smokesandmirrors In reply to BIGDOGDAVIDSON [2010-04-24 00:05:48 +0000 UTC]

hey!that's so kind of you!I'm doing ok.I'm just going through a trasformative phase where i'm devoting my time to everything else than artistical expression.I suppose i need this time to figure things out.How about you?How r you going?Sorry i have lost touch of you work.

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BIGDOGDAVIDSON In reply to smokesandmirrors [2010-04-25 21:02:50 +0000 UTC]

I'm doing pretty good these days i think, Just hanging out trying to figure out my next move. The world is crazy and that's how i like it. I just was looking through my list of friends on here and realized i hadnt heard from you in a while. I just wanted to make sure you were doing alright. Just so you know that we (I) miss seeing your work and even just hearing from you. I completely understand that you want to take a break from it all, it's just good to hear that your alive and ok drop me a line from time to time and let me knwo if there is anything i can do to help.

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smokesandmirrors In reply to BIGDOGDAVIDSON [2009-11-17 13:42:22 +0000 UTC]

well i on my way up.Even my analog electronic SLR got miraculously fixed by it self
I just started shooting again this week after a long time..it feels so good.
Will be in touch with new pics.Thank you so much for your concern and help..hope you are well too.are you?

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BIGDOGDAVIDSON In reply to smokesandmirrors [2009-11-17 14:44:12 +0000 UTC]

Oh cool! I'm so glad! if my cameras got taken away from me it would feel like i lost my arm or an eye... just awful! So I'm SOOO glad for you
I can't wait to see some stuff if you can get it on here from film. If you need any help or advice you know where you can look.
I was growing concern for you, im very happy to hear your doing alright.
I'm up and down lately but for the most part i think it's good. I'm in a good place, just gotta walk carefully you know. Make good decisions and pay attention. I don't want to get burned like last time in the relationship arena... So i have to take care of myself, or i'll be no good to anyone.

Anyway i ramble... so i'll stop there. but i look forward to hearing more or at least seeing more work from you

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smokesandmirrors In reply to BIGDOGDAVIDSON [2009-10-02 11:06:47 +0000 UTC]

i wish i could say that..
it seems that it's getting worse and worse.My health is one of the victims in this case.It takes time..
hope u are ok.

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BIGDOGDAVIDSON In reply to smokesandmirrors [2009-10-02 16:23:47 +0000 UTC]

the night is darkest just before dawn.. isn't that how the saying goes. i'm sorry to hear about your health suffering as well. i can definetly say that i was and to a certain degree still am right where your at. When i first found out that my girl was cheating on me with that dude in canada. i was beyond crushed. i mean it was like the whole world started falling apart. I got an eviction notice 3 days later. found out that my apt manager had been posting all my rent checks to the apt. NEXT to me. Ugh. Then they lost my 200$ camera i ordered. then my car broke down stranded at the ex girlfriends house then found out that all my friends knew about it. and omg i could go on and on. it was like that for 2 straight months. i lost 25lbs in 2 weeks. throwing up constantly.
Anyway i'm on a tangent. i just wanted to say my dear your not alone in your misery. my heart goes out to you. I dont know exactly what happened to you or why. but just know that we all have a bigger purpose in life, weather we know it or not. i say that and i'm even an Atheist
If you ever need someone to talk to just shoot me a note. I hope it gets better soon.

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smokesandmirrors In reply to BIGDOGDAVIDSON [2009-09-16 10:45:56 +0000 UTC]

if i wasnt busy with some exams in my university i would have time to comment them.sorry

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BIGDOGDAVIDSON In reply to smokesandmirrors [2009-09-16 14:39:32 +0000 UTC]

trust me i know all about busy! it's cool with me. Thanks for that alone shows you care

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smokesandmirrors In reply to LauraTringaliHolmes [2009-09-11 11:48:06 +0000 UTC]

me too

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smokesandmirrors In reply to LoserArtist09 [2009-08-24 13:59:48 +0000 UTC]

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smokesandmirrors In reply to BIGDOGDAVIDSON [2009-08-11 00:43:47 +0000 UTC]

especially the dang(er)..
i love that one.it almosta looks like a painting

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BIGDOGDAVIDSON In reply to smokesandmirrors [2009-08-11 15:40:31 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! thats what i was going for! i seem to be on a texture kick lately. This one just stood out to me.

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smokesandmirrors In reply to BIGDOGDAVIDSON [2009-08-11 00:41:24 +0000 UTC]

Stop now.I liked it and i favored it.and it is goooooooooooooooooooood...

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BIGDOGDAVIDSON In reply to smokesandmirrors [2009-08-11 15:41:47 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!!! you do rock!
How are you doing anyway? Just wondering.

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smokesandmirrors In reply to BIGDOGDAVIDSON [2009-08-12 14:13:05 +0000 UTC]

fff..im tangled up.trying to manage with things and behaviours.dont know how to react,dont know what to do.dont know what i want,or even if i want sth.just lost..
that's me right now.it's to hear(read actually) that you are on a good mood.nice news..

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BIGDOGDAVIDSON In reply to smokesandmirrors [2009-08-12 15:34:59 +0000 UTC]

I hear you... i'm going through a lot of the same stuff, just getting to the point where i can be numb to it. but it still hurts a lot. I'm not sure what to do or say anymore. so i kinda feel like a zombie. But i'm getting better... at least making progress. I finally got my new camera so that's at least something!
Hey im always here to talk to if you need an unbiased sympathetic ear. I'm in the pits with you. clawing our way out will make us stronger right? thats what they say.
Hang in there ok.

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smokesandmirrors In reply to BIGDOGDAVIDSON [2009-08-13 11:36:40 +0000 UTC]

hey thanks!
yes it will indeed,i hope.
i just wish i could be more wise,more strong right now.
i dont like myself going through this.i thought i was stronger.

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BIGDOGDAVIDSON In reply to smokesandmirrors [2009-08-13 16:54:18 +0000 UTC]

I am the same way. it struck me so hard and fast i cant believe i'm not as strong as i thought i was. Guess i've got a lot of learning to do. I hope it goes easier for you than it is for me.

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smokesandmirrors In reply to Menchieee [2009-07-28 15:02:48 +0000 UTC]

i loved it

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smokesandmirrors In reply to Phit-Things [2009-07-09 09:52:41 +0000 UTC]

ur welcome

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smokesandmirrors In reply to BIGDOGDAVIDSON [2009-07-09 08:22:50 +0000 UTC]

ur welcome

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