totchoakk In reply to EmpressBrennan [2011-11-11 22:46:00 +0000 UTC]

As far as I know, yeah he still has that email. I can tell him to message you today, seeing as he's coming home in a few hours.

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EmpressBrennan In reply to totchoakk [2011-11-12 18:34:06 +0000 UTC]

Let him know I'll be on later tonight...probably about 11pm or so. And that I love him.

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totchoakk In reply to EmpressBrennan [2011-11-16 03:21:51 +0000 UTC]

Could just tell me on here directly love. I don't know what's up with yahoo, its been acting really crappy on my accounts. Personally I think it just hates me, but hey, gotta love modern day technology...blah. Anyways, I love you deeply...miss you so very much.
~Jessie

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EmpressBrennan In reply to totchoakk [2011-11-16 06:16:22 +0000 UTC]

Modern technology sucks, it really does. It must hate both of us, since Yahoo isn't working at all for me now..blah. I love you so much and miss you even more. I hope you're doing well?

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totchoakk In reply to EmpressBrennan [2011-11-16 22:16:21 +0000 UTC]

So we're back to where we started. I'm doing fine, got out of the hospital a few days ago, still in a wheelchair, gonna be in one for a while I guess. Besides the simple annoyance of my day to day life, I'm doing fine. And you?

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EmpressBrennan In reply to totchoakk [2011-11-20 17:38:49 +0000 UTC]

Looks like we are back to where we started, doll. Still, is that a bad thing? Kind of like getting to know each other all over again. (:

Aw love, a wheelchair? Have they said how long that will be for? I hope not too long. You're strong, you'll get through it.

Me? Well, I'm doing fine...I'm sure you've seen my Tumblr and have noticed where I am currently. That would be California visiting a friend. Left Friday morning and will return Wednesday afternoon. I'm telling you what, next time I drive. The out going flight was hell...nothing wrong with the flight, other than the woman who sat next to me and yapped the ENTIRE flight. >_<

I may be online later tonight...just depends on what's going on here. Love you much and miss you more.

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totchoakk In reply to EmpressBrennan [2011-11-21 05:49:17 +0000 UTC]

Kinda makes you think of how fast time has gone by. Seems like forever ago we were just getting to know each other.

Yeah, I'm stuck in this bloody wheelchair well into the beginning of next year. Driving me well insane already. Hate feeling useless, or like I'm taking up space, which ironically I'm doing both. Life goes on...slowly but surely.

Think the worst I've ever had on a flight was kids who wouldn't stop screaming, and getting arrested midflight. Other than that I just plug in the music and sleep.
Anyways, I hope you enjoy your time there. Was in California once, for no good reasoning, but it definitely was a shock to the system, well to my extent it was. Beautiful state to get lost in.

I love you too. Nothing all to frantic going on here besides the guitarist and drummer being idiots like usual. I miss you so much...stay safe alright.

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EmpressBrennan In reply to totchoakk [2011-11-23 17:51:28 +0000 UTC]

Yes it does make me think of how fast time has gone by. Get to know each other all over again...learn things we haven't yet.

Anywho...I'm on the plane returning home...again. I don't want to go back to Hell, er...Ohio...but, I have to, so here I am on a plane returning. I did enjoy my time in Cali...far more than I figured I would. I have to agree...you can get lost in that gorgeous state. The return flight is going good...no yapping ladies, everyone is engrossed in their own worlds...and it's quiet. My kind of flight.

I've never been in a wheelchair...don't know about how it feels, but I can imagine it. That's something I'm very good at doing, I suppose. ):

And I love you... Miss you much.

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totchoakk In reply to EmpressBrennan [2011-11-23 22:45:04 +0000 UTC]

I love you too...

Rather be anywhere else than here right now. Short shit (Drew) decided to drop by, yeah bad planning with Duncan being over, and well, being himself. Place has turned into hell. No clue why they always end up trying to kill each other, they're friends and all.

Anyways, the wheelchair itself isn't all that bad, its the lack of being able to do things, it cuts you off from things. And one thing i hate the most is the sympathy stare people keep giving me. Gonna do stupid things you gotta deal with the consequences. Right?

Well, I'm happy to hear that you enjoyed yourself. I love you, and miss you very much.

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EmpressBrennan In reply to totchoakk [2011-11-27 18:21:21 +0000 UTC]

I miss you, Jessie...you know that right?

Been working on Yahoo the last couple days, and it worked for about 2.2 seconds before it just quit again. Can't IM anyone(nasty messages elsewhere indicate that people are NOT happy that I can't...bleh)...can't even access my bloody email because of Yahoo being a fucktard. Still, I'll get this damned thing working sooner or later...hopefully, sooner. Either that, or I'm going back to Skype or MSN...neither of which I like. Meh. I miss talking to you...hell, I even miss when you just disappear on me. Is that normal? I suppose it is for me...

Anywho...I'm back to wearing my wrist guards because my carpal tunnel is acting up again...knew it was the other day, when I was typing, and my fingers were going numb and tingling. The next morning, I woke up to my hands numb, tingling and quite painful. Called the doctor about it, and he said I needed wrist guards and/or surgery. I don't want to go through the surgery, because that would mean absolutely NO computer for however long it took to heal...I can't deal with that shit right now. So, I opted for the wrist guards...had to go be fitted for new ones, since the ones I had were crap. These new ones help quite a bit, but are a pain in the ruddy ass to get on, and if I don't put them on properly, they cut of circulation(which I found out yesterday, heh). Meh...guess it's worth the trouble, if I can avoid the blasted surgery(at least, for now)?

I know my carpal tunnel isn't nearly as bad as what you're going through...sorry if I made it out to sound that way...wasn't my intention, love.

Yes I did enjoy myself...even got to meet someone I've been wanting to meet for a long time. He sure was sweet, happy and lovely to talk to. And man is he ever tall! Me next to him equals SHRIMP. lmao Heh. I also felt relatively unintelligent next to him...his IQ is pretty high from what I understand. So is mine, but damn...I felt like a ruddy dunce. Bleh. Other than that, he was lovely.

I love you so very much, miss you even more.

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totchoakk In reply to EmpressBrennan [2011-11-29 04:25:42 +0000 UTC]

Kelsey had a messed up pinch nerve in her elbow that effected her hand. Guess she was fine with the cast and what not, she only types with one hand sense she broke her wrist. Never went back.

Yes, I know you miss me...be bad if you didn't. Miss you just as much.

Yeah, fuckin wheelchair drew the line over thanksgiving, I've opted to drug use now. No clue how many MSI tours are going to be going on after this upcoming one, so i took my doctor's offer up on roids. Hopefully it won't backstab me again.

I don't get why your email isn't working. Mines been working just fine, which annoys me that Casey had my email now...stupid technology.

Btw, bit of a surprise (or shock), no more ponytail, red streaked hair...its all gone now. Short and spiked up. Jessica started flipping out on me about it, but I've convinced basically everyone it was just a trend. And Syn offered me a job at the tattoo shop. Think that's been the biggest changed so far.

I love you too, miss you much.

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EmpressBrennan In reply to totchoakk [2011-11-30 17:20:57 +0000 UTC]

I've had pinched nerves before, mainly in my back, but this is just an annoying pain in the ass. Carpal Tunnel blows, especially since I'm a writer. ):

Of course I miss you and I know you miss me. yes, it would be bad if I didn't...

Drug use? What kind of drugs? Steroids? Pain killers? I've no clue what you mean by drug use, heh.

Well, the email is working now...was just a clinch I guess. Wasn't just me though, which is a good thing. Why would anyone have your email? I guard mine with my life.

The fact that you cut your hair doesn't mean anything. Does it change who you are as a person? No...and it certainly doesn't change how I feel about you.

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totchoakk In reply to EmpressBrennan [2011-11-30 22:16:35 +0000 UTC]

Steroids, two different kinds; and this enhancement drug that i use to be a druggie on. Hate to think I'm putting myself back on this crap, but i kind of need to now.

And I know you wouldn't think much of the haircut. Just announcing the change, life has kind of been up in flames sense the fight.

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EmpressBrennan In reply to totchoakk [2011-12-02 19:08:43 +0000 UTC]

Well, if the drugs help in some way, perhaps it's a good thing you're on them?

No, I wouldn't think much of you cutting your hair...it's YOUR hair, therefore you do as you wish with it. I can't say much, since I'm no longer a redhead...gone back to the black.

What fight would you be referring to? o.O

I you (:

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totchoakk In reply to EmpressBrennan [2011-12-03 00:05:24 +0000 UTC]

The fight that got me into all of this...knock me unconscious and then run over my legs so I can't get out when I wake up. That fight.

I kind of miss my dreaded braids, but I fit a bit better now. Not so much a seen, even though I loved being the odd one out, need some form of common ground.

I hope the freakin pills will work. I don't want to be a druggie again. I'm past that life, which makes it harder for me to do this, but i feel like I have to now.

Anyways, don't want to bore you with my nonsense of life.
I love you too.

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EmpressBrennan In reply to totchoakk [2011-12-03 20:42:04 +0000 UTC]

Ah yes...now I remember. ):

I don't like being seen...period, but I always am, so it's a mute point really. Bleh. Still, of the two of us, I suppose you are the best of us to stand out. I'm not worth seeing, anyway.

I don't want you to be a druggie, either...it worries me terribly.

Your life is nonsense, love. We go well together, don't you think? I miss you much and love you more.

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totchoakk In reply to EmpressBrennan [2011-12-06 03:29:07 +0000 UTC]

What do you mean you're not worth seeing? My just be my opinion, but I believe you are worth to be seen, and to be heard. What's the point of living a life if no one will ever remember you for it? Be seen, be heard, never stand down...you may have to stand alone, but never for long.

I'm taking the drugs, and god its been Hell for the first couple of days. (Reason I haven't responded sooner) my body kind of reacted negatively to the sudden change, so like always, I got sick as hell.

I love you...talk soon, alright.

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totchoakk In reply to Spaz566 [2011-09-24 15:53:27 +0000 UTC]

LOL...that made my day...

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totchoakk In reply to HeadmistressMercedes [2011-07-25 14:22:29 +0000 UTC]

Hehe, Welcome!
Felt like we kind of hit along the same lines with our little drabble...mind reading mine? "Scabior's Resurrection" would think I would have better things to do with my time, but no, I sit around and come up with things like that... Anywho, you're welcome again, very well done piece.

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HeadmistressMercedes In reply to totchoakk [2011-07-25 14:37:14 +0000 UTC]

Sure I'll take a look! And hey, I could be doing so much more with MY free time, but no...I sit around and either write or daydream about a beautiful Snatcher ^.^

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totchoakk In reply to HeadmistressMercedes [2011-07-26 15:34:19 +0000 UTC]

All I have to do is go to work and look for the larger mob of people, or just go home and see a tired as hell Scabior sitting on the couch...mine as well use him for something...

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HeadmistressMercedes In reply to totchoakk [2011-07-26 19:17:01 +0000 UTC]

I was writing a short drabble-like thing about Scabior on a slow day at work the other day...almost got caught >.< But knowing me, I'll still do it on the nights I work alone

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totchoakk In reply to HeadmistressMercedes [2011-07-27 02:29:14 +0000 UTC]

I write, I doodle, I yell at people, avarage day at work for me...I've been having trouble wording things so its been slow with the writing lately, but I'm figuring it out.

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HeadmistressMercedes In reply to totchoakk [2011-07-27 05:18:11 +0000 UTC]

Damn, I wish I could yell at people at my job...it would make it so much easier.

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totchoakk In reply to HeadmistressMercedes [2011-07-27 13:25:17 +0000 UTC]

Universal Orlando Florida...Wizarding World of Harry Potter...being Bellatrix has its ups, and actually not that many downs, besides wearing all black, and leather in some 90° heat with a five pound wig on...but I get to either sit around or walk around the park, yelling at everyone. I manage...

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HeadmistressMercedes In reply to totchoakk [2011-07-27 14:49:45 +0000 UTC]

Awwww wwhhhhaaaat??? And here I am stuck serving crabby old white ladies in a clothing store in the outskirts of Halifax, Nova Scotia!!! Grrrrr >.< I am officially jealous.

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totchoakk In reply to HeadmistressMercedes [2011-07-27 17:57:07 +0000 UTC]

Of how much I complain about my jub, people don't understand me at all. Not the first to say you're jealous of my job, actually have had people say they are jealous of who I share my apartment with...Scabior is no joy to live with...though I do think he says the same about me, he ahs his snatcher parties, I have my death eater ones...he stays out of my room, and I go pounding on his door at seven in the morning saying he's going to be late for work. Lucky bastered keeps getting days off...

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HeadmistressMercedes In reply to totchoakk [2011-07-28 04:48:24 +0000 UTC]

Wow...
I would think that our darling Snatcher would be a bit of a bugger to live with.
Still...I think I'd prefer your job to mine. I'm not cut out for retail...I only took the job because I've been unemployed for a year and had no other prospects.

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totchoakk In reply to HeadmistressMercedes [2011-07-28 21:40:18 +0000 UTC]

He's actually not that bad, keeps to himself a lot...always on the phone and email now that he has a girlfriend...but he's usually out and about with the others, or hanging around the aprtment while I work with my other job.

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HeadmistressMercedes In reply to totchoakk [2011-07-29 04:54:45 +0000 UTC]

Well, that's not too bad, then ^.^

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totchoakk In reply to HeadmistressMercedes [2011-07-29 13:34:07 +0000 UTC]

Yeah until we get five other snatchers in the place...then it becomes a bit of a problem

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HeadmistressMercedes In reply to totchoakk [2011-07-29 14:36:40 +0000 UTC]

Yikes...Snatcher parties are bound to be messy

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totchoakk In reply to HeadmistressMercedes [2011-07-30 02:09:03 +0000 UTC]

Full grown men acting like little children most of the time, then there is the occasional "snatchers only" parties...I have three coffins in my house, about 80lbs of chain, 9 whips, and over 50 knives/swords...they know what I expect, as long as they behave no one gets hurt.

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HeadmistressMercedes In reply to totchoakk [2011-07-30 05:06:50 +0000 UTC]

"Full grown men acting like little children"
.....soooo they act like normal guys?

Ooooh swords...I likes the sound of that

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totchoakk In reply to HeadmistressMercedes [2011-07-31 22:00:52 +0000 UTC]

pretty much..

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totchoakk In reply to Spaz566 [2011-07-24 01:19:04 +0000 UTC]

LOL Jessie flipped the laptop off, and walk away.....were so mean.

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Spaz566 In reply to totchoakk [2011-07-24 02:05:23 +0000 UTC]

LMAO

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totchoakk In reply to Spaz566 [2011-07-22 21:42:25 +0000 UTC]

NEVER!!!!!!!!!!! I'll post it..........give me a minute to find the pictures...

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Spaz566 In reply to totchoakk [2011-07-22 23:09:24 +0000 UTC]

YAYS!!!!!

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totchoakk In reply to Spaz566 [2011-07-23 02:52:27 +0000 UTC]

Email hates me....so I'll find a way..sooner or later...perferably later...

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totchoakk In reply to Paltiel [2011-07-09 08:22:50 +0000 UTC]

Welcome

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