dear.

Sleep well.

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-12-22 17:09:15 +0000 UTC]

Hi, how's the cat? Have you brought him back home yet? I don't think petting a cat would cost so much, and you were right when you decided to keep him. Don't worry dear, he'll make you feel less lonely, Idk but I always think in the end, pets are our best friends, not people! Btw, did you name him?

You have been drawing a lot these days, huh? Are they all done by pencil, or do you use a tablet? It's good that you can both draw and write beautifully. Someone said that the more beautiful one writes, the more terrible place one's mind is. Whatever, sometimes I do envy with pp who can write! Just imagine that when they get older and they read again what they wrote and think about how their youth is, sounds great! Even though I read a lot, I could never have that writing ability. How's sad

I'm not sure what to do after quitting job, maybe more sleeping . Seriously, I just feel like lying on the bed and doing nothing all day long. I thought it's because of this colder weather but perhaps I'm just so tired of growing up. However, first of all, I have the graduation thesis to finish.

Haha, I have no idea why my nickname is heaven's cat. Since it depends on birthday, it must have some relations to our signs, right? If so, Scorpio would never relate to heaven, you know that! Wow, I'm really curious about my alias! And Sun's Guide sounds super cool, isn't it? Like they were born to explain to others what their nickname means. :"> And what's yours? 

See you! 

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2013-12-25 06:27:57 +0000 UTC]

hello dear, Sorry for writing you back late. How was your x-mas night ? I had to get out of my house last night and got stuck among people until 9.30PM before being able to be back (due to my friend, also my boss who wanted me to go out to check out st with him, but he already forgot that it was x-mas night and people were everywhere). How was urs ?

Yeah, my cat's back now (after one week in hospital). His leg's still not really good now, but, we can do nothing, just wait. He's kind of cunning cat, so not a cat I expected (truth to be told, I prefer a lazy one), haha, but it's okay, we're trying to get on well with each other. I named him 'shin', so simple. I can't still touch him now, he's now living in a cage due to warning from doctor that his reaction's unprediction, so yeah, he's still not controlled by now, so hope it'll be better then.

Yeah, I drew little bit much last days, so I think I am now free enough to do so. I just used pencil to draw (although when I was in art schools, pencil drawing's the subject that I hated most). I wish I were born a musician, but in fact, I am not gifted at music at all. I am trying to learn to play guitar but almostly getting stuck at the first steps of learning basic things about music (I wasn't good at music subject since I was small, and it's not even better now, when I've grown up), so I am still practising 16 basically musical notes after 2 weeks :v (I am really bad at playing music, despite of how much I love it, haha). So I also plan to study Japanese in Japan Foundation as well (but may be need to wait after the Tet Holidays which's around the corner now). So many things that I want to study, really wish to have that such of medicine as the man in Limitness movie (do u know this movie?).

Colder weather, so can I ask for where're u living now, dear ? (I haven't know yet, I guess). Yeah, you're right, growing up's the most boring  thing that we all have to share together, but, it can't be changed, right ?

I don't know if it's related to our sign or not, but, haha, it's just for fun. I haven't seen Sun's Guide yet (he's now busy with his new gf), so will ask him soon after that, haha. Mine's Forest's Cat (so due to another explaination from another friend, Forest's cat's somehow like a dream watcher, so, haha, at the first time, I just thought I was just a wild cat who living in forest, haha.

So did u buy someone some gift for x-mas, or received from others? Which one do u like the most now ?

Have a great day, Dear. See u soon.

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2013-12-30 16:40:58 +0000 UTC]

hey dear, thanks God the internet is finally normal again, I couldn't even log in dA for last several days. =.=

So you were stuck in the people crowd on Xmas? I stayed at home decorating the tree then met up with my best friend at the airport, he came back home for Xmas and we sat in a pub drinking until 3. That's all, nothing special! I just bought him a pair of shoes and made an photo album for another friend ( actually I intended to give her on her birthday which's on 6th Dec but I didn't have time to make it earlier so yah ). Ah, I did help my bro to make handmade cards, haha even though I think it's so gay of him to make those. I wonder if he gave them to some guys??! Did u receive many gifts? I didn't However I got the book The fault in our stars and I was happy like crazyyyy.

"Shin" sounds great, just like little Shin in Nana , but you named him after the guy you always draw about, right? 

I haven't watched Limitless yet, is it good? Hmm, let's see... I wish I were born a writer. I know a guy whose books have been published ( I've never finished any of his book yet :">), he said once you become a writer, you loose your interest of reading. How ridiculous he is! 

Hey just keep on your guitar lessons. Practice makes perfect, you'll see!

I lived in HCMC. I did spend some days in Dalat last week but when I said colder weather, I mean HCMC Seriously, it's getting colder and colder, like 19 degree. Yah, maybe you get used to with the cold weather in HN but to me, below 20 degree is cold. :">

Wow, only one day left until new year, do you think time flies way too fast, too? When thinking about this year, I feel both unbelievably happy and inconsolably sad at the same time. How about u, dear? Got any feeling on the last day of year and any plan for new year?

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2014-01-03 15:58:52 +0000 UTC]

Happy new year, dear !

How are your first new years days going on ?

Oh, you got a busy X-Mas, ne, and it sounded interesting too. Your friends are lucky when having a friend like you and your bro too. Yeah, making handmade cards's little bit strange, I don't think that guys like that work, but who knows if he wanted to surprise his girlfriend or boyfriend, whatever, that guy/girl was lucky one, I think so.

I just got one from my best boy-friend, a magazine that included my favourite artist on cover and ten pages inside, which he bought from UK on his trip. But, he forgot to buy me the disk that he promised me before of the same artist, so I just think of it like he tried to ask for forgiving, haha, but also thanked to him for that.

Did u buy that book by urself ? I wanted to present myself but I got some troubles with my card and I couldn't buy a dish on yesasia +_+, I crazily want to have that one but, yeah, I am not that lucky.

haha, you're right, its name's from that guy, not Shin from Nana (also that Shin's also interesting one too).

I don't think that a writer would feel bored when reading, as you said "It's ridiculous". Just a superficial writer who would have thought that they are good enough to feel bored of reading book. Writers are people who always read, their own words and from other's, because they need inspiration, also knowledge to write, they also need to learn from others, so yeah, it's ridiculous to feel that way when being a wirter.

Oh, I am now in HCMC now, but leaving tomorow. I planned to stay in 2 weeks but will leave sooner than what I planned. It's really sorry cuz we can't meet up to coffee for a while, so I hope that we will have another chance to meet in HCM or HN (If u come there some day, pls tell me, ok?)

The weather in HCM's pretty koool now, like autumn in HN, so I feel little bit lucky when staying here these days (although other works aren't really going well), but I am enjoying the weather.

My plan for new year, not really have one dear. I've lost my feeling for something like X-Mas, birthday or new year, it means, I don't really feel them any special or meaningful anymore. I am afraid of Tet holidays because there're too many things that needed to be prepared and many things u need to care about. I am sick of this, but it's like the responsibilities that put on ur shoulders when you're a mature one, so You can't refused or run away from them.

U like Tet, girl ? What do you do often on Tet Holidays?

I am going to get back my hometown and will help my friend's family to make Square cakes to sell. I like this work, so I learnt how to make square cake from my friend's family and in the lats time, I even had a workshop that I taught 20 foreigners how to make a traditional Vietnamese cake. It's really interesting, you know.

How about Tet cake in HCM? Is that hard to make onE? Can u pack it yourself ?

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cazt1811 In reply to vucam [2014-01-05 15:12:30 +0000 UTC]

Hey, you left HCMC already? Sadly that we couldn't meet up but yeah, there'll be another chance.

Gosh, first new year days are passing sloooowly! My internship contract will end by the end of this month, the boss already mentioned about signing another one but I think I've had enough with this job and this company. Haiz, money is important but I can't do what I don't like. I intend to find another job after Tet, still not sure what kind of job but just part-time, I think.

Tet holidays? No, I fucking hate it since I was a child. I mean yes, I love having days off but I don't like Tet. The house is always full of people.Meeting relatives then having meals together and talking and damn it, what's the point when we don't even want to see each others all the year long but on Tet, we gather up and act like we are a happy family! That annoys me so much. What more? Tidying, shopping, cooking and stuff. Every year, my Mom seldom finishes the preparations before 12 pm New Year's Eve, she's busy all days long, getting mad and yelling at everybody in my family. Haha, you can't imagine, my family is always chaotic before Tet. I know she just wants a perfect Tet but... *sign*. Yeah I think you're right, maybe she hates Tet just like me and you but she can't run away from it. I wonder if there's someone likes Tet these days?!

I don't do anything special on Tet, hang out with my friend or lock myself in room. If my mood is good, I will go down stair and talk with others a little bit, otherwise I will be in my room. Sometimes, my whole family goes travel on Tet but not this year. I think I'll spend time with my dad this holiday since I haven't met him for a long time. 

Oh dear, that's the most interesting thing I've ever heard, you must teach me how to make square cake someday! Wow, at least there's still a thing you like about Tet, right? Do you usually cook btw? Hope you can sell a lot of cakes ^.^

Tet cake in HCM, you mean round cake? I can't pack it, nether round nor square cake, I've never tried it before! My parents grew up in HN so we don't have round cakes on Tet, but I think it's just like packing "giò" you know? I'm not sure but that's what my dad told me before. 

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vucam In reply to cazt1811 [2014-01-10 10:12:33 +0000 UTC]

Hello dear, how have you been lately ?

I am diving myself in a place that I don't want to stay but can't leave, so getting lazy in doing anything. 

It's so funny to hear about your Tet and how your mom is busy for it, the most interesting is "it's alike with what my mom's doing", I mean, haha all mothers here're doing the same with Tet. Always busy to make a perfect Tet but finally, it often went to something "undefined", unperfect and unshape. I don't know but Tet's something like a taste of chaos, it's hard to find a tranditional TET nowadays in Vietnam, it's become something really boring and just for form's sake. 

Haha, I like nothin about Tet, dear. In the last time when still working, the only thing I liked about Tet was the bonus, but since economic crisis's started, Tet's become my obessesion, especially now when I am not really doing any fixed job *smile*.

I like cooking but don't do it often. My life's 'never stop journey" from place to place, so I even don't have a room that I could stay in 3 months, so everything in my life's unsettled dear. I will cook when having my own kitchen and I just have ability to cook for one or 2 people, no more.

Now I am getting involved in an event so I am being afraid that being not able be back my hometown before 1st of TET Holidays (some kind of new year party for V.I.P in a city so before it comes to an end). I feel depressed really, and tired.

The more living alone, the more I feel I should keep this status forever. Living with someone's too stressed for me. 

How about you, girl? What do you think about marriage? Do you think that its neccessary ? 

Look at the way people're doing with marriage nowadays, I just feel so sick (truth to be told)

Oh, I don't want to end my writing with a "sigh* but...oww...this's all I can do now...being lazy and...sigh.

Take care dear.

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