spyed [2003-04-10 10:16:29 +0000 UTC]

Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
I know. That's why it's going to work.

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contenu [2002-09-25 06:15:53 +0000 UTC]

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skitzocase [2002-09-17 05:35:48 +0000 UTC]

i quit this, this is the last time i will be using this..theres a link in my journal, where i am now ranting ..thanks foreverything..bye all

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between-balance [2002-09-14 03:30:16 +0000 UTC]

HI!
i ahve a pet p[enis...
he fucks me...

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torn-pages [2002-09-13 15:42:56 +0000 UTC]

hi won tons! i hope youre ok!

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frankhead [2002-09-13 11:30:50 +0000 UTC]

It's nice to see someone pissing people off. I'm a big fan of people with argument's on their page. Fucking retard insane ass. I can't think of any original way of criticising that kind of thing. Keep at it. There's never enough

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-fiction [2002-09-13 05:44:17 +0000 UTC]

cool icon

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skitzocase [2002-09-13 05:30:01 +0000 UTC]

im the only one posting on my page...seeing as you all hate me...thats ok..im kinda glad no one is reading it, makes me feel more shit than i already am, so thank you, i thrive on feeling like shit.

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skitzocase [2002-09-13 04:26:47 +0000 UTC]

fucking lag, made me post that twice

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skitzocase [2002-09-13 04:26:10 +0000 UTC]

GO FUCK

YOURSELF

ALEX.

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skitzocase [2002-09-13 04:25:26 +0000 UTC]

go fuck yourself alex

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skitzocase [2002-09-13 04:20:51 +0000 UTC]

blah blah
blah blah blah

-gives you all the finger

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skitzocase [2002-09-12 03:32:41 +0000 UTC]

oh..nm..i never realised it was like that, duh

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skitzocase [2002-09-12 03:32:00 +0000 UTC]

[link]

blah blah, i want that underlined with the linkage thingy

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skitzocase [2002-09-12 03:30:44 +0000 UTC]

HOW THE FUCK DO YOU GET A LINK TO WORK

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wicked-eve [2002-09-11 22:19:41 +0000 UTC]

Tonia..
you so need to stop!
Your acting like a stalker with your constant notes and comments your reflections on whats going on....which is now nothing because of your own stupidity.

Just quit already and accept things and move on.

And enough of the "Im going to kill myself" and "i'll be dead soon" bullshit....thats doing nothing but pushing people further away from you.

Please stop for just a minute and consider what your making people think....and its obvious your thinking that by saying this shit your going to fix things...and thats twisted.
Just stop.
Please.

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skitzocase [2002-09-10 10:03:19 +0000 UTC]

Deviant: ~pisschrist
Date: Aug 27, 2002, 10:37PM
Vote: LOVES the Deviant!

i am happy to be a part of you


guess that was a lie to.

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skitzocase [2002-09-10 01:26:24 +0000 UTC]

so have i

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wicked-eve [2002-09-10 01:17:05 +0000 UTC]

ok...how in one breath can you say you want to be my friend...and then in the next sit here and continue this ranting of bullshit on my page?

Just stop Tonia...i dont know anything about you...and i dont think you know anything about me....quit being immature and ill do the same...
I have lost friends...to things far beyond computers and other people...ive lost alot of friends to suicide and disease and not that i feel i need to tell you anything about me personally...
Its alot harder to lose someone when you dont want to because they die that it is to lose them because you did something wrong...

You did this to yourself snf for some reason your bringing me into the middle of it.
There is no rule in the code of friendship that says if a friend chooses to not be your friend anymore that you have to go and cause stress amongst his or her other friends...so please stop causing me stress...and drop it all.

Alex made a decision...for whatever reasons he did...
Let that be the end of it...
it hurts...it might not be what you wanted...whatever i get that....but it doesnt give you the right to be so cold to him or me....especially me...
Im being nice right now because i feel sorry for you...
im not reaching out and saying..."Lets be Friends" because i dont think that would ever be possible considering all the bullshit youve said.

but i will say this...
you have obvious problems...and my suggestion is find someone who will listen to you and care...because you definately got some things you need to deal with.

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skitzocase [2002-09-10 00:46:53 +0000 UTC]

i am scared that you know where i live..oh gee!

be interesting if you came here though.

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wicked-eve [2002-09-09 23:41:57 +0000 UTC]

ooooo....big words "fucking idiot" interesting...lovely word choice...GREAT job!
I really do love your work...the way you use so much imagery it literally jumps off the page at me

Oh and i know where you live puta i was thinking maybe you know if you ever find a job other then being an annoying apin in the ass maybe you could make a trip and come see me

But Alex is right...Drop it....
Go live your life...and have a good one....and i hope you find someone that lets you control them.....it seems that whats you need.

Later
Eve

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pisschrist [2002-09-09 23:17:00 +0000 UTC]

this is retarded, drop it, move on.

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skitzocase [2002-09-09 23:00:22 +0000 UTC]

besides, i couldnt fight with you even if you wanted me to , i fucking live in australia, you dumb idiot.

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skitzocase [2002-09-09 22:58:49 +0000 UTC]

hahaha no thanks @ fuck you, fuck off instead. i really dont care...you've no idea

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wicked-eve [2002-09-09 22:36:09 +0000 UTC]

Ok....let me politely reply to your complete lack of information and maturity you so kindly placed on my page!

I do not know you...nor do i care to now that youve shown the true emotion of your inner being....yer completely fucked.
Having said that let me simply respond with this.

ALEX IS MY FRIEND!
FUCK YOU IF YOU CANT HANDLE THAT HE WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR FUCKING INSANE RETARD ASS!
I DONT KNOW YOU!
YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BE A COMPLETE CUNT TO ME!
NOR DO YOU HAVE ANY REASON TO MOUTH "my friends" OFF!
I really dont know all the details of what the hell happend between you and my Piss nor will i ask him...what goes on between him and other people is frankly none of my fucking bussiness as my friendship with him is really none of yours.
Please show some maturity and give up on the "I've known him longer then you" bullshit! what grade are we in 3?

Please refrain from coming to my page and leaving anything note comment or fav alike because after your "drama" i want nothing to do with you....
I sent you a note in response to the one you sent me politely telling you that Alex was one of my friends but if you needed to talk id be there....last time i checked that wasnt deserving of someone venting their imature frustrations out on someone completely in the dark as to what the hell is going on.

Keep in mind young lady that i do not know you.
And to come and make ignorant comments on someone you do not knows page is merely inviting ignorance to yours.
The only problem is i will not stoop to your obvious childish level.
Sooo...
Fuck you.
Fuck your ignorance.
And if you wanna fuck with me bitch come ahead.
Id gladly give you my address so we need not fight with words...yet rather id give you the fucking ass kicking you soooo deserve.
Grow up.

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skitzocase [2002-09-09 10:56:54 +0000 UTC]

im not going to, thats all i wanted to say really. get your fucking facts right.

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tmpst24myst [2002-09-09 10:53:14 +0000 UTC]

please don't start on my page.

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skitzocase [2002-09-09 09:27:03 +0000 UTC]

youre a fucking asshole....yes youre right.

ill be happy once your out of my life

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skitzocase [2002-09-09 07:26:26 +0000 UTC]

just



fuck



off

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wicked-eve [2002-09-08 00:38:48 +0000 UTC]

WOW...
See thats amazing to me...id love to hear more about it sometime...maybe we can share a or and talk about it!~L~

No but seriously...that had to hurt..and i am sorry you got as hurt as you did...thats not the part that makes me excited!~L~
Its the part where all of that shit happend to you...your car is totalled and yer STILL alive!
That makes me....*AHEM*....and thats awesome!!

Im not too sure on your 7 theory!~L~
But if it does happen again....heres hoping yer alive to tell me about that too


Later hon and thanks for sharing yer story with me....

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ritzcrackaa [2002-09-07 21:19:16 +0000 UTC]

glad ya liked the crash bonsai link, it made me laugh too (did you notice the prices on those damn things though! people can sell anything as overpriced art it seems these days) thanks for adding me to your devwatch too, i'll try not to letcha down

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ekko [2002-09-06 14:48:09 +0000 UTC]

your welcome fer the bandaid!

im great

what you doing ?

me im bored lol

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pisschrist [2002-09-04 02:34:02 +0000 UTC]

i got bored with it.
did it show up for you?
the guy screaming?
it doesn't for me
i thought i fucked up.
o well
must be a cache file.

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skitzocase [2002-09-02 13:31:50 +0000 UTC]

bryon, will you be my new best friend?

=]

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skitzocase [2002-09-02 11:39:32 +0000 UTC]

yeah oh well =\

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3dho [2002-09-02 11:32:07 +0000 UTC]

-hands you a rolling pin
go beat his ass!
beat him like he owes ya money
smothering blah

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skitzocase [2002-09-02 11:23:23 +0000 UTC]

tea party again

alone, left here in dust
amidst my fears and doubts
lifes shattered dreams i could have
done without
now cathonic life has set its sights on
making me a slave to its ways
i wait for return
until then my soul it burns
and it burns only for you

ill be with you soon

night it falls on me endlessly
and i search for you in this blindness
im a prodigy of lust and loss
til sleep comes down

i cant explain, this disdain remains
this treason i cant reason
they left me here for dead my dear
barely breathing, but im still breathing

now i see a light
its shining from above
i think theyve finally come
the halcyon days

im crawling now up
towards the sound
vengence moves so swiftly
ive conquered fear
ive shed my tears
now im seething
barely breathing

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skitzocase [2002-09-02 11:20:20 +0000 UTC]

taking me away - tea party

a view from a broken window
i can hardly breathe
clouds are forming faces
and they laugh at me
strange desires
under friendly fire
but its alright, it still feels nice

its taking me away
im seeking shelter from pain
im holding on again
seeking shelter from pain

it gives a line and i cross it
an acrobate graced with skill
getting your freedoms easy
surviving its harder still

strange desires
under friendly fire
but its alright it still feels nice

its taking me away
im seeking shelter from pain
im holding on again
seeking shelter from pain

and the race is on
im out of sync now
and the hands withdraw
im out of sync now
is there something more


but its alright it still feels nice

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skitzocase [2002-09-02 11:13:36 +0000 UTC]

wow, no ever writes in here, lucky i am giving up..the one friend i like the most..obviously just cant be bothered coming and writing anything in here, or hello, i am "smothering" him, im trying not to, sigh, i just want to give it all up and be underground...


heres a song, relevant

i dont need your redemption
i dont want you to deceive me
and i dont need your forgiveness
i only want you to believe me

do you see me here
im standing naked
do you see me here, im on my knees

now all my life ive been wondering
looking for teachers with the keys
nothing found but still searching
for sound
underground

now let me tell you about a story
its about a man consumed with vice
he's theosophical in nature
and hedonistic in disguise

and all his lefe hes been wandering
looking for teachers with the keys
nothin found still searching for sound

underground

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skitzocase [2002-09-02 08:34:20 +0000 UTC]

im a stupid cunt

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skitzocase [2002-09-02 08:15:19 +0000 UTC]

i'll keep that in mind, but my preference if i was gonna do that would be gassing myself out in my car, and..

that is looking more and more tempting every single day =]

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calculating-inf [2002-09-01 22:13:41 +0000 UTC]

just


pull


the


roop


a



little



tighter

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skitzocase [2002-09-01 11:10:22 +0000 UTC]

lol aww

you should tho, esp with lots of bubbles \m/

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3dho [2002-08-31 08:39:48 +0000 UTC]

a bubble bath huh?
i dunno if that would work for curing my moods
i get really borde sitting in a bath, its just to calm -shivers
but i might give it a try next time, that is if i can manage to keep my dog from trying to jump in and drink from the faucet

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3dho [2002-08-31 07:53:56 +0000 UTC]

o00o lookie! ! ! ! !
my lord i think ima faint!
ive made it into someones favs!
-does the hamster dance
ok im settled down now sorry about that cought up in the moment
thanks for the comments and just for reading them period!
id hug ya but i dunno ya so ill just say thanks

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3dho [2002-08-31 07:49:14 +0000 UTC]

so long as you didnt hurt your ankle in a car dont turn the spooky theam music up to loud
and please do keep posting new stuff dispight what you might tell yourself you are a good writer and i always injoy reading poems i can relate to and inspire me to try putting other feelings into words like yours do, so vvvvvvvvv- forget ya posted that and keep writen nope you cant argue with that, you are now obligated cuz to many people like yer stuff so hah -runs off befor any argument can be made

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skitzocase [2002-08-31 03:57:45 +0000 UTC]

i suck

maybe ill quit while im ahead, i swear, no one is reading this anyway, n ooh gee im being watched by one person, well it was 2 but they took me off, \m/

YOU KNOW WHAT FUCKIN FUCK YOU ALL IM NOT SUBMITTING ANYTHING FOR A LONG ASS TIME, WHY SHOULD I..NOT LIKE ANY OF YOU GIVE A SHIT WHETHER I DO OR NOT

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skitzocase [2002-08-31 02:20:30 +0000 UTC]

FUCKING HATE IT ALL FUCK YOU FUCK IT FUCK T HEM, FUCK IT ALL



Töten Sie mich mit Ihrer Blindheit

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skitzocase [2002-08-29 02:28:30 +0000 UTC]

LOL awww

hes one of my very best friends on line, if i want to shower him with love, i will bahahaha

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xxannaxx [2002-08-29 02:07:51 +0000 UTC]

Alright... break it up you two

*punches pisschrist in the face*


haha

just playin

^a_a^

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