Clientelle In reply to Feannora [2013-03-23 13:21:42 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!

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Clientelle In reply to VicZar-Skiekatsu [2013-02-05 12:10:37 +0000 UTC]

You do know I dun even have...people to tag 'cept you and one other person...>____>
//unwillingly does it though

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VicZar-Skiekatsu In reply to Clientelle [2013-02-05 14:56:05 +0000 UTC]

Hee hee hee XD

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Clientelle In reply to Lilitjya [2013-01-05 14:18:36 +0000 UTC]

LLAMA 8DD

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-03 13:50:55 +0000 UTC]

OH YUS XDDD

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-03 16:28:54 +0000 UTC]

tinier me no more Q^Q

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-03 17:19:19 +0000 UTC]

well, move on then? XD
though there were a lot of fun things people can do there...
; A;

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-03 19:27:30 +0000 UTC]

i haven't talk to you for sooo long

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-04 08:48:47 +0000 UTC]

too long I suppose XD

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-04 18:14:59 +0000 UTC]

T^T

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-05 14:21:34 +0000 UTC]

LOL why cry? XD

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-05 17:35:43 +0000 UTC]

i haven't talked to any of my tinier me friends and missed a bunch of dem includin you, been so long.

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-05 18:05:04 +0000 UTC]

hehe XDD
guess ya haven't been connecting to them after TM then * ^*

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-05 18:14:31 +0000 UTC]

yea

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-05 19:26:14 +0000 UTC]

why not? D:
dun want to impose yerself? l8<

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-05 20:34:40 +0000 UTC]

i only talked to them on tinier me other than that i no where else

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-05 20:34:21 +0000 UTC]

no i just never got their contacts XP and they haven;t been logging on to msn alot.

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-06 15:04:19 +0000 UTC]

eh? which reminds me...I dun use msn a lot too...o____o

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-06 17:57:42 +0000 UTC]

seeeeeeeee~!

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-06 18:10:29 +0000 UTC]

I dun even open my email accounts a lot...>___>

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-06 18:11:22 +0000 UTC]

all i use now is skype cuz its fused with my msn now

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-08 13:31:24 +0000 UTC]

eh? mine's wiz my FB o___o

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-09 03:23:28 +0000 UTC]

fb?? i don;t have you on fb though @@

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-09 15:41:34 +0000 UTC]

awwww D:
I have TM friends there > ^<

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-10 00:45:59 +0000 UTC]

Q^Q

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-11 08:43:52 +0000 UTC]

dunno what to say here so I guess now it's my turn to ask? XD

How were you?

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-12 18:01:17 +0000 UTC]

lol XD good what bout you?

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-13 05:17:47 +0000 UTC]

good~
was depressed for months but let's not talk about that...o ^o

I'm at least, okay now and trying so hard to change so I won't be depressed anymore~

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-13 06:04:58 +0000 UTC]

i've been a bit emo recently too. so far my days have been up and down

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-13 10:35:33 +0000 UTC]

meh...for now, I've been more up than down lately and whenever I'm down, I try to look at the bright side but then again, I have this habit of looking at the dark side of things...
o xo

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-13 17:18:30 +0000 UTC]

i look at both and end up with doesn't really matter in the end

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-14 03:44:07 +0000 UTC]

eh...to me it does though...
o xo


I mean, if you just spend your time just thinking about the bad things that happen, it won't either help nor make you feel better.

So now, for me at least, I'm coping with looking at both sides of it and analyzing...then realizing the things that needed to be changed and some other stuff...

> ^<

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-14 04:28:17 +0000 UTC]

well that only happens when you group the situations separately, good can't exist with out bad and bad can;t exist without good.

i just found a way to group them all together so that it doesn't really matter what happens in the end.

when you put them into groups the bad would make you sad, the good would make you happy.

but if you don;t have a bad or a good, and all you have is a event that has passed. what is it but something that just happened??? instead of looking at it from my own view, or from the others view. and look at it from a third person perspective, the only thing that matters in the end is if I'm still breathing.

other than that, i don't see a reason to pursue the problem or issue any longer and move on to something that i do enjoy like drawing or watching anime or watching comedy channel.

People that have grudges and are angry or depressed all the time, is cuz they only look from their own perspective, they only think about how they understand things by whats good and whats bad. but what if people considered other peoples situation?? what if you didn't have a good and bad, and just a event or situation in the past? things will just end up being a situation that was handled in a inappropriate manner.

when i think about good or bad i think about it from other peoples perspective and see why there is a problem in the first place, and if the problem is a simple issue, than i would apologize.

if its a tough problem and its taking you a long time to find out what to do, than the only thing is to not waste time with it and move on.

TL;DR
Look at it in a different light, where you compare your good and bad with others point of view, from another view where your bad is good and your good is bad. iow. Normalize the situation where you stand on neutral ground.

figure if the problem is worth solving or if the situation is too far out of hand. if its simple problem than it should be easy to answer. if its difficult than leave it alone, and move on. because there's no reason to waste your time on it if you can;t solve it by yourself.


is what i think (sorry for the essay)

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-16 07:05:16 +0000 UTC]

That's the thing, I even consider other's situation...
I know I have it hard but other people have it even harder...then I realize, they can still live on coz they have...
1. Someone to lean on and vice versa
2. Looks at the world in a optimistic view
3. Ignorant of how life works on the rear side

and it 1 isn't applicable, then it is mostly because he/she has to be strong so others can lean on him...coz he/she knows the other person's "weak" and emotional...or something like that...or just because being alone as he/she is without someone to share his experience, he/she have to live on even if the tears won't stop...

And I just look at the world now in a very cynical view...not really depressing but how do you know if every one of us knows that the things we know now haven't been manipulated to make it seem like the truth which then became the truth since a lot of people know and believe of it like as was told.

Sure, we can't just say that it's a lie either but thing is, it's as if there's something really wrong with our world now since there's so many people with hidden intents and can really hide it...

That's a wrong view on the world too but thing is, we really don't know now if the truth we long have known is the real truth or a lie.

Anyways, I've been trying to change my view generally weeks ago so you dun really need to tell me how I'm gonna do this coz I know how to...Even if I'm the one who came up with it. And my problems' too complicated to be solved just like that...Too many will get hurt...besides myself so I have to figure out when to say things...coz it's a problem that I just can't move on since it's too personal and involves my family...* ^*

and LOL
me too anyways XD

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-17 00:59:46 +0000 UTC]

yea... world is messed, i been trying to forget about my problems too, but i just get more angry. *sigh*~(.

i probably don;t have the same issues you have, but i guess we both feel frustrated.

anyways, since we;re pretty much dun with the disappointing stuff, have you done any new drawings recently???
(since we are on da XP)

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-17 06:27:52 +0000 UTC]

It's just the way it is now...Can't do anything much when we can't even help ourselves...* ^*

Yeah we do...Mine's more of "I fail myself too much" so yeah...;;

I have but I've been into this art block of mine for months now and I can't draw properly...If I try though, it will become unfinished so most of the time, I just sketch things...but they still look bad
> ^<

So now, I'm trying to straighten the mistakes I always do when I'm drawing..
Mostly on anatomy since now, I'm trying to pursue realistic style too...
which is hard since I've been so used to anime/manga style...OTL

and my most recent stuff here are...old...OTL

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-17 06:30:37 +0000 UTC]

i hate reality XD so i stick with anime/manga style, but when you say realistic do you mean animals or people or EVERYTHING

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-17 06:41:37 +0000 UTC]

EVERYTHING EVERYTHING
OTL

But I want to...I mean, I have to be at least flexible with drawing...* ^*

Then again, my current style sucks at the moment...>___>

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-17 06:51:48 +0000 UTC]

start with a panda first

than a bunny than a dog than a bit of architecture, than a bit of fantasy, than a bird, than vehicles, than bears, snakes, and than finally humans ^^.

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-17 07:07:36 +0000 UTC]

am doing that too...o Ao
I have this book I bought last year so yeah...* ^*

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-18 02:03:58 +0000 UTC]

i stopped reading books XP i just draw from watching people

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-20 15:22:25 +0000 UTC]

I do that too but it's just hard when they move...>___>

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-20 17:33:23 +0000 UTC]

don't worry, do it fast just enough to get the shape first as quick as you can, like with guide lines or something, cuz with the shape you should be able to fill in the features of a persons face and etc, without them standing still

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-21 09:55:49 +0000 UTC]

I remember doing something like that before...
It was on my English subject and a friend of mine was reciting in front of the class...

I simply drew an outline (no face...just hair, head, and neck~) of her and then my seatmate noticed and asked if it was her...
"That's Azi right?" is the question and well...I just flustered...
OTL

Good thing she didn't saw though..>_>

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neutraLwOLves In reply to Clientelle [2013-01-22 01:21:39 +0000 UTC]

lol

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Clientelle In reply to neutraLwOLves [2013-01-24 02:33:48 +0000 UTC]

Hey! I'm too shy IRL...though I am trying to change that now...
But it became apparent to me that it's only mostly working with kids at the moment...
@ A@

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