laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2014-08-05 03:55:58 +0000 UTC]

Nah, I'm not on tumblr that much anymore.  Too busy with work and stuff.  Anyway, hope you're doing well <3

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Oshiruko In reply to laurenloogie [2014-08-21 13:03:48 +0000 UTC]

I'm doing well, yeah >w<  I've graduated and atm I'm waiting for mail from the universities I applied to. But it will take a while, so I'm basically just drawing and writing all day.

How have you been? You'd said you and Francisco were gonna get married. Are you already? Or will it take a while.
Anyway, it's good hearing from you <3

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laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2014-10-17 04:26:19 +0000 UTC]

Oh crap, I haven't checked my deviantart page in forever.  Nah, Francisco and I haven't gotten married yet.  We're waiting until we get our shit together.  I'm doing good on my part - I'm working full time at a badass restaurant - but he's having all kinds of trouble holding a job.  Did I get engaged to a loser???  Nah, I'm just kidding.  The job market is tough for cooks.  But he wants to go to college for computer communications or some shit - i don't even know what that is! - so hopefully things will get better eventually.  We have plans... they're just unfolding very slowly.

How are you? Are you going to college now?

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laurenloogie In reply to antwanet [2014-04-13 03:25:44 +0000 UTC]

Aw, thanks!  Glad you like it!

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laurenloogie In reply to JessKo2000 [2014-02-21 18:07:41 +0000 UTC]

Aw, thanks!  Glad you like it <3

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JessKo2000 In reply to laurenloogie [2014-02-22 02:19:21 +0000 UTC]

Yup!!!  

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laurenloogie In reply to Aztecrose21 [2013-11-14 18:59:37 +0000 UTC]

Oh my, another comment.  *ineptly checking deviantart*  I'm doing, well, okay.  I guess.  I'm planning to move half-way across the country cuz of, uh, shit involving my fiance and honestly I've been pretty stressed out about it.  But I believe it'll work out in the end.  In short, I'm fine.  Thanks for asking *u*

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Aztecrose21 In reply to laurenloogie [2013-11-14 20:20:37 +0000 UTC]

Its alright i understand i'm just picking. I hope things work out for you though eventually

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laurenloogie In reply to lil-momo10 [2013-10-18 01:39:13 +0000 UTC]

Oh it's cool.  Thanks for faving stuff. <3

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lil-momo10 In reply to laurenloogie [2013-10-18 10:58:48 +0000 UTC]

s'all good

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laurenloogie In reply to Aztecrose21 [2013-01-11 20:22:08 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, and it's no problem about the note, it was a good description! I will let you know if I start working on your request. <3

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Aztecrose21 In reply to laurenloogie [2013-01-11 21:19:31 +0000 UTC]

Thanks you are awesome wish i could draw the damn thing but i suck at anything that is realistic. I got abstract and weird down good. But try and draw a person or what ever like that i suck horribly. -blushes- but again when and if you can i would greatly appreciate it.

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laurenloogie In reply to Aztecrose21 [2013-01-09 22:08:47 +0000 UTC]

Um, perhaps? What's up? <3

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Aztecrose21 In reply to laurenloogie [2013-01-10 04:11:40 +0000 UTC]

Well i was wondering if u can draw a character of mine with deidara. :b. If u could i would appropriate it

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laurenloogie In reply to Aztecrose21 [2013-01-10 07:39:32 +0000 UTC]

I'm a bit notorious on dA for promising to do requests and failing, miserably. But if you have a picture or description of your character, I might give it a shot. I'm just not making any promises, solely cuz I work a lot and don't have much spare time. Either way, I'll do it if I can! <3

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Aztecrose21 In reply to laurenloogie [2013-01-10 08:30:01 +0000 UTC]

That would be awesome and i'm patient. Lol if it's o.k i'll send you a note in your profile. But on a note about your art. I think you do a very good job. Some of the mistakes are small almost unnoticeable. Though lol as i tell everyone. I'm an art enthusiast. So anywho ya i would love if you could draw something for me when you are able. Again mo rush

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laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2013-01-03 21:03:53 +0000 UTC]

Hey there, happy new year! I've been working a *ton,* like even more than usual. Twelve to thirteen hour days, every single day for almost three weeks! So tired... ugh. It's cuz of all the damn tourists coming here to ski and, apparently, to eat infinite amounts of italian food. Everyone at that restaurant is exhausted! Our manager quit, a cook went to the hospital... things have been insane. But what's even more insane is the fat paychecks I'm making - I'm getting one for seven-hundred bucks tomorrow, lol! So it's worth it. I just can't wait for it to finally slow down. *shoos away tourists*

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Oshiruko In reply to laurenloogie [2013-01-04 22:28:17 +0000 UTC]

Aw man, sounds like you´ve been insanely busy lately... D: Poor you. But fat paychecks are a good reward, harhar. Even if you have to deal with these shitloads of tourists, I think the money´s worth it. It´s the same here, these damn tourists are everywhere! And they´re weird as hell! A week ago or something, when I was grocery shopping, some foreign couple asked me if they could take a pic, because they found my multi-coloured hair funny... they´d never seen something like that XDD Well, at least they´re nice... my parents forbade me to get a better job now, because they want me to concentrate on graduating, so I don´t have to mess with the tourists XD

So, you survived Christmas and all that shit? Got some presents? ;D

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laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2013-01-05 22:29:56 +0000 UTC]

Ha, when I was a 'gutterpunk' or whatever, people would always want to snap photos of me. Unfortunately for them, I was usually drunk and would tell 'em to fuck off, lol.

I did survive christmas. The owner of the italian place insisted that we stay open all day cuz he thought he'd make a lot of money - it's been true the last few years cuz we've been the *only* restaurant in town open on christmas. But this time around, a few other restaurants caught onto his scheme and opened as well. So he ended up feeling like a total asshole cuz we were slow all day... all the tourists went to eat at this stupid steakhouse called 'cattle baron', lol. I was glad it was slow! I didn't have to bust my ass, plus the owner felt so guilty about making us work that he got the cooks (me and this native american dude) drunk on vodka... and plus, he gave me a raise. Woo!

I also got the most hilariously awesome care package from my mom - it was like ten pairs of socks, a blanket, a few boxes of macaroni and cheese, five cans of tuna (wtf!) and some sugar cookies. I laughed so hard I cried! Ha... moms. It really made my day, especially cuz I was out of clean socks >o<

How was your christmas? Did you have one of those awkward christmas dinners with your relatives? That's probably the only thing I miss about being with my family, lol. Drunk uncles, pissed off aunts, a cousin or two that's pregnant, a pack of wailing kids sitting at the 'kiddie table.' Lol! I think we already talked about that before but it's still hilarious!

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Oshiruko In reply to laurenloogie [2013-01-07 22:05:14 +0000 UTC]

Heh, must have been cool to work on Christmas if you get free booze... nice from him to give you vodka and a raise, that stuff goes well together >u< I got shitfaced pretty often lately... used up some alcohol reserves from new year and such, and Gin Tonic became my fav drink XD *mixing stuff*

It´s kinda really fucking cute from your mom to send you a care package with such useful stuff, lol. I dunno if mine would send me shit on Christmas, even if I was out of socks and starving in my shitty tiny apartment XD Even though she´s become kinda mild lately... just waiting for the next war declaration XD

My Christmas was actually quite good... really, quite good. I got markers and a cutter n stuff, my boyfriend came over, my relatives didn´t fucking show up and I managed to escape visiting my pushy granny... really, that woman is horrific! Everytime I visit her, she´s like "OMG you too skinny! Here, eat some meat!" and I´m like "Gran, I´ve been vegetarian for two years now, I´m not gonna eat this" and she´s all like "EAT MY FOOD I LOVE YOU!" and I flee to the attic, read old comics and hope the cake-baking monster doesn´t catch me. Beside, she kinda dislikes me... probably because I´m not girly enough XD
(and we don´t have kiddie tables anymore, most of my cousins are in puberty now, too XD )

Other than that, are you alright?

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laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2013-01-08 03:09:04 +0000 UTC]

Yah, when I was a vegetarian (in my teens) my family had a pretty hard time with it. My mom would always be "even chicken broth?!" Yah, it's *chicken* broth! Derp.

And I'm doing quite well, actually. Had my first day off today in three weeks - I slept all morning then went out and bought myself a laptop. So now can write my 'gay stories' as Ryan puts it without getting a bunch of shit. Gay stories, seriously? He fucks dudes, how much gayer can you get?! Apparently fan fiction is even gayer than actually having gay sex, lol. And sadly, I kinda agree. But either way, I'm not gonna stop writing -_____-

Speaking of which, I've been working on my latest 'criminal' chapter as much as time will allow. It's another flashback with a weird, introspective rant from Fuguki's pov. And while I know it doesn't make sense to have Fuguki's pov in Kisame's flashback, I'm doing it anyway. A reader suggested it to me and for some reason, I couldn't resist. He's been Kisa's antagonist for the last few chapters and I have so many ideas about what makes him the way he is (a perverted piece of shit) that I can't help but elaborate! I'm even toying with the idea of having some kinda weird almost-sex scene between Fuguki (yes, he's all gross now like in the manga) and a drunken, vulnerable Kisame. Don't worry, I doubt I'll actually write it. But it's still on my mind, just cuz I want the two to reconcile and I'm used to writing smut, I guess? Sorry, I never get to talk to anyone about my story so I'm ranting to you, lol! And I'm also not quite done. Sorry again.

*clears throat* Ahem. In this chapter, I'm also gonna have the scene where Kisame kills Fuguki. That's kinda why I want them to come to an understanding, just so Kisame feels really, *really* shitty for killing him. But it's not enough! I'm also pondering this whole other plot twist involving Kisame's lineage - when 'Madara' (Obito, whatever) confronts him at the scene of Fuguki's murder, he's gonna say some profound shit about where Kisame's actually from and what caused the destruction of his village. Then there's gonna be this whole bit where Kisame wanders about the Land of Water and 'finds himself' or whatever. Not a spiritual journey whatsoever but he finds his old village and has a revelation that causes him to join the Akatsuki. I want to do this solely cuz I don't think Kisame would buy into Obito's tsuki no me idea quite so easily. I mean... who would? Projecting a tsukiyomi onto the moon, really? *wants to rant even more* So I'm giving Kisame an entirely different reason for joining. It makes for an insanely long chapter but hopefully it'll be worth it. I like to think my few readers will be just a little bit surprised when they get to my awesome plot twist. They'll be all 'oh wow... Lauren's the best fan fiction writer of all time!' No, just kidding. But I am really excited about the chapter, incase you couldn't tell. I apologize yet again for ranting! And I'm glad you had a good Christmas!

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Oshiruko In reply to laurenloogie [2013-01-10 23:06:52 +0000 UTC]

Nah, my parents support me with that, but my granny always thought I was (in her words) "one skinny little shrimp", and nw she´s still trying to make me eat more, even if being skinny is rather... dunno, genetic for me... and I´m perfectly healthy living on vegetables XDD

Yay, day off and yaoi! Sounds cool >u< About Ryan and that "gay stories"-thing... I thought he liked your fanfics, too? I mean, seriously, he´s basically gay himself... kinda... he´s trolling you with your own fanfics XDD But I cannot deny that I agree with him. Gay fanfiction is even gayer than gay sex itself. Especially yuri stuff... none of the things I did so far were as fluffy and cute as in 90% of the yuri fanfics on the internet, which are on a whole new level of gayness XD

A new chapter? *u* *sits down and listens carefully, like a kitty* Aw man, yes! I can´r wait to get to read all that awesome stuff... I just hope there´ll actually be something new for me to read in the new chapter, after you gave me so many spoilers. But I´m pretty sure it will be just as fucking awesome as it sounded

You don´t talk to Ryan about your fanfic? Hum... kinda sad. I bet he´d bring some good new ideas into the plot, being bisexual like Kisame
And no prob about the rant... I like your rants :3

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laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2013-01-11 05:48:46 +0000 UTC]

Eh, I didn't really give you too many spoilers, I hope. It was kinda hard not to divulge my entire plot, tho! Don't worry, you'll hopefully still be at least somewhat surprised *o*

As for yuri, I've never even read a yuri fic... although I did watch some of a yuri anime series called 'strawberry panic' which is centered around an all-girls boarding school, where every chick is wearing an inappropriately revealing schoolgirl uniform and everyone seems to have a crush on everyone. Not only are all the girls underage, but nothing about it was realistic whatsoever! In my brief relationships with women, there was no mushy romance, nor were any of them all shy and innocent, lol! The most awesome girl I ever got with was a incredibly sexy Hispanic punk rocker named Alexa who wore leather jackets, patched up skirts and mesh stockings. So hot! We hooked up all drunk after a punk show one night - she became all enamored with me and wanted to date me. Alas, I said no! It's one of my many regrets, lol! Anyway, I forgot the point of this rant. Yuri's just as dumb as yaoi, I guess? And Alexa was really hot. *_*

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Oshiruko In reply to laurenloogie [2013-01-14 20:54:48 +0000 UTC]

I hope you didn´t spoiler me too much, hehe... still, I´m looking forward to the new chapter. Gonna be awesome as always, I guess >u<
*waiting for surprise*

I read some yuri fanfics... and I can´t help but think that they´ve all been written by straight-as-fuck girls who´ve never even kissed someone or so... too much fluff, derpderpderp. And most yuri manga- like yaoi- are just porn wrapped into something cute-looking, hehe. Not that I mind, though. I like them quite a lot >u>
But just as you said... I haven´t had that kind of puppy love romance with girls, either. I´ve had some weird kind of relationship with some girl I met when I was thirteen or so, and it lasted for three years... was weird. Her name was Anni. She was that kind of girl you imagine when you think of Oktoberfest and stereotypical "German" girls- tall, blonde, just hot *u* (totally the opposite of me, hehe). The sad thing is that I wanted a relationship, but she wanted me as some kind of friend with benefits, so we parted ways in a rather... frosty manner. Was nice, though XD

Yuri is even gayer than yaoi, I think XD

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laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2013-01-15 04:23:43 +0000 UTC]

Ah, that sucks you guys parted all 'frosty,' heheh. I guess I've always been the asshole when it comes to girls - I'm just a little too into men to commit myself. I was with a girl in high school too... this really butchy chick. We were more friends than anything though and when we decided to have a 'relationship,' shit just got all weird.

Blah.

What else to say? I had a day off today and spent the entire day sleeping. I just couldn't get outta bed, I was so tired! I wanted to do all this stuff... do laundry, work on my writing/art, run various errands... but I didn't do shit! I guess I needed the rest - on Sunday I got all dizzy at work and almost fainted from exhaustion *o*

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Oshiruko In reply to laurenloogie [2013-01-15 20:50:08 +0000 UTC]

Heh, well... actually, I´d wanted to keep in contact with her, but she didn´t make it to grade 12, is now a class below me and popular among these bitchy kids... so she turned into some weird-ass pseudo metalhead and is too cool to even say hi to me... and I don´t need that XD
Had some rather short meetings with other girls, not that exciting... I met one I really liked at a Con (the most fucking beautiful Sasuke cosplayer EVER). but alas... she was thirteen. And I´m not a pedophile /D

*blah blah*

Sleeping is amazing... I love it. It´s my fav hobby, except art >u<

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laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2013-01-16 07:55:32 +0000 UTC]

Ha, yah. This is a weird topic but I remember being rather confused in my teens as to what age was 'off-limits.' Like... one year it's okay to like someone who's thirteen cuz you're only fourteen, then the next year it becomes all creepy. And then suddenly you're eighteen, wondering if you're into shota or something. *o* But I've always been into guys a bit older than me anyways. I guess the youngest dude I ever hooked up with was this nineteen year old four years ago... sure he was of age but he looked so damn young I found myself asking him 'you're *sure* you're at least eighteen?! Lemme see your ID!' He looked like... umm... *rummages through pictures* [link]

He even played the violin! *gloating*

Hmm, anyway. Yah, sleep is pretty awesome. I can't get enough of it these days! After the insane tourist season, my coworkers and I are all going through this weird 'sickness' that's like the flu but really it's just severe exhaustion. We get dizzy at work, sleep a ton, and we're all sharing my manager's nausea medication cuz we feel like barfing all the time. Ridiculous! *shakes fist at restaurant owner* Just close the place for a few days, damnit! Do you have to make money every second of every day?! And the weirdest thing is that I'm sure this happened to me last year... I just can't remember. None of my coworkers can either! December and January are like *laughs outloud* traumatic memories! Goddamnit, being a proletarian sucks. In fact, you shouldn't even be reading this! Go study and get A's!

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Oshiruko In reply to laurenloogie [2013-01-28 21:36:51 +0000 UTC]

Oh god yes, it´s one hell of confusing >____>° (and that violin guy looks sexy... damn.)

How have you been, btw? School kept me so busy, I hardly ever came online lately... *stalking through gallery*
Aw hey, an uncommented Kisame pic! *u* *fangirl-mode on*

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laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2013-02-04 16:23:01 +0000 UTC]

dude i had a really weird 24 hours and need to tell someone about it! *clears throat*

so you know how ryan hooks up with this guy from time to time? well that guy's actually his roomate at the moment... he's this weirdly sexy boy who's all into gay porn and morbid crap. i've known him for forerver. over the past week we've been hanging out every night, drinking beers and watching neon genesis evangelion *u*

but holy shit, we got waaay to drunk last night and i was all like 'i have weird sexy dreams about you' and he was all 'i have a huge crush on you rraaawr let's fuck' and we hooked up all fierce in ryan's kitchen. horrible! and ryan found out! so busted. i mean... he really shouldn't give a fuck since he screws the guy too. but for some reason it's different when you're female? who knows. either way, i might have been dumped? whatever, i guess. you know, it's partly ryan's fault for only lasting like two minutes in the sack these days.

so there's my confession. i can't tell anyone in town about it, lol! and when i told the dude (his name's francisco) that we got busted, we both just started laughing for some reason. christ!

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Oshiruko In reply to laurenloogie [2013-02-04 21:44:14 +0000 UTC]

Ahh, that sounds... not too bad, actually. I don´t understand why Ryan´s so worked up about that... I mean, he fucks this guy, too! Whats the difference between him and you getting it on with said guy? XD And being dumped by some guy who lasts as long as some virgin schoolboy during sex isn´t that horrible... I think. And since you already told me you´ve been quarreling now and then and don´t get along that well... maybe it´s just time for a change? Idk, could be cool. That Francisco guy seems to be nice... and you´re still working together with the human-coloured, tattooed Kisame doppelganger, right? Plenty of nice guys around :3

... i mean, it doesn´t really worry you all that much, does it? You alright? .___. *awkwardly patting your head*

Anyways, that´s interesting news... seems like there´s plenty of action in your life right now XD
I´m kinda jealous. Dunno, I follow the same routine every week, studying and working and waiting for the weekend so I can see my boyfriend... he lives too far away for me to visit him (the train costs 30 fucking Euros, dammit! I´m not made of money!), so he always just comes here on the weekends (he´s got some student train card that allows him to ride for free) and we spend our time hanging out, watching animu together, killing my booze stock and dunno... screwing around. The best part of the week *u*

To pick up an earlier topic again, I think guys are all weird when it comes to situations like this, like "their" girl fucking someone else (especially a guy). It´s just some weird possessive thing, I guess... can see it when I´m with my bf, too. I sometimes make out with a girl and it´s totally okay to him (even when he´s not around), but every time I wanna have a sleepover at one of my male friends´ place or spend some time with a guy he doesn´t like, he gets overly protective and starts to worry about something as dumb as that. Ridiculous! XD
I guess guys just feel threatened by other guys. Like bulls feel threatened by other bulls, or something like that.

Anyways, what are you gonna do now? Try to get Ryan back, or have some fun with other guys? .__.

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laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2013-02-05 08:21:46 +0000 UTC]

sorry i'm all scatterbrained and need to say one last thing. ryan's actually *really* good in bed but lately he's been all weird and stressed out. well, i guess we've both been stressed out. i feel bad saying that he doesn't last long in the sack lol. cuz he has a big... eh... and... ... it just happens faster sometimes! *blushes awkardly*

goddamnit. sorry i needed to vent a lot more today than ususal. okay well i think i'm finally gonna go to bed. *u*

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Oshiruko In reply to laurenloogie [2013-02-08 21:41:45 +0000 UTC]

Okay... well then, information noted XD Thanks a lot XDD
*trolls*
But a big... thing isn´t all that counts, it´s about the technique as well
*also blushes awkwardly*

No problem, vent all you like :3 I always enjoy your rants n conversations with you, it´s really interesting for me :3 (because you´re like dunno... awesome and such... >___>° ). Sleep well :3

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laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2013-02-05 07:57:36 +0000 UTC]

eh. read this second! this is a weird continuation of what i was saying. so francisco is *so* fucking weird in the same ways as me. for a long time we couldn't even talk to each other cuz, i dunno, we're both just so fucking dorky and perverted. like, he's a male version of me, i swear! he's anitsocial and passive, hardly anyone wants to hang out with him cuz he has a cynical sense of humor and just laughs at his own jokes, and he's dweeby for anime. *heart emoticon or something* but alas, i think maybe we're too similar. when we were fooling around last night, we couldn't even do the deed cuz we were both laughing at stupid one-sentence jokes. we kept saying 'what have i done' and laughing all hard. ridiculous.

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Oshiruko In reply to laurenloogie [2013-02-08 21:38:35 +0000 UTC]

So, that guy´s like your Kagebunshin combined with sexy Jutsu? XDD

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laurenloogie In reply to Oshiruko [2013-02-11 22:04:00 +0000 UTC]

Yah, I guess so, ha! You can follow him on tumblr if you want but sometimes he posts old nazi photos (not cuz he's into nazis, he's just into weird, morbid shit)and i find it kind of offensive, especially cuz you're german and i'm sure you hate the whole nazi thing even more than everyone else. i was gonna see earlier if you wanted to follow him but for some reason, that has prevented me. other than that, his posts are fucking awesome. he has a lot of followers and spends a ridiculous amount of time tending to his account. i dunno, it would be a dweeby internet version of 'getting to know each other' or something. his tag is senzuribloodbath

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