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deviantdizz
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[2002-12-30 22:01:35 +0000 UTC]
"Reflection"
(Unknown)
# Statistics
Favourites: 23; Deviations: 15; Watchers: 9
Watching: 44; Pageviews: 3702; Comments Made: 309; Friends: 44
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: marioFavorite writers: undefinability
Favorite games: im playing it, so are you
Favorite gaming platform: Passionate
Tools of the Trade: Input: Goa Liber equinox wingmaker bill hicks terra and her infinite walls of chaos
Other Interests: evolution murder Fear of cold
# About me
Current Residence: jobcorps.doleta.gov/Favourite genre of music: goa
Favourite photographer: resurgere
Favourite style of art: minimal
Personal Quote: Output: poetry pen-art
# Comments
Comments: 71
Wow, you are crazy good!
Waiting for your next work!
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sex comics :: adult comics :: xxx comics :: free gary roberts comics
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Thanks for the work! He's sooooo cute, thank you real much!
It's so well drawn!!!
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Why, Hello. Haven't heard from for in a while thought I'd leave you a comment.
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comments are wonderful things, people taking time to view and think about things we do is a big thing. but the statement of finding something worthy of appearing on your page, as a favorite, is an amazing feeling.
for your support, 
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No way, man.
My ear and lips are reserved for me.
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a snip from ~citizenerased
I wish I could kiss someone outside of my mind.
I wish I could touch someones skin without trying to find an excuse for it.
And feel. What emotion ever it might be.
Feel it pervading.. streaming through me.
Or letting a thousand needles fall on me.
The last time a human face was close to mine.So close that our atoms started becoming part of each other and we almost grew together..
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Forgot you? Ha!
. . okay, yeah. Your name didn't work.
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but forestoflight does
or dizzy vibration
or variable angles
or maybe just a horrible habit of changing sns like i did on aim
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I've done it on AIM, too.
It's fun.
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I think you are the first human.Ever..that I will thank for having understood exactly what I was about.
thank you so much really.For digging under the surface.
I cannot tell you how much I appreciate minds that are not afraid to drown for a few moments in the depths of a subject in order to get the big picture..
If thats what you call rambling than I would like to have an entire book foll of it.For its more insightful than many things Ive come across so far.
thank you so much for your understandment.And caring.
and being the beautiful version of human you are.
nova
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Have a beautiful Valentine's day.
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thanks for the watch
--insecure, insincere, idiot deviant
p.s.
your note to me about what i'm trying to become
and what i'm doing to the various aspects of my being
simple
becoming one whole synthesized and cohesive being, completely unified and ultimately aware
by the way you should look up the medical definition of Hebephrenic Schizophrenia
it's so interesting, and fascinating -- and it's also a complete portrait of an individual who is in nirvana, or otherwise, is enlightened
funny how the western world grips the cosmos but the balls, cuts em off, and say that we were always sterile robots
in response to your cute little link, i have to say that it is ridiculous and absurd, otherwise known as a joke -- think for yourself Patrick, think for yourself, don't regurgitate some other morons banal shit on my doorstep, because sooner or later i'll have to shoot you
i love you?
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01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychedelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs
14. I like J. Bush
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
18. I have a lot to learn
20. I'm really really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
23. I hate snow
27. I love Chinese food
29. I am not a morning person
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses
32. I have potential in what??
34. My legs are two different sizes i refuse to believe my legs are identical..
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart
48. I spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
53. I've lied
55. I want to conquer the world
59. I love to exercise
61. I love to write
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
65. I hate dish washing
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can
78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye
85. I don't trust any religion
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I am very lazy
96. I'm sarcastic
97. I think my hair is annoying
98. I'm very sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal"
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i was too lazy to bold all the ones that i was... so i deleted them as a uh... waste of my time?
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this was so lame
01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychedelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs NO... NOT REALLY
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like J. Bush
15. People are cool
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate snow
24. I drink only milk
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I wear glasses
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses
32. I have potential in what??
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes i refuse to believe my legs are identical..
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People hate me usually
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages
48. I spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when you die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise
60. I hate chemistry with a passion
61. I love to write
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inch long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can
78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a vagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion
86. I used to play with barbies
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I am very lazy
96. I'm sarcastic
97. I think my hair is annoying
98. I'm very sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal"
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.
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Yes, my comments seem to be quite... well, insane. But don't tell the flabbergasted yaks i said such a thing!
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I dont know how long it took you to write that note.but I thank you for seeing ..the time worth enough writing me something as kind as that.
the effect of those words will stay a long long time.
thank you for..making me feel comfortable again in my skin.
thank you for being
nova
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Heh, I don't need a messageboard to tell me I'm delusional.
Still, we're the most mature, open-minded, intelligent delusional beings in our generation. We're not licking blades, or making nooses, are we?
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its wierd being the most... whatever
how does it feel to be normal? did i tell you about normal? I went in and worked as an "rsm" [rec staff management] and after a month my creative mind shut down. I never had a thought, complete silence like ive read about in all those books and stuff.
The problem is i wasn't creating. I wasn't doing anything but my job, and i really didn't enjoy my job...
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No, you never told me that.
Once, I was working as a tele-marketing associate, answering phones and assisting the customers who were too fucking stupid to figure out anything on their own, and when a girl asked, " how do I get the thing to work in that little drive-thing?"
"Open the drive with the button that shows an "ejection" symbol right below it," I reply, "set the cd - that's COMPACT DISC for you, ma'am - and shove the fucking thing in!"
Then, afterward I had no enthusiam in my voice. The job drained me of all excitement in life, and that was what killed me.
Now I'm unemployed, and submitting poetry in deviantART. Thank God I'm only sixteen.
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About 42% of it was a metaphor.
I'm headin' Google now, and get those pieces up!
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...
Wear your grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate.
Desperate to control all and everything.
Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen.
Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Justify denials and grip it to the lonesome end.
Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Terrified of being wrong. Ultimatum prison cell.
Saturn ascends, choose one or ten. Hang on or be humbled again.
Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Justify denials and grip it to the lonesome end.
Saturn ascends, comes round again.
Saturn ascends, the one, the ten. Ignorant to the damage done.
Wear your grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what you will or will not tolerate.
Desperate to control all and everything.
Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen.
Wear the grudge like a crown. Desperate to control.
Unable to forgive. And we're sinking deeper.
Defining, confining, sinking deeper. Controlling, defining, and we're sinking deeper.
Saturn comes back around to show you everything
Let's you choose what you will not see and then
Drags you down like a stone or lifts you up again
Spits you out like a child, light and innocent.
Saturn comes back around. Lifts you up like a child or
Drags you down like a stone to
Consume you till you choose to let this go.
Choose to let this go.
Give away the stone. Let the oceans take and transmutate this cold and fated anchor.
Give away the stone. Let the waters kiss and transmutate these leaden grudges into gold.
Let go.
...
Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go
I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live
I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom
Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down
Another meaty hole
Please release me
I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live
(The Grudge is the ego that holds you down to the ground. Let it go, and you will rise back up to the sun, and be at one with your source, your home -- your soul as star. You decide.)
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North Pole to South Pole
notice how they both pull
the same word
but push with different meanings
Love to Love,
only one word for all the facets
and Hate to Hate could mean the same thing
doesn't sound right
so I will call my love by the name that finds it
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hey man thx for tha watch, i got you added too n i like what i see so far.
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thanks for the watch. i'll be sure to check out your stuff.
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all life is war and deception
email me some new books to read. -momentaryvibe
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just someone watching you
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Everything, in the end, is revealed to be perfect.
Any semblance of imperfect comes from an imcomplete view of the totality.
Looking at fragments show fragments. And these are broken images of something much more comprehensive and sublime.
Keep your head up.
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Thanks for the comment, really means a lot to me!!
When I get the chance I can't wait to comment on some of your stuff!!
-insincere, insecure, idiotic deviant
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Thanks for the look into my gallery.
Take care, Peace and Love,
-Apphia
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p.s.
you have permission (laugh here, and you won't be alone)
to call me, still
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It's not YOU, Pat, that I hate, but the beast within you -- that archetype that finds residence in part of your sponge-like ray of light Being...
Yes yes, love, light, and all that shit -- fine
Namaste
Whatever.
But still gonna be a warrior -- it's me.
So if you got a little viral egoic beast, I'm gonna pull out my sword.
Cool?
Love ya bro.
Even tho I hate you.
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