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suicidalclown ♂️ [1044808] [2004-08-17 07:48:34 +0000 UTC] "clown" (Canada)

# Statistics

Favourites: 36; Deviations: 15; Watchers: 7

Watching: 36; Pageviews: 4313; Comments Made: 108; Friends: 36

# Interests

Favorite visual artist: Corey Taylor
Favorite movies: Donnie Darko,the hannibal triology,fight club, memento, SAW, from hell, american history X, etc
Favorite bands / musical artists: slipknot, korn, NIN, MM, cradle of filth, Dimmu Borgir, Shadows Fall, Lamb of god, mudvayne, etc
Favorite gaming platform: my body
Other Interests: anything dark

# About me

Current Residence: canada, ontario
Favourite genre of music: Death Metal
MP3 player of choice: Sony network walkman NW-HD1
Skin of choice: not mine

# Comments

Comments: 77

sho-tyme23 [2008-11-14 16:14:25 +0000 UTC]

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sho-tyme23 [2008-11-14 15:48:56 +0000 UTC]

u doin ur global??

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Mizuki365 [2008-06-01 21:58:03 +0000 UTC]

here just do it


most people aren't sure of what they really want in
life. I received this letter from a friend on the
computer, did what it told me to, and within a week,
everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact
copy,

this

really

works!!!!











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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl
you wanna be with 3 times!











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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the
next week and say it to your self 6 times!!











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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
yourself 9 times!!!








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4. Think of something that you want to happen between
you and that 1special person and say it to your self
12 times!!!












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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these
wishes and as you scroll down focus and concentrate on
it and think on nothing else but that wish.











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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish
that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to
15 people, and what you wished for will come true
within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think
of your
crush!!!



























































Keep going

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Keep going







































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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!












Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your
last chance. Now pay very close attention this
important message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of
those kinda chain letters that everyone hates. This
one has been going since 1864 and if you break this
chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these stories.







First Example:



Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up
till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush
on the same kid since kindergarden. when she got this
mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just
thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she
would have sent the letter none of that would have
happened and her mom would be alive.







Second Example:



Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd.
Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All
the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent
it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush
on a girl since 3rd grade. The next day after sending
the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to
ask her out, and of course, she had been waiting to
yes to that for years. They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.







Third Example:



Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get
ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson
was just getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a
quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he
was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend.
It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a
smart kid and he knew what could happen if he didnt
pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends from his
buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the
lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His
mom bought him Nintendo64 and play station! His
grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best
friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to,
Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit! Then he inherited a
brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the
next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have
been going out ever since.







Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd
rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like
Barbra but thats only me. We all want what we cant
have but now's ur chance to go out withthat special
somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life.....
forever!!!!!



10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
friend...... ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush will make out with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!



Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have
everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u
dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's
simple, just go in a chat room, pick some names and
send away! but here's the catch..... you only have 1
hour

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hartsortiz [2007-06-27 16:37:22 +0000 UTC]

Today is my 109th week anniversary on deviant art....lol i know 109? wtf why does that matter? 109 is my fave number! it was the number of my first apartment building...lol 830 is my next fave number. BUT ANYWAY i wanted to do something special not just for me but for all my loyal fans as well. SO with that being said i will need your help for what i have planned...

Unfortunatly i dont know what all of you look like...some of you i do.

what i am going to do is Drawn, Inked, and colored comic book cover with tons of my fans on it. If you are interested i will need a picture of you, i dont care if i know you in person or not i still need the picture. Please take a picture of yourself wearing the outfit you want to be drawn in and the pose you would like to have on the drawing. and from there i will draw you in comic book style it will be fun and it will be my way of saying thank you. THE COVER WILL HAVE EVERYONE OF MY STYLES. from my silloutte art to my drawings and colors. so when you have finished the picture please email it to: elgortiz@gmail.com.

thanx guys

-elgortiz

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MasteroftheWicked [2006-04-14 15:23:34 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the favorites
Muchy appreciated

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bloodred-sea [2006-03-19 16:16:29 +0000 UTC]

thankyou for the fave on 63.39.2 , much appreciated

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MasteroftheWicked [2006-03-15 13:40:12 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much for the fave/1

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spazchicsplatz [2006-02-24 01:02:05 +0000 UTC]

hey thanks for the watch, btw I hope you dont mind if I check out your gallery.

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CrOkEttE [2006-01-31 22:24:10 +0000 UTC]

Merci

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YuuzhanVong [2006-01-31 19:11:20 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the !

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PicturesInMyEyes [2006-01-29 03:04:18 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the watch love.

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Alpha-Leader [2006-01-23 18:07:05 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the watch

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CrOkEttE [2006-01-22 01:11:21 +0000 UTC]

Merci !

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DrowessGirl [2006-01-21 02:57:25 +0000 UTC]

Wait Woah you live in Canada? Heh Its good to find another canadian on Deviantart! ^^
Which province?

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suicidalclown In reply to DrowessGirl [2006-01-26 06:08:08 +0000 UTC]

hahah yup in ontario

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MasteroftheWicked [2006-01-20 12:55:37 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the watch!!!

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DrowessGirl [2006-01-20 12:08:44 +0000 UTC]

Hey Thanks for the watch! ^-^

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:53:10 +0000 UTC]

ahha jedi rule as well but im done me now bored with these

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:52:31 +0000 UTC]

wow this ninja has some skills i must say

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:51:56 +0000 UTC]

hahah nijas rule

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:51:08 +0000 UTC]

sweet battle time

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:50:27 +0000 UTC]

hahah

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:49:49 +0000 UTC]

hahahah this good too

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:48:54 +0000 UTC]

lol

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:47:46 +0000 UTC]

ahhah this is agood one

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:46:56 +0000 UTC]

ok now i am just relly bored

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:46:23 +0000 UTC]

ahha bonk indeed

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:45:07 +0000 UTC]

haha go matrix

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:44:11 +0000 UTC]

hah

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:43:38 +0000 UTC]

hahah more more

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:42:59 +0000 UTC]

these rock

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suicidalclown [2006-01-20 05:42:23 +0000 UTC]

wee

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PorcelainPoet [2006-01-18 21:04:40 +0000 UTC]

thanks very much

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FascistDictator [2006-01-12 20:54:05 +0000 UTC]

hi random person!!

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hartsortiz [2005-11-10 04:12:01 +0000 UTC]

hey thanx for the fave it means alot oh and the friends add

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bleedingbellezza [2005-10-30 21:22:38 +0000 UTC]

I Love your gallery! Keep up the awsome work!

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nomadturk [2005-07-08 06:40:55 +0000 UTC]

Radio
==== - Alkaline Trio


shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm making my plans for revenge.
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge.
I'd drive straight off the edge.

Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life with wine -
it helps you to rule out the sorrow,
it helps me to empty my mind.
Making the most of a bad time
I'm smoking the brains from my head
Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red
This kettle is seeing red.

I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling.
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying.
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall.

Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm planning out my revenge.
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge.
I'm seeing red.

I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling.
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying.
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall.

Plugged in and ready to fall.
Plugged in and ready to fall.
Plugged in and ready to fall.

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suicidalclown [2005-07-08 02:43:32 +0000 UTC]

Marilyn Manson
"Suicide Is Painless"

Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...

That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
Is it to be or not to be
And I replied 'oh why ask me?'

And suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

...and you can do the same thing if you please

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suicidalclown [2005-07-04 00:40:11 +0000 UTC]

i finally found her on DA and after 2 years she can finally see what i have done for her but i must still let her know that i am here or she will never see this page. soon i will send her the revelation but i must first put everything i want her to see on this page.

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suicidalclown [2005-07-04 00:37:37 +0000 UTC]

I love her and fuck everyone else. I dont care about what anybody thinks except for her. As far as i cxare everyone else can go fuck themselves and never talk tom me again but as long she knows how i feel i can move on with my life.

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Blood-Lust-Angst [2005-06-21 00:30:24 +0000 UTC]

Hey thanks for the fav, but you know, the deviation should be faved at its original, here: [link]

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aruni-kun [2005-06-20 06:06:42 +0000 UTC]

thanks for the +Watch and +fav! you're site is really cool!

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SLIPKNOT3000 [2005-06-19 19:34:40 +0000 UTC]

Thanks 4 t3h watch

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BlackKryptonite [2005-06-17 20:49:20 +0000 UTC]

Sheesh man, I just don't fucking get it. Don't take it wrong please because I'm not going to tell you that you are a dumb ass or fucked in the head or anything but damn even after reading all your reasons for cutting yourself and even other people many other reasons for doing it I still just don't get it. Honestly it sounds like an attention issue or lack there of. I've read that people do it for attention mostly and there are a few that do it for the rush but man it's just unhealthy. Forgive me if i've insulted you. That was not my intention.

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Heretica [2005-06-17 15:25:12 +0000 UTC]

Thank u

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cutofakiss [2005-06-09 00:48:23 +0000 UTC]

thank you for the

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screamwithyou [2005-06-02 02:56:41 +0000 UTC]

wow, i was being a dick to you, and you were nice to me. that makes me feel bad, but may i ask, sir....why do you cut yourself? then post images of low resolution online..? do you want sympathy? that's not meant to be mean at all, just an honest question. i'm trying to understand why people do this...because it's quite unclear to me.

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suicidalclown In reply to screamwithyou [2005-06-04 20:07:21 +0000 UTC]

I dont want sympathy i dont people to feel sad, this is a way to let my feelings out from inside, so that the one i love can by some chance see these photos and know how much i am in love with her and how much i hate myself for not be there for her.


I just want her back .........she knows that i feel for her and she feels for me....but life isnt fair.

I hope that when she does find these she will understand exactly how much i love her.


I hope i have answered your question, but not all people cut them selves for the same reasons, i hope that you understand that at least, because i know many people who have or are and they say its for different things and sometimes you fall to such a low that you can think of nothing else and it just happens without thought and without purpose.

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SadGirl311 [2005-05-31 22:48:58 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the

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screamwithyou [2005-05-29 20:55:05 +0000 UTC]

you're into cutting...and one of your favorite bands is slipknot...how typical...

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