reddragoon1992 In reply to DisposableDarkness [2010-10-28 23:16:01 +0000 UTC]

we should definitely keep in touch, anyways, how is everyhing going so far

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DisposableDarkness In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-11-10 01:49:02 +0000 UTC]

omg! Hey!
Everything is going really good! What about for you?

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reddragoon1992 In reply to DisposableDarkness [2010-11-18 01:02:05 +0000 UTC]

Its going good too, i'm planning to get into a college and start in game design. Lol looks like I'm doing something with my life.

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DisposableDarkness In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-11-22 06:49:11 +0000 UTC]

that's great!!! Game design? Dang, that stuff is complicated @_@
But I'm so happy for you! Where are you going to go?

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reddragoon1992 In reply to DisposableDarkness [2010-11-24 01:17:44 +0000 UTC]

I am going to full sail university. I am getting an awesome mac book pro just for my courses. it is pretty awesome. Hey, what are you up to?

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DisposableDarkness In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-11-24 19:28:46 +0000 UTC]

that's so awesome!! I'm really psyched for you XD
I'm going to school in Slo. It's pretty spiffy there. I love it ^_^
I've joined the fencing club! It's really fun. What about you?

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reddragoon1992 In reply to DisposableDarkness [2010-12-01 23:12:28 +0000 UTC]

Fencing club,wow that sounds fantastic, well everythings still going good on this side. Work is tough this time of year. During christmas there is a lot of stuff being sold and i am in charge of a christmas tree lot. Soo, pretty much i'm cutting big trees and loading them on peoples cars. Anyways glad everythings going good.

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DisposableDarkness In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-12-05 04:06:33 +0000 UTC]

Well work in general is good because it means you get paid
But I'm sorry it's so tough. >.<

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reddragoon1992 In reply to DisposableDarkness [2010-12-17 22:03:53 +0000 UTC]

Like, you said i get paid. I got a bunch of gifts for the family with all this money i got with all these extra hours in the tree lot.

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DisposableDarkness In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-12-21 00:57:53 +0000 UTC]

The only thing I don't like about christmas is that I don't have enough money to get everyone what I want to get them

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reddragoon1992 In reply to DisposableDarkness [2011-02-02 00:48:24 +0000 UTC]

true, but thats why you got to think small but not too smll not too bg either just enough to get a super awesome present that says, Y ai was thinking about you. lol, well my christmas was good, How was yours? and thankfully i am getting closer to finishing my computer support tchnician class, then I can get into my game design school.

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DisposableDarkness In reply to reddragoon1992 [2011-02-24 01:42:37 +0000 UTC]

True. My christmas was awesome, hanging out with family and friends! Although it seems like it was ages ago. Time seems to fly by so fast now. It's crazy @_@

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reddragoon1992 In reply to rikulee [2010-05-15 01:14:12 +0000 UTC]

I'm gonna ask, Are u gonna talk to me, or are u just gonna be another person online. I'm guessing you and Brian are gonna stop talking to me so i guess I can take you off my deviantwatch or such things. I still enjoy your art although I doubt my compliments would mean anything. Good luck with Brian, He's a really good guy, but I guess I got to him somehow and he is sick of me. Thats fine, I'm not gonna fight to get my friend back. He is more than lost to me. I apologized the day I outbursted at him so I dont see a reason for him to be mad.

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rikulee In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-05-15 04:01:26 +0000 UTC]

What? No I'm still talking to you? I'm not mad at you okay? I just think you could give Brian a little more respect..Ya' know? That's not what I heard from him..But maybe a more sincere apology would have been a bit nicer..
Don't let something stupid like this ruin your guys relationship..And why would you think that? He didn't tell me "OH DONT TALK TO DANIEL ANYMORE IM MAD AT HIM." so why accuse me? I just haven't gotten the chance to get on the PS3 lately and you don't come on here at all anymore..how else am i going to be able to contact you? D:> and is it wrong to support him and why he's upset with you? I think he has a good enough reason..I mean it's not like he's bitching about something stupid. Getting a job,going to college and driving is a pretty big step of adult hood. and on top of all of that he has to make time for me..so it's really stressing him out..please don't think he's just saying all of it to annoy the hell out of you, because hes not..he's just got a lot of pressure and stressful situations to deal with right now..and you yelling "STOP COMPLAINS" isn't really the response he needed..You're supposed to support your friends..not tell them to shut the hell up..

and you shouldn't just give up on him like this...i mean you two have shared a lot together..you can't just kick him to the side again like you have before..[thats right, like when you got those really bad girlfriends in the past] Brian has always been there for you. good and bad. and the least you could do is apologize and give him and his family the respect that they deserve.

I guess so..you can do whatever you want..if you don't want to talk to me anymore i understand..

Thank you for the appreciation and all of your comments on my previous work..every comment makes a difference to me. so don't make it seem like you wasted your time..

looks like i might have one less now..bummer..

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reddragoon1992 In reply to rikulee [2010-05-15 06:03:22 +0000 UTC]

a sincere apology, I did! the day I said it, the moment i finished bursting out on him, I told him, you know, Brian I am sorry It's just we all go through these things. I have a lot of stress too, but you dont have to take it all out on your friends or even me when you are stressed. I'm sorry, but Brian makes me feel like an idiot whenever I talk to him. He should respect me more as well. Every time he is going through stress, I have to fight through his barrage of attacks on me. I am willing to offer support, but apparently I am not going through what he is going through to talk to him. Seriously, Brian needs to act more mature. He made a comment that hurt me bad, but I made it through just fine. Sure I cried in front of Brian and his Mom. Do you think he has the right to tell the friends we had with us there that I am a Crybaby. Sure I cried, Cause I felt comfortable around him and his mom. He is like my family. He always was. But I never let my anger or stress out the way he does. He needs control. As his long time friend, I get hurt by what he tells me. But, now I am through with that stuff. You know, I've tried to open up to Brian and tell him the new me. But, he just puts me down. I say, Hey Brian I wanna be a voice actor.
He says, Why, you really think anyone would hire someone with a boring voice like yours. Well now I know, but he is always harsh with words.
I thought he was my friend. Friends talk things through and he just ignores me. What does he expect from me. AN APOLOGY, Too Bad, I never got one. He only felt quick witted when he said what he said. I'm doing better now. We are going through things of similar nature. I am doing so much to get through the step into adulthood, but Brian Probably sees me as being ignorant and incapable of doing so. He probably thinks I am not going through the same things. Sure, lets be technical. I may not be entirely, but in my own way I am going through obstacles that trouble me. Hec, My Gf is young and way underage. Any wrong move on my part and I'm a gonner. I soon need to find a job and get hired. I'm fine with any job. Just as long as I can bring something home to save. I'm not going to even waste any money on anything. Of course, finding a job is never easy, but I am not troubled about finding one. My Gf goes through even more stressing things. She has to take on her old witch of the west mom. My GF has to do everything in the house. She Cooks, Cleans, Cries, Gets told she is worthless, and it is even hard for me to convince her that she is not somedays, She even has to find a job as soon as she can so she can bring more money in and the mom can lay about and play games on the pc all day. Yet, she never takes her anger out on me or her friends. She is silent, and tries to get through her day. I am amazed by her will power. She even maintains an amazing GPA. She is my Hero, my role model. But enough about her, I just wish Brian Best of luck really. I am not at all angry at him. I can still say Hi or at least acknowledge that he is there. He cant even do that for me. Apparently stressing out myself and bursting out on him hurt him more than it did me. Even though, I felt so sorry about what I did, he could only say well at least I don't Cry do I? No, He doesn't he just punishes with his falcaon Punches of Words.

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rikulee In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-05-15 21:58:25 +0000 UTC]

Okay, but you haven't really given Brian's family the most respect. You "claim" to be a part of his family, but from what I hear you don't help around the house whenever you're over, you don't appreciate what brian's mom does for you. ie: when she asks what you want for dinner and you say her meat loaf. she spends her time to make it and you don't thank her afterwards. it's small things like that that have made brian pissed off. not only brian, but his parents have noticed it too.im sorry but,it's not him, its everything you've done in the past. every bit of disrespect that you've expressed towards his family has built up. and I know I haven't met them yet physically, but im pretty goddamn sure that they don't deserve that from anyone. especially someone who has been let into their lives and practically lived in their house for years.
Look, I understand that brian may make you feel like an "idiot" sometimes. but hey, he doesn't do it on purpose. The guy's smart. no doubt. honestly he makes me feel stupid too, but i don't get all butt hurt about it. i embrace it. and I learn new things from him every single day. Thats one of the things i love about him.and I think you should do the same instead of whining how much of a moron he makes you feel. you don't have to see it so negative. you can turn it around and make it a learning experience like me. Oh and the voice acting thing. He wasn't being a douche bag. it's called sarcasm.it's something he's picked up from prescott.you should know that dan..and im really sorry if he did hurt you. but he didn't mean it. he just didn't realize he did because you never said anything about it. I don't think you guys are going through the samething.. Is your mom pressuring you about getting a job? is she making you fucking fill out applications almost every single day? threatening that if you don't get a job, she'll send you to Alaska to get a job. and that you'll stay there the whole fucking summer? I didn't think so. So don't give me that crap, and how you're going through the samething. okay? What? this has nothing to do with your girlfriend though. Are we supposed to pity her and what she has to go through? Im pretty sure i've gone through worse. I've seen traumatizing shit that no one should ever see, i've been teased and humiliated since i can remember.[and it's by EVERYONE, not by little asshole kids.] My parents don't think that my dream is worth going for. that i should be a doctor and forget about art. I can't see Brian because my parents refuse to believe that he's really who he is. I clean, I cook occasionally, im told that i can't do anything, that im just a big ball of fucking negativity and i hate everyone. and yet i still get good grades, and i push it all aside and smile for brian and my friends. My mom started bitching at me to get a job as soon as i turned 15.That was 2 years ago and i still get her shit. so don't persuade me to pity her. as far as im concerned that isn't anything. it's typical teenager shit and her mom is starting menopause. But im glad you two are working things out and are still together. That she's your role model. I can say the same. Brian's my role model. I look up to him and he gives me that courage boost that i never got from anyone else. He doesn't need luck. He's got me and a family who loves him. So don't worry about him..i thought you didn't care? But thank you. If that's what he wants, i appreciate the acknowledgment.

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reddragoon1992 In reply to rikulee [2010-05-15 23:40:10 +0000 UTC]

Fuck You, I dont want to hear it, all this bullshit just pissed me off. Well, I would love to help, but I am not used to the customs of his family and how they do things. They handle things so much more differently. I am lost when I'm over there. If i try to help, I feel like I'm in the way. You wanna say shit to me. Do it, I'm sick of it. Brian is pissing me off. I was looking forward to talking to Brian on Monday, but I just dont want to hear it now. Thanks you really helped so much. If I get out of his life I would help him greatly. I am in no way a good friend to him. Thanks to you I see that. Apparently I have so many negatve things about me. Maybe Brian should've told me. What does he expect me to do. Pick off from what he does. I need to know what I may help with If I'm gonna be any sort of benefit towards him. Nevermind, fuck it. Tell Brian to stop talking to me for good. I have a great life here at home. My mom's great and i give manners to them and my Gf. Mostly cause I dont feel like I went to a whole new planet when I see him. Plus he always thinks that there is a simple solution to everything when there isn't. He is so lucky he has a great family that provides him with the neccessities of life. His mom also deserves alot of respect but I just dont know how to give it to her. If i haven't I apoloize to her. But fuck Brian, I dont fucken see him as a friend anymore. I cant believe I was his friend. Now he really got on my nerves, u did too. I am tired of all this bullshit. This just made my day even worse.

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rikulee In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-05-16 04:43:26 +0000 UTC]

I'm not talking shit Dan. I'm saying what I see and hear from brian and his mom..Maybe you could TRY to adapt to his style of living? im sure it's not too different from yours. you've known brian forever. how can you say you don't know how his household runs? Okay? I really don't need sarcasm right now. im just trying to let you know what the fuck is going on. and that you yelling at him at school that one day isn't why he's pissed off. Well you have that to look forward to when you guys talk soon. At least then you will know this isn't coming from me directly. it's coming from everyone on his side and who see it. i never said you were negative, i just said you should be a little more respectful.
how can you say you hate someone you've known your whole life? someone you've shared memories with? thats what i don't get..you can love this 15 year old but you can't love your friend. the one that's always been there for you..it just makes me sad to see that this is happening..it's not that, it would just be nice to help him..both of his parents are sick..stop being so selfish..geeze..it doesnt have to be "OH ILL DO THE DISHES FOR YOU." just something simple like helping with groceries or picking up the game room when you're done playing. just something small to show your appreciation for them having you over ya know? If you don't want to see brian anymore i think you need to tell him yourself. im sorry but im not your message boy. well he might think there's simple solutions sometimes, but at least he's being optimistic about the situation. don't fucking talk shit about brian alright? you're just pmsing right now. i refuse to watch you talk shit about him behind his back. and im sorry i got on your nerves but you need to fucking chill man. what have i done to deserve this!?

well this would have never happened if you didn't yell at him geeze..im sorry it ruined your day.

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reddragoon1992 In reply to rikulee [2010-05-16 14:15:35 +0000 UTC]

Ya I did pretty bad to act the way I did. I am sorry, I build up to much anger and it kinda shoots out. It's not one of my best qualities. I understand Brian is there for me. But please dont talk about my gf. Brian has joked around about her and I dont like that. Sorry if you felt under the impression that your a message boy. I outbursted on Brian in a Note but I apologized later. You know like I did to you. Just what me and Brian need is more communication. Just like any relationship. Just like I've told my GF, Babe, when you come over remember to say hi and help if you feel you can. And she does. Its stuff like that, that me and Brian need.

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rikulee In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-05-16 21:22:23 +0000 UTC]

Hey it's cool. It happens to a lot of people. I'm like that too sometimes. Hey no worries. He has? What has he said? We'll have to talk about that later tonight. >.> it's okay, you were just upset. we tend to say things we don't mean when were upset.Thank you for apologizing to him. ://> I really appreciate that. Yes, and if somethings wrong, or brian says something that you feel is mean you need to say something about it. okay? yes. exactly. ^^

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reddragoon1992 In reply to rikulee [2010-05-16 22:47:23 +0000 UTC]

It's hard to say something when he is joking about her because, Even though I try to look as serious as I can, he just takes it as a joke. Oh well, He is cool now. I think we really needed this time away from each other.

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reddragoon1992 In reply to DisposableDarkness [2010-01-14 15:49:36 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow you did, I was about to add you. Well did you check my Art out.

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DisposableDarkness In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-01-14 16:37:07 +0000 UTC]

yes! I did! I really like the picture you have featured on your profile. It is awesome XD

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reddragoon1992 In reply to DisposableDarkness [2010-01-16 02:32:20 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, i like your photographs. They are really well done. I'll comment on the ones i mean.

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DisposableDarkness In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-01-16 18:15:34 +0000 UTC]

Wow. all your comments surprised me. hehehe ^_^

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reddragoon1992 In reply to DisposableDarkness [2010-01-19 01:00:47 +0000 UTC]

Lol, you've been Dan Spammed with awesome comments.

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DisposableDarkness In reply to reddragoon1992 [2010-01-24 05:56:23 +0000 UTC]

whaaaaaat? sweetness XD

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reddragoon1992 In reply to super-luigi64 [2009-08-19 16:03:30 +0000 UTC]

oh that sucks, sorry dude. well at least we are finally going to school. This is gonna be a good year. oh ya my classes just so you know are the basic senior classes. And PE and weightlifiting.

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super-luigi64 In reply to reddragoon1992 [2009-08-19 16:37:39 +0000 UTC]

meh, its not too bad. yep, thats gonna be awesome. ah, i see. you have to take pe too? thats lame. but i guess youll enjoy weight lifting.

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reddragoon1992 In reply to super-luigi64 [2009-08-19 17:34:37 +0000 UTC]

well i am taking pe by my own will. The counselor told me it was like a bunch of sport stuff. IDK we will see, i hope it is fun.

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super-luigi64 In reply to reddragoon1992 [2009-08-19 18:12:00 +0000 UTC]

it really depends on which teacher you have. it could be a bunch of sports like soccer or ultimate frisbee, or it could just be a bunch of lap running. so its hit or miss with that. im sure youll like stockdale though.

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reddragoon1992 In reply to super-luigi64 [2009-08-21 20:24:10 +0000 UTC]

if its lap running it will be fun

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super-luigi64 In reply to reddragoon1992 [2009-08-21 20:47:17 +0000 UTC]

oh well there you go. lol

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reddragoon1992 In reply to super-luigi64 [2009-08-03 01:57:05 +0000 UTC]

well, I'm getting ready for school. I already have a route planned out for getting to Stockdale in time. I'll be taking the GET bus of course. Now all I need to do is get enrolled. Would you happen to know if we can get that done now?

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super-luigi64 In reply to reddragoon1992 [2009-08-03 03:28:25 +0000 UTC]

oh really? thats good! oh you are? at least it works now huh? oh yeah, we'll need to do that. im not sure, we might have to do it later on, family is kinda stressed at the moment.

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reddragoon1992 In reply to super-luigi64 [2009-08-03 03:31:19 +0000 UTC]

oh ya np dude. Thanks anyways.

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super-luigi64 In reply to reddragoon1992 [2009-08-03 03:33:53 +0000 UTC]

we'll get it done though, dont worry. once mom is gone and things settle down we'll have some time.

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reddragoon1992 In reply to super-luigi64 [2009-08-03 03:36:05 +0000 UTC]

Ya, I really need to get enrolled soon. oon enough school will begin and I will stress my parents out having them do everything last minute.

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super-luigi64 In reply to reddragoon1992 [2009-08-03 03:37:21 +0000 UTC]

oh shit, that would be bad huh? alright, ill try bringing it up tomorrow and see what we can do.

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reddragoon1992 In reply to super-luigi64 [2009-08-03 03:39:28 +0000 UTC]

Ya, any help would be apreciated. I dont want to stress your parents out either. I just want to be in time for school. lol, Thanks for your help.

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super-luigi64 In reply to reddragoon1992 [2009-08-03 03:40:45 +0000 UTC]

yeah, we still have a month though, so if we get it started soon, we should be good. no problem, anything to get my best bud to have one last excellent year of high school with me.

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reddragoon1992 In reply to super-luigi64 [2009-08-03 03:44:35 +0000 UTC]

awwww, what a pal man. Thanks again. that means alot. True one month is a good amount of time.

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super-luigi64 In reply to reddragoon1992 [2009-08-03 03:46:07 +0000 UTC]

yep, these are meant to be the best years of our lives, so we better remember them. yeah, so we'll be alright.

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