neverclever In reply to Xinaliia [2007-04-24 20:09:47 +0000 UTC]

Why, thanks.

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neverclever In reply to saturnineguise [2007-04-04 03:47:36 +0000 UTC]

very welcome! XD

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saturnineguise In reply to neverclever [2007-04-04 03:50:24 +0000 UTC]

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-02-28 23:56:16 +0000 UTC]

XD Not sooo amazingly at the moment, but BETTER right now because of THIS --> [link]
<3 <3 <3

How about you? How are you doing?

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neverclever In reply to neverclever [2007-03-01 00:01:30 +0000 UTC]

Oh yeah, and because of this <3 --> [link]

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-01 08:16:37 +0000 UTC]

OHHHH so cute! you guys are cute!

I'm doing...well....okay I guess....I've been pretty sad recently, but yeah. I'm having fun here, but I'm missing everyone over there....especially William. I really really miss him...and I wish I got to talk to him more

but yeah.......I MISS YOU ATTACK!!!

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-02 05:50:00 +0000 UTC]

awwww

Yeah, actually, I have been quite sad recently as well. Or... well, I'm sort of habitually sad, but I go in and out of it...? I dunno...

Yeah, I guess it would get lonely. Do you know a lot of people at U.H., or are they all pretty much on Maui?

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-03 11:48:17 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I know what you mean...I've been doing the in and out of sadness thingy. bleh! hehe

I get lonely without him...but I'll be back soon! I actually know and hang out with a ton of people here, both people I have know for years and people I only met this/last semester. It's really fun, but I do really miss him and my really long time friends on Maui or who went away.

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-03 22:06:42 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I'm lonely a lot too. I don't get to see Mario much, and I end up spending a lot of my time on my own (as i always have). I do have some good friends, but I've just always been a loner, it seems. But I don't think it will always be this way. Just try to remember the things that make me feel stronger, and not give up on my goals. Sorry if that sounded a bit, eh... emo or something. XP

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-04 11:43:50 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I totally agree and feel the same and all that jazziness. I actually saw Mario today...he was on his way to walk to Burger King... it was funny.
It didn't sound emo though, so don't worry!

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-05 05:01:47 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

Hmm... btw, what does "gweeter" mean? (I was meaning to ask you... XD)

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-05 10:16:56 +0000 UTC]

OH!!! "gweeter" is what Mr. Higa called guitars in my 9th grade guitar class...I just thought it was a hysterical joke on his part...very smart! So yeah...just a funny way or saying guitar

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-06 05:46:16 +0000 UTC]

(oh...) lol

(I wonder how small these boxes can get... hehe)

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-06 12:07:03 +0000 UTC]

I know really...I was thinking about that....O_o we shall SEE!!!

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-08 06:35:22 +0000 UTC]

Lol
This is sort of fun. Hm.... let's try some long words... Onomatopoeia. Encyclopedia. ununquadium. Um.... renaissance. Hmmmmmmmm..... multiplikationstecken. XDXDXD

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-08 07:07:51 +0000 UTC]

Nicely done. Antidisestablishmentarianism!!!! this is hysterical!!!! Iaminlovewiththecrazy-nessthatisthiscommentboxdissapearingtint ooblivion!!!!!

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-08 07:50:19 +0000 UTC]

It istotally, like completely, like, omg, really absolutely gone off the page!(Did the people designing this website even think of this? Seriously!)

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-11 08:48:04 +0000 UTC]

I'm really not sure....hmmm...oddness! gaaaaaaaaaaaaah I miss William!!!! I wanna talk to him!!!!!

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-12 05:20:42 +0000 UTC]

Do you guys talk on the phone and stuff...? Oh I don't know.... I don't know what I could say to help or anything, but I really wish I could help! It probably seems weird or whatever since you don't know me all that well, but it's just painful for me to see someone else in pain... I hope you're not going through this alone. Um.... I doubt you'd want to talk to me, but feel free to send me a note or email or... I dunno (still don't have MSN D=< ). Yeah, sorry, but it's really all I can think of that i could offer to try to help.

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-12 05:53:40 +0000 UTC]

you're soo sweet!!! I'm TRYING to deal with it...but I think I may end up going to one of the school psychiatrists soon...but it depends on when I hear from him. Yeah, I'll probably send you a note soon...I like talking to you!

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-12 06:28:39 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, I'm really glad! Yeah, seeing a psychiatrist could possibly help... I was very skeptical about all that, hated counselors and all those types pretty much, but recently I have started to see a psychiatrist myself, and I was really surprised because I actually really like her, and it's helpful to talk to her and stuff... Seems like it's just a matter of chance though, who you can find... >>

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-12 08:26:16 +0000 UTC]

yeah, I met one of the girls working there and she's really sweet, so if this continues for much longer, I think I may just have to go see her (or someone there hehehe). I hope it helps!

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-13 05:57:10 +0000 UTC]

Me too. Yeah, I really wish you well with all this... I hope you wouldn't get mad at me for saying something like this, but it seemed, in your Xanga posts and such, like you were maybe feeling ashamed and worried that others would judge you for how you might be feeling/behaving? Well, I dunno if I should really be giving you advice or anything, but I think it's important, for anyone, to be able to recognize and accept whatever it is that you are feeling... just to acknowledge it and allow yourself to feel it. If you suppress it for whatever reason... shame, guilt, worrying about judgment, fear... it just gets locked up, and you get depressed... Yeah, I really don't mean to get all preachy, but I am speaking from my own experience, these are things I am trying to deal with right now... (why I need the shrink, lol... :/)

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-14 05:53:15 +0000 UTC]

I am a little worried about others judging me like that...but yeah, I agree with you. I'm trying to deal with this damn stuff, and sometimes I feel like things are getting better, and then...bleh..they get 80 times worse...so I hope everything will be awesome again very soon. I do come home in like 9 days, after all!
But I think sometime really soon I'm going to go see one of the people in the student services office...I think it could help. Thanks.

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-16 07:50:58 +0000 UTC]

Hey, guess what? I'm coming over there! (to Oahu) I'm coming to visit Mario on my birthday (thursday) next week!! ^o^ Maybe possibly I'll see you, I don't know how big U.H. is really... never been there.

I'm really really REALLY looking forward to it, it's silly. XD

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-16 10:16:15 +0000 UTC]

OH THAT'S SOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!! I'm gonna be on Maui though if it's next week... I get back on Oahu on Sunday though, so....yeah! But I think you'll probably be home by then.

That's sooooo cute though!!! You'll have fun!

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-18 01:23:35 +0000 UTC]

XD... Well, I miss him a lot... XD... (Can't wait 'til thursday )

How long will you be on Maui? Your whole break?

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-18 01:36:12 +0000 UTC]

AW!!! You guys are so cute!! You'll have a ton of fun...Honolulu is HUGE!!!

wait, this thursday???

I'm leaving this friday and staying my whole break..you guys are lucky you're out already!

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-18 02:33:56 +0000 UTC]

yeah, I suppose we're lucky about that... and yeah, this thursday, the 22nd. (my birthday, OMG *panic* shiiiiitt.... >.<

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-18 02:47:13 +0000 UTC]

OH I'LL STILL BE HERE THEN!!!!!

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-18 02:59:59 +0000 UTC]

oh, neat! Well, if you're at school, there might be a chance of me catching a glimpse of you then! (XD) I just have to take care of some business w/ my dad in the morning concerning renewal of green card and such... and then when Mario gets out of classes I'll just spend the whole rest of the day with him! Yay! (This is crazy... I'm actually looking forward to my birthday... O_O First time that's happened in.... I don't know how long... @o@)

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-18 03:16:45 +0000 UTC]

Awwww!!! I'm so happy for you!! Yeah, I'll be around if ya wanna say yo. You're gonna have fun

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neverclever In reply to gw33t3r-love [2007-03-18 03:30:30 +0000 UTC]

Awesome! Guess it's a matter of chance, then?

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gw33t3r-love In reply to neverclever [2007-03-18 06:18:08 +0000 UTC]

Yeah! I'm around though hehe!!

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