angelsprinkles In reply to Kandy-Cube [2019-04-06 16:24:25 +0000 UTC]

of course! she's such a big heckin cutie. i just wish i had time to draw her more.

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angelsprinkles In reply to co-zy [2019-02-13 21:15:09 +0000 UTC]

ahh thank u bb

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angelsprinkles In reply to t1nkertoyz [2017-04-15 21:42:44 +0000 UTC]

i don't really consider us on bad terms. i'm kind of a sassy bitch at times, that's just part of my personality, as i assume it's part of yours since you sent me that note saying that you thought this whole thing was funny.
i honestly haven't even looked at that deviation since my last comment because i'm pretty stressed out irl as it is and i know i shouldn't be involved in something like that. i know it wasn't any of my business, and i know that the entire thing had already been resolved prior, i just felt bad for nikki because she getting so much shit for it, i just wanted to help her feel better. i didn't think anyone else would see that but her.

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t1nkertoyz In reply to angelsprinkles [2017-04-15 22:15:14 +0000 UTC]

yeah I thought it was funny, I'm a sassy fuck as well but
you continued to misgender me actually resulting me in crying which isn't what I thought would happen lmao, it happens to be one of my few weak points
and yeah I see why you'd say it but?? idk I find my opinion important for some reason lmao, it was just the fact that it was over and I wondered why you'd remind her of it and stuff
shrugs

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angelsprinkles In reply to t1nkertoyz [2017-04-15 22:25:48 +0000 UTC]

i know, and i'm super duper sorry about that. i really wanted to apologize to you about that because i felt like such an asshat for it, but i didn't know if it would be a good idea for me to contact you again.
the first time was honestly an accident; i didn't go on your profile to see what you set your pronouns/gender as, so i was just being a dick and assuming, which is something i rarely do; if i'm ever unsure about someone's gender or pronouns, i use they/them by default. whenever i send rantish messages like that, i don't proof-read them, which is why there were probably a bunch of grammatical errors in it, and when i saw that i accidentally referred to you as she again, i went to change it, but you had already sent me another response and i just didn't know what to do at that point.
lmao i'm pretty sure no one cares about my opinion so i don't know why i commented in the first place, but i saw that someone had commented something similar a couple days before so i thought that it might have still been an issue. if the last comment had been in february, i wouldn't have touched it.
sorry for the length rip i type a lot

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t1nkertoyz In reply to angelsprinkles [2017-04-15 22:36:44 +0000 UTC]

shrugs I just shouldn't be so sensitive tbh it's fine
I assumed you didn't look the first time
but I did correct you before you sent the other message so I assumed you just did it on purpose to despise me
and in the same message you call me 'that thing' and a pussy again, simply because I blocked you after sending a response because I didn't want to go back and fourth for hours on something dumb
'that thing' also made me feel invalid because of the disrespect trans people get and yeaH my gender is my insecurities lmao

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angelsprinkles In reply to t1nkertoyz [2017-04-15 22:49:33 +0000 UTC]

no you're totally fine! you're well within your right to be upset over something like that.
my ex-boyfriend used to religiously make jokes about self-harmers, knowing that i was one myself, and i forced myself to bottle those hurt feelings up and wound up trying to kill myself later on.
i honest to god didn't, a majority of the people i talk to use female pronouns so i'm just so used to using them. i really need to adapt myself better.
i'm such a shitty person. i really shouldn't try to talk to people while i'm having mood swings. i'm so sorry.
if i did refer to you as thing, i didn't mean it in response to your gender at all. maybe species? i don't know, i have the shittiest insults ever. but then again, i'm sure using a term like that in response to species can be offensive to otherkin.
and i have empathy towards you feeling that way. my ex-partner wasn't sure what their gender was throughout the majority of our relationship. they identified as female, then they identified as genderfluid, then they identified as male, then they went back to identifying with genderfluid. their mom treated them like shit over it. she told them that they were a girl, and that was that. when they stood up to their mom, she refused to buy them products while they were menstruating. i'd take an uber to come bring them several boxes of pads.

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t1nkertoyz In reply to angelsprinkles [2017-04-15 23:36:29 +0000 UTC]

'i got another notification from whoever the hell that thing is, but i'm not going to acknowledge it because i have no energy to stoop down to their level of pettiness.'
normally i just let people be ignorant and make jokes about sensitive things sometimes, because if i step in they'll just be like 'lol ur just triggered'
and tbh i have mood swings pretty regularly, actually being the cause of me blurting out things like my opinion because in the heat of the moment it seems necessary
ive come out to my mom twice, once when i was 9 and once when i was about 11, and she keeps telling me im just confused and to wait until im 16
but its been?? years since i thought about it so

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angelsprinkles In reply to t1nkertoyz [2017-04-15 23:53:09 +0000 UTC]

I'm honestly too embarrassed to read that because I'm sure it just shows off how disgusting of a person I can be at times.
I'm the same way. Most of the people I talk to make those "there are only two genders", "I'm gonna drink bleach", "feminism is cancer" jokes so I could never stand up for myself without being harshly judged.
It's nice to know I'm not alone. I have BPD and I think I would have killed myself along time ago if I hadn't met my best friend Diana who has it too.
I'm sure it doesn't mean much coming from me, but you are valid. Anyone who tries to tell you that you're not trans, that you're the gender you were assigned at birth, is literal trash.

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t1nkertoyz In reply to angelsprinkles [2017-04-16 00:46:40 +0000 UTC]

honestly i dont?? want to self-diagnose myself but sometimes i feel like i possibly could have autism or BPD?
and one time someone was like 'bpd isnt real' so i just kinda,, stopped assuming it was that one
honestly any time i do something stupid and insult people, i feel like i can have karma but im too stuck up and embarrassed to actually apologize 
i took a chance w/ you, its rare that i do it but i saw potential and im just glad you didnt hide it and tell me to fuck off or something bc i probably wouldve done that (not to you exactly, just in general)
my dad is,, like a transphobe and believes that boys cant have long hair or something :')) and he supports trump and whenever i say hes racist hes got SOMETHING to counter it, even if it doesnt make fuckin' sense
he's hella in denial 
i told him and my mother that im homoromantic but,, they think i only like girls lol

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