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# Statistics
Favourites: 76; Deviations: 155; Watchers: 68
Watching: 39; Pageviews: 9395; Comments Made: 369; Friends: 39
# Interests
Favorite bands / musical artists: Katatonia, Korn, Linkin' Park, Poets of The Fall, KamelotFavorite games: Skyrim, Aion, Devil May Cry
Favorite gaming platform: PC
# About me
Real Name : MahaNickname : Rueby/Rue/Ryo/Lexie/Alice/Miho [Too many]
Age : 21 Years Old
Zodiac : Pisces
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I don't really know what to say about myself... I'm a random person, alittle bit shy on the inside and leaning towards the crazy-in-a-good-way side. My sources of inspiration vary, but I do get most of my inspiration from the combination of my imagination and someone else's. It gives me a challenge as I enjoy roleplaying-- Which is quite a perfect source of inspiration. To me, it's like sharing-- or rather creating a story with someone else that it becomes so fascinating.
Whether I draw often or not, it all depends on my mood, the level of /happiness/ I'm at. If I'm really happy I'd be drawing a lot in one day, if I'm down anything I draw would end up frustrating me because I can't do it.
More about how I /learnt/ drawing; I didn't learn it anywhere, neither took a course in it. Basically, it started a long time ago when I was a kid, being an artist was a dream to me and I wouldn't stop drawing, it was really bad. But gradually I improved- it's not great, people out there are probably better, however I believe it's good for now.
I'm always seeking to improve- I don't want to see what I draw from my own eyes, but accept people's opinions, I want to see what they saw, hear what they think. Their comments, I'm sure it'd make me become better.
# Comments
Comments: 51
natersal [2014-10-03 05:14:25 +0000 UTC]
I-I----ISHIDA SUI ANNOUNCED A
together with the announcement for Vol 14 of Tokyo Ghoul manga and his little mini Zakki artbook thing.
Something like Tokyo Ghoul re: or whatever like that.
It's a TEASER LIKE he's CONTINUING TG.
NOt official yet BUT WE'RE NOT KANEKI BLIND NOT TO SEE!
RIGHT? RIGHT?
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-03 05:51:20 +0000 UTC]
Wait- what when did that happen???? WHERE?
-GETS CONFUSED- SAUCE, WOMAN, SAUCE!
YOU- MADE A BLIND JOKE?!
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-04 23:31:27 +0000 UTC]
You probably found out already cause I reply like a turtle.
(or slowpoke)
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Oh, I expect to have more Tokyo ghoul content in TOKYO GHOUL WEEK! It's an event in tumblr and starts in OCT6! Based on tarots! Can't wait!
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YES! A BLIND JOKE LIKE THIS.
Oh Kaneki...
Now I am sad.
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-05 10:04:46 +0000 UTC]
Haha it's alright, you did tell me your weekends are quite busy and all. I try not to bombard you with replies and instantly do the replies you do err sooner. . . . I just wait for everything and do it in one go xD Maybe I should change that? I'm not sure.
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-screams-
Wait an event on tumblr? This. . . will be fun except I suck at tarots. So fuck me haha.
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How dare you?! LOL This is like Kaneki in a nutshell right there.
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-06 00:56:42 +0000 UTC]
YES ON TUMBLR! IT STARTS TODAY!
OCT6!
--> tokyoghoulweek.tumblr.com/post…
Tokyo Ghoul is alive! Ah, and there is also the silhouette preview thing of Ishida sui's NEW MANGA that will come out on Oct 16.
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I drew something for the event and its Rize. (I haven't drawn a female anything in forever. HAHA)
I think she is the biggest fool in the show. A very unfortunate one!
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I reply as much as I can but then there's like 10+ stacks of our replies haha
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WHy is tokyo ghoul making me laugh and cry at the same time? It's like I feel so heart broken so I need to laugh and making these jokes that seems funny but then pierces my heart a few seconds after.
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-07 10:26:18 +0000 UTC]
I am so very scared about this whole silhouette thingy, I hope it's Kaneki but god if it wasn't I think I might die.
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Dammit, why Rize?! -shakes fist- That bish made fun of Shuu's food and bit Kaneki!
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Hahaha I'm so sorry xD sometimes I wonder if you ever get to them all. . . I feel so guilty, I've been trying to hold back, but I've actually been busy irl. . . Aunt got sick and all. . . ~
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I'M NOT SURE BUT WE MUST MASK THIS HURT WITH LULZ
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-07 15:28:34 +0000 UTC]
Some say it's ARIMA! But I think Ishida will try to make it look like it's not Kaneki but will be Kaneki.
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I don'd know why RIze. Probably a tribute for her because if she never tried to eat Kaneki, Kaneki will not be his half-human, half-ghoul dolce self and will never meet Tsukiyama. Kaneki's bad luck is actually the start of Rize's downfall as well.
So Kaneki's ghoul smell smells like Rize right? Is he the new Rize now?
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When real life calls, we answer! Do not be worried! Reply whenever you feel like it.
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Mask it with lulz? Like crack or more fluffy scenarios!
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-10 14:44:10 +0000 UTC]
You kinda hit the nail on the head haha. If Haise isn't Kaneki I don't know who is. I'll probably cry buckets if it isn't him.
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She never tried? She bit off his shoulder, smacked him into random objects, she was going to play with him until his very last moment, woman. How could you? How dare you? -cries-
I will murder you for suggesting that xD
But yes Kaneki probably smells like Rize.
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-raises white flag- I have awakened from my long long slumber!
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We need more fluff. The Shuuneki ship might be sinking with the whole new manga sequel thing!
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-13 16:28:59 +0000 UTC]
I AM NOT READY FOR THIS NEW CHAPTER.
I kinda did not want to read it.
It hurts. I mean, a whole 2 years passed and yet the scar of the past have not been healed!
So... can Kaneki eat now? Like hamburgers or no???
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I shall ignore comment sequence and bring up KANAE again. WHO IS HE?
WHY does he have the same scar as Tsukiyama behind the ear? Is he a paid Tsukiyama clone/body double because Tsukiyama is a druggie Torso now?
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May I remind you our dear Tsukiyama kicked and smashed Kaneki into a pew in the church, against a wall and probably mentally scarring him from ever going on dates... cause from what I have gathered... the only date Kaneki has ever had was the one with Tsukiyama in the bookstore, playing squash etc.
Love and let live!
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Well I HAVE MIDTERMS TOMORROW.
TOMORROW. AND I HAVE NOT REVIEWED YET.
Wish me luck as I will be answering using my magic method of putting A,B,C,D,E on my pencil, rolling it and then writing the answer on whatever letter is on top. HAHAH
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HOLY SHIT IF TORSO IS TSUKIYMA.. NO WHY ISHIDA? WHY YOU SHOOT US DEAD SO?
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-16 22:50:59 +0000 UTC]
Hmmm speaking of burgers, I was eating a burger today from burger king.....then I remembered Kaneki. I nearly started crying.Omg Kaneki you're ruining me! Ruin me more, Kaneki ._."" -cries-
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LOL this is an interesting assumption, a clone. I kinda thought of it. Haha--
Again with the Torso-- -
Thanks to TG, many things lost its meaning. . . Gourmet became 'Shuu', Shoe became 'Shuu', keys became 'Kanekis', Centipede became ' Kaneki ', Ghoul became...something not so disgusting (not a zombie sorta), uhm...Torso referred to a person rather than an upper body, eyepatch = Kaneki, etc...???????
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Ahhhh well Shuu 'technically' blackmailed Kaneki into a date, imagine a human AU with Tsukiyama preparing a fine feast for Kaneki. (probably didn't kidnap someone too) Hmmm with all the roses and the incense...-gets hit-
What if after they ate, Tsukiyama goes to play the piano and they both sit together and and Shuu guides Kaneki's fingers around--- -gets hit-
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Oh boy, I know it's probably late now, and I hope you're done with your midterms (asked you in another comment how did you do on the midterms)
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Shoosh! Don't hurt me like so- I get extra angsty.
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-17 23:03:39 +0000 UTC]
At least you finished your burger. I remember I was eating lunch at school when I watched the torture scene in TG and I was like... uhhh I don't think I wanna eat now. It would be bad if you imagined your burger to be human meat or something.
You are a total M! You like pain! And now you are begging for Kaneki to hurt you. tsk tsk
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Kanae is probably a relative? What if Tsukiyama is now married. You know how affluent families are. They need an heir immediately and make marriage contracts with other powerful families... Probably they saw Shuu was so depressed and heartbroken when somebody left him and his parents decided it's time to get a new GF or get married. That's probably why Kanae and Chie are talking about Shuu-sama going with something he normally would not have agreed to do.
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Hahah TG ruined me as well! I shall now enjoy everyday I get to wear a Shuu on my feet. Shuus are meant to be stepped on. Oh, dear. Sorry Tsukiyama!
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I have a thing for guys playing the piano. Stop making Tsukiyama more dreamy that he already is! Tsukiyama will probably play a simple duet piece. Tsukiyama always gets hit. Probably when kaneki feels flustered and don't know how to react. This is the reason why I don't think Kaneki will fit Touka. Touka seems like she needs someone to take care of her. Well Kaneki needs someone who take care of him too so Touken or hidekane does not that much appeal.
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-20 19:13:59 +0000 UTC]
It left a tragic after-taste tho. . . Hmmm, I don't remember? I think I was eating too? hmm or just ate. God. Seeing Jason just makes me wanna ugh....
I probably am, you too, I mean I believe 99% of this fandom are M since Ishida is so sadistic. And we enjoy it?
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I'll pretend I didn't see what you wrote-- or maybe he's Torso, killing all the wives because his mind and body can't seem to accept anyone but Kaneki?
Hmm well it's not said he eats them? He's interested in the spine me thinks???
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Oh come on, don't trample over Shuu like that, he'll cry.
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But he already was playing the piano in the church! It's nothing new. . . hmm wait Kaneki is a tsundere now? I don't know I think Kaneki would avoid resorting to violence still. . . mmm. . . But then again I don't think he'd hold back with Tsukiyama. Hide will take care of Touka, I mean isn't that awesome- he'd get off of Kaneki's back, and Touka can have someone to be busy with, hence getting off of Kaneki's back. And everyone is happy!
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-22 18:43:54 +0000 UTC]
I just spent hours watching youtube live reactions on the last episode of Tokyo Ghoul and I am still addicted. I love the manga and all but there is something about the last episode of the anime that is so sadistic, sick and crazy. Kaneki drifting in and out of consciousness in between of being tortured psychologically by RIze and tortured physically by Jason. it's like he can't get away ever from that.
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Oh his lover. If Tsukiyama is Torso then heavens, please let him meet his lover again! Let him meet Kaneki and believe that everything is right and beautiful in the world again!
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Shuu will cry? The only thing that can make him cry is Kaneki. Tsukiyama is so prideful that I think Kaneki leaving him just shattered his everything. Hence.... Tsukiyama MIGHT BE---HOPEFULLY IS NOT---TORSO
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Haahaha Kaneki is kinda like a tsundere ONLY for Tsukiyama. I don't know but I think the more I dive into this ship they just become so OOC in my head. Even my drawings of them, Kaneki is so sweet with Tsukiyama. Is it wrong that I just want Tsukiyama to be treated nicely and be loved?
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Yeah Hide and Touka fit together. He was the one asking for the name of the cute waitress in the first episode. And Kaneki just wants Rize/tragedy in his life. I mean, forget Hidekane and Touken. hahaha
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-25 08:20:29 +0000 UTC]
Hmmm I felt slightly disappointed with the last two episodes because they skipped some content, but I suppose that particular part of Rize and Kaneki was good. Though dedicating a whole episode for that as abit meh for me. . . I suppose the whole thing was more intense in my head. I thought the fight scene would have been more 'epic', the anime just made Jason yell 'Kaneki' all the time and I'm like 'what'. Maybe it was impressive the first time I watched it, but when I did it again I wasn't really impressed? :/ Am I turning into a manga elitist? Haha!
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Ah just one last wish then ._.""
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Surely he'd cry buckets!
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I'm sure perhaps if Tsukiyama behaves then maybe Kaneki will be nice to him, buuuuuut I doubt he'd 'fully' trust him. ( I mean Kaneki probably has so many trust issues apparently. . . .)
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EXACTLY lmao
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-28 03:11:58 +0000 UTC]
Whatever the anime is about, I will still watch it eagerly! I am not watching any anime this season... This is weird but I am thoroughly stuck in the Tokyo Ghoul fandom right now. Hahah you probably are a manga elitist! Ah but then what made the manga more intense was the text. To see a page full of text filled with Kaneki's screams of agony has a big impact.
---Regarding Shuu as Torso thing---
COUL KANAE BE TSUKIYAMA? In the new chapters, Chie she was saying something about her model and mentioned shuu and the panel was on Kanae. Kanae looks more petite and younger than the Shuu on the roof top so I don't know. The mere fact she is requesting FOR HAISE'S PERSONAL BELONGING means she plans to sell it to Shuu and since she was giving info on Torso, SHUU IS NOT TORSO!
I'm prolly wrong but I'll take any happy thoughts for now.
Or we go to the they are using the CCG to make Shuu snap out of his Torso phase. ~sigh
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Could Torso be Amon and the Snake ghoul be Nishiki? In the panel where Haise was talking to Amon's ghoul father, he was mentioning about the head and it awfully looked like Kimi. hmmmmmm👍: 0 ⏩: 0
natersal [2014-10-01 19:25:24 +0000 UTC]
ITS OCTOBER NOW!
SEPTEMBER HAS ENDED!
WOOHOOO!!!!
Well you did say to wake you up when September ends so...
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-01 20:43:53 +0000 UTC]
-awakens, remembers what she drew-
.....
-grossly sobs then falls back to deep slumber-
I...don't want to wake upppp.....
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-01 21:41:17 +0000 UTC]
Oh, hush now and sleep again!
Just imagine Kaneki and Tsukiyama snuggling in bed.
Kaneki had the nightmares and Tsukiyama was there to comfort him and make him feel safe.
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-02 04:52:48 +0000 UTC]
I did sleep with a single tear in my eye. . .
-sniff- This hurts. I keep imagining blind!Shuu on bed and Kaneki by his side crying. THIS IS NOT DAIJOUBU. . .
Why am I having these depressing mental images- did I finally break?
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natersal [2014-09-30 02:15:24 +0000 UTC]
To chase away the blues and being triggered by HIDEKANE,
I HAVE FOUND A GLORIOUS SHUUNEKI FIC THAT WILL LIFT YOUR SPIRITS.
Its fluffy, sweet and subtle, and is right on on characterizations! It's a post 143 fic that will mend your broken heart.
PART1: archiveofourown.org/works/2296…
PART2: archiveofourown.org/works/2325…
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-09-30 07:04:29 +0000 UTC]
After finishing part 1
-turns into a sobbing mess- WHY IS IT THAT THIS FANDOM HAS SIMILAR IDEAS? I don't feel motivated to finish my own fanfic now
Halfway through part 2
THEY KISSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDEDEDEDED
Ah boy, I didn't like how it escalated from sensual makeout session to something 'else'.
I admit it got slightly awkward for me. Twelve years and I still can't cope well with that thing. I can't help being flustered. FFFFF - What is this.
Anyway. This was good. Partially tho, I didn't enjoy it as much as I did to other fanfictions. . . .But it was alright, sorta. xD
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-09-30 14:56:13 +0000 UTC]
It's from the same author that wrote that other fanfic where they had happy times in the bookstore. Remember that one? Hahah I didn't even recommend the one where Anteiku held a maid cafe event and Kuroneki was all sweet and shy and Tsukiyama was just so crazy about him. hahha
WHAAAA---FINISH YOUR FIC WOMAN! I don't care if they are similar.
Hahha I do like tha part where they kissed and Kaneki just guided Tsukiyama's mouth into his.
I liked it that there were maids and the little spoiled Tsukiyama young master instructed them not to go near his healing boyfriend. OH but the idea of seeing Tsukiyama's parents... I'm really curious... Either they look totally snobbish and uncaring as to what their obsessive son is obsessing about right now or they are really nice and social people. (families into politics tend to be nice--well at least to keep up appearances?)
OH MY THAT GIVE YOU THE BLUSHING HEEBIE-JEEBIES???
12 years man, you are a veteran at this. That was actually TAME compared to the other badly written-fuck-with-no-care bloody tentacle and centipede infested fics I have... seen. LOL I had to stop and be like... WHO WRITES THESE!?!
Sneaks a peek anyway and I'm....
I need to go to church or something... HAHAHHA
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-09-30 20:17:10 +0000 UTC]
WELL IT DID MAKE ME AWKWARD AS WELL. It escalated in a not-so-passionate way. It felt like it went too quickly. I don't know-- I CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL WITHOUT GETTING EMBARRASSED.
-sigh- That sounds so weird -huffs- Lacks tragedy. . . .
BUT-- THE FRUSTRATION- Well, mine is abit different.
Hmmm his parents would probably both have purple hair. . . or something. . . ??? I'm sure his parents would be pretty cool. . . families involved in politics tend to be nice? Hmmm....perhaps deceptive. Because I don't think politics is all that fairplay crap. . . . So perhaps Tsukiyama might be a reflection of his parents? What if his dad had a thing for art and his mom for books etc? Perhaps the library was due to his parents desire to collect books. . . .and read them?
Sh-shut up--!
Ugh, I kinda stumbled on a tentacle fic and I was like "That's it, I'm done. The ship will sustain itself...I don't need fanfics."
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-09-30 23:41:24 +0000 UTC]
WOMAN, If you think that escalated quickly then you better stay away from the other shuuneki fics out there where it was like: 👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Ooopsie, I tripped! Ravissant!
OH look, my thingy got inserted into your butt hole! DOLCE!
Better make the best of it! TRES BIEN!
*bed squeaks squeaks, random pants and grunts in background*
THE END.
(Oh wait, they hadn't gotten into the cannibalism and tentacle kagune part.)
It's like There could be a basic yaoi fanfiction pattern where you just change the name of the seme and uke name. Like
Uke: OHHH
SEME: You feel so tight,
It was that bad! And yet I'm a bit of an M and still kept on reading. HAHAH
At this point I imagine you making a face, OH SHIT WHY THIS FUCKING DESCRIPTIONS AGAIN.
HAHHAA
You are right. Politicians are more deceptive than nice. I don't know I want Tsukimama and Tsukipapa to like son-in-law-neki. I just want him to get approval and no more rejection you know. Like, he's got enough of rejection and pain in his life.
HAHHA Yeah, I fear for your pure innocent soul.
Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-01 05:58:45 +0000 UTC]
...It's alright. I know. It's just the pacing makes me feel meh. Perhaps it's the fact that Kaneki still didn't fully recover and they're down to business. I don't swing that way-
Oh I know the pattern. It's just a meh. . . pattern. My shit is more err. Tame. I guess. (since I suck at writing smut either way, MAKES YOU FEEL VULNERABLE)
I'd probably make a very puzzled face. . . puzzled and unamused face. . . -takes bleach, blinds self-
Hmmm, perhaps they'd be alright since he'd make Tsukiyama happy...I don't think they 'care' much. But what if Shuu's parents were dead? And everything he owns/runs belongs to him? What if he's a very accomplished businessman/politician? -gets hit-
My innocent soul is always well protected. . . I try not to eh . . . expose it to emotionally scarring stuff, I keep it hidden. My preciousssssssss.....
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-01 21:16:56 +0000 UTC]
HAHha reminds me of one of the post I have seen in tumblr where Aoba apparently haves sex with Noiz I think in the hospital while he was injured. People were saying, Aoba, he needs to heal not the D. HAHHAA
I still wanna read more labu labu at this point that plain bloody cannibalistic grinding frick-fracking. It's just so hard to find a decent fic like that.
Independent Shuu! I like it! But then I'm pretty sure one of his relatives or parents is alive. Remember the heartbreaking scene, ch128, he said not even the tsukiyama power and connections can save you. He puts a lot of faith in his family's powers and it served as a sort of security blanket for him that worst comes to worst, he can pull some strings. This all shattered when Kaneki was gonna go to his suicide mission. That damn boy.
Going with the independent Shu scenario, can Kaneki be like a hired body guard? Oooh like the one I mentioned before where he is legally a body guard of the tsukiyama young master but really, kaneki the bodyguard is the master of the young heir. (Kaneki probably needs a new fake name but new identities are easy for Shuu) AHHH
OHOHOH~
Your soul is in danger. DANGER.
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-02 05:04:07 +0000 UTC]
It's okay for Noiz to re-crack a bone or two. I'm sure he'd love the pain after not feeling it for such a long time. Honestly I never grew to like Noiz that much, not sure why, even tho he was such a sweetheart in the end and his 'good' endings in reconnect were extreme (awkward) lulz. Since at first he suddenly snapped and went to grab a belt? And I was like "NOIZ I DID NOT MEAN TO-- OH GOD" I was playing it with a friend, and she was like "What's going on? I'm not even seeing anything of that sort, so far they got abit. . . fluffy." and I'm like "I screwed up, didn't I?" and then I realized they had different 'good' endings. Which makes me sad because Clear's and Mink's don't have different options (well like it doesn't really matter much).
-huffs- I need to get my writing muse back without getting emotionally scarred now. I think I'm in a critical condition. I must stay strong!
Mmm perhaps. Yeah that was sad, I wished Kaneki would listen. Kamikaze Kaneki, return! Pls!
Ohh rofl what kind of plot twist is that. . . interesting. He can go guard him somewhere where no one can see and engage in sloppy makeouts (again with the makeouts) , perhaps they share the same room (suite)for extra...safety measures. They put on a bodyguard-show on the outside, yet behind closed doors it's so fluffy and shit. People then won't question why they're always together.
MY SOUL IS INDEED IN DANGER.
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-02 17:20:35 +0000 UTC]
OH YEAH COMMENT SEQUENCE.
I just reply in one go my thoughts just revolve around this scene.
*Was I just replying to a comment you made on a different comment? SHEESH
Yeah and people are wondering, why there was a loud bang in Mr. Tsukiyama's office right when the door just shuts close. People think Tsukiyama has a massive temperand hurts his people but its actually Kaneki shoving Tsukiyama behind the door and kissing him because he can take it no more with pretend bodyguard business and women hanging all over Tsukiyaa. They lean on the door and do le sloppy make-outs until they are all panting heavily on the floor and somebody knocks asking if they are alright. Kaneki teases Tsukiyama and Tsukiyama is forced to answer the lady while feeling very aroused and straining to keep his voice fro moaning. OH THAT SCENE.
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Now I want a fanfic of this. I need it so badly. Like. YES. With lots of sloppy make-outs but knowing me, It will turn to
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I didn't play DMMD. I only watched play throughs. I have a thing for games which I can never finish. I don't know I have this chronic gamer illness where I love the game but then I lose interest on playing it. Oh they have different good endings? I need to watch it! There should be a Tsukiyama game. I mean a date Tsukiyama game HAHAHHA
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-03 05:33:41 +0000 UTC]
Hahaha it's alright, no worries, I guess it's alot of comments, I suppose we're bound to go in circles; I mean I do too. . . so I apologize if I kinda go in a circle and repeat something. xD
Oooo now you're speaking my language. I'm sure Shuu didn't even have time to put some 'don't disturb' sign or something now that Kaneki kinda rushed him in. (he probably uses that so these pesky women don't interrupt his work. (tho he could just lock the door. . . -frowns-) LOL that would kinda humiliate Tsukiyama abit there. What is pride anymore? I'm sure he'd try to make out a reply with all his might and it'd probably sound abit squeaky/strained rofl. Kaneki you kinky bastard.
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I could totally do it, but it'd exclude the smut, tho my writing muse is STILL DEAD. -gets hit- I don't even know what to do anymore-
Hahaha jeez. I'm sure Kaneki went this far with teasing he won't seal the deal and tell Shuu "When we get home". -laughs- Ah so evil.
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Hmmm they do they do. Go watch it! The plot is shit as usual, but hey since when any yaoi VN seemed to have a proper plot. . . -sigh-
Oh boy. I wouldn't want that, I mean would you? It'd mean there'd be a way to fo-- wait no no playing as Kaneki? I just messed my own mind up.
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-04 23:42:41 +0000 UTC]
I just realized my spelling and grammar sucks when replying. OH WELL.
What is spleling and gaymmar aynwasy.
(Sorry I usually type like fwashooommmm>>> *clicks submit comment)
Oh that lovely fanfic you wrote. It just made my day so happy!
The fact that their situation of being caught in that position is so humiliating is what makes it so exciting for Kaneki. It's kinda like a punishment of some sorts? Oh and Jealous Kaneki is a delicious Kaneki!
That image in my head. AH SO BEAUTIFUL!
Shuu stuttering and trying to reply normally is so alluring.
KANEKI TURNED TO A TRUE LITTLE DEVIL THERE DIDN'T HE!?!
I'm sure Tsukiyama will feign sickness, cancel all his appointments, and drive home ASAP.
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I NEED TO KNOWWWWW!
A way to fo? What is fo??/ WHAT IS IT!?! Yeah you will play Kaneki. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!?!
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-05 09:57:12 +0000 UTC]
It's alright, no worries as long as it can be comprehended xD I can deal with it
I'm glad, really! I'm sorry I couldn't reply any sooner, I got caught up in some stuff irl! -sigh-
It makes me even happier to know that I did something to make you happy >.< It always makes me feel that way when something I worked on brings happiness to others-- maybe I'm not as evil as I thought I'd be xD
Hmmm, probably, humiliating Tsukiyama can be abit intriguing since it makes him see all the things he didn't err witness normally. Oh no that wasn't the punishment, the punishment was Kaneki stopping midway because Tsukiyama is such a cockblock sometimes he gets 'carried away' plotting and scheming, Kaneki doesn't like that, he wants senpai's Tsukiyama's undivided attention. All for himself.
Lets just say this Kaneki likes to give Shuu abit of a hard time (in more than one way). He became abit of a mischievous little troublemaker haha, buuuuut I'm sure he's not reckless; like he can put them in situations like that but he already had thought of every possible situation and all the solutions to it. (That geeky boi)
Tsukiyama would instantly cancel appointments if Kaneki started acting like that, I mean it's abit of a bad thing to get Kaneki too jealous. He just....won't give you what you want, unless you're happy with few months of teasing haha jeez.
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Fo...fo...-cough- hmmm I don't remember actually what I wanted to say, but that's insignificant now, no worries.
I WAS THINKING WE'D PLAY WITH TSUKIYAMA THEN YOU CAN ROMANCE EVERY SINGLE GUY THERE LOL
But following VN rules. MC never tops.
Also..... I just realized....Amon and Shuu do meet in the manga. LOL
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-06 01:16:15 +0000 UTC]
WHY MUST YOU FEEL ASHAMED ON POSTING SOMETHING SO WONDERFUL?
Go for it captain! You are the captain of a ship!
It's so beautiful to read! Imagine the beautiful tears you will cause for all the shuuneki/tsukikane fans out there that needs a happy fluffy fic?
You owe it to the fandom captain!
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Tsk. Only Tsukiyama is to blame why kaneki learned to torture him this way. The old Kaneki will die from blushing probably... but then Kaneki knows Tsukiyama likes the *SPICE* in their relationship. I am probably gonna reread tokyo ghoul... or draw more for the TGW in tumblr!
I am intrigued by this idea that tsukiyama is a cockblock. I would think that he is the one who always initiate intimacy but I can understand how Kaneki can become so jealous. Tsukiyama has REAL WORK and he is more likely mooching off Tsukiyama and getting the bodyguard position as an excuse so the two of them can travel together.
Tsukiyama can probably be a Japanese diplomat for Italy or France or something. It's all politics and power and wealth and Kaneki doesn't really have a role to do because as you have said, Tsukiyama can protect himself. His main purpose is to accompany Tsukiyama and have have fun with him. (Oh imagine their bookstore, library, and museum dates where they are holding hands.)
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WHY YOU MAKE TSUKIYAMA INTO A WHORE HUH?
I thought we were clear about shipping Tsukiyama with only Kaneki? If not then kaneki gets some hide and I dunno... Tsukiyama can get some Nishiki or something like that? Nishiki will probably dump his gf and be like, the hell with you. "I'm gay now!"
He then runs off into the sunset with tsukiyama holding hands. (While Tsukiyama is using him to look for Kaneki)
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-07 10:24:05 +0000 UTC]
IT'S WITHIN MY NATURE TO BE EASILY FLUSTERED. . . I GUESS IT'S PRETTY BAD.. . .
BUT IT MAKES ME-- It makes me feel vulnerable! Like my thoughts are laid out there for everyone EVERYONE TO SEE.
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Draw draw draw.
It won't rain money now- though Shuu probably has enough to sustain them for awhile, what if he started off a new life built on a certain amount of investment and re-climb the ladder to success? Literally starting a new page. Like having a humble apartment for both of them instead of having a damn villa. Or perhaps they can have a humble villa somewhere since privacy dictates. . . .that they live where no one can hear~
Tsukiyama shall be a businessman (wat), a very successful businessman.
I'm sure on Shuu's day offs they go to the weirdest places for dates. . . . but I currently can't think of any LOL . . .Museum, holding hands. What if while working their hands would touch, just briefly. And no one would see a thing~
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LOL
I'M SORRY. I DIDN'T MEAN TO.
Screeeew Hide xD lmao that mental image of Nishiki walking up to Kimi and like "I'm gay now!" rofl . . .Imagine the shock that'd be on her face- wait what if there's no shock and Kimi is actually a fujoshi like us? LOL
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-07 15:42:21 +0000 UTC]
Makes you feel vulnerable? No! That's the beauty of the internet, nobody really knows you. I mean they won't necessary knock on your door one day and say, "I KNOW YOU WROTE SOME SMUT ONLINE!" And give off flyers to all your relatives detailing all your google searches, sloppy make-out position ideas and smutty almost-kinks. (Though you don't have kinks)
HAHA ... actually that sounds horrifying. Like, I don't know what to do if that happens. I will probably either be a total shut in from then on or just embrace it and carry a placard saying, "I WRITE FANDOM SMUT! SO WHAT!"
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Businessman Shuu is perfect! This then creates a very domestic situation for them where Shuu goes to work, comes home with Kaneki who just caught dinner, and the cliche: "Do you want a bath, dinner or me first?" question. HAHAHA ---And then tremolos in chests will ensue---
They would probably be openly in love if they are in a different country. I mean if they are in Europe its pretty much accepted so they have the freedom of snuggling and holding hands. It would be nice if random strangers asks Shuu how his boyfriend is and he just blushes. I don't know maybe it's me who would blush at the scene. Or Kaneki is learning the language and people are complimenting him for having such a kind and handsome boyfriend. Even if can't reply much, he can understand they are teasing him.
Big houses have a certain charm too but if they are travelling, Tsukiyama may want a more cozy couple-friendly house, non?
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Kimi as a fujoshi? HAHAH that would be hilarious! In fact, I hope Hinami is a little fujoshi as well. I mean, maybe the reason she can't read complicated books because she reads a lot of fujoshi mangas? All you read there is "AAHHH AHHH, OOOH KIMOCHI" and that's basically the dialogue for a yaoi manga. I think it would be cute if she sees Kaneki and Tsukiyama snuggling or making out! And she leaves them alone because she is happy Kaneki is happy.
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-10 14:41:22 +0000 UTC]
LOL it's just....so...ugh -covers face-
if that happened I'd probably die right there and then. LMAO This would be both traumatizing and hilarious at the same time, you're tempting me. Like I'm this close to just putting it online and going 'fuck it' to the whole world.
It's time to return to the closet and publish smuty fanfics/art from there, taking the word shut in too literally. I think I need to break free from my innocent shy shell. But then again what I meant by vulnerable as in letting people in on my thoughts. It's not like I have to know them or not, it's like what goes on in my head. . . it's like sharing a fantasy with someone you totally don't know, it makes you feel abit. . . exposed?!???
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Oh boy, I think Shuu would tell him that he'd have all at once LOL eat while they shower and have Kaneki at the same time (wut).
Or maybe the only word Shuu taught Kaneki when he goes out alone is 'no' xD since he was scared someone would tempt Kaneki with candy (wat) so he told him "whenever a stranger asks you anything Ken, say no." I imagine Kaneki just idly...nodding.
Cozzy less flashy house. . . probably in a secluded place too like previously mentioned.
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LOL Kimi and Hinami meet up to discuss fujoshi related stuff. I'm so done. What if Touka's friend is also a fujoshi?
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-13 16:42:07 +0000 UTC]
Be like Tsukiyama and do not give a fuck!
*Insert Tsukiyama photo of his pose arms in the air, one leg bent up, blood raining---> after he just went through the human in the Ghoul restaurant*
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How about use a different username? One separate from your usual username? It's like you will have meta-anonymity where nobody in a place where everybody is anonymous will know you. uhh I think that sounds weird? hahaha
Exposed? Oh you shy innocent angel!
Let Tsukiyama and Kaneki take your innocence!
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OH HOLY SHIT. YES! Tsukiyama is known to say, I will eat you while you are eating.... He will say something like I wanna eat you while you are eating while we are taking a bath and fucking. Shuu is such a multi-tasker!
OH you just made reminded me a scene from a movie! It's about a Chinese man introducing his wife to a bunch of important political people.
---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=qugWef…
I doubt Tsukiyama will be that mean though!
Imagine a foreigner approaches Kaneki when he was alone and Tsukiyama goes berserk.
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I hate TOUKEN. There are so many touken stuff out there. I mean... WHYYYYYY???
HAHHA fujoshi group therapy? Or more like secret fujoshi meeting to share videos and naked photos or whatever hahaha
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-16 22:38:25 +0000 UTC]
You know it's easier said than done. . . like I can be "Oh I'll read this smut scene out loud" to my bestie, then I'd be like 'half way through the line > summarizies everything awkwardly > laughs nervously > gets too flustered > change of topic'
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Ahahaha...too lazy to think of a username -sigh- I don't know it's not about people I know knowing what I write, it's about putting my thoughts out in public. That's also why I dislike public roleplays, even though they're mostly safe (never roleplays smut/etc). . . -sigh-
Rofl, that'd be such an important point in my life to remember.
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I'm sure Kaneki will give him the cold shoulder (in more than one way). See what I did there? Hahahaha- Haise's puns are getting to me. I'm sorry.
LOL Tsukiyama would never do that to Kaneki. . . .
I just had this mental image of Kaneki waiting at the table while Tsukiyama went off to the buffet to grab 'food' well normal human food (gotta act human in parties), then like returns and someone is trying to approach his bae. I IMAGINE HIM DROPPING ALL PLATES AND LIKE " HE BELONGS TO MEEEEEEEE " while angrily striding towards unsuspecting victim rofl . . . Then he'd look at Kaneki who just smiles then everything is okay. Freaked out individual stutters and runs the heck away.
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hmm weird I don't see that much Touken, but I'm glad. Meh.
Rofl wow. That's intense.
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-17 22:45:09 +0000 UTC]
Ah well reading SMUT aloud IS AWKWARD. I never done that before and I don't think I ever will. If it come to real life... I deny anything to do with it. I'm like.... uhh---noo *walks away
Pretend you have innocence and you will be seen as innocent!
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I don't think I've actually participated in a role play get together. I joined groups for roleplay but never did anything and uhhh I pretend to talk or think about what the characters will say in comments... or is that roleplay and I just don't call it roleplay?
*is confused now
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You mean a cold piece of shoulder from the fridge? Never apologize for your puns i love them. Come, lettuce enjoy Haise puns together!
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Hahah I know Tsukiyama will never do that. Well... probably the opposite. Like introduce him as his husband and say a lot of sweet and wonderful things and Kaneki knows something is up and just walks away.
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I can imagine the look in Tsukiyama's face as he says that "he belongs to meeeeee." Poor guy who tried to flirt with Kaneki must've had nightmares and consult a psychiatrist after that event. Really, Tsukiyama has A LOT of weird facial expressions in the anime. People in the anime just bash him which is not nice! I wanna see them up close and bash their faces! >:/
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-20 19:19:56 +0000 UTC]
Well I kinda screwed myself over and told her I can do it. Obviously, I couldn't. I did read her the dialogue of Star Fighter which is a well smutty webcomic? But I think I was high on chocolate that day. I remember making lots of funny remarks on the smutty scenes. Like the time when the guys couldn't even wait to get to the room and did it in the hall. xD But yes it was unusual.
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Oh hmm, it's fun....sometimes. Tho it really depends. Hmm no that's not roleplaying. Well at least what I tried to understand from what you said (got confused) but roleplaying is pretending to be a character. It's like writing a fanfiction but both people (or multiple people) are participating in it.
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Ah yes lmao, I'm so sorry...
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Kaneki nooooo don't walk away he's saying the sweetest things! I bet at some point Kaneki can just understand some stuff and goes beet red then covers his face. Tsukiyama then notices and excuses himself (well and Kaneki). THEN OFF TO THE BALCONY! For fresh fresh air?
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Tsukiyama's face does very interesting things when he gets jealous. I bet Kaneki was taken aback for a moment too. Ah yes, he's not an annoyance! HE'S MISUNDERSTOOD!
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-22 20:55:54 +0000 UTC]
OH MY YOU READ STARFIGHTER? AND OUT LOUUUUUD?
And I thought you don't like graphic yaoi and stuff like that. It's as graphic as you can get with the let's-hump together-in-the-cockpit with a front view angle of male genitalia on display. HAHHA But I love starfighter! There's gonna be a STARFIGHTER visual novel (just like dmmd) www.kickstarter.com/projects/s… and I AM SO EXCITED. HAHAHHAA
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That balcony better have a lock or else people in the party will be seeing some... very nice things. haha. Or Tsukiyama can always princess carry Kaneki, jump off the balcony and go to somewhere more private. It's kinda cute though with the fancy shoes, and suits they're wearing and they will shed all of it in favor of doing it behind a tree. It's so wrong that its right. Like it's an emergency okay and they can't wait.
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Yeah somehow I am getting tired at anime people just bashing tsukiyama. I'm like one of those very protective mothers saying back off and stop bullying my babies! As I've said before... I think my head canon of shuuneki is just way OOC now. IDC though. that's why they're head canons.
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-10-25 08:48:46 +0000 UTC]
WELL I ATE LIKE 3 CANDY BARS BEFORE IT. So I thought I had the power, and she dared me to do it- So I wanted to prove her wrong. Well of course I skipped the steamy scenes or just cracked jokes at them (or voiced them in a hilarious voice). I don't really like explicit but my bestie was like talking about it and I had no idea so I suggested we read it together. She's the one who introduced me to DMMd too. (Aka my first yaoi VA) Q_Q
And ah yes, I know about the Starfighter VN, I'm slightly excited haha, it's not like I dig it or anything. I just- I don't know-
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Oh boy, well, while everyone's busy having a toast, then Shuu can take Kaneki to the balcony, princes carry him then jump. I'm sure Tsukiyama can survive that fall, if not he can try his kagune- though I don't think that'd work well to cling against a wall? Unless he can change the shape, he might end up with a dislocated arm. (Since it kinda looks like a one giant arm guard anyway? Hmm actually on another thought, he was able to move his arm around in the manga/anime....So maybe, but I just think Kaneki's kagune is more effective in that case? BUT I suppose if they're jumping from like the first floor or something Tsukiyama can land well.
Cat instincts dynamics (tho Shuu has no tail)
I don't think Shuu would do it behind a tree xD tho at the same time I think he might do it too. So perhaps they might, I think Kaneki would be too embarrassed tho-
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I know. I just saw like during the past few days people saying they 'dropped' TG when he appeared and like he's a clown and shit. I felt like "...you know nothing lmao". Honestly I don't think Shuu was 'just' there for comic relief, I mean his character got a sweet development near the end. Anime people! Go eat shit you judgemental pieces of craptastic crap!
Q_Q It's alright! I think I finished a fanfic of them, I need to proof read it on my laptop tho (since I wrote it on my mobile) I'M GATHERING MORE COURAGE TO UPLOAD MY SHIT LOL
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natersal In reply to Rueby [2014-10-29 05:32:34 +0000 UTC]
HAHAH SUGAR HIGH!
You had a sugar high! I'm usually in a caffeine high these days with all the papers I need to write. -_-
Is I've said, I haven't played DMMD and only saw playthroughs in youtube. This starfighter one will be my first Yaoi VN and I've actually paid $$$ for. Me shedding money for fandom stuff is rare but then I gotta support the fandom sometimes. Pirate guilt probably?
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Tsukiyama's Kagune looks like a giant crab claw or croissant but it is perfect for defending! I'm guessing he could just throw Kaneki over his other shoulder like a sack of potatoes and forget the Princess carry? I want to see a scene where Kaneki grabs people with his tentacles and runs away. Kaneki as Haise could actually grab all four quinx with his Kagune! That would be adorable! Like mama kangaroos have a pouch for their young. Kaneki has tentacles for all of his kids. It's cute too that they call him sassan kinda lika okaasan except he has a rebellious teenager problem right now. It's hard to be a single mom!Haise. They need a step dad. (And this is where Tsukiyama comes in)
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Anime people do need to read the manga! Theres so much more in it!
Even Ishida ship Tsukikane! I think? lol I would like him to though.
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OOOOH a finished fanfic. Have courage, Captain!
It doesn't need to be perfect! Though you are a perfectionist so it's not that easy I guess?
Afraid to let the world have a little peek inside your head? I'm sure it's a perfectly wonderful fic though! Full of angst and fluffy moments. I'm more likely not to care what I post as long as no one irl knows the shit I've been up to so I may not understand your reluctance to post it but...
as CAPTAIN YOU HAVE A DUTY TO THE MOTHERSHIP!
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Rueby In reply to natersal [2014-09-30 04:08:08 +0000 UTC]
I SHALL READ THIS And get back to this comment.
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Rueby In reply to XieChea [2013-07-08 01:20:23 +0000 UTC]
Thank you <3 Been a member for awhile actually but decided to make a new account :3
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