Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2012-04-24 21:55:52 +0000 UTC]

That's not funny! That sent shivers down my spine and goosebumps and my heart skipped a beat.....ok it was a little funny. LOL

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DeFutura In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2012-04-24 23:30:38 +0000 UTC]

Emotions! haha. I was browsing roller coaster HD vids on YT, ever done real scary ones? I dont get tired of playing roller coaster tycoon 3 too, I recommend it.

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2012-04-27 15:19:28 +0000 UTC]

I used to play Roller Coaster Tycoon, loved it, but it gets boring fast. I don't ride on roller coasters, I hate heights, and being flipped against my will, etc. LOL So, never been on one.

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DeFutura In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2012-04-27 19:36:30 +0000 UTC]

Could be a nice tough challenge, you're tough, you'd decide it, vanquish your fear is attracting too There's this weird limit from scared to not at all, even felt that? It's like dying and you're stronger than anything that could happen. LOL maybe I just became suicidal. Still, I enjoy it like I would take off on a rocket ship, or pilot a jet fighter, much lighter of course.

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2012-04-28 04:26:23 +0000 UTC]

Yeah...nope. Not going to happen. I'm going to keep my feet firmly planted on the ground where they belong. If I were meant to be in the air, I'd have wings! =^_^=

Ugh, sick. Got sent home from work early, had to call my other job and let them know I can't come in tomorrow. It all blows. *sigh* I hate being sick. I'm blaming it on Josh too. Granted, there's no proof that he was sick. But seeing as I was with him since Tuesday, and the last two nights I would wake up and he'd be drenched in sweat, I'm going to assume his body was fighting off an illness and all those icky germs came out through his sweat, and then because I was curled next to him, they transferred to me and I'm not as lucky to fight it off. Again, there's no proof that he was ever sick or going to be sick. Just feel like blaming him. Hee hee

Just hoping I'm better by Sunday so I can get back to work. A slightly longer shift, 1-9:30 which means I won't be out of there until 10-ish. I can live with that.

Ok, time for me to go find a pile of clothes to layer on and grab some blankets. Am FREEZING!

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to UnitedMMC [2012-03-01 04:59:59 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome! =^_^=

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2012-02-24 18:17:10 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I was spring cleaning my journal. Trying to put shit behind me and move forward with new ventings, and happiness, and all that other crap that I'm not sure where it fits into yet. =^_^= Nothings really changed in any of the situations, just, trying to make it so.

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2011-12-25 03:12:19 +0000 UTC]

I'm hoping to be busy after Tuesday. Went to a Temp. Agency, they are going to try to find me a permanent spot somewhere, but until then, it's odd jobs as they become available. Glad to see that you're staying busy, miss your sporadic pictures though! <3

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DeFutura In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2012-01-28 20:09:05 +0000 UTC]

Thanks with that job I don't connect often, gets all my strenght. The opposit of before, hours on DA and others everyday.. now I wonder if I shouldnt have a part time job. or the friday with my weekend even if I dont get paid. Ideally I'd love it to be 9am to noon, 2pm-5pm, anyway.. I don't want any salary..to this price. Sorry for the delay.

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2012-02-07 21:18:05 +0000 UTC]

I had too much free time. Thankfully homework has been taking the bulk of it lately or I'd really be a mess. Temp agency didn't work out, they would never call me in for a shift so I said to hell with it. Still not working, but school is going well! Julien is getting big. I hear "moo moo moo E I E I O" every day. Now I have him running around, throwing his arms in the air and yelling 'OPA!' It's hilarious!

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DeFutura In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2012-02-12 18:46:50 +0000 UTC]

too much free time for me was around beginning of december, didnt know i'd miss this bad this fast, i'm back at it and wont complain for a while. There's a question i could have asked a little earlier but didnt, what was the thinking process that lead you to name your son Julien? I'm glad this part is going well and all what goes well despite the rest.

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2012-02-14 05:16:21 +0000 UTC]

Well, I was dabbling around with this story I was writing for awhile, managed to get to book 3 and so many chapters in before I lost interest. Can't find it anywhere anymore. But the names of my two main characters were both names that I liked when I was picking out names for Harmony in hopes that she was going to be a boy...Tristen and Julien. So, in the process of finding names for Julien, I compiled a list of names I liked, and names Harmony liked, and I let the final decision be Harmony's. So every time I saw her, she would cross so many names off the list. She finally settled on Cordelia Paige for a girl and the names Castiel Wyatt and Julien Thomas for a boy. When we found out he was a he, she made her decision for Julien.

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DeFutura In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2012-02-24 01:19:00 +0000 UTC]

I see Thanks! Abandoned story Find it even if you dont continue. Been writing short stories too, if I had the means i'd do mini films. I keep thinking of that idea of a story, a deceased "love of one's life" girl who tries to kill her living boyfriend (kinda "romantic final destination") whats special is the deep reciprocal love, understanding etc.. each attemps he'd wonder if she isnt right, if he shouldnt let her succeed so he gets to her, or go with life, separated because you "have to" life your few decades or it's wasted, in there life is a test, an intro which would determine your kind, location and purpose of existence.

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2012-02-24 22:02:33 +0000 UTC]

Mine was about a rich guy who was in love with this girl and had a hatred of this one guy. The girl saw that as a sign that he needed to be with this guy and through her own sorts of manipulation got those two together as a couple. Least, that was what the first book was about. The second and third were just about the trials and bumps of the relationship, starting a family (in my book specific types of men could bear children), etc.

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DeFutura In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2012-02-27 01:17:29 +0000 UTC]

Well finish it so I can read it on the train

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2012-02-27 03:18:55 +0000 UTC]

I would have to find them to finish them. I only ever printed out one copy of the first book, I don't even know what I did with that, then there is the second book, and part of the 3rd that I have no idea where they are at. But I will try, don't know how long it'll take though.

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DeFutura In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2012-02-28 03:16:39 +0000 UTC]

I remember I was looking for old typing machine fonts, scanned a real page for the asperities, motivates you to get in the mood, oh and the typing sound, was tiring thought lol 3 centimeters to go for a stroke

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2012-02-28 20:01:38 +0000 UTC]

LOL I LOVE typewriters! I like the click clack of the keys. But I'm weird like that.

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DeFutura In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2012-03-01 05:51:06 +0000 UTC]

I dont know if we can give a sound to a keyboard stroke in windows now, surely we can, I can get any sound, paper background, have the font but not with french accents. i remember when the first electronic one came, always with a little tape cassette, won a prize when I was in college, doesnt mean much with the number and level of contestants.

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to Vaticinium [2011-07-27 04:16:58 +0000 UTC]

Awesome! I can't wait for tomorrow when I submit him! Thanks so much!

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Vaticinium In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2011-07-27 11:05:31 +0000 UTC]

no worries at all

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to Yurishi-chan [2011-07-26 21:33:14 +0000 UTC]

Aww thanks! I wish I could finish them all. I started a sketchbook of them for the guy who started me on Bleach. He got too excited and could no longer wait for me to fill it up and took it as it sat. LOL But, things went sour with us and I haven't been able to bring myself to draw anymore let alone watch the show He was a good friend, just another reason why people shouldn't let guys/girls get between them.

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Yurishi-chan In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2011-07-27 08:02:17 +0000 UTC]

yeah right ... friends are the most inportant things in this world
and I really love your BLEACH drawings so please continue ^^

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to Yurishi-chan [2011-07-28 01:00:23 +0000 UTC]

Once I get settled into my new place I'm going to try to pick it back up again. I have the first 4 season of bleach...what blows about it though, I hate watching the version in English, I prefer the Japanese with English subtitles, but the one I bought, despite being a legit copy, has the sub titles messed up and it keeps calling Rukia, Lukia, and it's aggravating as all get out. LOL I've got a few empty sketch books I'm looking to fill.

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Yurishi-chan In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2011-07-28 11:40:51 +0000 UTC]

^-^
I´m allways watching them in japanese too with englisch subtitels
... I understand most of it XD I´m half englisch and half german

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to Vaticinium [2011-07-25 03:42:20 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! Man, I haven't drawn in forever, my Bleach fan pics are seriously the last things I have drawn in almost a year and a half now. I want to draw the rest of them badly, but, bad memories that go along with it. Maybe one day I can pick up where I left off or re-do my old ones to make them better or something.

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Vaticinium In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2011-07-25 03:45:46 +0000 UTC]

or maybe I hope you could enjoy the picture that come through in the watch until you decide you wanna draw them again. I appreciate you joining greatly. Either way-I hope you enjoy the group.

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to Vaticinium [2011-07-25 03:48:58 +0000 UTC]

Oh will def. enjoy the art coming in! ^_^ Have a good evening though, I've reached my limit of 3 submissions for the day. LOL

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2010-08-05 12:51:31 +0000 UTC]

I found some wings, but I haven't gotten around to seeing if they'll work yet. And LOL at the link, those types of pictures creep me out for some reason. I guess it's the overly blank stare they have on their faces :shrugs:

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to tibialisant [2010-04-13 02:59:54 +0000 UTC]

Very welcome

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to badmonkey4 [2010-04-05 20:43:19 +0000 UTC]

Lol YAY LLAMA!

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to DeFutura [2010-03-16 01:48:39 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow! Well, I can't say that didn't put a smile on my face. heh..thanks!

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to sneakyb0y [2010-01-27 05:34:39 +0000 UTC]

When I manage to ever get back home to get my supplies, sure thing.

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to luckyladyjester [2010-01-16 18:44:54 +0000 UTC]

That's pretty! Thanks for making me smile today!

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luckyladyjester In reply to Darkest-Illusion [2010-01-17 02:21:25 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome. It appears as though you could use some smiles and a

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Darkest-Illusion In reply to luckyladyjester [2010-01-19 08:23:04 +0000 UTC]

Wish I could take that hug in real life right about now. I'm nothing but tears and frowns....I truly have no idea what I did wrong :'(

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