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SophiraDragonChan
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[2015-03-08 22:45:20 +0000 UTC]
"the hyacinth"
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# Statistics
Favourites: 1940; Deviations: 158; Watchers: 55
Watching: 110; Pageviews: 11861; Comments Made: 2402; Friends: 110
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Van Gogh, a bunch of people on DeviantArt,Favorite movies: Pretty much anything by Studio Ghibli.
Favorite TV shows: Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood
Favorite bands / musical artists: Coldplay, Vocaloids, Of Monsters and Men, Shinhwa, Exo
Favorite books: Books: All the Percy Jackson series; Virals series // Manga: OHSHC
Favorite writers: Rick Riordan; Antoine du Saint-Exupery
Favorite games: Minecraft, FNAF, Among the Sleep, Shadow of the Colossus, Skyrim V: the Elder Scrolls
Tools of the Trade: Prismacolor pencils and blenders, Micron pens, mechanical pencils, Staedtler erasers
Other Interests: Reading, writing, drawing, listening to music, daydreaming, stop-animation, YouTube
# About me
Hello!Welcome to my page~ <3
# Comments
Comments: 501
Thanks for the fav m'dear
Bullet proof glass won't save you from yourself Don't forget to write that sign, the one
warning those easily offended that they
might not like what they're about to read,
hear, see, don't forget to complain that
opinions not matching your own will
somehow cause you great pain and
distress, don't forget to scream trigger
as you pull the trigger on different with
a tumbling brain and normal hating
mess of neurological chemistry.
It only took one click for panic to rise;
car doors locking, man in driver’s seat,
iron grip on wrist, dilated pupils in drug
induced haze, held down by back of
neck, forced—
—breathe, it’s not real this
time, not happening again, breathe
while they cry trigger, breathe as
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You're quite welcome~
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Hello. How you been? Haven't heard for you in a while. So thought might as well check on you. XD Also miss you friend.
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Ah I'm sorry, I've been super absent from here. TBH I'm just very overwhelmed with life right now, hehe. That's not to say good things haven't happened too though. But I digress. Nice to talk to you again! What've you been up to?
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I feel you so hard.
Yeah I been so over whelmed and busy the last few months. I'm mostly moved into the house now. Still need a job and the rest of my stuff. My sanity been doing better here for the most part. (Tho today and yesterday was bad. Yeah shit happened. So than I was in bad mood this morning. And everything got worst for most of the day. Attack attack. Not as bad as it could have been. But yeah sucks alot. I don't like being blamed for something I won't dare do. I don't touch other people's stuff without permission. And you didn't have to scream at me. I'm just trying to take these boxes out for recycling. Yeah I was balling. Because yeah I'm such cry baby when someone important to me yells at me. Bro's GF. She was upset for some unknown reason.) But yeah I've made some progress on drawing stuff. I got more videos up. (Tho there is errors in two of them. Because editing errors and stuff.) I'm trying to make a Eyeless Jack costume for Halloween. (Still need a mask for me to use and stuff. I also need body paint. :/ ) I made more ear rings. May open my store in a few months? (Online store. I wonder should feathers be glued in there?) I made a friend about two weeks ago. And something nice they said is this or something like this "You are my part of my day. " Which I take it as he enjoys having someone to talk to. ^w^ Which I'm glad to be of service. But yeah since I been so busy I haven't had much time for drawing or anything art related. Which is saddening. Maybe I'll have time on Wednesday. :/ I'm slowly getting used to everything out here. Not used to city life. Used to country/near town/smaller city life. (Somehow Wauseon counts as a city. Doesn't feel like one.) My cactuses are growing. One is starting to have thorns. (Tiny white ones.) My costume for Anime con next year is almost fully ready. Just would like to get a wig for it. (But what color/colors? Broken doll with Lolita twist to it.) I think that's about it.
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Well, just keep going, it sounds like your life is gonna be improving a lot soon C:
I'm sorry you've been struggling with some stuff though~
Ah, good luck finding some time to draw!
omg I love cacti so much!! It's funny you brought that up, because I actually drew a few cacti doodles recently
I dunno if I'm gonna dress up for Halloween this year or not
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I hope so. And yeah I just had my job interview not that long ago. I went alright I think. Also if I get the job I will have to buy more clothing. And will be allowed to have piercings, tattoos, and hair coloring. (Any color. ^w^ ) It would only be seasonal. But I really hope I can get a job. And this job I actually have some experience in! I have it from school.
Yeah this happens. And this is life for me. But I'm sure life for many others too. But we will all get through it the best we can.
Yeah I know right! I haven't had time in about 3 days or more. Which soon I should get lunch and than clean my room some more. (Just shoes, blankets, and may few other things to take care of.)
XD Yeah I have three different cactus. Two of the same in there. (Got them over at Walmart. There doing so fair under my care. Which is surprising because plants and fish die on me. So to have one that is living is surprising to me.) Yeah the one that was painted blue has grown alot. I mean like a crazy amount since I got it. Like maybe a good inch. 
It's fine. It's up to you. I'm just happy to finally be allowed to enjoy Halloween without Mom being a judgmental ass to me about it. Dude it has nothing to do with worshiping Satan! All it has is free fucking candy and people dressing up in horror costumes. Plus if I got the story right! Halloween was to scare off monsters and stuff. IDIOT MOTHER. =A= Here is something weird I like to say. For the last few years I haven't craved sweets. Be yesterday and today some I do. Weird. And I'm fairly happy I think.
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(sorry I'm replying slowly again)
Hey but good luck with getting the job!~ I'm currently applying with a job for the public library here, and I'm really hoping I get that, it'd be the perfect job for me
Cacti are the greatest thing in the worrrrld I love themmmmmm
lmao yeah I love Halloween but I think I'm just gonna have a Halloween party with a few of my best friends and my brother
That's fair, I don't really get cravings for sweets ever (but I still enjoy them) :3
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It's alright.
I didn't get it. But I'm gonna put an application in a bakery tomorrow. (Yeah I'm still sick somewhat. Right now sneezing. WTF man. First coughing. Than coughing and lost my voice. Than voice comes back. Than runny nose and coughing here and there. Now sneezing. *Laughs at self.* I'm so lucky aren't I?! *Sarcasm.* Day 4.) I understand. I hope you get it too! And I'm sure you will do fine! *Hack.* Ugh.
XD Ha ha I see. Yeah there nice. And there growing quite alot. (Kinda wonder when they will need to separated and when soil would need to changed out. Or any other care they may need.)
I see! Have fun! Your making me wish I could join you over there! XD Cause it sounds like so much fun!
Yeah it is weird. Because I used to a sweet alcohol. And than I started liking coffee. And now days don't crave sweets. (Literally it become so bad that I was eating pudding and I disliked it. If that's the right word. Disliked. Which I normally love sweet things. But now days I don't even know anymore. I guess I changed alot.)
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Alright, good luck with the bakery
I'm sure if you look up cacti on the internet, you could find out what they grow best in. (plus, at least they don't need to be watered much)
Hehe yeah, it'll be a fun time
Ah that's fair, sometimes people's tastes just change. It happens
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Well I finally mange to put it in today! *Cough.* And thank you!
True. I hopefully can find a schedule for them when it come to watering? (Don't know what kinds they are to be honest. Two are more leaf like. But thick. And one is something else. Maybe I'll take a picture.)
^w^
Yeah I know. It just feels so weird to me! XD
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Awesome
You're welcome~
I bet if you describe them on google you can eventually find what type they are
Hehe fair enough
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Well it said for cactus once a week at least. (Which I don't know when I watered them last. ^w^; )
So how you been?
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Fair enough, small cacti can be a lil resilient to missing a watering here or there. Good luck with them, hehe.
I've been kinda bad, to be honest. Some really rough stuff has happened at my school, as well as a few things in my personal life. I'm just kinda trying to not implode.
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Thank you. I will try.
I see. 
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Yeah
It'll be fine eventually
what about you?
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I hope so.
Well I had a really long day today. Answered messages. Put away clothing. Reorganized my closet a bit. (Holy crap I spell that! Now my closet on where I put the hangers is not such a war anymore.) Got somewhat of a lunch. (Way over spiced. Way too much basil. Basically buried in it.) Than had to go to UPS for a tour and interview. Which I got there super early. And was the last one to leave out of that group. Super nervous through out it all. But if everything goes well I may finally have a job. (The job didn't seem that bad other than the 70 pound part. And that things can get up to 150 pounds. But yeah hours, training, pay, and stuff sound good.) Than after that I got more food for myself. Cause I'm still hungry and needed food for the rest of the week. I pretty much tried to relax the rest of the day. *Yawn!* I also got a new drawing to work on when I get time. Maybe tomorrow or so? My Depression seems to have died down a quite a bit for now. (But who knows how long that will last. Tho it been a good amount of days now.) Even tho one of my newer friends is clingy he has cheered me up some. (And we keep scaring each other with our symmetry. XD Like literally today we both agreed that if we could we would wear a mask everywhere we go. XD Cause yeah we hate our face. Plus there fun and pretty. But sadly that is not ok to do. Because of criminals and shitty problems.) But yeah his a good guy to talk to in my opinion. (WE'RE JUST FRIENDS. Plus he thinks of me like cousin. I think of him kind like that too now days.) I also had some fun hanging out with parents for a few days. And had fun passing out candy. (Had an awsome moment with the last of them.) I also had fun a bit because part of the time I did Fluttershy voice. (I am not a brony. I just think Fluttershy is cute and I know how she feels.) And than once or more I did my Dragon voice. (Which is deeper and more manly sounding.) Sorry babbling on again.
Anyhow. Are things any better?
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Thanks.
Well it's nice that you seem to have been doing alright then~
Ah, not really. I have a few issues going on that're probably going to be rather long-term, so I'm just trying to hold myself together.
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Your welcome.
Thank you. I hope you are as well.
I feel you. I hope everything works out eventually.
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Sure thing, dude C:
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Thanks for the fav
Give us a twirl majoretteWell I guess it's time for me to put
pen to paper once more, perhaps
more figuratively since my thumbs
do nearly all the work nowadays, with
fingers occasionally dancing over glass
and tapping keys as encrypted drumbeats
pulse alongside turquoise tainted valves
and coagulating crystalline currents.
I guess it's an opportunity to dissect
the sinew surrounding these lungs of
a false pleurisy ridden entity, writhing,
remember to breathe, try to breathe,
remember to hold the cyanide on
your tongue, flared nostrils, inhale
sweet almond seizures, we'll bring the
columns down and raze this town to
hell where evil resides and innocence
lays mute in dismal ruin.
I guess we'll no longer pass as
children despite our youthful embrace
of our ruthless indestructibility when
thrown from chalky cliffs to bounce
instead of break, when we fall to fly
and greet our goodbyes and believe
every bitter sweet word sung over
marbled gravestones, because our
delusions buried, blurred, contradicted
reality while
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Cain and Abel : Thanks for the Llama!
Abel : If you have the time you can drop an eye over our comic if you haven't already *smiles wide*
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You're welcome.
And alrighty
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Thanks for adding one of my stuff to your collection!
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You're welcome! C:
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How you been friend?
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It's been rough.
And you? (aside from what you've mentioned in journals)
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I see. I hope things get better soon. *Hug. *
I'm pretty good. Feeling better today. I'm making progress on a new drawing. Don't know if I will outline it. But it is coming out really cool looking! : D ^ω^ I also should be done with that blanket soon. Just need to get something from my old room. And I made a new friend yesterday? But yeah they been a fan of my art page on facebook for a long time. And yeah I think it's going well so far. :'D Hopefully I don't worry them too much. (With me having little melt downs and big melt downs here and there.)
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Thanks
Good! Glad you're not doing too terribly~
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Your welcome.
Yeah. I'm just bumped out right now some. Cause I already miss my job. Along with everyone there. And I need a new job ASAP. TTATT Cause I can't do anything really until I get a job out here. Than I will be moving my bed, dresser, important papers, and whatever else is mine here. I hate this. It had sitting all day pretty much anymore. *Moping.* Still got alot of cleaning to do tho. TT -TT Wall scroll fell down a few days ago. And there I got blabbing on again. Sorry about that.
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C:
Yeah, that's understandable
Well good luck~! Eventually you'll have it all figured out and dealt with and you'll be glad you made it through all this
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Yeah it should. Just wish my arm quit hurting. But yeah thank you. *Hug. *
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Yeah, that's fair. And no problem~ c:
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You're welcome! (and thank youuu)
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Quite welcome! :3
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Thank you for the favorite!
How you been BTW?
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You're welcome.
Ah, in all honesty... life's been pretty rough recently. I don't know, things are a lot more complicated than they used to be. I'm sure I'll get through things, I just need to give it time.
How about you?
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I see. I know this feeling. Yep. I'm sure you can do it friend!
Well lets see here. Had meltdowns/Anxiety Attacks for about five days straight. Than feeling pretty bad but was happy to get to hang out. Than felt bad some more. And now pretty happy and in love. But at the same time worried for someone. (Hhmm maybe I should find a kitty or cupcake icon for here?) I got very little drawing done today. (Yeah got pretty much nothing done today. Been super lazy.) I may take pictures of stuff tomorrow. Mattering on if I get around to it. (Has work bright and early.) I had fun sketching a vent art. Probably disturbing. ERROR in the brain for me it's from. Cause as I said. This doesn't make sense. (Talked about it in a journal.) I also made a sketch in digital art. Chopped up creature with things around and over it. Not sure if I will work on it. And made gaming video. Flash game. And normally I don't play brutal stuff when I'm happy. But today is a weird day. Also got an idea for a new comic. This is actually an add on to someone else's comic. (Rather people not know who I'm dating probably until we say it ok to tell. I'm fine with telling but don't want them mad for me saying anything. Also not 100% sure if were dating or not. *Shrug.*) Also not sure if I will be drawing this comic. But will try to tomorrow.
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