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# Statistics
Favourites: 159; Deviations: 2; Watchers: 43
Watching: 10; Pageviews: 5613; Comments Made: 2693; Friends: 10
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Too many to choose fromFavorite movies: Star Wars, Schindler’s List, Harry Potter
Favorite TV shows: The obvious, Lyrical Nanoha, Sailor Moon, Sherlock, Doctor Who
Favorite bands / musical artists: Lots of classical stuff. Especially the orchestra. Pure ear candy.
Favorite books: Harry Potter, Various Madoka Magica spin-offs, Touhou doujinshi
Favorite writers: J.K. Rowling, Gen Urobuchi
Favorite games: Ōkamiden, Pokémon, Mario, Octopath Traveler, Minish Cap
Favorite gaming platform: GameCube or Switch
Tools of the Trade: MacBook Pro, iPhone 7, inconsistent mind
Other Interests: Making music, writing, making an ideal world where Madoka is happy
# About me
My name is Homura Akemi. I know it’s a weird name. I know I’m weird. However, what matters is that I am a former Magical Girl from Mitakihara Town. I met a girl named Madoka Kaname, and my heart has been set ever since. I would do anything to see her smile. Is that really so much to ask for?! She would become God of my world. Is this religious devotion combined with the romantic idea of young love? That was Act 1. It gets a lot scarier when you consider that in Act 2, I rip her apart, wipe her memories, trap her friends and wipe THEIR memories, and take the Godly half of her unto myself. In the end, I’m the bad guy. I truly believe I have every single reason to hate myself more than anyone else could possibly hate me! But if it makes Madoka happy, I’ll live with it for what time I’ve borrowed. What’s “it”? The alienation of everyone I love, the knowledge of my betrayal, and knowing that all of their suffering is MY fault. But it’ll be worth it. It has to be. Just thinking of how happy Madoka will be brings me warmth. So why do I feel conflicted...? Also, if you see a white rat that talks to you...Kill it. Just kill it...# Comments
Comments: 135
Bymaxtherealmute [2020-11-05 07:16:36 +0000 UTC]
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manue1234556 [2020-08-22 01:45:56 +0000 UTC]
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asimpleguy21 In reply to manue1234556 [2022-01-30 03:18:54 +0000 UTC]
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MegaAli [2019-11-04 23:04:50 +0000 UTC]
You know, Homura. You can post The Gacha pics of you I made on your own DeviantArt if you like 😁
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ReinaTheHedgehog [2019-10-23 20:32:32 +0000 UTC]
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ReinaTheHedgehog [2019-09-23 20:53:44 +0000 UTC]
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ReinaTheHedgehog [2019-09-17 14:53:08 +0000 UTC]
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Demoness18 In reply to ReinaTheHedgehog [2019-09-17 15:00:47 +0000 UTC]
The light...it burns me now...
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ReinaTheHedgehog In reply to Demoness18 [2019-09-17 15:06:47 +0000 UTC]
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Demoness18 In reply to ReinaTheHedgehog [2019-09-17 15:10:32 +0000 UTC]
Mami, Kyouko, Sayaka, and Madoka do. Bebe deserves to be happy with them too...
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ReinaTheHedgehog In reply to Demoness18 [2019-09-17 15:13:22 +0000 UTC]
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Demoness18 In reply to ReinaTheHedgehog [2019-09-17 15:18:25 +0000 UTC]
There’s side material that explains why Mami wasn’t the one, yes. The drama is because most of us are around 14 in the series...
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ReinaTheHedgehog In reply to Demoness18 [2019-09-17 15:21:31 +0000 UTC]
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Demoness18 In reply to ReinaTheHedgehog [2019-09-17 15:29:16 +0000 UTC]
I mean, like her implied sexuality, Sayaka could go either way in whether she has a family or not. I’m at least implied to be an orphan like Kyouko and Mami, though...
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ReinaTheHedgehog In reply to Demoness18 [2019-09-17 17:07:12 +0000 UTC]
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Demoness18 In reply to ReinaTheHedgehog [2019-09-17 17:36:44 +0000 UTC]
That was the boy’s choice, and honestly, I don’t begrudge Hitomi for that. There’s no way she could have known. Sayaka was not entitled to the boy’s love, so she didn’t get it. She was already having a bad day. Unless I brainwashed her into thinking it, Kyouko helped her move on...
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ReinaTheHedgehog In reply to Demoness18 [2019-09-17 18:44:20 +0000 UTC]
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Demoness18 In reply to ReinaTheHedgehog [2019-09-17 18:55:27 +0000 UTC]
I have to disagree. Hitomi told me all about how he’ll stand her up to practice his violin. I can only imagine Sayaka would suffer the same fate. Given how Sayaka is, you can see why many see Kyouko as the better option...
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ReinaTheHedgehog In reply to Demoness18 [2019-09-17 18:58:02 +0000 UTC]
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ReinaTheHedgehog [2019-09-17 14:52:34 +0000 UTC]
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ReinaTheHedgehog [2019-09-13 15:59:54 +0000 UTC]
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Hiromishima [2019-09-10 19:47:30 +0000 UTC]
Hello ^-^ I wanted to say (mostly to the admin) that I read your journal entries as Homura and I find it really interesting actually. Because half the time I see accounts that are characters, they're kinda... bad. But yours is pretty good. So keep up the good work even if it was a long time ago when you last did it!
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Demoness18 In reply to Hiromishima [2019-09-10 20:31:13 +0000 UTC]
It didn’t start out as a character, but the name sort of fit when I decided to make it a Homura one. The previous icon was the Nostalgia Critic, which I needed to change when certain things came to light. And I figured, “You know, I’ve RPed Homura on other sites, so why not do that here?”
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MetalTom1117 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-07-25 01:01:58 +0000 UTC]
What do you like to do in your spare time? I bet it's exterminating white, pink-eyed cat creatures.
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Demoness18 In reply to MetalTom1117 [2019-07-25 01:32:29 +0000 UTC]
I’m a busy demon. Any inquiries should be filed to Oriko Mikuni...
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TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 19:09:25 +0000 UTC]
So as ruler of the new world what yah gonna do to pass the time?
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Demoness18 In reply to TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 19:55:07 +0000 UTC]
As ever, pursue Madoka’s happiness, micromanage everything about her friends’ lives, and find Oriko Mikuni and that girl I met once...
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TheRandom500 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-05-09 19:58:32 +0000 UTC]
Sounds great and i guess prod Kyubey over a cliff forever.
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Demoness18 In reply to TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 20:01:51 +0000 UTC]
It fears me. I took away everything it means to be a filthy rat from it. I can induce mental illness at will. That’s some more ammo for my haters: What if I do that to humanity? Will they honestly care about WHY, rather than how anyone’s going to STOP me?
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TheRandom500 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-05-09 20:04:21 +0000 UTC]
I mean you are a god you can do whatever you like, you can summon up 1000 tomatoes or something at once if you like.
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Demoness18 In reply to TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 20:08:06 +0000 UTC]
I’m a DEMON. I am a foul being who usurped the one, true God! But I CAN do basically anything, as far as humans can tell. I can will them all dead in one second. I can lift my finger, and all life ceases. Against that kind of power, humanity will cling to anything that has even the slightest chance of stopping me. It doesn’t matter why, and it doesn’t matter if I plan to do it. Why do you think people want Madoka to kill me coldly, or wish Sayaka was able to kill me?
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TheRandom500 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-05-09 20:12:22 +0000 UTC]
Sayaka yes but Madoka im not too sure. (Your take on Homura is pretty great.)
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Demoness18 In reply to TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 20:16:07 +0000 UTC]
In the Concept Movie, Sayaka can be argued to have failed. Nobody said Madoka loved me. Nobody said I WANTED Madoka to love me, even though I love her. How do you think she’ll feel when she remembers she COULD be saving everyone she hears crying and screaming...everyone she feels the suffering of...but a foul, loathsome, hideous, selfish monster won’t let her because rather than being grateful for her saving everyone, this monster was too busy thinking of the suffering of ONE being? She’s the most important being, and her happiness is mandatory, but do you think she CARES about her own happiness? She will be angry, and she will be resentful...
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TheRandom500 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-05-09 20:20:22 +0000 UTC]
Either its not going to end well.
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Demoness18 In reply to TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 20:22:33 +0000 UTC]
Why not? The way I see it, I’ve only made everything worse for Madoka with my existence. If my existence were to come to utterly come to an end...where even my soul doesn’t exist anymore...then the biggest cause of Madoka’s suffering would be gone. If everyone forgot all about me...that would be even better. There would be peace...
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TheRandom500 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-05-09 20:24:02 +0000 UTC]
Who knows what will happen, i mean that's how it will be just let things run their course and everyone may forget you.
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Demoness18 In reply to TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 20:27:34 +0000 UTC]
I have seen endless possibilities for what will happen. On average, the ones where I die end up better for Madoka. I don’t want to abuse her. I don’t want to make her love me, but as my sanity wanes, that becomes more and more likely. After all, who knows what I can do to her head?
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TheRandom500 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-05-09 20:31:54 +0000 UTC]
Again maybe it's a good idea to just disappear from the world, like just find somewhere else and leave Madoka to her own fate.
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Demoness18 In reply to TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 20:36:12 +0000 UTC]
No. Because I will always come back to Madoka. I’ll escape imprisonment. I’ll remember lost memories. Destroying me utterly is the only way to be sure I don’t hurt her anymore. And only Madoka can do it...
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TheRandom500 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-05-09 20:37:47 +0000 UTC]
So that's how it's gonna be, but Madoka has lost her god powers so i guess it's gonna be up to divine intervention or something for Madoka to end you.
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Demoness18 In reply to TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 20:43:14 +0000 UTC]
Madoka’s powers reside in me. The only way she can get them back is to kill me and destroy my soul. Otherwise, a piece of her will be missing forever. Madoka IS divine intervention. It stops at her...
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TheRandom500 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-05-09 20:44:17 +0000 UTC]
The question is how will she kill you? But yeah i guess the only way for peace to be restored is if you die.
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Demoness18 In reply to TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 20:59:11 +0000 UTC]
Bow. Soul. Shattered like glass. She’ll probably be able to do that, narratively speaking...
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TheRandom500 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-05-09 20:59:58 +0000 UTC]
yeah though hopefully the white rat is gone for good as well
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Demoness18 In reply to TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 21:09:04 +0000 UTC]
The rat is...necessary. Without it, the universe falls apart. What would happen if you didn’t have your white blood cells?
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TheRandom500 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-05-09 21:10:33 +0000 UTC]
I thought the rat only causes nothing but trobule, but i guess if he is needed then sure
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Demoness18 In reply to TheRandom500 [2019-05-09 21:51:05 +0000 UTC]
Something needs to collect the curses of the world, and it is the only being in the universe equipped for that. When I kill them, the universe will soon follow. That’s the biggest fear...
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TheRandom500 In reply to Demoness18 [2019-05-09 22:51:15 +0000 UTC]
Could you take the curses of the world away from Kyubey?
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