Skyfiresibs In reply to Odyanii [2011-01-18 01:03:38 +0000 UTC]

There will probably be more of them sooner or later.

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Skyfiresibs In reply to XNoNNX [2010-10-20 18:35:54 +0000 UTC]

You know, you need to ask me the question in order for me to answer it.

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XNoNNX In reply to Skyfiresibs [2010-10-20 19:18:35 +0000 UTC]

I knows~

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Skyfiresibs In reply to XNoNNX [2010-10-19 10:31:51 +0000 UTC]

Sure.

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XNoNNX In reply to Skyfiresibs [2010-10-20 19:18:29 +0000 UTC]

.... Umm... what happened to SelliTheCookie?~

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PiinkVanilla In reply to XNoNNX [2010-10-21 02:54:30 +0000 UTC]

*Ish SelliTheCookie* =3

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XNoNNX In reply to PiinkVanilla [2010-10-21 21:44:24 +0000 UTC]

Hey~

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-07-29 12:25:57 +0000 UTC]

What does that even mean?

Can you really blame me for being worried about you though? Your girlfriend does that and then you're being all 'the walls are going back up' and I'm just sitting here, watching it happen, no idea what's going on... last I checked attempted suicide is on my list of things that are a pretty big deal, give me a break.

You should come onto MSN at some point so I can barrage you with annoying questions.

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SelliTheCookie In reply to Skyfiresibs [2010-07-30 02:32:29 +0000 UTC]

Yes, it's my GIRLFRIEND'S job to worry about me, not yours.

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-07-30 04:24:45 +0000 UTC]

Hey, why are you getting all mad? Was it something I said? Am I not allowed be concerned about you when something bad happens? If I didn't get worried after something like that I'd be the worst friend ever. I just want to know what's going on, give me a break...

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SelliTheCookie In reply to Skyfiresibs [2010-07-30 04:26:44 +0000 UTC]

=.=" I WASN'T MAD. I was saying that it's her job to do the worrying and nagging, not yours. You and Davin both do enough nagging to make up for her lack of it.

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-07-30 13:13:46 +0000 UTC]

Well I perceive this to be my job, so there. I'm not meaning to nag you if I am, but you never tell me shit without me asking you about it first so you don't give me much of a choice. Just tell me what happened already! (If this was you it'd be like *flails* around here, but I'm a manly man so I have to make puppy-dog eyes instead.)

Oh, and don't compare me to that punk. I'm way prettier than he is and not a dick.

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SelliTheCookie In reply to Skyfiresibs [2010-07-30 14:22:49 +0000 UTC]

What happened when?

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-07-30 14:59:09 +0000 UTC]

You know, Sarah! What's up with her? Why did she try to kill herself? What happened with you two when you went to see her? You seem to be happy, what came about that put an end to the sadness? What happened? Could you please state what occurred in a linear fashion?

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SelliTheCookie In reply to Skyfiresibs [2010-07-30 16:59:05 +0000 UTC]

Everything's fine. Good things happen. Relax.

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-08-01 15:18:13 +0000 UTC]

Ok, I'm trying not to get mad here, but you're being pretty damn unreasonable. Why haven't you been talking to me? Why won't you tell me anything? Why have you had me blocked for most of the summer? I've been trying to make things better but you're making it reeeally difficult!

I know that you've had me blocked most of the summer because if you didn't have me blocked it would mean that you haven't been on MSN to talk to Sarah except once every few weeks, which is unlikely to the extreme.

I don't know what to do. I've been trying but you're not even talking to me and I can't guess for shit. That also what I've been feeling like lately. Do you know what it's like having someone you call a friend just totally shut you out for some indiscernible reason and you have no idea why? It's not fun! Help me!

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SelliTheCookie In reply to Skyfiresibs [2010-08-01 16:57:54 +0000 UTC]

Because you WHINE like that and throw TEMPER TANTRUMS. It's ANNOYING. I already have Davin whining in my ear all the time, I don't need you too. And I have NOT blocked you. I have been at WORK or with SARAH or OUTSIDE. I haven't been home very often until rather late at night when you're not on anymore.

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-08-01 19:04:55 +0000 UTC]

Yeah the beginning sucks, the second half is better so please read through it. I'm probably coming across the complete wrong way in the start but I was feeling kinda weird when I started writing. Oh, and sorry for the essay length reply again, I just like explaining myself fully I guess.

Well, now I know. This is what I’ve been wanting you to say for a while now. Now that I know the reason I can stop doing it or something. I didn’t know I was annoying you like that, I thought there was some other reason. Thank you for finally telling me. You’d be amazed what can be happen when people just communicate with each other.

I wasn’t meaning to whine or throw a temper tantrum, if that’s what you thought I was doing. Ok maybe the whining, but temper tantrums? I don’t think so. In that three page long letter I sent you, I don’t think I once got pissed off or anything. If I got angry when you ignored me, well, can your really blame me for that? Selli, I wasn’t trying to whine or throw a tantrum. As pathetic as it may sound, I’ve probably been more pleading with you to tell me what’s going on, why you haven’t been talking to me, etc.. Honestly, whining was probably the only way I could even get you to acknowledge my existence. The only way I got you to tell me all of this was by what you perceive to be whining. I mean, look at what just happened here. After trying to comfort you because your girlfriend tried to commit suicide you’re not even telling me what happened or why she did it or anything. Have I really screwed things up that badly? I’m sorry if I’ve been annoying you but I really, really don’t like being shut out. There aren’t very many people here I can hang out with and… I guess I just didn’t/don’t want to lose you, you know? Not like I’ve lost other people… I was afraid that would happen, so I tried to chase after you, get you to acknowledge me, talk to me… It probably would’ve been smarter to just give you space or whatever, but I’m really not good at that. I didn’t realize I was doing this, that’s why I’ve been asking you these questions for a while now…

Heh, I probably sound pretty pathetic right now, and I’m sure I’m not making any sense. Looks like in trying to stop you from shutting me out I ended up making you want to ignore me even more. Seems like no matter what I try and do it’s the wrong thing. Don’t you get it? It’s so funny!

If I’ve been pissing you off that much, I guess I’d better stop. I’ve wondered if I should do that a few times, but then I’d wonder… if I did that, what would happen? Would I just fade away, would you forget about me? I didn’t want that to happen. Sorry.

I’ll stop. But if I do that… will you at least tell me what happened with Sarah? If I stayed up until 2 or 3 or 4 in the morning, would I get to see you once in a while? And… I’m not really as bad as Davin, am I?

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SelliTheCookie In reply to Skyfiresibs [2010-08-01 19:15:43 +0000 UTC]

Nothing exciting happened with Sarah. She didn't do anything to herself, she wanted to, but she didn't. Nothing more than that, it's rather uninteresting.

And no, you're not as bad as Davin, but you're getting fairly close.

By the way, do you have any idea how much you make it sound like I'm your girlfriend? No wonder Sarah isn't to fond of you, lol. She read this and got green with envy and went all "My Selli!" on me.

Anyway, I'm off to work. =.="

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-08-01 22:07:53 +0000 UTC]

Uh... ok...

I know I should probably let this drop, but, when it happened you were like traumatized, you even said as much, and now you're just saying it was uninteresting... I'm sorry, there seems to be some dissonance there.

I guess it kinda does sound like that. You are important to me though >.>. I mean... not that I'd... uh... There's no way to put this without sounding like a jerk is there?

But... do you have to go and tell Sarah every single time I say something to you? I know it's on the internet for all to see but seriously...

And what about the other question?

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SelliTheCookie In reply to Skyfiresibs [2010-08-02 03:07:53 +0000 UTC]

Sarah is allowed to see whatever the hell she wants. >.>

And what other question?

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-08-02 04:39:50 +0000 UTC]

The thing where I'm like 'if I stayed up until 2-4 in the morning would I see you every now and then?'

And you running and telling her when I'm pouring my heart and soul out is kinda like... 'gee, thanks.' It's like, you're telling someone all these things that are true but are pretty pathetic and you wouldn't say to anyone else but them and then they go and show their girlfriend.

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SelliTheCookie In reply to Skyfiresibs [2010-08-02 05:21:24 +0000 UTC]

Probably not, I hop on enough to say a couple of words to Sarah and then I go.

And did you even look at the time or the day? It was a weekend! She was WITH ME. I'm sorry that I don't mind if she looks over my shoulder,

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-08-02 13:25:36 +0000 UTC]

Hey, I figured something out! I'm like a puppy, if I get shut out I'll scratch at the door until you open it and shout at me

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-08-02 12:53:36 +0000 UTC]

Ah... well, I don't mean like right now, I know you're annoyed with me, I was thinking like in a week or two.

That's alright then. I didn't think of that, I guess I'm used to her Mom being like 'fuck you' and never letting her go anywhere.

And sorry about the whole block accusing thing, but I used to see you fairly frequently, especially during the summer, and in my head you being annoyed with me + never seeing you ever = block'd.

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-08-01 04:50:13 +0000 UTC]

Ok, so why don't you want to tell me then?

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-07-31 12:40:40 +0000 UTC]

Come on, I should think I deserve that much.

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2010-07-30 17:06:00 +0000 UTC]

I know things are fine now, but as the guy who was trying to comfort you before you went over there, I want some kind of summary of events...

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Skyfiresibs In reply to SelliTheCookie [2009-11-08 01:25:03 +0000 UTC]

O.o

Hi Selli.

I'll just get on MSN, shall I?

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